陽光正好的下午,卡卡西躺在草地上,手上拿著《親熱天堂》,卻沒有打開,僅僅是閉著眼睛,享受陽光的沐浴。432Please respect copyright.PENANACyFDEmibuf
驀地,一道陰影自上落下。432Please respect copyright.PENANAbSPn17xJfP
他睜眼,好探究原因。432Please respect copyright.PENANAJWY7JFNG7b
楓站在他頭頂前方的草坪,彎腰從上頭俯瞰他。432Please respect copyright.PENANAcFsKAbftiq
黑眸映出她逆著光的臉龐。432Please respect copyright.PENANAama3yrMF2X
海藍色的雙眸此刻清澈無比,垂下的金髮在陽光下閃耀著,幾縷橘髮夾雜其中。432Please respect copyright.PENANAfDpyALUJtW
這麼悠閒的時光,就好像年少時,大家都還在的日子。432Please respect copyright.PENANAVERX3jMas5
看著她,時不時會想起從前。432Please respect copyright.PENANADoDNBS9Sgz
可是明明那都是她想要揮別的過去了。432Please respect copyright.PENANAjd9Sxdt1zO
半晌,卡卡西愣愣地開口:「妳,為什麼回來?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAs85iJJQqky
聞言,楓怔住。432Please respect copyright.PENANANyoAuSRyRE
此時,卡卡西的黑眸中沒有情緒,只是沈思。432Please respect copyright.PENANA7tWn2vepeb
「嘛,沒事。」他笑,站了起來。「我去晃晃,回頭見。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAB2JQjYjrFG
「楓玥姐後悔過嗎?」而現在,滿臉繃帶的鳴人,在聽聞了她的故事後,嚴肅地問她。「為了復仇而離開木葉。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAH8NAuVqndG
這是她給鳴人的說法。畢竟高層的黑暗,她並不想說與一個12歲的孩子聽。432Please respect copyright.PENANA1kh9DtO314
「後悔過。」她低眸,輕聲說。432Please respect copyright.PENANAMe3vehtLJa
陽光透過窗戶灑在鳴人的床上,卻始終觸及不到她。432Please respect copyright.PENANA8urAvsw9yd
鳴人的眼神變得柔和。432Please respect copyright.PENANA2W2KUKiFuE
「那麼……佐助也會後悔嗎?」像是在尋求希望般的語氣。432Please respect copyright.PENANAYH7plZMvZ9
「我不知道。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAs491NcU2FN
「楓玥姐,妳為什麼後悔?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAbATnV3pl2M
是啊,為什麼想要回到這個支離破碎、暗的看不清前方的地方?為什麼她仍舊想撿起那些碎片,儘管刺的她手心血流不止?就好像在盲目地相信著,當這些碎片被拼湊起時,她能再重見光明一樣。432Please respect copyright.PENANApizscCjEeh
那時候,凱問她,怎麼不早點回來,她說,她怕。復仇、自尊、自責、自卑,她給了那麼多理由,卻又不止這些。432Please respect copyright.PENANApB00Dsc1Cl
「這裡,是我的家。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAtfcTA10ApP
畢竟那些美好的時光,是在這裡度過的。432Please respect copyright.PENANAxdpGm27gcy
承受過她的絕望,也乘載過她的希望。432Please respect copyright.PENANAFm3ELGLwwt
她不是沒想過回來,但有些東西,觸碰了,就太傷人了。432Please respect copyright.PENANAu0JsrFfm6C
有多深刻,就有多傷痛。432Please respect copyright.PENANAVy7ongdjco
回來與不回來的原因,自始至終,都是一樣的。432Please respect copyright.PENANATLSpZZZ2aq
語落,鳴人彷彿在剎那間看見她轉瞬即逝,卻直達眼底的笑容。432Please respect copyright.PENANAZFHhtcnYje
