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第一個知道一切的是姜太顯。195Please respect copyright.PENANAwEMYc7odKF
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在入學之前他早就知道有一號人物叫做崔然竣,畢竟在入學之前好好調查一下校風如何是很重要的,畢竟他唸大學是打算『念書』195Please respect copyright.PENANAHL8Bo9UMgf
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而不是增加自己人生的豐富程度,不是來參加社團,不是為了搶在教授點名前,從床上撐起昨晚去夜店宿醉的身體趕去講堂,也不是談戀愛,姜太顯覺得一切都等念完書再談。195Please respect copyright.PENANAn956XESfb4
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知道姜太顯是什麼嗎?195Please respect copyright.PENANAYbsyJFSqXN
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書呆子。195Please respect copyright.PENANACSXSYssruV
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在那次新生入學的迎新表演後,他就發現他一米八五的室友,書桌上常常多一些票根,隔天比誰都要早起想滿足自己的好奇欲時,票根早已消失。195Please respect copyright.PENANAwTlqQnAyTh
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更刺激的是什麼呢?195Please respect copyright.PENANASEedr2g0mk
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某個五月份連假,其他三個室友都回老家去的時候,因為要期末考了,反正家也在距離大學不過十分鐘腳程,那到不如把學校資源用的淋漓盡致,反正校長有錢,囂張換車嘛,肯定不缺錢,於是連假都泡在宿舍裡,住宿有時候甚至比住家裡快活。195Please respect copyright.PENANAq4HdnfGXmU
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雖然,這樣很沒禮貌,真的很沒禮貌。195Please respect copyright.PENANA2ADhbOJL6h
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但姜太顯看書看倦嚕,就去看看他親愛的三位室友都在做些什麼,「反正宿舍也沒裝監視器」正氣說出缺德的話。195Please respect copyright.PENANATGhWGQDepr
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理直氣壯姜太顯。195Please respect copyright.PENANAn4H08s3npM
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第一個書桌是休寧凱,「讀體育系有需要看書嗎?」等等,這話語好像帶了點刻板印象,覺得不能這樣想,所以姜太顯拿起書櫃上的筆記本,第一頁,嗯還不錯,有關運動時如何預防運動傷害等等的都清楚筆記,第二頁呢?195Please respect copyright.PENANALFrwiHucNo
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嗯?怎麼多了點插圖?還不是有關課程的插圖,是小動物的插圖。195Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZU0nKFxcL
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翻到第三頁,姜太顯滿足的笑了,為什麼滿足?195Please respect copyright.PENANA1s70yZ0zJ8
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因為第三頁全是塗鴉。以此證明了自己沒錯。195Please respect copyright.PENANAUhqxCLldXx
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「果然努力了一點就放棄了呵呵呵呵」195Please respect copyright.PENANAVZeDpWxiFk
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笑了笑把筆記本放回去,再往隔壁外文系的崔杋圭。195Please respect copyright.PENANAdR1S1zICo5
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書桌上放了一本『西班牙語入門』195Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6XJWooaTN
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隨機翻到某一頁「頁數第205頁」在滿滿黑筆筆記裡,顯眼用勃艮第紅墨水寫出的一句話『¿Crees en el amor a primera vista? 』這句話旁邊還附註195Please respect copyright.PENANAj1oUHX7fWr
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『TEA'HYUN 』195Please respect copyright.PENANANHO1X4T8wp
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姜太顯沒想太多,覺得就是和自己差不多名字偉人說過的話吧,別說西班牙文,語言向來就不是他的強項,但他也沒好學到想了解。195Please respect copyright.PENANA1znwnAHYN0
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把書本放回後,接下來就是他一米八五的室友了,崔秀彬,這個身高真的恨天高阿,姜太顯想著。195Please respect copyright.PENANAgV2zwTvlMy
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說實在,他根本沒辦法相信崔秀彬是會計系的,到現在也一樣,這人會宿舍不是書包丟床上開始打機,不然就是拿著貝斯看來很有情調的壓著譜。195Please respect copyright.PENANAhfVWazpeMq
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但期中時噠噠按著計算機看來還挺有模有樣。195Please respect copyright.PENANA4uRG8kJ1Vs
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這人書桌根本裝飾用,沒放多少東西,看來就只有資料夾跟筆記本,「休寧好歹也帶了幾本課本」。姜太顯在填志願的時候第三志願就是會計系。195Please respect copyright.PENANAHVMGu6nzaq
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雖然第一志願上了,但對會計系還是好奇,原本拿起崔秀彬的筆記本正要感謝他解答自己的疑惑時,後悔了。195Please respect copyright.PENANAscqAyyWiLJ
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翻開後,裡面滿滿都是五線譜嘛,都是社團有關的東西,「這人父母是董事長還是家長會長嗎......」怎麼all pass 的?????195Please respect copyright.PENANArYMoXjoqUC
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蓋上筆記本正要放回,有一堆紙從筆記本後面的頁數裡掉出來,姜太顯驚慌,將小紙全數拿起,仔細一看,「哇等等,這不是那些票根嗎?」彷彿零零散散的線索。195Please respect copyright.PENANAKWb4SnrzaS
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但瞟了一下票根上的內容,「舞研社成發?還以為是什麼脫衣秀的表演票根。」從入學時到去年的,好幾場票根,都能按照月份順序排出來,春夏秋冬,日夜交替,最後一張是去年一月份的。195Please respect copyright.PENANA5IfIZlnjby
