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No Plagiarism!VM91j0dFgtSmX0tqZdr5posted on PENANA 這幾個月,學校不能再回,課堂全部轉成ZOOM上。8964 copyright protection316PENANAQjZy6g074v 維尼
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翩翩於2019年升讀大學,卻沒有享受過所謂U LIFE。即使有上莊,但沒有搞過什麼活動,都因疫情取消;到今年終於申請住宿,也只住了兩個星期,大學便宣告撒離所有宿生。8964 copyright protection316PENANA3why1NdzuG 維尼
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她寫過很多關於宿舍的故事,但她本人卻完全沒有住過宿,內容全憑幻想建構,真是可惜。8964 copyright protection316PENANAWVH2H0espX 維尼
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這兩年多的一切都非常模糊,所有事似有一層薄霧,就算努力吹散,依然濕漉地在眼睫毛上結塊,在眨眼之間飄泊。是汗、是唾液、是春潮、是檢測藥水、是油分,無論什麼也好,全部融成一團,形體都被淹沒。8964 copyright protection316PENANAb86EcMcBPd 維尼
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有同學被捕,有師兄正在還押,有師妹正在坐監,她能夠隔着螢幕上課,還能說什麼?8964 copyright protection316PENANAIyEucLcCoz 維尼
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真奢侈。8964 copyright protection316PENANAwNHKZ3hGKO 維尼
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支離破碎的世代。翩翩心頭一直有種倖存者愧疚,她還能為香港做什麼?人人都不快樂。她作為千禧之後、所謂擁有大好年華的青年,她能做什麼?近年來,她只書寫愛情故事,因為除此以外,都太沉重。她的文字有什麼用?沒法伸張正義,沒法警惡懲奸,沒法令友好的朋友生活得更順遂,沒法令憎恨的人有一絲不適的厭惡。她屢次反問自己,文字有什麼用?如此詰難。她這個只流於網上寫作、隨意堆砌字句便自以為這是才華的普通人,有什麼用?進和退皆令她感到沉甸甸的內疚,因此,除了一次,其餘的她都只書寫愛情故事。8964 copyright protection316PENANAGXotzD7HrV 維尼
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太奢侈了。8964 copyright protection316PENANAcP8Zi0r9Dt 維尼
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所以,翩翩面對功課,只心想:做啦仆街。8964 copyright protection316PENANAeZ6PVvfcJ5 維尼
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Mid-term、final、present不斷出現,她才有感自己真的在過學生生活。自從又轉回網上學習,她時常將電腦打開然後又倒頭睡去,沒有一點精神集中在螢幕之上,結果錯過太多重點;後來學乖,錄影了課堂,卻又懶得播放。結果測驗考得很低分。8964 copyright protection316PENANArGNLzyzWy4 維尼
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真浪費學費,真是不努力的學生。8964 copyright protection316PENANAqwzj5rhvDK 維尼
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她已經長大,不再是往日為分數而勤力上進的學生,光是分辨自己想過怎樣的生活,已經很難。8964 copyright protection316PENANASY0l4yAIyt 維尼
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同時,翩翩做兼職、私補、寫作,發現城市縱然變慢,但倒有很多人仍然極速前進,像明明兒女在放暑假、卻要求加強操卷的初中學生的家長。她深深婉惜這些年、這更勝天災的人禍,粗獷地殘害着未來社會棟樑,剝奪他們在最適宜學習之時的「發育」權利。8964 copyright protection316PENANA5nZQpy6G4e 維尼
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她大叫:「嗚呀,我都係被殘害嘅細路,原本我都可以First-hon畢業㗎!」8964 copyright protection316PENANA6lrJP7Lf7L 維尼
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阿謙笑笑:「我就冇呢個諗法。」8964 copyright protection316PENANASycBjitYPv 維尼
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林太的身體還未恢復好,阿謙便說,反正她信得過翩翩,不如讓他和翩翩幫手看舖。林太答應,說什麼「後生仔個腦都醒目啲」、「唔使一直企喺入面㗎」、「零食任攞」。林太一直都很喜歡翩翩,因以前阿謙常常盛讚。8964 copyright protection316PENANAIsJuYwKEHX 維尼
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翩翩於是時常帶同手提電腦下樓,去往小學後山的士多。8964 copyright protection316PENANA47Upw2gz1U 維尼
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講真,這不似她會做的事。8964 copyright protection316PENANA9OargGnEap 維尼
