晦暗的天空彷彿隨時都會吞噬大地，烏鴉從高樓頂端飛過，不做任何停留，沒有一絲留念，我在高樓頂樓邊緣坐著，短髮隨風微微飄動著，環抱著雙腿，靜靜的凝視著比這幢大廈還矮些的高樓。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R0ZbHc5Vu
我緩緩站起身，抬起頭看著晦暗的天空，沒有一絲光芒，沒有一絲廣闊，此時這片天給人的只剩下壓迫，微微蹙起眉，回想著自己到現在所發生過的所有事，被父親毆打、被母親拋棄、得不到關注、被班上同學孤立、找不到生存意義……94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO69GbslgN
低下頭往下看著樓底的道路，車水馬龍，行人熙攘，大家看起來都相當繁忙的樣子。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJLDkPFQSR
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「……那我呢？」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY20KpEZc6k
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我輕聲的說著，雖然我早已聽不見自己的聲音。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMbvUvNgu1
抿起雙唇，將左腳往邊緣邁出一步……94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5ldyLf7IZ
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「你在做什麼！」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeni6z4e3zv
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一個有些熟悉的聲音從身後響起，並拉住我的衣服將我往後拽，因突如其來的動作，我們都跌坐在了地上。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhshIPQnXG
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「你到底在做什麼啊？從這裡跳下去是不可能活下來的！」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu7QJwbhEu
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粉色短髮的少年有些氣喘吁吁的說著，綠色的瞳眸散發出陣陣的氣憤和擔心。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATHTpDqiyU
我愣愣的看著眼前這名將我拉回來的少年。他是誰？我認識他嗎？不知怎麼，我竟覺得有些氣憤，明明都已經下定決心要跳下去了，這人到底是來攪什麼局？94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlUrqv0GNL
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「我才想問你到底想做什麼呢……」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvo7P3yvsn
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我低下頭，說話的聲音有些顫抖，不是因為恐懼亦或憤怒，而是懊悔剛剛因聽見聲音就遲疑的我。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafOZYbgdQN
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「你知道做好跳下的準備需要多久嗎？就被你這樣拉回來的動作給毀了！」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn8ehLpwRr
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抬起頭朝著粉色短髮的少年吼道，眼鏡底下的眼睛似乎有些濕潤，我……哭了嗎？94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPRJFNi6Ua
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「我已經……沒有動力繼續活在這世上了……」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctsbhxwKLF
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默默的將眼鏡拿下，用袖子擦拭著眼淚，努力的用那早已快發不出聲音的喉嚨說著，明明剛剛只要跳下去就可以什麼都不用管了，明明剛剛只要跳下去一切就可以得到解脫。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2AowLJJDo
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「……沒有動力繼續活下去，那我就帶你尋找那所謂的動力！」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ozxDK866e
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沒等我反應過來，那名粉色短髮的少年便已經拉著我沿著樓梯往樓下跑，我不明白，不明白為什麼這人要如此的幫我，明明我應該不認識他才對。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduXdMraAxN
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「斐月，你喜歡音樂嗎？」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z1dwAcohd
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聽到對方喊出名字，不免覺得有些驚訝，我明明對眼前的人沒印象啊！94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG29D9h16WQ
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「你怎麼知道我的名字？」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv5EOGsG87
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對方似乎覺得這問題十分荒謬而停下腳步停在樓梯間，轉過身用著疑惑的眼神看著我。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZScwsfatZ
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慘了，要挨罵了……！94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs0VgdtPgC
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「這還用問嗎？我們是同學耶！」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7LSrYyPeG
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而我這才驚覺或許並不是大家孤立了我，而是我心裡築起的那道高牆阻隔了自己與大家們的距離。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x1NmyktzX
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「……你叫……什麼名字？」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4SlsfLnO8
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戰戰兢兢的問著，深怕問了一個蠢問題而又遭責罵，跟父親一樣。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZVOhuvz5Z
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「洛陽，我叫做洛陽。」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJNigYB3Vn
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與預期的相反，洛陽揚起笑容，那是我不曾見過的，充滿陽光又溫暖的笑容。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyz9ahlRGx
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好耀眼。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFEQ7r94Hz
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「所以斐月，你喜歡音樂嗎？」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrLF5gAbFH
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洛陽用著誠摯的眼神看著斐月，如此炙熱的目光，對生命充滿了期許的目光，為什麼……他可以擁有這樣的眼神？94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrycM5tNQn
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「不討厭……」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLxJnWO0Eu
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我有些不知所措的回答著，這一切都發生的太過於突然，無法在短時間內反應過來。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnb7Z8rOyN
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「我帶你去一個地方，你肯定會喜歡的。」94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6Iaunm36Q
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洛陽再次拉著我的手繼續沿著樓梯往下走，我們穿過人群，經過各式各樣的店面，最後洛陽的腳步停留在一間樂器行前面。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnIsJBJ2V6
從那之後，洛陽開始教我彈吉他，雖然是我自己選的，但吉他果然不好學，但不知道為什麼，這把有著海藍色烤漆的吉他深深吸引著我，也是在這個瞬間，我的眼睛中才開始出現色彩。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBGjhFddnJ
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如果我沒有遇見你，或許我早就不在這裡了吧？94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YjprB0QM0
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謝謝你成為那顆，給予月亮光芒的太陽。
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