「返黎啦?」在廚房的媽媽問。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAETawaZJnYI
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「係......」我輕描淡寫的答,然後馬上走進自己的房間內,把門鎖上。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAEh358Q6c39
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為了不被家人發現我哭,我把自己困在被窩裡,用被窩隔絕我的哭聲。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAa3dfKjlT3g
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淚水再次填滿了我的眼眶,在模糊了的視線間,我隱若看到賈渝的笑容,她給予我最後的笑容。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAviSh755jI8
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這撕心裂肺的痛,令我把眼淚都哭乾了。不知哭了多久,我開始感到肚餓。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAURpSf7hPTd
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擦乾眼淚後,我照著鏡子,整理著沒有了靈魂的自己的容貌。 449Please respect copyright.PENANA7R7lteeFNs
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我趕快把晚飯拿進房間裡吃,沒有被媽媽發現我哭過。然後,我又把門鎖起來。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAcBZ2UaDXzV
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隔天,我拖著疲倦的身軀回到學校。因為遲大到的關係,上到課室時已經是小息了。 449Please respect copyright.PENANA1byey2iOef
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一如既往,小息時班房裡只有小貓三四隻。我慢慢的走到自己的位置坐下。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAq8Qyyk9n8Y
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我望出班房外,嘆了一口氣。然後卻看到她的笑容浮現在出面的風景上。 449Please respect copyright.PENANA4TMgdzViJL
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「你冇事丫嘛?」現在中五,坐在我旁邊的不再是阿俊,而是阿玥。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAIIFOdo1R1w
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阿玥總是能讀心。只要是一個輕輕的動作,她就能猜得到你在想些什麼。因此她幫過不少人解決他們的困擾。而且,她守口如瓶。 449Please respect copyright.PENANA3WJfXOksn0
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我不理她,乾脆伏在桌上獨自承受。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAeLJFmXO9J1
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「講出黎會舒服啲喎?」阿玥拍拍我的肩膀。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAP5z5ki6RCO
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「點解......」此時,我又忍不住眼淚。攬著阿玥:「佢同我分左手......」 449Please respect copyright.PENANADnzXNUaYIN
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阿玥沒有出聲,只是輕輕的掃著我的頭,讓我哭個夠。 449Please respect copyright.PENANA0kIPUT9cnX
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「唔該哂你。」眼見同學逐漸返回班房,我也放開手,抹乾眼淚:「呢家我舒服左好多啦。」 449Please respect copyright.PENANA4fg6P4MQt2
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「唔洗! 有事你一定要講! 唔準放係心到!」阿玥做個鬼臉,然後向我微微一笑。就好像賈渝一樣。449Please respect copyright.PENANAmThx015CTc
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在之後的日子,就只剩下阿玥會聽我說的心事。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAXufWHzznTv
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阿俊在我和賈渝分手的初期時還會安慰我的。可是他逐漸不明白為什麼我會這麼久也放不下,逐漸在我訴苦時敷衍我。而且他終於交到一個兩情相悅的女朋友,開始重色輕友了。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAClT6wLYtdh
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沒有了賈渝的我,連思覺像也失調。我滿腦子都是她的笑容,導致我晚上經常失眠。而且,幻覺也頻頻出現,經常會認錯阿玥是賈渝。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAR2wNJXbQhH
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沒有了賈渝的我,沒有了讀書的動力。中五第三學期大考,我由原來的全級二十七跌至全級一百一十。校內的老師都說我太幼稚,只會為了她而發奮上進,還有一年就考「一次定生死」的文憑試還不努力撐過去,考入大學。可是他們根本不明白,想念她是會呼吸的痛,而這種痛已經活在我身上所有角落了...... 449Please respect copyright.PENANAPhvZ3ExOVn
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大考後,接下來的就是一堆試後活動。水運會丶時裝表演丶歌唱比賽等等...... 449Please respect copyright.PENANADId9f1KGkl
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阿玥為了讓我走出陰霾,不斷鼓勵我參加這些活動。水運會? 我又沒有運動細胞。時裝表演? 我又沒有時尚觸覺。結果在她的熱情感染下,我報了歌唱比賽的獨唱組別。 449Please respect copyright.PENANAcLPK7GFEtG
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而這天,七月十日。就是歌唱比賽的日子。449Please respect copyright.PENANAldPYvzkfRU