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第一個知道一切的是姜太顯。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEMYc7odKF
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在入學之前他早就知道有一號人物叫做崔然竣，畢竟在入學之前好好調查一下校風如何是很重要的，畢竟他唸大學是打算『念書』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL8Bo9UMgf
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而不是增加自己人生的豐富程度，不是來參加社團，不是為了搶在教授點名前，從床上撐起昨晚去夜店宿醉的身體趕去講堂，也不是談戀愛，姜太顯覺得一切都等念完書再談。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn956XESfb4
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知道姜太顯是什麼嗎？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbsyJFSqXN
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書呆子。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSXSYssruV
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在那次新生入學的迎新表演後，他就發現他一米八五的室友，書桌上常常多一些票根，隔天比誰都要早起想滿足自己的好奇欲時，票根早已消失。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTlqQnAyTh
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更刺激的是什麼呢？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEedr2g0mk
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某個五月份連假，其他三個室友都回老家去的時候，因為要期末考了，反正家也在距離大學不過十分鐘腳程，那到不如把學校資源用的淋漓盡致，反正校長有錢，囂張換車嘛，肯定不缺錢，於是連假都泡在宿舍裡，住宿有時候甚至比住家裡快活。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4HdnfGXmU
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雖然，這樣很沒禮貌，真的很沒禮貌。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ADhbOJL6h
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但姜太顯看書看倦嚕，就去看看他親愛的三位室友都在做些什麼，「反正宿舍也沒裝監視器」正氣說出缺德的話。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGhWGQDepr
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理直氣壯姜太顯。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4H08s3npM
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第一個書桌是休寧凱，「讀體育系有需要看書嗎？」等等，這話語好像帶了點刻板印象，覺得不能這樣想，所以姜太顯拿起書櫃上的筆記本，第一頁，嗯還不錯，有關運動時如何預防運動傷害等等的都清楚筆記，第二頁呢？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFrwiHucNo
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嗯？怎麼多了點插圖？還不是有關課程的插圖，是小動物的插圖。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZU0nKFxcL
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翻到第三頁，姜太顯滿足的笑了，為什麼滿足？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s70yZ0zJ8
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因為第三頁全是塗鴉。以此證明了自己沒錯。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhqxCLldXx
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「果然努力了一點就放棄了呵呵呵呵」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZeDpWxiFk
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笑了笑把筆記本放回去，再往隔壁外文系的崔杋圭。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR1S1zICo5
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書桌上放了一本『西班牙語入門』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6XJWooaTN
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隨機翻到某一頁「頁數第205頁」在滿滿黑筆筆記裡，顯眼用勃艮第紅墨水寫出的一句話『¿Crees en el amor a primera vista? 』這句話旁邊還附註195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1oUHX7fWr
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『TEA'HYUN 』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHO1X4T8wp
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姜太顯沒想太多，覺得就是和自己差不多名字偉人說過的話吧，別說西班牙文，語言向來就不是他的強項，但他也沒好學到想了解。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1znwnAHYN0
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把書本放回後，接下來就是他一米八五的室友了，崔秀彬，這個身高真的恨天高阿，姜太顯想著。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV2zwTvlMy
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說實在，他根本沒辦法相信崔秀彬是會計系的，到現在也一樣，這人會宿舍不是書包丟床上開始打機，不然就是拿著貝斯看來很有情調的壓著譜。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfVWazpeMq
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但期中時噠噠按著計算機看來還挺有模有樣。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uRG8kJ1Vs
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這人書桌根本裝飾用，沒放多少東西，看來就只有資料夾跟筆記本，「休寧好歹也帶了幾本課本」。姜太顯在填志願的時候第三志願就是會計系。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVMGu6nzaq
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雖然第一志願上了，但對會計系還是好奇，原本拿起崔秀彬的筆記本正要感謝他解答自己的疑惑時，後悔了。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscqAyyWiLJ
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翻開後，裡面滿滿都是五線譜嘛，都是社團有關的東西，「這人父母是董事長還是家長會長嗎......」怎麼all pass 的？？？？？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYMoXjoqUC
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蓋上筆記本正要放回，有一堆紙從筆記本後面的頁數裡掉出來，姜太顯驚慌，將小紙全數拿起，仔細一看，「哇等等，這不是那些票根嗎？」彷彿零零散散的線索。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWb4SnrzaS
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但瞟了一下票根上的內容，「舞研社成發？還以為是什麼脫衣秀的表演票根。」從入學時到去年的，好幾場票根，都能按照月份順序排出來，春夏秋冬，日夜交替，最後一張是去年一月份的。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IfIZlnjby