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「雖然一直住喺呢頭,但好少嚟。小學個外牆油到咁樣衰……」她指住不遠處的小學。8964 copyright protection316PENANAGHkaNHFdir 維尼
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「唔係吖,好有春天氣息。」阿謙說:「多啲欣賞!」8964 copyright protection316PENANAK0ApGzQaAo 維尼
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「你睇慣咗啫,我仲停留喺佢白色嗰陣時。」8964 copyright protection316PENANAmoWWZISJT1 維尼
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看舖其實很輕鬆,尤其這個世道之下,街上人影也不多,籃球場封了,就不再有大汗淋漓的學生哥來買凍飲;公園仔也封了,一直未見家長攜幼童前來買糖果。8964 copyright protection316PENANARL453V0pwK 維尼
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長椅有很多伯伯,說話很大聲,常在爭論些什麼似的。8964 copyright protection316PENANAFVvcz143iG 維尼
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翩翩和阿謙因為無聊,便會「一日一鬥」——8964 copyright protection316PENANAFGiwacNsfV 維尼
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每日都揀一項「挑戰」來比賽,贏的那位能拿到獎金,十元;每月贏家更可領取「願望劵」。這是阿謙提議的,不知道為什麼,就是想找些事來做。8964 copyright protection316PENANAFiExoi2Q4e 維尼
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「願望券有咩用?」她問。8964 copyright protection316PENANA994ZYxOClY 維尼
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她覺得如此有些曖昧,隨便一對男女,會玩這樣的遊戲嗎?除了天真爛漫孩子以外,應該很難投入吧。當然,她覺得會有很有趣,只是,十分疑問於這樣的關係。要說這是異性的友情,又好像太生動了。8964 copyright protection316PENANAHlsZZKPKyJ 維尼
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她又覺得,和他,又沒有很熟絡;至少,她無法和他講太多自己的事。8964 copyright protection316PENANAb4DK5dYMmh 維尼
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「實現願望,做到就做。」他答。8964 copyright protection316PENANAlpizLL8wXy 維尼
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由重逢那次,阿謙已發現自己對她有種不一樣的感情,但又不肯定那是什麼。8964 copyright protection316PENANAZj76QHW9Ym 維尼
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他不敢太過進取或者直接地表達,怕會嚇怕她,就如以前他的靠近,都使他人逃之夭夭。但他又不願什麼都不做,畢竟他難得發現:自己對現實中認識的人有「很想繼續聊下去」的感覺。8964 copyright protection316PENANAyzHWWxgCtv 維尼
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應該再觀察一下,觀察自己,觀察她,再確認一下。8964 copyright protection316PENANAr478SCg2KU 維尼
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翩翩是巨蟹座,而他是雙魚,很夾,很夾——他不是「星座撚」,卻會多加留意星座的匹配率。現代尚有九型人格、血型、MBTI的測試,投緣程度竟能推算。他小心翼翼地留意,像是多了一種信仰。8964 copyright protection316PENANAjwrmth1VbL 維尼
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「INFP同INTJ……」他喃喃。8964 copyright protection316PENANAHfGbuUi0Uw 維尼
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「嗯?」她聽見了。8964 copyright protection316PENANASJmz7f4vgT 維尼
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「想睇吓有咩偉人啫。」8964 copyright protection316PENANAgpw2IdOenm 維尼
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「你將來咪會係香港偉大嘅廚師囉。」8964 copyright protection316PENANABpJzUrmaYu 維尼
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翩翩的樣子是不美的,平凡的五官配搭平凡的身材,一切都普普通通,與阿謙想像中的「女神樣」完全不符,可是看夠了又覺得很親切,這是昔日願意替他說話的聲音。8964 copyright protection316PENANAB3KG0h96kO 維尼
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那種失望開始在他心頭消散,因為他重新認識的是翩翩本人。8964 copyright protection316PENANAusIBYa22E6 維尼
