『吶,放下吧。』
又是這個電話。
我皺了皺眉頭,直接結束通話。
這已經是這個星期內接到的第三通了,沒有顯示電話號碼,同樣的聲音說著同樣的話。
而且還是和我一樣的聲音。
「 惡作劇電話吧。」老公一面吃著早餐一面聽我嘮叨。
「但是好煩耶!我罵也沒用,她還是會打來,還要假扮我的聲音,噁心死了,會不會是跟蹤狂阿?」我擺放著其他的餐具,滿臉憂愁。
「你太敏感了啦。」老公笑了出來,他走到我身邊,摸摸我的臉頰安慰道:「沒事的,如果你真的擔心,我陪你去報警?」
我猶豫了一會,搖搖頭:「還是不要小題大作了,可能只是惡作劇,再過幾天看看吧。」
「爸爸,媽媽,早安。」我的十四歲兒子和十歲女兒走了過來。
「乖,快點吃早餐了。」
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我有個疼愛我的老公和乖巧的兒女,儘管為了他們,我放棄了事業,做個全職媽媽,但我不後悔。
我愛他們,生活的每一天都讓我感到幸福。
今天一如往常,我把孩子送去學校後,就到超市買菜,當我等著人行綠燈時,電話再次響起了。
『為什麼你還不放下?』
又是同樣的電話,最近接到的頻率似乎越來越高了,我真的感嘆這個人的惡作劇竟然能持續這麼久。
看來待會買完菜還是去電訊公司跑一趟,讓他們調查一下電話來源。
這時一輛白色的車突然緊急煞車,輪胎劃過路面發出刺耳的摩擦聲,一個闖紅燈的小孩被嚇得跌倒在地,他的母親飛奔過來,幸運的是孩子並沒有受傷,司機倒是下車把母子都臭罵一頓。
殺那間,我的腦海中似乎閃過了一些畫面。
似乎是一些被我遺忘的回憶。
我搖搖頭,覺得自己最近被那惡作劇電話弄得有點神經質了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAHn4YuDqpN7
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去了電訊公司得到的答案卻是沒有這個電話的通話記錄?414Please respect copyright.PENANAFgKgNiOzbd
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我帶著疑惑的心情回到家,剛好大兒子放學回來了,我才看看時間,把菜放好後叮囑道:「兒子,你好好看家,我去接你妹妹。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAm7jnTIm8Rf
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「妹妹?」大兒子帶著困惑的眼神回應道:「媽媽,你是太忙了嗎?我哪有妹妹啊?」414Please respect copyright.PENANAXOjrYBDtCo
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我忍不住笑道:「兒子,今天不是愚人節,不要玩媽媽。」414Please respect copyright.PENANA94lzMsDrpo
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「不,我真的沒有妹妹,媽媽你只有我一個兒子啊。」大兒子這次是看神經病的眼神了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAlaYD3hYnYh
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「不要再玩了!」我開始惱怒,要作弄我也不是拿妹妹來開玩笑的吧!414Please respect copyright.PENANA2DRkYLnhM6
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但看著大兒子的表情,是認真的。414Please respect copyright.PENANAYmqPJ8OfOj
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我心裡有股不好的預感,也不管兒子的叫喚就跑了出去!414Please respect copyright.PENANAHB9g7GD40Z
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當我去到女兒的學校時剛好放學,等到所有學生都出來了,我還是沒看到女兒,我緊張的跑進去找到她的班主任,她竟然說她的學生裏並沒有我女兒?!414Please respect copyright.PENANAADozzWJGr1
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怎麼回事?!不可能的!今天早上我還送她上課的阿!414Please respect copyright.PENANALUKvZbdDUV
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這時電話再次響起,我看也不看的接聽,深怕是兒子打的電話。414Please respect copyright.PENANASwsI2wlbcT
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『撐了這麼久,你還不放棄嗎?』414Please respect copyright.PENANARprjnZO3rf
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「我沒時間陪你玩!」我惱怒的大喊之後就結束通話,隨即打電話給老公,緊張道:「老公,怎麼辦?!女兒、女兒不見了!」414Please respect copyright.PENANA1CaoP3wObv
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殊不知老公的聲音卻充滿疑惑:「女兒?我們沒有女兒阿。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAptHobAfoz5
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我愣住了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAxIMlH2oVEI
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「怎麼可能沒有女兒?!我們今天早上還一起吃早餐阿!你,兒子,女兒還有我,我們就一起坐在餐桌吃早餐的!老公,你不要跟兒子一起作弄我好不好?」我急得都要哭出來了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAneKStURpl2
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「清華,妳冷靜點,我們真的沒有女兒,也沒有兒子阿。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAz7BkDTOex7
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老公的話彷彿把我的心臟炸開了一個洞。414Please respect copyright.PENANAwFq8MEI4yo
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「你、你在說什麼阿?我們......我們有一個兒子和一個女兒......」414Please respect copyright.PENANAaufX5i2Zhd
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「清華,我沒有騙你,我們並沒有孩子阿。」老公的語氣非常的真誠,他也沒有說謊的必要。414Please respect copyright.PENANAbVgkKNxvn2
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「不可能......不可能......」我蓋上電話後,飛奔回家!414Please respect copyright.PENANAglqQtQIWHF
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等待著我的卻是空蕩蕩的空屋子,我記憶中大兒子和女兒的房間如今是書房和儲物室,我們的全家福也只有我和老公的合照,所有的東西都只顯示出這一個家只有兩個人居住,我和我老公。414Please respect copyright.PENANAuqt5ysLiFq
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老公回來的時候,只看到屋子裡一片狼籍,所有的東西都被我翻了出來,而我只是呆呆的坐在沙發上,始終無法接受這一切突如其來的事實。414Please respect copyright.PENANAZJmP3V4ex9
