嘎嘎的前言:89Please respect copyright.PENANAdCLqko0R8w
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˙我本來是決定也覺得對於涉澤我是寫不出CP文的,但最近在重看哨聲看到第18&19集時我忍不住  ̄ ▽  ̄89Please respect copyright.PENANA2MMDjkviNE
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˙其實以前第一次看這兩集時,我就覺得涉澤和小堤之間的互動有些奇妙xdddd而且明顯的感受到涉澤相當的關心小堤xddddd89Please respect copyright.PENANA2GXJn0Ovvm
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˙然後,很認真的寫不是要出本的文真的可以嗎xdddd這個連假我本子的文根本都沒動筆otz只剩下四個月了,這樣真的ok嗎 - w -89Please respect copyright.PENANA2lOeSZyuJI
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「小提!」89Please respect copyright.PENANAPrkbFpyLlI
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雪下個不停,只是覺得很疼痛……我……還在呼吸嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANAwsiLHz8esj
球有沒有守住?89Please respect copyright.PENANAvvUiKozXuV
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「小堤你還好嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAEO4UDhdeWg
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凝視著面前充滿著擔心的臉,一瞬間他想不起對方是誰。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdwSFkyg64j
啊~~是涉澤吧,老是這個樣子,擺出那種像是你自己受傷的臉幹什麼?明明是我害你受傷的.……是我……89Please respect copyright.PENANA3FgFozdFIK
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對不起……我沒把球門守好。89Please respect copyright.PENANARdSIqUbnCo
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「對不起……我沒守住那一分。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAA5QRHwT5l6
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很悔恨,我真的很不甘心,是我的失守,如果不受傷的話……89Please respect copyright.PENANAsvSVt8o34a
但是這個懷抱好溫暖,其實我一直很討厭你但卻又不是真的那麼討厭,溫暖的讓人感到悲傷……89Please respect copyright.PENANAwc4VNiXLhQ
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隊友們擔心的臉色……風際、水野、錐名……好多人,一直是預備守門員的我總是以為自己不受重視,但是……89Please respect copyright.PENANA1pyJiMmbOk
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「嗚……」馬可教練的包紮引來一陣疼痛,讓他忍不住呻吟出聲。89Please respect copyright.PENANAvLY7S78JIl
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「……」在一旁的涉澤扶著自己臉上的表情異常凝重。89Please respect copyright.PENANAlUE5Q4Tp79
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不懂。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqDQt0f7uXQ
對這個人來說自己毫不重要,即使是擔心隊友也…….太過了,不知道怎麼的小堤有些在意。89Please respect copyright.PENANAmIjUo0DwMt
身材嬌小的他被馬可教練一把抱起準備離開場上。89Please respect copyright.PENANAhasbqPNvjZ
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馬可教練那些溫柔的話語、涉澤擔心的臉色、隊友的擔憂、全場韓國民眾的掌聲。89Please respect copyright.PENANANxZGgl8qzk
讓他即使受重傷痛到意識快要脫離卻還是感到喜悅。89Please respect copyright.PENANAAnSZLUgCmD
雖然打平了,但似乎感受到更多更重要東西,然後對於涉澤他帶著悄悄的愧疚感及暗自無以名狀的喜悅感,於是他也不懂自己了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAF6SKk2wxml
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雪不停的下著,這裡是韓國。89Please respect copyright.PENANArouUPAMXjN
他終於守了一整場的比賽,在這支東京選拔隊中。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPWTNf4a50i
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在那之後他們回到東京,他接受了醫生的診斷。89Please respect copyright.PENANAF6Qrtg9utQ
和在韓國時的預測一樣,左手肩膀的韌帶斷裂嚴重的傷勢須要靜養很長一段時間。89Please respect copyright.PENANAf49U4QbKop
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「是嗎?那麼我暫時不能回到選拔隊了吧……」小堤有些落寞但又感到鬆了口氣,現在查覺到是因為自己才會害涉澤受傷的他無法面對那個溫暖的人,他好後悔當時的自己怎麼會做出這種事來!89Please respect copyright.PENANAgr7t4WQb62
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遠遠的、他想最後一眼也好。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcQR8x4kzp5
在離開前靜靜的觀察大家踢球練習的姿態,愧疚感煎熬著自己。89Please respect copyright.PENANAI0oo5fggU0
來頂替自己的是櫻上水的不破大地,在見到人都湊齊後他默默的退到一邊,這裡已經不屬於自己應該存在的地方……89Please respect copyright.PENANAMsPehQyNzh
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「不破!你這個混蛋!」鳴海一聲大吼揮拳出擊卻被不破給躲過了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPoT6XxmEEz
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站在一旁感到好笑卻也有些的無奈,涉澤笑得有些開心。89Please respect copyright.PENANAVUfgGU1YQw
這些選拔隊的成員都既成熟又有趣,他總是在旁邊默默的觀察著,真的很有趣呢~~89Please respect copyright.PENANAmGhhQGwX1L
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「嗯?」身為守門員的敏銳度及細心讓他瞬間查覺從遠處傳來的細微聲響,回頭他看到了小堤落寞的身影。89Please respect copyright.PENANA34qnd0dfQk
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忍不住的,他在告知總教練後追了上去。89Please respect copyright.PENANAugPirjPf43
無法放下……不知道為什麼就是無法放下那個人,很堅毅的一個孩子總是追在自己身後,很多時候大家都以為像他這樣的人不會去注意到自己,但是他偏偏就是看到了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYLq641yZyE
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「找到了。」涉澤看到馬可教練和小堤坐在那正想走過去,然後他聽到了……89Please respect copyright.PENANA3wpVd7bRju
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「讓涉澤受傷的人是我…雖然我是無意識的…但是因為我心裡想著…只要涉澤不在我就能成為正式的守門員,所以不知不覺的就把繩子拉緊!」89Please respect copyright.PENANAwSqLSdZz7i
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「我是個很卑鄙的人!」89Please respect copyright.PENANA4BPXMZ8GwA
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哎呀呀~~真是個嚴謹的孩子。89Please respect copyright.PENANAeUflitu8oK
涉澤扶著額頭苦笑著,這件事不論是他或是馬可教練早就都發現了,他一點都不怪他這種事他一直都很清楚,相當的清楚。89Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ0HUg0g3o
即使是這麼小的失誤那傢伙都記得那麼清楚啊~~89Please respect copyright.PENANA3bpJ40asge
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「真是的……我居然有點開心呢……」涉澤受不了自己的搖了搖頭,但臉上的笑容明顯的揚起,可能……自己在小堤心中除了是敵人、要跨越的障礙以外又多了些什麼自己不知道的東西吧。89Please respect copyright.PENANALqaKIDzwgI
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那個人很堅強。89Please respect copyright.PENANAaTTeaLO1kE
這是從在球場打過照面的第一瞬間就深深烙印在涉澤心中的印象。89Please respect copyright.PENANAvjwVzDLfW8
不論是判斷、果決力或是彈跳都很強悍,能夠認真的面對自己懦弱的人才是最強的,小堤 健太郎這個名字從那刻起就一直一直都讓他記得。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8KmvelIfV8
然後才又再次的在選拔隊中相遇。89Please respect copyright.PENANATbWGwOQsyb
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「健太郎,你很堅強。你不會逃避自己懦弱的部分,願意去正視它…你只要照你的方法去踢球就行了。我相信了解懦弱的人…是會變強的!」89Please respect copyright.PENANAX0ojDzU4Oo
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回神他聽到馬可教練對著小堤說出了他心中所想的話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAKc70kQgxR0
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我會等你的……小堤……89Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z1XEtyGCR
不論是在守門員的地位上,還是……我會等你發現我其實一直在注視著你。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdmQdX7DOUH
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「小堤,你有訪客噢~~」敲了房門進來的護士帶著親切的微笑說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAzJT36RO2fk
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「嗯?」放下正拿著遙控器切換比賽錄影帶的手,他有些疑惑,在那之後他花了很長的時間養傷最近則是住院準備做個深入檢查,是誰會來看他啊?89Please respect copyright.PENANAAzI0dPTR1K
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「小堤。」爽朗的聲音和溫暖的笑容,涉澤出現在門邊時他確實的愣住了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZ39IJbIjme
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因為驚嚇、因為沒預料到或是其實是因為……他只能直直的看著對方拿著遙控器的手就停在半空中。在望向那雙深色富有氣質的眼睛時他看到出神。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZBNFJ1euN9
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「小堤,你還好吧?」涉澤伸出大大的手掌在對方面前晃了幾下。89Please respect copyright.PENANAO4jiWRifRz
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「啊啊啊~~!不好意思!」紅著臉他有些慌亂的收拾著散在病床上的錄影帶和筆記本,在這個人面前他總是感到慌亂覺得自己比不上他,不過在這些情緒之中好像又多了些什麼和以前不一樣的東西…89Please respect copyright.PENANAD5Uh9038cj
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「你還真是認真啊~~連這種時候都還在看比賽的錄影帶。」涉澤在一旁坐下,手忙碌的從自己帶來的袋子拿出食物和甜點,唇揚起淡淡的弧度雙眼微垂著……涉澤這樣的表情很好看……小堤邊看邊這麼想著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAvS1iwAmBSI
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「當然啊~~即使在養傷的階段我也不能鬆懈,身材矮小的我要繼續當守門員就要付出數倍的努力才行啊。」有些賭氣的他這麼說著,因為這樣才能超越你啊。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfI6CYQ9UGa
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「呵~~我會等你的。」涉澤粗糙的溫暖大手一手撫上自己的頭摸著,暖和的體溫沿著對方的手掌傳到自己的頭上,抬起頭他看到涉澤的臉上出現他從來沒看過的溫柔笑容。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFPaPUOcP2r
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好溫柔、好溫柔……89Please respect copyright.PENANAff9A7ics3c
你這樣說的時候好像有著什麼含意讓我期待著,會這樣覺得的我又是怎麼了?89Please respect copyright.PENANAMaSIHvWj0N
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「……」在手背被眼淚滴到的那刻,小堤才發現自己哭了。89Please respect copyright.PENANATQM0cxxH4J