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他一直覺得自己還是那個肥仔,即使偶然也會自信地認為早就脫胎換骨。8964 copyright protection316PENANAsarW0h6Out 維尼
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阿謙出「一日一鬥」的題目:「今日鬥打字?」8964 copyright protection316PENANAK8uaQCv4Qc 維尼
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「吓,我打咗好多年喎,實贏你。」翩翩說。8964 copyright protection316PENANAuPMxAZE5BN 維尼
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「我打倉頡,你筆劃喎,點都係我快啲。跑Online荃灣區打字比賽第一名。」為遊戲苦練打字,或者說是習慣成自然,他在網上有一手流利字速,十分活潑。後來玩LOL,罵人的氣勢也因打字速度快而比別人都強勁。8964 copyright protection316PENANAqTe9DkZ3UV 維尼
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二人鬥打字,在網上隨便找篇文,打到第四段,誰先完成,誰勝出。8964 copyright protection316PENANAPwq6pcnQDh 維尼
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翩翩險勝。8964 copyright protection316PENANAKDURTvdq8s 維尼
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「你咁快?」阿謙驚訝。8964 copyright protection316PENANAtmkwXybyAQ 維尼
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「我打咗太耐啦,同埋完全唔使望自己打緊咩,淨係望篇文、手照郁,當然快。」8964 copyright protection316PENANA2pjV9gzKB4 維尼
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「但筆劃要打好多個掣喎……」8964 copyright protection316PENANAtStX3X2bEu 維尼
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「我連配詞同出第幾個都記得好清楚喎,」她驕傲地晃一晃頭:「返去練多幾年先同姐姐玩啦!」8964 copyright protection316PENANAPSN727m5kz 維尼
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他向她展示倉頡之快:「咁點解你唔用倉頡或者速成?應該快啲㗎喎。」8964 copyright protection316PENANAN8ukQ7doe8 維尼
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「係,我知,不過以前一直打慣,就廢事轉啦,其他要由零開始喎。」8964 copyright protection316PENANAfBTt5U4xaa 維尼
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她一直都是這樣。8964 copyright protection316PENANAGn5UzV0zk4 維尼
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例如,她的英文水平頗為普通,因從小都在看中文書,浸淫在中文語境,到接觸英文時便十分抗拒,覺得那是不熟悉的文字,看得她非常挫敗。結果愈不主動學習,愈不認識,循環至今,即使她已是大學生,但英文水平與中學生無異。8964 copyright protection316PENANAaUAsWHKxfW 維尼
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阿謙沒好氣地笑道:「你個死懶鬼,快啲對你打字都好啲啦。」8964 copyright protection316PENANAKZPlLWo6BG 維尼
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「唔理,總之我贏咗!」8964 copyright protection316PENANAfrUH5mHw8G 維尼
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「OK,OK。」8964 copyright protection316PENANASvxyX9sCi5 維尼
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翩翩說:「係呢,你都幾就得人吖其實,唔係你講得咁難接近啫?點解成日拒絕人?」8964 copyright protection316PENANAhYRHqxVmZy 維尼
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「好尷尬啫,硬係覺得人哋主動,唔係好對路咁。」8964 copyright protection316PENANAjP5x6ITbpF 維尼
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「有咩唔對路,咁樣咪爽囉。」她疑問。8964 copyright protection316PENANAYnrlZPzyve 維尼
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阿謙和她說過,他很難和人建立關係,無論是否良好。他一直與現實中的人保持距離,相處友善、平和,卻很難快樂地一起玩耍,或聊更多的心事。但他對她,是有點不同。8964 copyright protection316PENANAQ8wp0w84WZ 維尼
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