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那個崔秀彬鬱鬱寡歡的日子,崔然竣人間蒸發的消息傳的沸沸揚揚的時候。就是那個一月。195Please respect copyright.PENANA3HJYz99GHt
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那個姜太顯不太喜歡的第六感出現了,對奇怪事情準的該死的第六感,悄悄把筆記本打開到後面幾頁。195Please respect copyright.PENANA0SN7y29wgT
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果然。195Please respect copyright.PENANAodmJtoupxO
長嘆代表著,對,我又對了。195Please respect copyright.PENANAyLpHfTRtLC
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髒話都要出來了,建築系大三的姜太顯背負著除了建材和藍本還有什麼呢?195Please respect copyright.PENANApR9rtyIe1F
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還有筆記本後面貼著那張拍立得,照片的右下角寫著『CYJ』縮寫,跟姜太現握在手裡很多很多的票根。195Please respect copyright.PENANABeqqJHk4aM
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一切都揭開謎底。195Please respect copyright.PENANAyo1OMOPxdC
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這比什麼建材木頭藍本作業都重太多了。195Please respect copyright.PENANARhR1eAco2A
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「秀彬阿。」打破十五分鐘沉默的人,是崔然竣。崔秀彬對上那人眼底的黯淡,「你早就知道我是誰了」不是疑問句,是肯定句,肯定的讓對方無法說話。195Please respect copyright.PENANAuaAMbUG9Ic
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像打破花瓶的孩子,只不過揮過手,卻聽見一聲碎裂,是無心的,但花瓶終究是碎了,終究是鑄下錯誤。195Please respect copyright.PENANA53rjaM4eYu
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「這件事是我的錯」仰望著天花板,對方沒有說話,就這樣自顧自的,『如果眼淚跟地面平行,那就不會掉下來』195Please respect copyright.PENANAxNHRwhI6Nj
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「好不容易淪為平淡,卻犯賤的依依不捨」這句話是事實,帶著刺事實,崔然竣感覺自己的手腕被狠狠的抓住。195Please respect copyright.PENANAXwsLXPRTou
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緩緩後,看著抓著自己的人,頭低著,崔然竣剛開始不能理解對方為何這樣,直至眼淚一滴一滴打在木頭地板上,在地板上的水散開變成花,一朵兩朵的花。195Please respect copyright.PENANAGZDTg8hVgU
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「不要哭啦」崔然竣示意的晃晃手臂,故作輕鬆,「不要變得跟我這樣子的大人一樣才行」說著,說著,「要好好喜歡自己才行。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAEDr0omeJMV
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「我啊」195Please respect copyright.PENANAEBzV6iMjat
「殺死了他,然—」195Please respect copyright.PENANAYufvHK9t1k
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崔然竣話沒說完195Please respect copyright.PENANArtmv0f9ADi
就被一股溫熱擁著,心臟貼心臟,崔秀彬抽著鼻子,怕自己因為哭而塞住鼻子說不出話,道著195Please respect copyright.PENANARpkWyBR8hw
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「我不知道為什麼要離開」195Please respect copyright.PENANAPLg8n0GsBk
「也不知道為什麼得殺死他」195Please respect copyright.PENANAttcHTOCOZQ
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說著的人說著,聽的人都覺得對方遠比自己還難過好多。195Please respect copyright.PENANAHK8gvaCH8b
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『因為很在乎,所以會共情』195Please respect copyright.PENANAHkquyPIIcu
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「可是我只知道,你在你最灰心,最不喜歡自己的時候,還是有人喜歡著你」隱晦的說出來。195Please respect copyright.PENANApLbJ171Afj
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「說什麼呢。」被擁抱的那個,笑著崔秀彬說的話,哭著緊緊抱著崔秀彬。195Please respect copyright.PENANABWmB37CjzM
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『就好像溫熱的優碘,把那層髒的結痂溶掉了,引流出來混濁的血液,留在心底的祇有乾淨的』195Please respect copyright.PENANAxd5cb2WVpi
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『能不能在離你近一點?』195Please respect copyright.PENANAUliU7zDWNU
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告別了崔然竣的崔秀彬,那份情感說到底是喜歡、崇拜、亦或是同情,崔秀彬不知道。195Please respect copyright.PENANA0o3rDqeBLA
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只知曉那份情感是貪心的成長著,就如同基哈西因為事奉瑪門。195Please respect copyright.PENANAVCxEMBA2AI
『想知道更多更多更多』195Please respect copyright.PENANAhKfMblRw79
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會不會被上帝判刑?195Please respect copyright.PENANARWzNdyNl9s
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不知道。195Please respect copyright.PENANAGWlrlkTent
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一開始只不過想要靜靜看著你而已。195Please respect copyright.PENANALo07dpLvI9
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是誰踏出不該踏出的步伐?195Please respect copyright.PENANAi8ylv1Z2gL
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在遇見崔然竣第二次,遞出那張小卡時,就注定著崔秀彬只會越來越貪婪195Please respect copyright.PENANABWr69hmfbl
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『帶入情感的公式,等於深陷而無法自拔。』195Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1JZFl7pcE
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