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這淚水代表的是悔恨、抱歉、無法超越還是什麼,他一點都不明白……89Please respect copyright.PENANAVJLEstQqIG
涉澤沒被這樣的自己嚇到,反而坐在床沿邊,大大的手掌略微施力將自己壓往他的懷裡……懷裡?!89Please respect copyright.PENANATeTKVctxpk
意識到這點的瞬間,小堤像極了隻狗想掙脫主人的擁抱。89Please respect copyright.PENANAlAzz8lu980
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「沒關係的,面對的是我的時候這樣也沒關係。」沉穩的聲音這麼說著,手掌的力道恰到好處的讓他無法離開,半放棄半沉溺的他就那樣直接窩在涉澤的懷中然後用力的哭泣著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZe14bK8aRh
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像是要把所有的不甘都釋放出來似的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAV0uaQKbwfR
哭泣的聲音、緊緊用力捏著的涉澤的衣服、溫暖的懷裡以及那一下一下拍著自己頭無聲的安慰,終於他感到放鬆和疲倦。89Please respect copyright.PENANAApptm3IRKJ
這個人的溫度……好舒服,想靠著…89Please respect copyright.PENANAMHpC6jQAnP
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「小堤?小堤?」涉澤在查覺到懷裡的人緊抓自己的力氣消失時有些疑惑的呼喊了幾聲,隨後輕輕嘆了口氣苦笑著,「居然睡著了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAbgehgIqCLC
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將把所有重量放在自己身上的小堤拔起,涉澤輕柔的將人放回床鋪上並蓋好棉被。89Please respect copyright.PENANAnJN45ny7ux
隨手抽了張衛生紙沾了點水替小堤擦拭著哭得慘兮兮的臉。89Please respect copyright.PENANAo2b63VRqS6
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「哭得還真慘哪~~」輕柔笑著,涉澤將擦拭完的衛生紙丟到一旁的垃圾桶後坐了下來,這才注意到放在一旁置物櫃上自己從家裡店鋪帶來的甜點和在路上買的食物,「啊~~差點忘了這些。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA5COngO30dk
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看了好幾秒那些食物,他從中抽出自己最喜歡的豆大福默默的吃了起來。89Please respect copyright.PENANABKoko5e3Ay
視線轉回正前方,他凝視著小堤睡著的臉,跟自己相比不算大甚至略小的手掌輕輕的攤開放在臉側像極了嬰兒的睡姿,想到這涉澤不禁笑了,塞下最後一口豆大福。89Please respect copyright.PENANAExpbXKo83X
拍掉手上的粉屑,他有些猶豫而後堅定的握上那隻手,小小的卻很紮實的觸感。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8Wvoi7KE7
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「一下下就好。」涉澤小聲而認真的說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQbeZ3vKArJ
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陽光從縫隙間鑽了進來,透過米白色的窗簾映過來的光線感覺多了份柔和,這讓涉澤也感到有些昏昏欲睡,不自覺得的趴在床邊睡著了。手還牽著另一隻手呢。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0tV82ih5Hi
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下午的時間推移著,很快就來到了夕陽所屬的時刻。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8bza8D3xeq
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「嗯?」小堤眨了眨眼睛醒了過來,用右手揉了揉眼睛,很緩慢的才發現左手似乎被拉著,他側頭看到的是涉澤熟睡的臉龐,很溫暖的感覺。然後意識到握住自己的手掌是如此的大和暖和。89Please respect copyright.PENANAukIW62ZFkK
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有些被嚇到他的臉瞬間紅了,但卻捨不得抽手離開,緩緩的將兩人緊握的手用棉被掩蓋住他悄悄的觀察著涉澤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQBEXhv0Tad
一直以來他都是從遠處看著這個人,好遙遠的存在但面對面時總是有著最真實的關心,涉澤他……對每個人都是那樣吧,對每個人……89Please respect copyright.PENANAC2J8AQoLTE
搖了搖頭他不再多想。涉澤整個人散發著會讓人感到安心的溫暖,睡著的臉有著說不出的安詳寧靜,這讓他對於傷勢、自己才能的不安都漸漸的緩和下來。89Please respect copyright.PENANAlYFxUAHCsA
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如果、如果能一直在涉澤身邊就好了吧。89Please respect copyright.PENANALgXEbbs5g8
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「我在想什麼啊。」小堤小聲喃喃自語著,然後查覺到左手握著自己的手掌略微的動了一下,他馬上閉上眼裝睡。89Please respect copyright.PENANA4SkWD6MWkg
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涉澤迷迷糊糊的張開眼,緊接著才意識到原來自己也睡著了,左手動了動查覺到自己還握著小堤的左手就像睡著前一樣,隨後他坐直身體鬆開一直相握的手。89Please respect copyright.PENANAyuvtcSLo1m
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「我居然睡著了~~嗯~~肩膀好僵硬~~」涉澤轉了轉頭部伸了伸懶腰舒展一下維持相同姿勢過久的身體,然後傾下身觀察躺在床上動都沒動的小堤,「嗯,睡得還真熟。這樣連聊天都無法了,只好等下次吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANApLhUW947Qv
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眼睫輕顫,即使閉上雙眼他也能想像到涉澤臉上那溫柔又帶有點無奈的可惜表情。89Please respect copyright.PENANAIk7gzvAdLZ
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「健太郎,爸爸回來囉!」一個爽朗的男聲從病房門口傳來,接著走進來一個豪邁的男人。89Please respect copyright.PENANAiUMgsz75B0
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涉澤在和對方對到眼的瞬間沒有一絲困窘或是手足無措,他沉穩的鞠了個恭。89Please respect copyright.PENANATQ5upCJEAc
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「你是?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAFAXM30Lnf9
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「您好,我是涉澤克朗,算是健太郎的朋友吧。」帶著淡淡的笑容涉澤有禮貌的說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANA1xJCYkD0FT
89Please respect copyright.PENANAMz60rX1Zs7
「噢噢這樣啊~~要不要留下來一起吃晚餐。」爸爸提了提手中的塑膠袋很好客的這麼說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAhvXji2kmhL
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涉澤細心的觀察到塑膠袋中的兩個便當,略微的搖了搖頭婉拒對方的好意。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqDHnIQNEbN
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「我整個下午都在這打擾也該回家了,謝謝您的好意。」89Please respect copyright.PENANATUhENDnyyH
89Please respect copyright.PENANAnh05Rta0pG
「這樣啊……唉呀這小子居然還在睡,客人都要走了還不醒來,真是個笨兒子。」小堤的爸爸湊到病床前看了看,碎碎念了幾句接著回頭帶著歉意的笑容對著涉澤笑了笑。89Please respect copyright.PENANAHxoFMn6gkZ
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「沒關係的,我今天來的目的主要就是來看看健太郎好不好,看到他精神還不錯我就安心了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAfwmlWjqgom
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涉澤沉穩的聲音讓小堤心臟不停的跳動加速,尤其是在聽到對方呼喚著自己的名字而不是姓氏時更是,雖然明明知道那是因為面對的是自己的爸爸若用姓氏稱呼有點奇怪,但……他就是感覺到心臟暖暖的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJQemhTSPYy
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「那我走了,有機會等小堤出院我會再去探望他的。桌上的點心是我們家在賣的,希望你們會喜歡。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAE6tpBf0gSK
89Please respect copyright.PENANAvxlD6gN1TE
「謝謝你。啊~~我送你吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZFA6Ae93x
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「麻煩了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAILd93sPQuh
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細微的腳步摩擦聲以及關門聲之後,小堤這時才張開眼睛離開一直將自己半張臉蓋住的棉被,他臉頰上的紅和熱度占據整張臉。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPHmff3OyQQ
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「我真是個笨蛋。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAQNCzZTCH61
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明明也想道別、也想說些什麼,但是他不知道能怎麼做。89Please respect copyright.PENANApGsTHgR59e
……是自己的敵人、對手但是……89Please respect copyright.PENANAnvtSJyg9YM
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「啊!健太郎你醒啦~~你朋友剛才回去囉~~真是個高大又沉穩的好孩子呢。感覺真不錯。健太郎啊你有個很不錯的朋友呢!」隔了一陣子回來的爸爸在看到已經在病床上坐起的他,開始自顧自的說著話接著拿出他買來的晚餐準備著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAp3e9VbTIbS
89Please respect copyright.PENANALVRHH3xNhR
小堤沉默著沒說什麼,視線望向窗戶外他看到穿著長版大衣的涉澤背影,即使只是背影那個人的氣度和溫暖也依舊散發著,小堤心想如果哪天他想一直感受到從那個人身上散發出來的溫暖那要怎麼辦才好?89Please respect copyright.PENANAOzuHIw9G6M
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出院之後又過了兩三天,他一直在家中安靜的休養。89Please respect copyright.PENANAidFYWqZFj7
坪數不大的家只有他和爸爸兩個人居住,媽媽在很久以前就因為生病去世了,雖然坪數不大但卻很乾淨整齊,這是爸爸和媽媽的約定。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0lEHhXvZmt
於是他也養成了把房子整理乾淨的習慣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAadxxFoJI7F
早上爸爸都要去工作,爸爸是送貨員有時若要送長程的貨物時就會像最近一樣好幾天沒回來,對於小堤來說這是很家常便飯的事情。反正三餐他都會自理了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAP1uIoa2OHw
即使目前左肩有嚴重的傷勢,這些生活上的問題倒也難不倒他。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfx9uUIXTCk
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「呼~~」感覺有些無聊,小堤在把那些守門員的影像都看完做好筆記之後已經找不到事情做了,除了無聊也像是在等待著什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAIGlKSCzVJI
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『那我走了,有機會等小堤出院我會再去探望他的。』89Please respect copyright.PENANAQNHa1fEwtb
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那天在醫院涉澤是這麼說的……89Please respect copyright.PENANAfBXGRyECye
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「別想了!反正一定也是說給爸爸聽得好聽話而已吧!」倔強的甩了甩頭,小堤邊玩著自己的手套邊這麼說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAtqAr7y2dvo
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〝鈴〞89Please respect copyright.PENANA0VE5hBfyav
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突然門鈴聲響了起來。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFZ417Rhrz2
小堤疑惑了一下,現在是午飯時間但是他並沒有叫外賣,最近也沒有掛號或是訂購什麼,那會是誰啊?89Please respect copyright.PENANAxhuklffKsv