曾經離開的她,如今也心甘情願地回來了。432Please respect copyright.PENANAnokMQQqvki
因為卡卡西老師也在嗎?432Please respect copyright.PENANAxe5DmLuwMM
片刻後,鳴人嘴角上揚,露出潔白的牙齒。432Please respect copyright.PENANAhxuUZ6TLoe
「這樣啊。」他說。432Please respect copyright.PENANAbaEyMKU04C
也許有一天佐助也會因此而回來,因為,這裡是佐助的家;因為,他也在這裡。432Please respect copyright.PENANAoSrsPklNoN
「那麼我也不會放棄的!」432Please respect copyright.PENANA4b0CCyqlzu
楓怔然,鹿丸則是微微一笑,抬步離去。432Please respect copyright.PENANAe76HVu92DQ
回來了呢,那個朝氣的笨鳴人。432Please respect copyright.PENANAWDAMcsQ98I
「鳴人……。」小櫻呢喃,彷彿在思索什麼。432Please respect copyright.PENANAhT4fuPLQYn
鳴人看向她,笑容依舊。「放心吧,小櫻,我會遵守約定,把佐助帶回來的!因為堅守自己說過的話,就是我的忍道!」432Please respect copyright.PENANADspXwYUZ6l
燦爛的笑容映在綠色的眸上,產生波瀾。432Please respect copyright.PENANAOnkIjBAgaO
女孩微笑過後,便抬步離去,腳步沉重。432Please respect copyright.PENANAldTUxKWwJT
楓沉思的目光跟隨女孩離去的背影。432Please respect copyright.PENANAGriSRTAOlO
她知道,成長,只是一瞬間的事;如果失敗,就會一蹶不振。432Please respect copyright.PENANA4IOBIFQaLE
就像她一樣。432Please respect copyright.PENANA8apRcn14lp
她收回視線,轉頭向鳴人說道:「我該走了。」432Please respect copyright.PENANA9hVyfyUY0r
鳴人點頭,顯然也是在意方才小櫻沉重的表情。432Please respect copyright.PENANA2dzG8GHLoT
肯定是因為他沒能履行諾言吧。432Please respect copyright.PENANAlV0Q9dGbW1
-432Please respect copyright.PENANAu6qnrmHZRD
「卡卡西老師?」小櫻剛出病房門口,就見卡卡西倚著門外的牆站著。432Please respect copyright.PENANAMnyva7MTi5
卡卡西只是微笑,舉起手指放到嘴的位置,示意她不要讓裡面的人知道。432Please respect copyright.PENANAUCbvvnxzz8
小櫻只是困惑地點點頭,跟老師招了招手後便離去。432Please respect copyright.PENANAtKqhXhd4Xe
本來只是想來探望鳴人的,沒想到楓也在這。聽見往事,他不禁駐足。432Please respect copyright.PENANATLclgpYbRr
接著,他再次聽見開門聲,於是轉頭望去。432Please respect copyright.PENANArTgXMLViGJ
陽光照得她皮膚白皙,海藍色的眸因詫異而微微睜大。她仍舊戴著那雙手套,從她在他懷裡哭泣的那天開始。432Please respect copyright.PENANATEPPuiVjit
卡卡西看著楓,心像是被丟了石子的池水,漣漪不斷。432Please respect copyright.PENANAc7oMj3gtfR
其實他也很清楚,他說「要跟以前一樣」的承諾,是假的。432Please respect copyright.PENANAZXNh1B2GxF
他們不過是心照不宣而已。432Please respect copyright.PENANAHWtVnMOLxh
「記得那天,我問妳離開,是因為尹還是團藏嗎?」他開口。432Please respect copyright.PENANA4ejLZGsH2k
楓怔了怔。432Please respect copyright.PENANAzaN9Hgwa1e
「記得。」她回答。432Please respect copyright.PENANAelQSX6LRyC
「我其實更想問,妳為什麼不告訴我?」432Please respect copyright.PENANA5dLW3uiKkU
