晦暗的天空彷彿隨時都會吞噬大地，烏鴉從高樓頂端飛過，不做任何停留，沒有一絲留念，我在高樓頂樓邊緣坐著，短髮隨風微微飄動著，環抱著雙腿，靜靜的凝視著比這幢大廈還矮些的高樓。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVRqof066h
我緩緩站起身，抬起頭看著晦暗的天空，沒有一絲光芒，沒有一絲廣闊，此時這片天給人的只剩下壓迫，微微蹙起眉，回想著自己到現在所發生過的所有事，被父親毆打、被母親拋棄、得不到關注、被班上同學孤立、找不到生存意義……97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLC3zYfcvD
低下頭往下看著樓底的道路，車水馬龍，行人熙攘，大家看起來都相當繁忙的樣子。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13m7HFJKXU
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「……那我呢？」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc6HgCuyHn
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我輕聲的說著，雖然我早已聽不見自己的聲音。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVONkRXRfdj
抿起雙唇，將左腳往邊緣邁出一步……97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7MKZZ610X
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「你在做什麼！」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud5ERfWisY
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一個有些熟悉的聲音從身後響起，並拉住我的衣服將我往後拽，因突如其來的動作，我們都跌坐在了地上。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7GsLGN1jV
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「你到底在做什麼啊？從這裡跳下去是不可能活下來的！」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcEtaCapcD
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粉色短髮的少年有些氣喘吁吁的說著，綠色的瞳眸散發出陣陣的氣憤和擔心。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabQOt1WjTk
我愣愣的看著眼前這名將我拉回來的少年。他是誰？我認識他嗎？不知怎麼，我竟覺得有些氣憤，明明都已經下定決心要跳下去了，這人到底是來攪什麼局？97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKvNrjLEn5
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「我才想問你到底想做什麼呢……」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTNSQWUFdz
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我低下頭，說話的聲音有些顫抖，不是因為恐懼亦或憤怒，而是懊悔剛剛因聽見聲音就遲疑的我。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL5AiItOWR
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「你知道做好跳下的準備需要多久嗎？就被你這樣拉回來的動作給毀了！」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1QoG29ZzA
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抬起頭朝著粉色短髮的少年吼道，眼鏡底下的眼睛似乎有些濕潤，我……哭了嗎？97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Di9Sx8Z6R
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「我已經……沒有動力繼續活在這世上了……」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ789p5Iueur
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默默的將眼鏡拿下，用袖子擦拭著眼淚，努力的用那早已快發不出聲音的喉嚨說著，明明剛剛只要跳下去就可以什麼都不用管了，明明剛剛只要跳下去一切就可以得到解脫。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOUY3w4v1H
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「……沒有動力繼續活下去，那我就帶你尋找那所謂的動力！」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga5Wmd6i8n
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沒等我反應過來，那名粉色短髮的少年便已經拉著我沿著樓梯往樓下跑，我不明白，不明白為什麼這人要如此的幫我，明明我應該不認識他才對。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdXu9VtCBZ
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「斐月，你喜歡音樂嗎？」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVrr4ZwrNK
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聽到對方喊出名字，不免覺得有些驚訝，我明明對眼前的人沒印象啊！97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkFsI2G94R
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「你怎麼知道我的名字？」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBNEPvQLrM
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對方似乎覺得這問題十分荒謬而停下腳步停在樓梯間，轉過身用著疑惑的眼神看著我。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yuFCqZR0B
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慘了，要挨罵了……！97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8v1VZZPJc
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「這還用問嗎？我們是同學耶！」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVHQ22EcRt
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而我這才驚覺或許並不是大家孤立了我，而是我心裡築起的那道高牆阻隔了自己與大家們的距離。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZSaMjb055
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「……你叫……什麼名字？」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzbyDWZEPI
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戰戰兢兢的問著，深怕問了一個蠢問題而又遭責罵，跟父親一樣。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFX1k9s03YZ
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「洛陽，我叫做洛陽。」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYPCdevonf
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與預期的相反，洛陽揚起笑容，那是我不曾見過的，充滿陽光又溫暖的笑容。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ208bvHrSiU
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好耀眼。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRXxhCaqfF
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「所以斐月，你喜歡音樂嗎？」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz25re3YLFl
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洛陽用著誠摯的眼神看著斐月，如此炙熱的目光，對生命充滿了期許的目光，為什麼……他可以擁有這樣的眼神？97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapA6hM2fYc
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「不討厭……」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX5GVkrdmk
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我有些不知所措的回答著，這一切都發生的太過於突然，無法在短時間內反應過來。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqxWAxeDUj
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「我帶你去一個地方，你肯定會喜歡的。」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hVPxSVLLp
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洛陽再次拉著我的手繼續沿著樓梯往下走，我們穿過人群，經過各式各樣的店面，最後洛陽的腳步停留在一間樂器行前面。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcGOuhWsLy
從那之後，洛陽開始教我彈吉他，雖然是我自己選的，但吉他果然不好學，但不知道為什麼，這把有著海藍色烤漆的吉他深深吸引著我，也是在這個瞬間，我的眼睛中才開始出現色彩。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NBuycZzla
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如果我沒有遇見你，或許我早就不在這裡了吧？97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRAcaWaWql
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謝謝你成為那顆，給予月亮光芒的太陽。
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