門鈴在響過一聲後就安靜了下來,門外的人似乎正在等待著。89Please respect copyright.PENANA2Gpp8A0Idw
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「算了。」小堤艱難的站起身,緩慢的走到門邊打開大門。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZ94MiH3XXL
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「嗨!」涉澤一臉笑得開心的樣子跟他打著招呼,外頭的陽光很溫暖讓這幾天幾乎沒出門的小堤突然有些懷念戶外。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMMtITModAq
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「你…你怎麼來了?」因為一時的刺激讓他有點難以反應過來,於是只能結結巴巴的對著涉澤問出這句話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAomBf7ZDaas
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「先讓我進去吧,你吃了嗎?我有買我家附近在賣的很好吃的唐揚雞肉便當噢~~」涉澤很自然的穿過愣在那的他進入室內,還相當熟悉似的把鞋子脫下擺放在玄關處的鞋櫃中接著走了進去。89Please respect copyright.PENANAi87ymfbV27
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一副這像是自己家的樣子,小堤只好乖乖的把門關上跟著走了進去。89Please respect copyright.PENANAkbLaBonvP2
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「你家好乾淨。」涉澤看了看房子四周說吃出自己的感想,接著把手上提著的塑膠袋放在餐桌上,動作優雅的拿出便當後四處張望著接著直接走到廚房拿了筷子。89Please respect copyright.PENANAA7mXcivOzL
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一整個動作流暢,讓小堤不禁懷疑涉澤該不會曾經潛入過他家吧?89Please respect copyright.PENANASexaqOp38C
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「等等……」他轉身看著那高大的身影,追在對方的身後打算問些問題。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQemVXMfZIp
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「病人要好好吃飯,來~~坐這。」他的話還沒出口就被涉澤遞過來的筷子跟溫柔的笑容打斷了,對方大大的手掌一把將自己壓向餐桌的椅子上。89Please respect copyright.PENANAG9nJMnZuRs
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那裡擺放著一個便當盒,潔白的米粒、炸得恰到好處的唐揚雞和一些看起來很好吃的配菜。89Please respect copyright.PENANAa0191AbpSc
小堤突然覺得肚子餓了,在涉澤來之前他一點感覺也沒有,真是奇怪了……89Please respect copyright.PENANA69gEQEAvAa
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「啊~~」在他還在思考的時候,一雙手悄悄的幫他把便當的盒子打開,還順道用湯匙挖了口飯伸到他嘴邊,等小堤回過神時嚇了好大一跳。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqZPCpWK2zH
89Please respect copyright.PENANAwyuIZOrCEG
「你……你幹嘛!」小堤戰戰兢兢的問著眼前這個依舊還是帶著溫柔微笑的人,他死瞪著涉澤伸到自己嘴邊的手。89Please respect copyright.PENANAc9OxPnDxzz
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「我想你是不是手還沒好需要幫忙,我太多事了嗎?」涉澤歪著頭認真的樣子看起來就只是真心的擔心著自己的傷而想幫點忙而已,小堤突然覺得有些罪惡感。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOMVSJ7sP8y
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「嗯嗯~~我已經可以自己吃飯了。」他搖搖頭,為了躲避突然出現的罪惡感和自己覺得有的莫名尷尬而低下頭扒著便當。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8z4mTxA5G0
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「是嗎?那就好了。」埋首在便當之中的小堤略微的抬起頭偷偷看了眼涉澤,涉澤露出了感到安心的放鬆笑容默默的打開便當蓋子,端起便當盒優雅的吃了起來。89Please respect copyright.PENANAxUjBX7GNgO
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很安靜、很放鬆。89Please respect copyright.PENANA6JaQVVspzb
小堤忽然這麼覺得,他原本以為根本稱不上熟識並且是個敵人的他在自己家會讓他很不在,不過看來一點都不會呢~~89Please respect copyright.PENANAYTugkz75sX
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便當吃完後,原先打算要收拾的小堤被涉澤趕去客聽的沙發上。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdwMSfmENTm
他自己一個人則在廚房忙東忙西的,小堤窩在沙發上偷偷的觀察著,涉澤從自己帶來的袋子中把食材拿出來放在冰箱中……嗯!89Please respect copyright.PENANA1PdbLrt6D7
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「你在幹嘛!」意識到不對勁小堤立馬從沙發上跳了起來,衝到廚房大聲的問著涉澤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQSqaQ8dswS
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這傢伙剛才很自然的進了他家,他都還沒問他怎麼會出現在這裡、怎麼會知道他家的地址之類的,現在還買了要煮的食材放在他家冰箱?!是要長期住下來嗎。89Please respect copyright.PENANAi9rSQHZP5z
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「上次在醫院時你睡著了所以沒聽到,我有跟你爸爸說過等你出院我會來看你,但最近選拔隊比較忙我一直到今天才比較有空能出來。地址是我跟你爸要來的。」涉澤細心的整理著冰箱邊耐心的跟小堤解釋著所有會想問的事情。89Please respect copyright.PENANALhj5Lsth1K
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「有什麼東西不吃嗎?先問一下比較好,不然又像藤代那樣煮了又不吃,真是個麻煩的傢伙~~」涉澤背對著小堤邊碎碎唸著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAV5OJEiSPAJ
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「……是沒有。」莫名感到有些不好意思的小堤臉撇向一旁回答著。89Please respect copyright.PENANATaltGVdiBA
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爸爸說過小孩子不能挑食,加上他基本上也沒有討厭過什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAuruZr9q6Mn
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「是嗎?那就好。」涉澤已經站起身關上冰箱,回頭對著小堤微笑摸了摸他的頭,接著自顧自的走向客聽。89Please respect copyright.PENANAgkWYdJFMok
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「什麼嘛~~」小堤按了按剛才被摸的頭喃喃的抱怨著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAUHPsF6v7As
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到別人家就到別人家就好,幹嘛還要提到自家武藏森那個王牌攻擊手,又是一個什麼都有、什麼都好,根本零缺點的人。89Please respect copyright.PENANA45lvoJSuIt
……他討厭這樣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMPSmx1py0V
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「小堤?那今晚吃咖哩飯可以嗎?」涉澤的聲音從客廳傳來,抬起頭他看到的是對方正在等待他回答的臉。89Please respect copyright.PENANActRHOwtvHd
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「嗯。」拉回思緒他隨意的回答涉澤的問題,慢慢的踱步回到客廳。89Please respect copyright.PENANARrrR6B6tEX
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看著涉澤坐在自己原先位置的旁邊,他只好站在那猶豫要坐從小到大都固定坐的地方還是要換個地方時,原先坐在那看電視的涉澤抬起頭看著他。89Please respect copyright.PENANAEI6MpodGty
那雙認真的眼對上自己後,牽動著整張臉溫和的笑了,但他下意識的避開。89Please respect copyright.PENANACZar1tGFtc
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「坐吧,你一直都是坐這個位置不是嗎?不用因為我而刻意換位子。」涉澤拍了拍自己身旁的空位示意他坐下。眼看對方都這麼說了小堤也不好拒絕,只好一屁股坐下。89Please respect copyright.PENANAff5V6rdi3d
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只是啊~~身體還是很僵硬的刻意跟涉澤保持了點距離。89Please respect copyright.PENANATBxSePc84d
看著這樣的小堤,涉澤忍不住的嘴角微微上揚,苦笑了。於是他站起身。89Please respect copyright.PENANANE3Zpgkqrh
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「嗯?」小堤在人站起來時有些慌亂。89Please respect copyright.PENANATpPcRhk9pt
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是因為自己的不安被他察覺了所以才離開嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANA9NFuC9GnMB
其實也不是討厭這樣,只是……89Please respect copyright.PENANA8yPbLtBX74
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「這個我可以看嗎?」涉澤抓著一捲錄影帶不好意思的抓著頭微笑著,手上的那捲影帶是德國某位著名守門員比賽時的經典畫面。「其實我每次看到你在看這些都很想借來看看。可是……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAEMmyq9bVHD
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說到這,涉澤沒在說下去只是邊傻笑邊抓了抓頭。原先有些尷尬的氣氛在涉澤這樣的舉動之後,突然變得輕鬆了起來。89Please respect copyright.PENANADNPYsLHkpK
看到他這樣子的小堤只覺得好想笑,聳聳肩他站起身走了過去。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0lnc1M7AmE
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「可以啊~~我也想和你一起看、一起討論。因為都是守門員嘛~~」小堤爽朗的笑著伸出手拿起涉澤手上的那捲錄影帶,放入錄影帶機中接著拿起遙控器調整電視的畫面。89Please respect copyright.PENANA71eXlAHVUT
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「這樣就ok了。嗯?涉澤?」小堤高興的說著,一回過頭看到涉澤盯著自己看到發呆疑惑的喊了聲。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJvvydMKADH
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「啊……抱歉,我只是在想這是你面對我第一次能夠露出你的笑容。總覺得有些開心呢~~」涉澤不好意思的伸出食指抓著自己的下巴,眼睛往另一邊飄去不敢看小堤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdHicfqnfpA
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這句話讓小堤愣了一下。89Please respect copyright.PENANAI94HIfIWUV
他原本以為像涉澤這樣很有才能的人不會去注意像他這樣不顯眼的人,但是在選拔隊的日子裡、韓國那場比賽時他才發現自己錯了。其實這個人很關心隊友。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZq6TeHLqIU
但應該就僅止於那樣而已,他不會特別在乎自己的感受。但顯然的今天的情形又打破了他所以為的。89Please respect copyright.PENANALFt9FnIUtv
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「來看錄影帶吧。」低著頭掩飾自己的表情,小堤默默的走回沙發窩在自己固定的位置上。89Please respect copyright.PENANA6cP07bxTmR
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「嗯。」涉澤沉穩的回答,隨後是跟在自己身後的腳步摩擦聲。89Please respect copyright.PENANAIJlsm4Ku2L
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很奇怪、真的很奇怪,沒有多久涉澤 克朗這個人就安安穩穩的融入自己的家裡和生活中,慢慢的、慢慢的愈來愈拓展,更不可思議的像極了一開始就習慣他的存在。總讓人覺得很安心、很放鬆,不過……這些都只是假象吧。涉澤是不可能一直注視、在乎著自己的……89Please respect copyright.PENANAtC1SGvAk53
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「……」涉澤默默的在一旁看著直盯著螢幕的小堤,即使電視上正在播出精彩的賽事涉澤還是專注的看著注意力全集中在自己思考的小堤。89Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZgtRLnNV3
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許久之後。89Please respect copyright.PENANATREbLiTWiR
涉澤才安靜的轉過頭去認真的看著電視上的守門員。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZ08fsDdLim