楓沉默了半晌,道:「告訴你,只會讓你為難。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAqVthqCa9Zj
「讓我去追妳,有比較不為難嗎?」他低眸。432Please respect copyright.PENANABqOHkSqta6
突如其來的問題讓她啞口無言。432Please respect copyright.PENANAE4zAbsCCxA
「我並不想傷害你,卡卡西。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAT5Og5FOVJA
卡卡西雙手插在口袋中,低眸思索。聞言,他不禁笑了下。432Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ4IyVTuzW
所以,她就在他的食物裡下藥?他那時候那麼信任她,她卻利用他的不知所措逃走了。他甚至曾經想過,是不是他把她逼走了,在她最需要依靠的時候,他卻因為自己的感情而讓她陷入困境。432Please respect copyright.PENANAD47gDPNAzF
她卻說不是,說是因為尹,還告訴他,他愛琳。432Please respect copyright.PENANATnMqngBc6z
有無數個理由離開,卻沒有一個理由為他停留。432Please respect copyright.PENANAS3uxnBVbpY
連團藏的事,她都不說。432Please respect copyright.PENANAUD5Zuw64pd
「家,是嗎?」卡卡西抬眸。432Please respect copyright.PENANAaffwNSXPMN
他都聽到了。432Please respect copyright.PENANAeWtHjAuRK8
心上的疤,就像是被揭開一樣。432Please respect copyright.PENANARGLtcZeSi7
想起方才她在雨中抱著他。432Please respect copyright.PENANAxibCx3x5Qv
呵。432Please respect copyright.PENANAO4dX5XmOFN
聞言,楓瞥過頭,閃避他的視線。432Please respect copyright.PENANAOlo3D0e5fu
金髮映在黑眸中,沒了往日的光芒。432Please respect copyright.PENANAjyfPoV59jL
明明他都帶不回來的人,卻讓綱手大人和自來也大人帶了回來。究竟在她心裡,他又佔了多少位置?432Please respect copyright.PENANA6xLxlbCiR3
她說,這裡沒有了家的樣子,可他呢?他們一起經歷過的歲月算什麼?432Please respect copyright.PENANApklHSHxYMS
她憑什麼說丟就丟?432Please respect copyright.PENANAIJHLV0Mpws
驀地,楓聽見腳步聲,一抹溫暖擦過她的肩。432Please respect copyright.PENANAqyEgx6aN4O
「妳沒資格。」他的聲音很輕,帶點沙啞。432Please respect copyright.PENANAIl4AV78qU6
長睫輕顫,楓微微抬頭。432Please respect copyright.PENANAGOG8vpe6ts
「喲,鳴人。」卡卡西已經走進病房。432Please respect copyright.PENANA8hG5aoHI3i
「卡卡西老師?」鳴人活潑的聲音。432Please respect copyright.PENANAP4cc5u8fNs
兩人沐浴在陽光下,耀眼的她無法直視。432Please respect copyright.PENANAqvROXV1IKt
她轉頭,望向窗外便能看見慰靈碑。手輕輕覆上窗,抿了抿嘴。432Please respect copyright.PENANAOts3Mq1Qwf
半晌,她抬步離去。432Please respect copyright.PENANAnW0dVdE4Xc
「楓玥?」清麗的女聲響起。432Please respect copyright.PENANAPJP8hMv8vv
楓在大街上遇到了紅。432Please respect copyright.PENANAjjfVBylTr4
「妳要去哪?」紅微笑。432Please respect copyright.PENANA3gV3C25TEI
去哪嗎?她也不知道。432Please respect copyright.PENANA5y9xKZ91tg
「楓玥?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAnuGjn1A2SU
她的腦海裡閃過的是卡卡西看她的眼神。有著責怪,也有著受傷。432Please respect copyright.PENANAhjuNlKLFh4
