「如果可以，我也想永遠健康，不讓他們擔心。」
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「媽媽！」女孩輕拉女子的衣角，眉眼間盡是不解：「為什麼要帶我來看醫生啊？我沒有生病！」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWa1vsEWXM
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像是為了證明什麼，她還在原地跳了兩下，像隻小兔子，模樣十分可愛。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFwMOGwqm6
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女子笑得有些無奈，摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲，「有沒有生病要等醫生檢查後才知道。」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52RYnBZrgQ
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她點點頭又搖搖頭，搞不清楚此刻的狀況。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtct5O5vgI5
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牆壁上長方形的電子螢幕，亮著紅色燈光的數字異常醒目，上面顯示十二號，女孩靜靜的盯著，直到光線剎那間熄滅。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHn8GWLigS
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原本緊閉的門，打開了，一個瘦弱的男孩走出來，與她擦肩而過，男孩的父母臉上掛著擔憂。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfLQYX29b0
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「顧筱涵小朋友」，護士小姐探出半張身子，呼喚著女孩的名字，眼神在等候的人群中來回掃視。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlTs6ODVFU
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「筱筱別怕，媽媽會一直陪伴著妳的」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gA3vjMWgL
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女孩乖巧的牽著女子的手走進診間。
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護士小姐擦拭著一臺長得很奇特的機器，一邊說：「我們需要先進行幾項簡單檢驗，請先到這裡來。」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WwYedpizK
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顧筱涵有些無助的看向了女子，她輕拍女孩的背，示意著該做些什麼。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtpWDpb9Wv
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不過這機器......看起來好像沒有想像中的那麼可怕，它連接著一根長長的管子，螢幕上三顆不同顏色的氣球像是遵從著某種奇妙的節奏上下輕晃。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhsVD4NIxe
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看著女孩遲遲沒有動作，一旁的護士出聲提醒道：「深吸一口氣，然後對著管子裡吹就好了，就像吹氣球那樣。」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT6X6oINLp
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可護士小姐又怎麼知道，連「吹氣球」對女孩來說，都是一個奢侈的願望。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0nMpT3y2F
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女孩深吸一口氣，使勁吹向管子內，不到幾秒鐘小臉已經變得通紅，螢幕上的氣球有緩緩脹大的趨勢，但很快就沒了動靜。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6ghuQ23JF
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護士簡單做了個紀錄，將資料交給坐在另一邊的醫生。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcUupmAXl1
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簡單的從數據判斷情況後，實際的檢查也是必須的，護士徵得女子同意後，輕輕掀起女孩的衣服。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpB3Ok81Mup
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冰涼的空氣讓女孩打了個寒顫。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVulgcTGpbQ
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醫生注視著，並皺起了眉頭，嚴肅說道：「可以先請小朋友出去外面等嗎？有些事，需要和您單獨談一下。」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdYKqHThNU
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女子應允，將女孩帶出診間，安置在外面的等候區，「筱筱乖，媽媽很快回來，在這邊坐著等一下，無聊的話那邊有電視可以看」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr4FSYcqp2
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接著，便離開了她。
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寬廣座位區裡，只有一個瘦小的女孩，她安靜的坐在椅子上，輕晃著腿。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkipOpHIFmR
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那時的她僅僅只有八歲。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIVgvK0lFv
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時間過得特別慢，不知道他們在裡面是我寫什麼 。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfEzMKqPEc
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此時，牆壁上的一張海報吸引了她的注意，上面是一個和她一樣「特別」的男孩。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJJFRQBpO0
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「xxx，導致xxx呼吸困難，嚴重者甚至會壓迫心臟、肺臟」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17Dgr214Eb
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「可能需要手術......」
診間看似厚實的門，卻無法守住所有的秘密。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQcpb47meZ
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女孩眼中的光頓時黯淡了幾分。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlviTlEqFcK
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為什麼每次運動會都只能坐在候補區為其他人加油？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZda1fczIR
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為什麼玩鬼抓人總是跑得最慢的她當鬼？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I9XcVjG3S
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為什麼只要稍微跑一下，就會喘不過氣？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasn0YTcemB
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一切，都有了答案。
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手術的前一天，她們提早來醫院報到，擁擠的病房中十分吵雜。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkUPB2mMwX
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女孩換上了病人專用的服裝，過長的衣袖遮住她纖細的手臂，只露出一條長長的管子，連接著點滴。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuql9JDl24