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整個下午,他們專注的看錄影帶,客廳的桌子上隨著時間的推移堆了愈來愈多的錄影帶。他們有時候會按下暫停健認真的討論每個環節,有時則是不停的倒退、播放、再倒退,反反覆覆的解析著守球門時所需的動作等等的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAANPKOYz3cN
連手套和足球都拿出來進行動作的推演。就只差兩人沒實際到外面找球門練習而已。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYpw533NMtY
當然,小堤確實有這個衝動想到外頭試試看他們所討論出來的結果,但被涉澤溫和卻堅定的拒絕了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFGO3Z1m7gu
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「呼~~好累噢~~~」在看完所有的錄影帶後,小堤很沒形象的一把撲倒在涉澤原先躺的位置,抱著放在那的靠墊。嘴上雖然這樣說著,但臉上卻帶著很愉快的表情。89Please respect copyright.PENANAjIhwXHfVqE
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早就站起身在那伸完懶腰活動完筋骨的涉澤回頭看著這樣的小堤,臉上只有淡淡的微笑。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOLs2yUH9nh
終於你對我也能展現真正的自己了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAeBtAZTgRsL
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「該吃晚餐了,等我一下吧。」涉澤穿過沙發打算要走進廚房。89Please respect copyright.PENANANPabc0KzHy
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「啊!我也來幫忙!」趴在沙發上的小堤一聽到這句話,瞬間就準備要爬起來跟著涉澤。但卻被涉澤一掌壓回沙發上。89Please respect copyright.PENANAT67n5kbR5S
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「你好好休息吧,煮飯我來就行了。」涉澤帶著淡淡的微笑,寵溺般的揉了揉小堤的頭才走向廚房,被揉頭的小堤半闔著眼像極了隻柴犬被大力搓揉頭部時的神情。這讓看著他的涉澤又笑得更開了些。89Please respect copyright.PENANApgiLqlnquB
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「既然你都這麼說了……」小堤有些不甘願的說著,不過他也確實有些疲倦,維持趴著的姿勢,腦袋開始漸漸的陷入睡眠。89Please respect copyright.PENANA6AntTncgxg
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耳邊聽到涉澤在廚房切菜、開冰箱、熱鍋等等的聲音,半睡半醒的他感覺到有條毯子輕輕的蓋在自己身上,然後聽到腳步離去的聲音,又過了一陣子他聞到很香很香的味道。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYLIpRqvZcP
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「小堤~~小堤~~醒醒,咖哩飯好了,先起來吃吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA73bzFqb5ug
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有人在搖他。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqhSHS2JZYz
嗯……他還想睡啊~~可是咖哩飯好香。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPnYZltIdyv
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「小堤~~」89Please respect copyright.PENANAGOhOgKYTNF
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那個人又搖了搖自己,是很好聽的沉穩聲音。89Please respect copyright.PENANALEzJBxwYrd
有點……想再多聽一下子。89Please respect copyright.PENANAXpFK77IRwP
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「真是的……」那個聲音似乎有些無奈,他好像可以想像得到那個人會帶著什麼樣的表情,一定是溫柔的苦笑吧~~好喜歡……看著那樣的涉澤……89Please respect copyright.PENANAEDSf3I66Wo
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「既然你還在睡,那我說出來也沒有關係吧。」涉澤的聲音變得認真。89Please respect copyright.PENANAbbUkXJjadE
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嗯?什麼?89Please respect copyright.PENANAGP0On4fuo8
不自覺得豎起耳朵等待著那個聲音所要說的話語。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFR0BVmniZB
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「我喜歡你,很喜歡很喜歡你。」那個聲音是這麼說的,很溫柔、很堅定的說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcJkO8GXirK
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然後他感覺到了大大的手掌沿著自己的頭溫暖而有力的撫上。89Please respect copyright.PENANA9wBfiwr28r
這個動作宛如幫嬰兒洗頭的力道一樣輕柔。89Please respect copyright.PENANAXVtuEHF4Sy
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「第一次見面是在球場上,我一直都覺得你很堅毅很強悍,我很想認識你。」涉澤停頓著,右手的動作還是持續的摸著小堤的頭,「然後到了選拔隊時才有真正的機會,可是你的視線和眼神總是告訴我你討厭我……我不知道該怎麼接近你……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAQFHcYWOV1P
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不是的……不是那樣的,我只是……覺得你一直站在我的前方。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcbaQKFQvDR
我……89Please respect copyright.PENANA7RUPejdHZO
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「這次我舊傷復發讓你守對韓國的一戰,老實說我很慶幸還好我舊傷有復發,如果不是因為這樣我大概沒辦法接近你吧。」涉澤的聲音充滿了滿滿的懷念及感謝。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfbBkJH8pd3
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小堤早在聽到那句〝我喜歡你。〞時就清醒了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYFgLrR1hDx
他安靜的躺在那閉著眼睛持續的深呼吸,看起來就像依舊還在沉睡一樣……89Please respect copyright.PENANAshtFFP14TX
他想聽,他想知道更多涉澤的想法。89Please respect copyright.PENANAUry5QuxJyo
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「從明天開始全國的選拔隊要集中訓練、比賽,我會離開五天四夜。就……當作讓我賭一把吧。五天之後我會回來找你,如果你有聽到這些話的話……給我個答案,好嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAdNUaV0wg0T
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在突然聽到涉澤從明天開始要離開五天的消息時,小堤感覺到自己的心有些下沉。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdzxIooyNLV
雖然有些慌亂,但是他掩飾的很好。他讓涉澤以為自己還在沉睡中,深沉的呼吸聲持續著……89Please respect copyright.PENANAkiEzWfxMTU
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大大的手掌離開他的頭。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqr6u67gfcC
接著他聽到涉澤放鬆的長長的一聲感嘆聲,像是一直壓著的事情終於脫口而出的輕鬆感一樣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAKMWAj2mCv2
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「……」他感覺得到涉澤安靜的坐在那看著自己,充斥在身邊的是帶了點甜味的蘋果口味的咖哩。不可思議的他不覺得緊張,在聽了涉澤說的話後他感覺到真正的安心。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFhq3iL4nEd
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當然還有更多更多想思考的問題。89Please respect copyright.PENANALEBkoCSoGv
但不管怎麼說,其實涉澤在乎著自己,這點讓他感到很高興。89Please respect copyright.PENANAghTPNTPc2C
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「……這樣下去也不行,咖哩涼掉就不好吃了。小堤!」涉澤下定決心的爬到小堤身旁,更大力的搖晃就在下一秒打算要直接捏鼻子時,人醒了。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0erfbcTjmL
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「嗯……涉澤?我睡多久了?」眨了眨有些微澀的眼睛,小堤帶著濃濃的睡意的嗓音這麼詢問著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAaTrcLWZCiD
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現在就先這樣就好,因為還有很多要思考的事情所以他無法現在就給涉澤答覆。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJMSAqvujAd
這樣裝做什麼都沒聽到是小堤想過後的決定。89Please respect copyright.PENANAaFwF9ngzQW
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「一個小時多一點,呼~~你還真能睡呢~~」涉澤吁了口氣,不管怎麼說雖然講出了一直放在心裡的事很緊張也很放鬆,但在看到對方一點反應都沒有後他默默的覺得小堤應該是睡著了什麼都沒聽到。89Please respect copyright.PENANAWjDedPrp4D
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在這個前提下,他擔心的反而是咖哩變涼了這種事。89Please respect copyright.PENANAmeMy3LJ9aA
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「快起來吧,去洗把臉。我趁現在再把咖哩熱一下,等一下就能吃了。」涉澤撐著自己的膝蓋站了起來,邊往餐桌去邊交代著。89Please respect copyright.PENANALbBazd2css
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「好~~」小堤凝視著那個背影沒多說什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAwiBrgNVk2s
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晚餐吃完後,涉澤很迅速的把碗盤和所有東西都收拾好。89Please respect copyright.PENANA5B3HOZVPgL
也交代了小堤還有哪些食材能夠使用、自己從家裡帶來的甜點啦、推薦豆大福等等的,然後看了看時間才有些不捨的準備要離開。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQYYm8ufBJE
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「那麼,我走囉~~」穿著外套背著自己來時背的運動側背包,涉澤看著送自己到門口的小堤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAiBhVbq3AsH
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「嗯,路上小心。今天謝謝你了。便當和咖哩飯都很好吃。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAtdqp3lQNxt
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「……選拔隊接著要集訓了,五天四夜而已。等我回來再來看你,在那之前要好好休息還要正常吃飯和睡覺,還有……」涉澤又開始交代東交代西的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAxvtQy6WCv9
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「好了啦~~我又不是不想趕快好。你快回去吧明天還要早起吧。」覺得有些好笑,小堤忍不住打斷對方的話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAprbB3je2u6
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「好吧,那我走了。希望我回來時你的狀況會好更多。」涉澤笑了笑,伸出手猶豫了一下,小堤望著那隻手先是有些疑惑隨後明瞭般的笑了下,涉澤在看到那張笑容時有些訝異,然後摸了摸小堤的頭。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8TkrPZwdBe
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「再見。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA95TOAP0mZX
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「嗯,再見。」89Please respect copyright.PENANASKBME6xKqd
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門關上後小堤靠在門上吁了口氣,看了看自己的手掌。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYBOVsFSR3Z
同為守門員的自己和涉澤……除了在足球場上的位置一樣之外,他們有了更多的交集。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMCsqlz6akQ
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「我到底……想回答什麼呢?」89Please respect copyright.PENANADuKyCjG5QU