以前,那些悲傷都只留在帶土和琳的墓前。432Please respect copyright.PENANA5NPveTm8lt
現在,多了她。432Please respect copyright.PENANAGW9GaN7ey9
「啊,可能去吃飯吧。」她吃力地回答紅。432Please respect copyright.PENANASBHcHQH3pW
「啊,那要跟我和阿斯瑪一起嗎?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAaHgFczvYhp
她一直都知道,她傷了他,就算他說沒關係。432Please respect copyright.PENANA6W5u6ntXRx
她也知道,他們都很卑微,因為失去太多了。432Please respect copyright.PENANATabvx8CNGY
她不敢抓住太多,卡卡西也是,所以只是盡力的守護著同伴。432Please respect copyright.PENANAAHR3ZwzuHK
「楓玥?」紅的聲音有些擔憂。432Please respect copyright.PENANA9P3AHx3TnI
她又想起那個在鮮綠的草地上豎立的慰靈碑,刻著那麼多名字,埋葬了帶土,也埋葬了尹。432Please respect copyright.PENANAzyvuD7xo9a
在那些露宿野外的夜晚,她不斷想起他,想起他說,要給她一個家。432Please respect copyright.PENANAcbs42gvN0L
「別吧,我不想當電燈泡。」她哽咽。432Please respect copyright.PENANAySwHUXkapa
也想起,她拒絕他的那天,還有他離村前,眼中映著的,她和卡卡西的倒影。432Please respect copyright.PENANAtICTnEbHni
她知道,那個因她而失去全部的人,把心都給了她。432Please respect copyright.PENANAhQB3PSie9G
對她來說,尹才是最重要的人。432Please respect copyright.PENANAlMlcEAOcKw
只能是他。432Please respect copyright.PENANAbdA3ERTHBI
這是她唯一能做的。432Please respect copyright.PENANABKvUXTIbd6
「楓玥,妳怎麼了?」紅的手撫上她的肩,輕輕地,一如既往的溫柔,讓她很懷念。432Please respect copyright.PENANALxPhZd1U4y
就好像,什麼都沒變一樣。432Please respect copyright.PENANADiTzcgwA0D
「紅……。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAgVniIeP8QS
可是,什麼都變了啊,儘管紅仍喚著她的小名。432Please respect copyright.PENANAeWn4Xj0MpH
卡卡西看她的眼神,仍舊不同。432Please respect copyright.PENANAslQVkq8FXh
她單手擦著臉,想假裝什麼事都沒有。432Please respect copyright.PENANARvZ5U2hX6U
紅拉著楓到了旁邊的小巷子裡。淚水不斷自楓的眼眶滑落,紅有些訝異。她知道她難過,但從沒看她哭過。432Please respect copyright.PENANAjH31IDE0R9
更不要提在大街上哭這種事。432Please respect copyright.PENANAnSr6Boh8GV
紅的手撫著她的背,想讓她平復情緒。432Please respect copyright.PENANAjiPnO2VprA
為什麼,紅還能和以前一樣溫柔?432Please respect copyright.PENANAqV0yNetukJ
「妳不怪我嗎?」楓語帶哭意的問,低垂著頭在陰影的壟罩下顯得更為沮喪。432Please respect copyright.PENANA1w3NKorynI
聞言,紅的手停止了動作。432Please respect copyright.PENANAnaXt0tpI61
「其實你們肯定也很不理解吧?」她微微勾唇,似是自嘲。「我為什麼要不聲不響地消失。」432Please respect copyright.PENANABrcoDKW52p
「是啊,楓玥。」紅緩緩地說,「被遺留下的人是難受的。作為朋友,當然也會懷疑是不是自己一點份量也沒有,妳才能毫無牽掛的離開。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAXEselSXkiL
紅的聲音仍舊溫柔,語氣卻不如以往。這次,她沒有選擇安慰楓。432Please respect copyright.PENANADXTCBTLtKO
楓的手摀著臉,輕點頭。432Please respect copyright.PENANASrpstfVoF4