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就如媽媽所說，它是個堅強的孩子，從各種意義上來說。
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偌大的病床顯得她更加嬌小，女孩呆呆的望著天花板，不知道在想些什麼。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnes4lOcOH
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「媽媽，只要手術成功，我就能和大家一起玩了，對嗎？」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehbBbiT39m
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原本在一旁整理東西的女子轉過身，牽起她的小手，認真說道：「沒錯，我知道我們家筱筱最勇敢了，對吧？」她摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwoLzxRnda
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「嗯.....」她輕輕應答道，垂在側身的手在無意間握緊了幾分。
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「媽媽，今天...妳可以抱著我睡嗎？」女孩笑著問道。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJSLmE00aS
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夜幕緩緩降臨，無邊的夜色籠罩大地。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWaxtJ7W8k
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沒了早上的喧囂，此刻的病房裡非常安靜，想必大家都睡下了吧？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZqT49KvOg
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儘管知道現在醫療科技的進步，許許多多可怕的想法仍如同無法掙脫的夢魘進顧著她。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYU4sPcSRf
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如果醫生治不好我呢？
那我是不是永遠無法和大家一樣了？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PyTQ38UUY
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如果手術過程中出了什麼意外呢？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h3N5juZ31
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我......會死掉嗎？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3teTdnuM8
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這樣的話，媽媽......會很傷心的吧？
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越想要逃避，恐懼纏得越緊。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnC3seb1MQ
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背後傳來的啜泣聲，將她的思緒拉了回來。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJeDRhb4Je
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媽媽...她在哭嗎？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMOj5GJWZU
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原來，害怕的人不是只有她一個，只是為了不要讓她擔心，所以一直忍著。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHTIG6i9Mk
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無處宣洩的的情緒，在此刻潰堤了。
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我討厭醫院的味道，討厭手術室裡過分整齊的擺設，討厭照在我身上的手術燈，討厭被一群醫生圍著的感覺。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rj9IE4I0l
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一切的一切都很令人討厭。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOStGU2CfK
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我也曾經埋怨，為什麼沒有一個健康的身體。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAYd548QFF
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不過現在說這些，又能改變什麼呢？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWQubqQPrR
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手術即將開始。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pylhzI2eh
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戴上氧氣罩，吸入麻醉劑，視線逐漸模糊，意識如飛絮般飄出身體。
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「滴、滴、滴」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j0wJqptB9
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四周寂靜的只剩下時鐘以及生命徵象儀的聲音。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCADFlLpA6n
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女孩緩緩睜開雙眼。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHOT6fIy6u
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凌晨兩點半。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3RdK8x4zH
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麻藥還未完全退去，胸口的傷口有些隱隱作痛，可這些都不算什麼。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXetHlW3Vv
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一股強烈的窒息感壓迫著她，呼吸變得急促，仍然無法緩解缺氧的感覺。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKqGdeBLJy
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好痛苦、好難受。
怎麼會這樣？
手術失敗了嗎？234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyKfFmwnDy
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有沒有人可以救救我......234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaWTqkqXH1
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恐懼最終擊敗了看似堅強的偽裝。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAUcpwJKvs
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眼淚啪噠啪噠的掉下來。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVCt4H5zEh
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一旁的護士小姐看到女孩醒了，不知道向誰打了一通電話。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hQg5OYHmL
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沒過幾分鐘，媽媽便穿着隔離衣來到病床旁，輕聲安慰著她。234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwprN8XLjg
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「沒事的，你很快就能恢復健康了，不用擔心，乖乖睡吧…...」234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIg52ry2XY
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不知道是因為麻藥還未完全消退，還是一直緊繃的神經突然放鬆，女孩再次深深的沉入夢鄉。
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