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喃喃自問著,小堤感覺到迷惘。89Please respect copyright.PENANA83mgGKbn6e
對於涉澤他抱持的又是什麼樣的感覺呢?89Please respect copyright.PENANAXGLJMOP5SD
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˙我本來是決定也覺得對於涉澤我是寫不出CP文的,但最近在重看哨聲看到第18&19集時我忍不住  ̄ ▽  ̄89Please respect copyright.PENANA2MMDjkviNE
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˙其實以前第一次看這兩集時,我就覺得涉澤和小堤之間的互動有些奇妙xdddd而且明顯的感受到涉澤相當的關心小堤xddddd89Please respect copyright.PENANA2GXJn0Ovvm
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˙然後,很認真的寫不是要出本的文真的可以嗎xdddd這個連假我本子的文根本都沒動筆otz只剩下四個月了,這樣真的ok嗎 - w -89Please respect copyright.PENANA2lOeSZyuJI
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「小提!」89Please respect copyright.PENANAPrkbFpyLlI
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雪下個不停,只是覺得很疼痛……我……還在呼吸嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANAwsiLHz8esj
球有沒有守住?89Please respect copyright.PENANAvvUiKozXuV
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「小堤你還好嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAEO4UDhdeWg
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凝視著面前充滿著擔心的臉,一瞬間他想不起對方是誰。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdwSFkyg64j
啊~~是涉澤吧,老是這個樣子,擺出那種像是你自己受傷的臉幹什麼?明明是我害你受傷的.……是我……89Please respect copyright.PENANA3FgFozdFIK
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對不起……我沒把球門守好。89Please respect copyright.PENANARdSIqUbnCo
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「對不起……我沒守住那一分。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAA5QRHwT5l6
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很悔恨,我真的很不甘心,是我的失守,如果不受傷的話……89Please respect copyright.PENANAsvSVt8o34a
但是這個懷抱好溫暖,其實我一直很討厭你但卻又不是真的那麼討厭,溫暖的讓人感到悲傷……89Please respect copyright.PENANAwc4VNiXLhQ
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隊友們擔心的臉色……風際、水野、錐名……好多人,一直是預備守門員的我總是以為自己不受重視,但是……89Please respect copyright.PENANA1pyJiMmbOk
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「嗚……」馬可教練的包紮引來一陣疼痛,讓他忍不住呻吟出聲。89Please respect copyright.PENANAvLY7S78JIl
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「……」在一旁的涉澤扶著自己臉上的表情異常凝重。89Please respect copyright.PENANAlUE5Q4Tp79
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不懂。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqDQt0f7uXQ
對這個人來說自己毫不重要,即使是擔心隊友也…….太過了,不知道怎麼的小堤有些在意。89Please respect copyright.PENANAmIjUo0DwMt
身材嬌小的他被馬可教練一把抱起準備離開場上。89Please respect copyright.PENANAhasbqPNvjZ
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馬可教練那些溫柔的話語、涉澤擔心的臉色、隊友的擔憂、全場韓國民眾的掌聲。89Please respect copyright.PENANANxZGgl8qzk
讓他即使受重傷痛到意識快要脫離卻還是感到喜悅。89Please respect copyright.PENANAAnSZLUgCmD
雖然打平了,但似乎感受到更多更重要東西,然後對於涉澤他帶著悄悄的愧疚感及暗自無以名狀的喜悅感,於是他也不懂自己了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAF6SKk2wxml
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雪不停的下著,這裡是韓國。89Please respect copyright.PENANArouUPAMXjN
他終於守了一整場的比賽,在這支東京選拔隊中。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPWTNf4a50i
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在那之後他們回到東京,他接受了醫生的診斷。89Please respect copyright.PENANAF6Qrtg9utQ
和在韓國時的預測一樣,左手肩膀的韌帶斷裂嚴重的傷勢須要靜養很長一段時間。89Please respect copyright.PENANAf49U4QbKop
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「是嗎?那麼我暫時不能回到選拔隊了吧……」小堤有些落寞但又感到鬆了口氣,現在查覺到是因為自己才會害涉澤受傷的他無法面對那個溫暖的人,他好後悔當時的自己怎麼會做出這種事來!89Please respect copyright.PENANAgr7t4WQb62
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遠遠的、他想最後一眼也好。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcQR8x4kzp5
在離開前靜靜的觀察大家踢球練習的姿態,愧疚感煎熬著自己。89Please respect copyright.PENANAI0oo5fggU0
來頂替自己的是櫻上水的不破大地,在見到人都湊齊後他默默的退到一邊,這裡已經不屬於自己應該存在的地方……89Please respect copyright.PENANAMsPehQyNzh
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「不破!你這個混蛋!」鳴海一聲大吼揮拳出擊卻被不破給躲過了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPoT6XxmEEz
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站在一旁感到好笑卻也有些的無奈,涉澤笑得有些開心。89Please respect copyright.PENANAVUfgGU1YQw
這些選拔隊的成員都既成熟又有趣,他總是在旁邊默默的觀察著,真的很有趣呢~~89Please respect copyright.PENANAmGhhQGwX1L
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「嗯?」身為守門員的敏銳度及細心讓他瞬間查覺從遠處傳來的細微聲響,回頭他看到了小堤落寞的身影。89Please respect copyright.PENANA34qnd0dfQk
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忍不住的,他在告知總教練後追了上去。89Please respect copyright.PENANAugPirjPf43
無法放下……不知道為什麼就是無法放下那個人,很堅毅的一個孩子總是追在自己身後,很多時候大家都以為像他這樣的人不會去注意到自己,但是他偏偏就是看到了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYLq641yZyE
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「找到了。」涉澤看到馬可教練和小堤坐在那正想走過去,然後他聽到了……89Please respect copyright.PENANA3wpVd7bRju
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「讓涉澤受傷的人是我…雖然我是無意識的…但是因為我心裡想著…只要涉澤不在我就能成為正式的守門員,所以不知不覺的就把繩子拉緊!」89Please respect copyright.PENANAwSqLSdZz7i
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「我是個很卑鄙的人!」89Please respect copyright.PENANA4BPXMZ8GwA
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哎呀呀~~真是個嚴謹的孩子。89Please respect copyright.PENANAeUflitu8oK
涉澤扶著額頭苦笑著,這件事不論是他或是馬可教練早就都發現了,他一點都不怪他這種事他一直都很清楚,相當的清楚。89Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ0HUg0g3o
即使是這麼小的失誤那傢伙都記得那麼清楚啊~~89Please respect copyright.PENANA3bpJ40asge
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「真是的……我居然有點開心呢……」涉澤受不了自己的搖了搖頭,但臉上的笑容明顯的揚起,可能……自己在小堤心中除了是敵人、要跨越的障礙以外又多了些什麼自己不知道的東西吧。89Please respect copyright.PENANALqaKIDzwgI
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那個人很堅強。89Please respect copyright.PENANAaTTeaLO1kE
這是從在球場打過照面的第一瞬間就深深烙印在涉澤心中的印象。89Please respect copyright.PENANAvjwVzDLfW8
不論是判斷、果決力或是彈跳都很強悍,能夠認真的面對自己懦弱的人才是最強的,小堤 健太郎這個名字從那刻起就一直一直都讓他記得。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8KmvelIfV8
然後才又再次的在選拔隊中相遇。89Please respect copyright.PENANATbWGwOQsyb
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「健太郎,你很堅強。你不會逃避自己懦弱的部分,願意去正視它…你只要照你的方法去踢球就行了。我相信了解懦弱的人…是會變強的!」89Please respect copyright.PENANAX0ojDzU4Oo
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回神他聽到馬可教練對著小堤說出了他心中所想的話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAKc70kQgxR0
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我會等你的……小堤……89Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z1XEtyGCR
不論是在守門員的地位上,還是……我會等你發現我其實一直在注視著你。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdmQdX7DOUH
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「小堤,你有訪客噢~~」敲了房門進來的護士帶著親切的微笑說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAzJT36RO2fk
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「嗯?」放下正拿著遙控器切換比賽錄影帶的手,他有些疑惑,在那之後他花了很長的時間養傷最近則是住院準備做個深入檢查,是誰會來看他啊?89Please respect copyright.PENANAAzI0dPTR1K
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「小堤。」爽朗的聲音和溫暖的笑容,涉澤出現在門邊時他確實的愣住了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZ39IJbIjme
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因為驚嚇、因為沒預料到或是其實是因為……他只能直直的看著對方拿著遙控器的手就停在半空中。在望向那雙深色富有氣質的眼睛時他看到出神。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZBNFJ1euN9
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「小堤,你還好吧?」涉澤伸出大大的手掌在對方面前晃了幾下。89Please respect copyright.PENANAO4jiWRifRz
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「啊啊啊~~!不好意思!」紅著臉他有些慌亂的收拾著散在病床上的錄影帶和筆記本,在這個人面前他總是感到慌亂覺得自己比不上他,不過在這些情緒之中好像又多了些什麼和以前不一樣的東西…89Please respect copyright.PENANAD5Uh9038cj
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「你還真是認真啊~~連這種時候都還在看比賽的錄影帶。」涉澤在一旁坐下,手忙碌的從自己帶來的袋子拿出食物和甜點,唇揚起淡淡的弧度雙眼微垂著……涉澤這樣的表情很好看……小堤邊看邊這麼想著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAvS1iwAmBSI
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「當然啊~~即使在養傷的階段我也不能鬆懈,身材矮小的我要繼續當守門員就要付出數倍的努力才行啊。」有些賭氣的他這麼說著,因為這樣才能超越你啊。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfI6CYQ9UGa
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「呵~~我會等你的。」涉澤粗糙的溫暖大手一手撫上自己的頭摸著,暖和的體溫沿著對方的手掌傳到自己的頭上,抬起頭他看到涉澤的臉上出現他從來沒看過的溫柔笑容。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFPaPUOcP2r
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好溫柔、好溫柔……89Please respect copyright.PENANAff9A7ics3c
你這樣說的時候好像有著什麼含意讓我期待著,會這樣覺得的我又是怎麼了?89Please respect copyright.PENANAMaSIHvWj0N