「只是我們嘗試要體諒妳,就像妳總是體諒他人一樣,因為我們知道妳正在經歷什麼。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAHStXGKcoph
儘管她向其他人隱瞞了這麼多,他們仍願意接受她。432Please respect copyright.PENANAvnPzgLaLF8
「但妳有想過,我們知道,是因為我們也經歷過嗎?」432Please respect copyright.PENANA2AkDRENE42
紅的話如當頭棒喝,令她不禁抬頭。432Please respect copyright.PENANAj4NOR5Ej15
「不是只有妳失去了他,尹也是我們重要的夥伴。儘管妳與他才是最親近的,不代表我們就沒有任何失去;妳應該最明白才是,在經歷了帶土和琳的死亡之後。」432Please respect copyright.PENANA2zHVsTWBmK
那時的卡卡西,也不理會任何人。432Please respect copyright.PENANASpYerl0tgo
她明明知道的,被關在外面有多傷人。432Please respect copyright.PENANAF2Vnzf2X2o
「但妳就是沒辦法信任我們。」紅一語道破。432Please respect copyright.PENANAHfxRNyJw76
紅說出了跟凱一樣的話。432Please respect copyright.PENANAYvVBfQu5Kn
那種失落,她也在凱的眼底看過。432Please respect copyright.PENANARFnxEsIhYS
無論是在團藏出現後,沒有求助的她,抑或是在尹死後,不斷責怪自己的她,她從來沒信任過他們,只是一昧地認為自己不會被接受。432Please respect copyright.PENANATTE5YjvieX
明明開朗,卻仍守著陰影;看似率性,卻總一意孤行。432Please respect copyright.PENANAAAHoCw3otQ
她的偽裝,才總是最傷人的利刃。432Please respect copyright.PENANA9nblVzhf7K
楓直視紅的眼睛,張口卻沒有沒能發出聲音。432Please respect copyright.PENANARs1E4lTngp
就像面對卡卡西一樣。432Please respect copyright.PENANAhObr7CDngk
自責的說不出一句道歉。432Please respect copyright.PENANAdWUJ1oMvix
「紅,妳在這啊。」阿斯瑪的聲音在楓的背後響起。432Please respect copyright.PENANAaXUGEMvPyO
「阿斯瑪。」紅應道。432Please respect copyright.PENANA90vhNNfjmb
「ㄚ頭?妳也在啊?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAe5Yi00KXfH
楓撇開看向紅的視線,仍背對著阿斯瑪,調整著自己的聲音。432Please respect copyright.PENANA6QAD9ibXnX
「啊,跟紅敘舊呢。」432Please respect copyright.PENANARqC2QvPzYl
阿斯瑪肯定,也跟他們一樣。432Please respect copyright.PENANAMiBbvMSMVI
紅看著楓的表情,目光中有些擔憂。432Please respect copyright.PENANAHyHslb1qFm
「你們不是要去吃飯嗎?我也要回家了,就回頭再見吧。」楓說,微微抿著唇。432Please respect copyright.PENANAtOYCAYyk9G
紅點了點頭,掠過她,拉起阿斯瑪的手。432Please respect copyright.PENANAevyOSLFJKv
「那回頭見啦,ㄚ頭。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAQRGaGZ6uOo
兩人的腳步聲在背後響起。432Please respect copyright.PENANANlBuomkgpX
楓看著地上自己的影子。432Please respect copyright.PENANACQayevVcmm
可是,她仍想挽回那些,她失去的。432Please respect copyright.PENANAzWgdixyLqQ
「阿斯瑪、紅,」在腳步聲尚未走遠前,她開口。432Please respect copyright.PENANAtxED6MPhLH
兩人回頭看她。432Please respect copyright.PENANAsSapHaAu0e
「對不起了。」她說。432Please respect copyright.PENANARgU8WdQMCK