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那個崔秀彬鬱鬱寡歡的日子，崔然竣人間蒸發的消息傳的沸沸揚揚的時候。就是那個一月。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HJYz99GHt
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那個姜太顯不太喜歡的第六感出現了，對奇怪事情準的該死的第六感，悄悄把筆記本打開到後面幾頁。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SN7y29wgT
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果然。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodmJtoupxO
長嘆代表著，對，我又對了。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLpHfTRtLC
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髒話都要出來了，建築系大三的姜太顯背負著除了建材和藍本還有什麼呢？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR9rtyIe1F
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還有筆記本後面貼著那張拍立得，照片的右下角寫著『CYJ』縮寫，跟姜太現握在手裡很多很多的票根。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeqqJHk4aM
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一切都揭開謎底。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo1OMOPxdC
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這比什麼建材木頭藍本作業都重太多了。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhR1eAco2A
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「秀彬阿。」打破十五分鐘沉默的人，是崔然竣。崔秀彬對上那人眼底的黯淡，「你早就知道我是誰了」不是疑問句，是肯定句，肯定的讓對方無法說話。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaAMbUG9Ic
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像打破花瓶的孩子，只不過揮過手，卻聽見一聲碎裂，是無心的，但花瓶終究是碎了，終究是鑄下錯誤。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53rjaM4eYu
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「這件事是我的錯」仰望著天花板，對方沒有說話，就這樣自顧自的，『如果眼淚跟地面平行，那就不會掉下來』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNHRwhI6Nj
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「好不容易淪為平淡，卻犯賤的依依不捨」這句話是事實，帶著刺事實，崔然竣感覺自己的手腕被狠狠的抓住。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwsLXPRTou
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緩緩後，看著抓著自己的人，頭低著，崔然竣剛開始不能理解對方為何這樣，直至眼淚一滴一滴打在木頭地板上，在地板上的水散開變成花，一朵兩朵的花。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZDTg8hVgU
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「不要哭啦」崔然竣示意的晃晃手臂，故作輕鬆，「不要變得跟我這樣子的大人一樣才行」說著，說著，「要好好喜歡自己才行。」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDr0omeJMV
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「我啊」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBzV6iMjat
「殺死了他，然—」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYufvHK9t1k
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崔然竣話沒說完195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtmv0f9ADi
就被一股溫熱擁著，心臟貼心臟，崔秀彬抽著鼻子，怕自己因為哭而塞住鼻子說不出話，道著195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpkWyBR8hw
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「我不知道為什麼要離開」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLg8n0GsBk
「也不知道為什麼得殺死他」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttcHTOCOZQ
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說著的人說著，聽的人都覺得對方遠比自己還難過好多。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK8gvaCH8b
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『因為很在乎，所以會共情』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkquyPIIcu
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「可是我只知道，你在你最灰心，最不喜歡自己的時候，還是有人喜歡著你」隱晦的說出來。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLbJ171Afj
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「說什麼呢。」被擁抱的那個，笑著崔秀彬說的話，哭著緊緊抱著崔秀彬。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWmB37CjzM
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『就好像溫熱的優碘，把那層髒的結痂溶掉了，引流出來混濁的血液，留在心底的祇有乾淨的』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd5cb2WVpi
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『能不能在離你近一點？』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUliU7zDWNU
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告別了崔然竣的崔秀彬，那份情感說到底是喜歡、崇拜、亦或是同情，崔秀彬不知道。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o3rDqeBLA
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只知曉那份情感是貪心的成長著，就如同基哈西因為事奉瑪門。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCxEMBA2AI
『想知道更多更多更多』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKfMblRw79
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不知道。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWlrlkTent
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一開始只不過想要靜靜看著你而已。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo07dpLvI9
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是誰踏出不該踏出的步伐？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8ylv1Z2gL
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在遇見崔然竣第二次，遞出那張小卡時，就注定著崔秀彬只會越來越貪婪195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWr69hmfbl
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『帶入情感的公式，等於深陷而無法自拔。』195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1JZFl7pcE
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