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「……」在手背被眼淚滴到的那刻,小堤才發現自己哭了。89Please respect copyright.PENANATQM0cxxH4J
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這淚水代表的是悔恨、抱歉、無法超越還是什麼,他一點都不明白……89Please respect copyright.PENANAVJLEstQqIG
涉澤沒被這樣的自己嚇到,反而坐在床沿邊,大大的手掌略微施力將自己壓往他的懷裡……懷裡?!89Please respect copyright.PENANATeTKVctxpk
意識到這點的瞬間,小堤像極了隻狗想掙脫主人的擁抱。89Please respect copyright.PENANAlAzz8lu980
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「沒關係的,面對的是我的時候這樣也沒關係。」沉穩的聲音這麼說著,手掌的力道恰到好處的讓他無法離開,半放棄半沉溺的他就那樣直接窩在涉澤的懷中然後用力的哭泣著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZe14bK8aRh
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像是要把所有的不甘都釋放出來似的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAV0uaQKbwfR
哭泣的聲音、緊緊用力捏著的涉澤的衣服、溫暖的懷裡以及那一下一下拍著自己頭無聲的安慰,終於他感到放鬆和疲倦。89Please respect copyright.PENANAApptm3IRKJ
這個人的溫度……好舒服,想靠著…89Please respect copyright.PENANAMHpC6jQAnP
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「小堤?小堤?」涉澤在查覺到懷裡的人緊抓自己的力氣消失時有些疑惑的呼喊了幾聲,隨後輕輕嘆了口氣苦笑著,「居然睡著了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAbgehgIqCLC
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將把所有重量放在自己身上的小堤拔起,涉澤輕柔的將人放回床鋪上並蓋好棉被。89Please respect copyright.PENANAnJN45ny7ux
隨手抽了張衛生紙沾了點水替小堤擦拭著哭得慘兮兮的臉。89Please respect copyright.PENANAo2b63VRqS6
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「哭得還真慘哪~~」輕柔笑著,涉澤將擦拭完的衛生紙丟到一旁的垃圾桶後坐了下來,這才注意到放在一旁置物櫃上自己從家裡店鋪帶來的甜點和在路上買的食物,「啊~~差點忘了這些。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA5COngO30dk
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看了好幾秒那些食物,他從中抽出自己最喜歡的豆大福默默的吃了起來。89Please respect copyright.PENANABKoko5e3Ay
視線轉回正前方,他凝視著小堤睡著的臉,跟自己相比不算大甚至略小的手掌輕輕的攤開放在臉側像極了嬰兒的睡姿,想到這涉澤不禁笑了,塞下最後一口豆大福。89Please respect copyright.PENANAExpbXKo83X
拍掉手上的粉屑,他有些猶豫而後堅定的握上那隻手,小小的卻很紮實的觸感。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8Wvoi7KE7
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「一下下就好。」涉澤小聲而認真的說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQbeZ3vKArJ
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陽光從縫隙間鑽了進來,透過米白色的窗簾映過來的光線感覺多了份柔和,這讓涉澤也感到有些昏昏欲睡,不自覺得的趴在床邊睡著了。手還牽著另一隻手呢。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0tV82ih5Hi
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下午的時間推移著,很快就來到了夕陽所屬的時刻。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8bza8D3xeq
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「嗯?」小堤眨了眨眼睛醒了過來,用右手揉了揉眼睛,很緩慢的才發現左手似乎被拉著,他側頭看到的是涉澤熟睡的臉龐,很溫暖的感覺。然後意識到握住自己的手掌是如此的大和暖和。89Please respect copyright.PENANAukIW62ZFkK
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有些被嚇到他的臉瞬間紅了,但卻捨不得抽手離開,緩緩的將兩人緊握的手用棉被掩蓋住他悄悄的觀察著涉澤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQBEXhv0Tad
一直以來他都是從遠處看著這個人,好遙遠的存在但面對面時總是有著最真實的關心,涉澤他……對每個人都是那樣吧,對每個人……89Please respect copyright.PENANAC2J8AQoLTE
搖了搖頭他不再多想。涉澤整個人散發著會讓人感到安心的溫暖,睡著的臉有著說不出的安詳寧靜,這讓他對於傷勢、自己才能的不安都漸漸的緩和下來。89Please respect copyright.PENANAlYFxUAHCsA
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如果、如果能一直在涉澤身邊就好了吧。89Please respect copyright.PENANALgXEbbs5g8
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「我在想什麼啊。」小堤小聲喃喃自語著,然後查覺到左手握著自己的手掌略微的動了一下,他馬上閉上眼裝睡。89Please respect copyright.PENANA4SkWD6MWkg
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涉澤迷迷糊糊的張開眼,緊接著才意識到原來自己也睡著了,左手動了動查覺到自己還握著小堤的左手就像睡著前一樣,隨後他坐直身體鬆開一直相握的手。89Please respect copyright.PENANAyuvtcSLo1m
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「我居然睡著了~~嗯~~肩膀好僵硬~~」涉澤轉了轉頭部伸了伸懶腰舒展一下維持相同姿勢過久的身體,然後傾下身觀察躺在床上動都沒動的小堤,「嗯,睡得還真熟。這樣連聊天都無法了,只好等下次吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANApLhUW947Qv
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眼睫輕顫,即使閉上雙眼他也能想像到涉澤臉上那溫柔又帶有點無奈的可惜表情。89Please respect copyright.PENANAIk7gzvAdLZ
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「健太郎,爸爸回來囉!」一個爽朗的男聲從病房門口傳來,接著走進來一個豪邁的男人。89Please respect copyright.PENANAiUMgsz75B0
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涉澤在和對方對到眼的瞬間沒有一絲困窘或是手足無措,他沉穩的鞠了個恭。89Please respect copyright.PENANATQ5upCJEAc
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「你是?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAFAXM30Lnf9
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「您好,我是涉澤克朗,算是健太郎的朋友吧。」帶著淡淡的笑容涉澤有禮貌的說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANA1xJCYkD0FT
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「噢噢這樣啊~~要不要留下來一起吃晚餐。」爸爸提了提手中的塑膠袋很好客的這麼說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAhvXji2kmhL
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涉澤細心的觀察到塑膠袋中的兩個便當,略微的搖了搖頭婉拒對方的好意。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqDHnIQNEbN
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「我整個下午都在這打擾也該回家了,謝謝您的好意。」89Please respect copyright.PENANATUhENDnyyH
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「這樣啊……唉呀這小子居然還在睡,客人都要走了還不醒來,真是個笨兒子。」小堤的爸爸湊到病床前看了看,碎碎念了幾句接著回頭帶著歉意的笑容對著涉澤笑了笑。89Please respect copyright.PENANAHxoFMn6gkZ
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「沒關係的,我今天來的目的主要就是來看看健太郎好不好,看到他精神還不錯我就安心了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAfwmlWjqgom
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涉澤沉穩的聲音讓小堤心臟不停的跳動加速,尤其是在聽到對方呼喚著自己的名字而不是姓氏時更是,雖然明明知道那是因為面對的是自己的爸爸若用姓氏稱呼有點奇怪,但……他就是感覺到心臟暖暖的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJQemhTSPYy
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「那我走了,有機會等小堤出院我會再去探望他的。桌上的點心是我們家在賣的,希望你們會喜歡。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAE6tpBf0gSK
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「謝謝你。啊~~我送你吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZFA6Ae93x
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「麻煩了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAILd93sPQuh
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細微的腳步摩擦聲以及關門聲之後,小堤這時才張開眼睛離開一直將自己半張臉蓋住的棉被,他臉頰上的紅和熱度占據整張臉。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPHmff3OyQQ
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「我真是個笨蛋。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAQNCzZTCH61
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明明也想道別、也想說些什麼,但是他不知道能怎麼做。89Please respect copyright.PENANApGsTHgR59e
……是自己的敵人、對手但是……89Please respect copyright.PENANAnvtSJyg9YM
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「啊!健太郎你醒啦~~你朋友剛才回去囉~~真是個高大又沉穩的好孩子呢。感覺真不錯。健太郎啊你有個很不錯的朋友呢!」隔了一陣子回來的爸爸在看到已經在病床上坐起的他,開始自顧自的說著話接著拿出他買來的晚餐準備著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAp3e9VbTIbS
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小堤沉默著沒說什麼,視線望向窗戶外他看到穿著長版大衣的涉澤背影,即使只是背影那個人的氣度和溫暖也依舊散發著,小堤心想如果哪天他想一直感受到從那個人身上散發出來的溫暖那要怎麼辦才好?89Please respect copyright.PENANAOzuHIw9G6M
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出院之後又過了兩三天,他一直在家中安靜的休養。89Please respect copyright.PENANAidFYWqZFj7
坪數不大的家只有他和爸爸兩個人居住,媽媽在很久以前就因為生病去世了,雖然坪數不大但卻很乾淨整齊,這是爸爸和媽媽的約定。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0lEHhXvZmt
於是他也養成了把房子整理乾淨的習慣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAadxxFoJI7F
早上爸爸都要去工作,爸爸是送貨員有時若要送長程的貨物時就會像最近一樣好幾天沒回來,對於小堤來說這是很家常便飯的事情。反正三餐他都會自理了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAP1uIoa2OHw
即使目前左肩有嚴重的傷勢,這些生活上的問題倒也難不倒他。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfx9uUIXTCk
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「呼~~」感覺有些無聊,小堤在把那些守門員的影像都看完做好筆記之後已經找不到事情做了,除了無聊也像是在等待著什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAIGlKSCzVJI
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『那我走了,有機會等小堤出院我會再去探望他的。』89Please respect copyright.PENANAQNHa1fEwtb
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那天在醫院涉澤是這麼說的……89Please respect copyright.PENANAfBXGRyECye
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「別想了!反正一定也是說給爸爸聽得好聽話而已吧!」倔強的甩了甩頭,小堤邊玩著自己的手套邊這麼說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAtqAr7y2dvo
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突然門鈴聲響了起來。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFZ417Rhrz2
小堤疑惑了一下,現在是午飯時間但是他並沒有叫外賣,最近也沒有掛號或是訂購什麼,那會是誰啊?89Please respect copyright.PENANAxhuklffKsv
門鈴在響過一聲後就安靜了下來,門外的人似乎正在等待著。89Please respect copyright.PENANA2Gpp8A0Idw
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「算了。」小堤艱難的站起身,緩慢的走到門邊打開大門。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZ94MiH3XXL
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「嗨!」涉澤一臉笑得開心的樣子跟他打著招呼,外頭的陽光很溫暖讓這幾天幾乎沒出門的小堤突然有些懷念戶外。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMMtITModAq
89Please respect copyright.PENANAoy38Os8XoH
「你…你怎麼來了?」因為一時的刺激讓他有點難以反應過來,於是只能結結巴巴的對著涉澤問出這句話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAomBf7ZDaas
89Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0BjQ9fmY2
「先讓我進去吧,你吃了嗎?我有買我家附近在賣的很好吃的唐揚雞肉便當噢~~」涉澤很自然的穿過愣在那的他進入室內,還相當熟悉似的把鞋子脫下擺放在玄關處的鞋櫃中接著走了進去。89Please respect copyright.PENANAi87ymfbV27
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一副這像是自己家的樣子,小堤只好乖乖的把門關上跟著走了進去。89Please respect copyright.PENANAkbLaBonvP2
89Please respect copyright.PENANAqrvPIaxehJ
「你家好乾淨。」涉澤看了看房子四周說吃出自己的感想,接著把手上提著的塑膠袋放在餐桌上,動作優雅的拿出便當後四處張望著接著直接走到廚房拿了筷子。89Please respect copyright.PENANAA7mXcivOzL
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一整個動作流暢,讓小堤不禁懷疑涉澤該不會曾經潛入過他家吧?89Please respect copyright.PENANASexaqOp38C
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「等等……」他轉身看著那高大的身影,追在對方的身後打算問些問題。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQemVXMfZIp
89Please respect copyright.PENANAdCRtLDaHi1
「病人要好好吃飯,來~~坐這。」他的話還沒出口就被涉澤遞過來的筷子跟溫柔的笑容打斷了,對方大大的手掌一把將自己壓向餐桌的椅子上。89Please respect copyright.PENANAG9nJMnZuRs
89Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ92OPW0Hz
那裡擺放著一個便當盒,潔白的米粒、炸得恰到好處的唐揚雞和一些看起來很好吃的配菜。89Please respect copyright.PENANAa0191AbpSc
小堤突然覺得肚子餓了,在涉澤來之前他一點感覺也沒有,真是奇怪了……89Please respect copyright.PENANA69gEQEAvAa
89Please respect copyright.PENANAWHHCV3y4AX
「啊~~」在他還在思考的時候,一雙手悄悄的幫他把便當的盒子打開,還順道用湯匙挖了口飯伸到他嘴邊,等小堤回過神時嚇了好大一跳。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqZPCpWK2zH
89Please respect copyright.PENANAwyuIZOrCEG
「你……你幹嘛!」小堤戰戰兢兢的問著眼前這個依舊還是帶著溫柔微笑的人,他死瞪著涉澤伸到自己嘴邊的手。89Please respect copyright.PENANAc9OxPnDxzz
89Please respect copyright.PENANAcS5Ojp2UTS
「我想你是不是手還沒好需要幫忙,我太多事了嗎?」涉澤歪著頭認真的樣子看起來就只是真心的擔心著自己的傷而想幫點忙而已,小堤突然覺得有些罪惡感。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOMVSJ7sP8y
89Please respect copyright.PENANAbaNmRyxOJU
「嗯嗯~~我已經可以自己吃飯了。」他搖搖頭,為了躲避突然出現的罪惡感和自己覺得有的莫名尷尬而低下頭扒著便當。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8z4mTxA5G0
89Please respect copyright.PENANASHDJenv0f7
「是嗎?那就好了。」埋首在便當之中的小堤略微的抬起頭偷偷看了眼涉澤,涉澤露出了感到安心的放鬆笑容默默的打開便當蓋子,端起便當盒優雅的吃了起來。89Please respect copyright.PENANAxUjBX7GNgO
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很安靜、很放鬆。89Please respect copyright.PENANA6JaQVVspzb
小堤忽然這麼覺得,他原本以為根本稱不上熟識並且是個敵人的他在自己家會讓他很不在,不過看來一點都不會呢~~89Please respect copyright.PENANAYTugkz75sX
89Please respect copyright.PENANAyPBYWU6kHs
便當吃完後,原先打算要收拾的小堤被涉澤趕去客聽的沙發上。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdwMSfmENTm
他自己一個人則在廚房忙東忙西的,小堤窩在沙發上偷偷的觀察著,涉澤從自己帶來的袋子中把食材拿出來放在冰箱中……嗯!89Please respect copyright.PENANA1PdbLrt6D7
89Please respect copyright.PENANAFMa0zaHK6E
「你在幹嘛!」意識到不對勁小堤立馬從沙發上跳了起來,衝到廚房大聲的問著涉澤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQSqaQ8dswS
89Please respect copyright.PENANAD2yyem72I1
這傢伙剛才很自然的進了他家,他都還沒問他怎麼會出現在這裡、怎麼會知道他家的地址之類的,現在還買了要煮的食材放在他家冰箱?!是要長期住下來嗎。89Please respect copyright.PENANAi9rSQHZP5z
89Please respect copyright.PENANAxpVaYSmDgF
「上次在醫院時你睡著了所以沒聽到,我有跟你爸爸說過等你出院我會來看你,但最近選拔隊比較忙我一直到今天才比較有空能出來。地址是我跟你爸要來的。」涉澤細心的整理著冰箱邊耐心的跟小堤解釋著所有會想問的事情。89Please respect copyright.PENANALhj5Lsth1K
89Please respect copyright.PENANArpTnrgkdUP
「有什麼東西不吃嗎?先問一下比較好,不然又像藤代那樣煮了又不吃,真是個麻煩的傢伙~~」涉澤背對著小堤邊碎碎唸著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAV5OJEiSPAJ
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「……是沒有。」莫名感到有些不好意思的小堤臉撇向一旁回答著。89Please respect copyright.PENANATaltGVdiBA
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爸爸說過小孩子不能挑食,加上他基本上也沒有討厭過什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAuruZr9q6Mn
89Please respect copyright.PENANA8IBQwByJhx
「是嗎?那就好。」涉澤已經站起身關上冰箱,回頭對著小堤微笑摸了摸他的頭,接著自顧自的走向客聽。89Please respect copyright.PENANAgkWYdJFMok
89Please respect copyright.PENANA9cM7KPMwjX
「什麼嘛~~」小堤按了按剛才被摸的頭喃喃的抱怨著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAUHPsF6v7As
89Please respect copyright.PENANAkPJpH2r6Mp
到別人家就到別人家就好,幹嘛還要提到自家武藏森那個王牌攻擊手,又是一個什麼都有、什麼都好,根本零缺點的人。89Please respect copyright.PENANA45lvoJSuIt
……他討厭這樣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMPSmx1py0V
89Please respect copyright.PENANAvqkP9zHWsU
「小堤?那今晚吃咖哩飯可以嗎?」涉澤的聲音從客廳傳來,抬起頭他看到的是對方正在等待他回答的臉。89Please respect copyright.PENANActRHOwtvHd
89Please respect copyright.PENANARQFIEK7HyK
「嗯。」拉回思緒他隨意的回答涉澤的問題,慢慢的踱步回到客廳。89Please respect copyright.PENANARrrR6B6tEX
89Please respect copyright.PENANArPWeYDzHMP
看著涉澤坐在自己原先位置的旁邊,他只好站在那猶豫要坐從小到大都固定坐的地方還是要換個地方時,原先坐在那看電視的涉澤抬起頭看著他。89Please respect copyright.PENANAEI6MpodGty
那雙認真的眼對上自己後,牽動著整張臉溫和的笑了,但他下意識的避開。89Please respect copyright.PENANACZar1tGFtc
89Please respect copyright.PENANAKys2SG5C2W
「坐吧,你一直都是坐這個位置不是嗎?不用因為我而刻意換位子。」涉澤拍了拍自己身旁的空位示意他坐下。眼看對方都這麼說了小堤也不好拒絕,只好一屁股坐下。89Please respect copyright.PENANAff5V6rdi3d
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只是啊~~身體還是很僵硬的刻意跟涉澤保持了點距離。89Please respect copyright.PENANATBxSePc84d
看著這樣的小堤,涉澤忍不住的嘴角微微上揚,苦笑了。於是他站起身。89Please respect copyright.PENANANE3Zpgkqrh
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「嗯?」小堤在人站起來時有些慌亂。89Please respect copyright.PENANATpPcRhk9pt
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是因為自己的不安被他察覺了所以才離開嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANA9NFuC9GnMB
其實也不是討厭這樣,只是……89Please respect copyright.PENANA8yPbLtBX74
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「這個我可以看嗎?」涉澤抓著一捲錄影帶不好意思的抓著頭微笑著,手上的那捲影帶是德國某位著名守門員比賽時的經典畫面。「其實我每次看到你在看這些都很想借來看看。可是……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAEMmyq9bVHD
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說到這,涉澤沒在說下去只是邊傻笑邊抓了抓頭。原先有些尷尬的氣氛在涉澤這樣的舉動之後,突然變得輕鬆了起來。89Please respect copyright.PENANADNPYsLHkpK
看到他這樣子的小堤只覺得好想笑,聳聳肩他站起身走了過去。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0lnc1M7AmE
89Please respect copyright.PENANAA2hCwl1ngg
「可以啊~~我也想和你一起看、一起討論。因為都是守門員嘛~~」小堤爽朗的笑著伸出手拿起涉澤手上的那捲錄影帶,放入錄影帶機中接著拿起遙控器調整電視的畫面。89Please respect copyright.PENANA71eXlAHVUT
89Please respect copyright.PENANA1gw5we6ELq
「這樣就ok了。嗯?涉澤?」小堤高興的說著,一回過頭看到涉澤盯著自己看到發呆疑惑的喊了聲。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJvvydMKADH
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「啊……抱歉,我只是在想這是你面對我第一次能夠露出你的笑容。總覺得有些開心呢~~」涉澤不好意思的伸出食指抓著自己的下巴,眼睛往另一邊飄去不敢看小堤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdHicfqnfpA
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這句話讓小堤愣了一下。89Please respect copyright.PENANAI94HIfIWUV
他原本以為像涉澤這樣很有才能的人不會去注意像他這樣不顯眼的人,但是在選拔隊的日子裡、韓國那場比賽時他才發現自己錯了。其實這個人很關心隊友。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZq6TeHLqIU
但應該就僅止於那樣而已,他不會特別在乎自己的感受。但顯然的今天的情形又打破了他所以為的。89Please respect copyright.PENANALFt9FnIUtv
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「來看錄影帶吧。」低著頭掩飾自己的表情,小堤默默的走回沙發窩在自己固定的位置上。89Please respect copyright.PENANA6cP07bxTmR
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「嗯。」涉澤沉穩的回答,隨後是跟在自己身後的腳步摩擦聲。89Please respect copyright.PENANAIJlsm4Ku2L
89Please respect copyright.PENANA9qFZklyZHI
很奇怪、真的很奇怪,沒有多久涉澤 克朗這個人就安安穩穩的融入自己的家裡和生活中,慢慢的、慢慢的愈來愈拓展,更不可思議的像極了一開始就習慣他的存在。總讓人覺得很安心、很放鬆,不過……這些都只是假象吧。涉澤是不可能一直注視、在乎著自己的……89Please respect copyright.PENANAtC1SGvAk53
89Please respect copyright.PENANAFloA7aoskY
「……」涉澤默默的在一旁看著直盯著螢幕的小堤,即使電視上正在播出精彩的賽事涉澤還是專注的看著注意力全集中在自己思考的小堤。89Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZgtRLnNV3
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許久之後。89Please respect copyright.PENANATREbLiTWiR
涉澤才安靜的轉過頭去認真的看著電視上的守門員。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZ08fsDdLim
89Please respect copyright.PENANARv6srG2fmO
整個下午,他們專注的看錄影帶,客廳的桌子上隨著時間的推移堆了愈來愈多的錄影帶。他們有時候會按下暫停健認真的討論每個環節,有時則是不停的倒退、播放、再倒退,反反覆覆的解析著守球門時所需的動作等等的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAANPKOYz3cN
連手套和足球都拿出來進行動作的推演。就只差兩人沒實際到外面找球門練習而已。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYpw533NMtY
當然,小堤確實有這個衝動想到外頭試試看他們所討論出來的結果,但被涉澤溫和卻堅定的拒絕了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFGO3Z1m7gu
89Please respect copyright.PENANAI0zUXlC57S
「呼~~好累噢~~~」在看完所有的錄影帶後,小堤很沒形象的一把撲倒在涉澤原先躺的位置,抱著放在那的靠墊。嘴上雖然這樣說著,但臉上卻帶著很愉快的表情。89Please respect copyright.PENANAjIhwXHfVqE
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早就站起身在那伸完懶腰活動完筋骨的涉澤回頭看著這樣的小堤,臉上只有淡淡的微笑。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOLs2yUH9nh
終於你對我也能展現真正的自己了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAeBtAZTgRsL
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「該吃晚餐了,等我一下吧。」涉澤穿過沙發打算要走進廚房。89Please respect copyright.PENANANPabc0KzHy
89Please respect copyright.PENANAG9DSWTxA9X
「啊!我也來幫忙!」趴在沙發上的小堤一聽到這句話,瞬間就準備要爬起來跟著涉澤。但卻被涉澤一掌壓回沙發上。89Please respect copyright.PENANAT67n5kbR5S
89Please respect copyright.PENANAwZofy0nrz7
「你好好休息吧,煮飯我來就行了。」涉澤帶著淡淡的微笑,寵溺般的揉了揉小堤的頭才走向廚房,被揉頭的小堤半闔著眼像極了隻柴犬被大力搓揉頭部時的神情。這讓看著他的涉澤又笑得更開了些。89Please respect copyright.PENANApgiLqlnquB
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「既然你都這麼說了……」小堤有些不甘願的說著,不過他也確實有些疲倦,維持趴著的姿勢,腦袋開始漸漸的陷入睡眠。89Please respect copyright.PENANA6AntTncgxg
89Please respect copyright.PENANA1kfVkOerRA
耳邊聽到涉澤在廚房切菜、開冰箱、熱鍋等等的聲音,半睡半醒的他感覺到有條毯子輕輕的蓋在自己身上,然後聽到腳步離去的聲音,又過了一陣子他聞到很香很香的味道。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYLIpRqvZcP
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「小堤~~小堤~~醒醒,咖哩飯好了,先起來吃吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA73bzFqb5ug
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有人在搖他。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqhSHS2JZYz
嗯……他還想睡啊~~可是咖哩飯好香。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPnYZltIdyv
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「小堤~~」89Please respect copyright.PENANAGOhOgKYTNF
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那個人又搖了搖自己,是很好聽的沉穩聲音。89Please respect copyright.PENANALEzJBxwYrd
有點……想再多聽一下子。89Please respect copyright.PENANAXpFK77IRwP
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「真是的……」那個聲音似乎有些無奈,他好像可以想像得到那個人會帶著什麼樣的表情,一定是溫柔的苦笑吧~~好喜歡……看著那樣的涉澤……89Please respect copyright.PENANAEDSf3I66Wo
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「既然你還在睡,那我說出來也沒有關係吧。」涉澤的聲音變得認真。89Please respect copyright.PENANAbbUkXJjadE
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嗯?什麼?89Please respect copyright.PENANAGP0On4fuo8
不自覺得豎起耳朵等待著那個聲音所要說的話語。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFR0BVmniZB
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「我喜歡你,很喜歡很喜歡你。」那個聲音是這麼說的,很溫柔、很堅定的說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcJkO8GXirK
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然後他感覺到了大大的手掌沿著自己的頭溫暖而有力的撫上。89Please respect copyright.PENANA9wBfiwr28r
這個動作宛如幫嬰兒洗頭的力道一樣輕柔。89Please respect copyright.PENANAXVtuEHF4Sy
89Please respect copyright.PENANA1D3sEHesO9
「第一次見面是在球場上,我一直都覺得你很堅毅很強悍,我很想認識你。」涉澤停頓著,右手的動作還是持續的摸著小堤的頭,「然後到了選拔隊時才有真正的機會,可是你的視線和眼神總是告訴我你討厭我……我不知道該怎麼接近你……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAQFHcYWOV1P
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不是的……不是那樣的,我只是……覺得你一直站在我的前方。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcbaQKFQvDR
我……89Please respect copyright.PENANA7RUPejdHZO
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「這次我舊傷復發讓你守對韓國的一戰,老實說我很慶幸還好我舊傷有復發,如果不是因為這樣我大概沒辦法接近你吧。」涉澤的聲音充滿了滿滿的懷念及感謝。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfbBkJH8pd3
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小堤早在聽到那句〝我喜歡你。〞時就清醒了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYFgLrR1hDx
他安靜的躺在那閉著眼睛持續的深呼吸,看起來就像依舊還在沉睡一樣……89Please respect copyright.PENANAshtFFP14TX
他想聽,他想知道更多涉澤的想法。89Please respect copyright.PENANAUry5QuxJyo
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「從明天開始全國的選拔隊要集中訓練、比賽,我會離開五天四夜。就……當作讓我賭一把吧。五天之後我會回來找你,如果你有聽到這些話的話……給我個答案,好嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAdNUaV0wg0T
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在突然聽到涉澤從明天開始要離開五天的消息時,小堤感覺到自己的心有些下沉。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdzxIooyNLV
雖然有些慌亂,但是他掩飾的很好。他讓涉澤以為自己還在沉睡中,深沉的呼吸聲持續著……89Please respect copyright.PENANAkiEzWfxMTU
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大大的手掌離開他的頭。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqr6u67gfcC
接著他聽到涉澤放鬆的長長的一聲感嘆聲,像是一直壓著的事情終於脫口而出的輕鬆感一樣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAKMWAj2mCv2
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「……」他感覺得到涉澤安靜的坐在那看著自己,充斥在身邊的是帶了點甜味的蘋果口味的咖哩。不可思議的他不覺得緊張,在聽了涉澤說的話後他感覺到真正的安心。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFhq3iL4nEd
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當然還有更多更多想思考的問題。89Please respect copyright.PENANALEBkoCSoGv
但不管怎麼說,其實涉澤在乎著自己,這點讓他感到很高興。89Please respect copyright.PENANAghTPNTPc2C
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「……這樣下去也不行,咖哩涼掉就不好吃了。小堤!」涉澤下定決心的爬到小堤身旁,更大力的搖晃就在下一秒打算要直接捏鼻子時,人醒了。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0erfbcTjmL
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「嗯……涉澤?我睡多久了?」眨了眨有些微澀的眼睛,小堤帶著濃濃的睡意的嗓音這麼詢問著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAaTrcLWZCiD
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現在就先這樣就好,因為還有很多要思考的事情所以他無法現在就給涉澤答覆。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJMSAqvujAd
這樣裝做什麼都沒聽到是小堤想過後的決定。89Please respect copyright.PENANAaFwF9ngzQW
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「一個小時多一點,呼~~你還真能睡呢~~」涉澤吁了口氣,不管怎麼說雖然講出了一直放在心裡的事很緊張也很放鬆,但在看到對方一點反應都沒有後他默默的覺得小堤應該是睡著了什麼都沒聽到。89Please respect copyright.PENANAWjDedPrp4D
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在這個前提下,他擔心的反而是咖哩變涼了這種事。89Please respect copyright.PENANAmeMy3LJ9aA
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「快起來吧,去洗把臉。我趁現在再把咖哩熱一下,等一下就能吃了。」涉澤撐著自己的膝蓋站了起來,邊往餐桌去邊交代著。89Please respect copyright.PENANALbBazd2css
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「好~~」小堤凝視著那個背影沒多說什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAwiBrgNVk2s
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晚餐吃完後,涉澤很迅速的把碗盤和所有東西都收拾好。89Please respect copyright.PENANA5B3HOZVPgL
也交代了小堤還有哪些食材能夠使用、自己從家裡帶來的甜點啦、推薦豆大福等等的,然後看了看時間才有些不捨的準備要離開。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQYYm8ufBJE
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「那麼,我走囉~~」穿著外套背著自己來時背的運動側背包,涉澤看著送自己到門口的小堤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAiBhVbq3AsH
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「嗯,路上小心。今天謝謝你了。便當和咖哩飯都很好吃。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAtdqp3lQNxt
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「……選拔隊接著要集訓了,五天四夜而已。等我回來再來看你,在那之前要好好休息還要正常吃飯和睡覺,還有……」涉澤又開始交代東交代西的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAxvtQy6WCv9
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「好了啦~~我又不是不想趕快好。你快回去吧明天還要早起吧。」覺得有些好笑,小堤忍不住打斷對方的話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAprbB3je2u6
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「好吧,那我走了。希望我回來時你的狀況會好更多。」涉澤笑了笑,伸出手猶豫了一下,小堤望著那隻手先是有些疑惑隨後明瞭般的笑了下,涉澤在看到那張笑容時有些訝異,然後摸了摸小堤的頭。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8TkrPZwdBe
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「再見。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA95TOAP0mZX
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「嗯,再見。」89Please respect copyright.PENANASKBME6xKqd
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門關上後小堤靠在門上吁了口氣,看了看自己的手掌。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYBOVsFSR3Z
同為守門員的自己和涉澤……除了在足球場上的位置一樣之外,他們有了更多的交集。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMCsqlz6akQ
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「我到底……想回答什麼呢?」89Please respect copyright.PENANADuKyCjG5QU
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喃喃自問著,小堤感覺到迷惘。89Please respect copyright.PENANA83mgGKbn6e
對於涉澤他抱持的又是什麼樣的感覺呢?89Please respect copyright.PENANAXGLJMOP5SD
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