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明明早上我抱他們的時候,還能感受到溫度,是實實在在的人,怎麼才一天就消失了?414Please respect copyright.PENANAVZFk9a4l29
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「清華,你到底怎麼了?」老公因為擔心我而提早下班,他抓著我的肩膀,小心翼翼的問著。414Please respect copyright.PENANABrEiLHWh8Q
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「這不是真的......都不是真的......」我摸著肚子,喃喃道:「他們都是我生的......是我的孩子,怎麼說不見就不見呢?他們是我們的孩子阿.......」414Please respect copyright.PENANAX0OpyOVZy1
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這時電話鈴聲又響起了!414Please respect copyright.PENANA0KjbS4fvuc
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我想著會不會是兒子撥來的電話,毫不猶豫的接了!414Please respect copyright.PENANApiUJFZzMxj
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『拜託你,不要再撐了,好好的走吧。』414Please respect copyright.PENANA3HuP3Fex5f
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殺那間,腦中閃過的畫面更加的清晰了!414Please respect copyright.PENANA9JwNpHFvRv
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我看到了一輛白色的車向著我迎面撞來,耳邊響起輪胎緊急剎車的刺耳聲,我只感覺到身體被強大的撞擊力撞得飛起,看著旋轉的天空,有種我在飛的錯覺,然後狠狠的倒在地上,隨之而來的是全身的劇痛,在我還有意識的最後那一刻,映入眼簾的是另一個和我一模一樣的臉......414Please respect copyright.PENANAnEjFOLjbVS
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「清華?清華?」老公拍著我的肩膀輕輕呼喚著。414Please respect copyright.PENANALnP8BjNszC
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我回過神來,愣愣的看著老公,感覺自己好像忘記了什麼重要的事情。414Please respect copyright.PENANABXgcPlH8sU
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突然,老公的身體開始變得透明。414Please respect copyright.PENANAAubFMZvw0H
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我不可思議的看著,老公似乎沒有察覺到這個變化,他依舊擔心的表情在打量著我,我慌了!414Please respect copyright.PENANAl11r323M50
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我伸出手試圖抓住老公,卻一下下的穿透他的身體,就連最後一次的接觸都不被允許,直到我眼睜睜的看著老公一點一點的消失。414Please respect copyright.PENANA0rFYvQVoyq
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照片中終於只剩下我一個人了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAikNDnkdqMC
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這時電話再次響起,我麻木的接聽了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAVbHkxfe5dY
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『你放下吧,我會好好照顧爸媽的。』414Please respect copyright.PENANANJb43LyjIS
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我終於想起來了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAMU8P19Qt4D
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一瞬間,所有的場景都變了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAU1S09d0vXd
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等我回過神的時候,我已經站在病床前,看著對面躺在床上,身上插了很多輸管,旁邊放了很多醫學機器的我。414Please respect copyright.PENANAPmz4PuIkXp
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阿,對了,我八歲時發生了車禍,變成了植物人。414Please respect copyright.PENANA5mYu0yZ0gp
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至於我有了老公和兒女的那場記憶,只不過是我昏迷時的一場夢而已。414Please respect copyright.PENANAFlYncujh2s
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二十五年了,我作了二十五年的夢。414Please respect copyright.PENANAKKvLZlsM19
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「你走吧,爸媽要撐不住了。」和我一模一樣,就連聲音也差不多一樣的女人就站在我的床邊,滿臉憂傷的說著。414Please respect copyright.PENANAEpeQDjJDLk
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原來那通電話是你每天和我說的話。414Please respect copyright.PENANABfChb7AlHc
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這時另一個憔悴,背部有點佝偻,年紀過半百的婦人走了進來,她有點驚喜道:「清華,你去休息吧,這裡我來就好。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAZBgzrfnPhM
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清華趕緊走過來扶好婦人:「媽,你才應該休息吧?我來照顧妹妹就好。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAfvB2fTHz6g
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清華?她才是清華?414Please respect copyright.PENANAqSSmd5aVnh
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我看著床邊放著的病歷表,上面寫著“ 病人姓名:顧清蓮414Please respect copyright.PENANAA8if5ZuNNW
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阿......昏迷了二十五年,連自己的身份都忘記了嗎?414Please respect copyright.PENANAcBVV4kWi0F
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我不是清華,是清蓮。414Please respect copyright.PENANAufQkiidgVs
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母親心疼地看著床上的我,愧疚道:「我怎麼能休息?當年是我沒看好清蓮,她才會遇到車禍的......是我的錯,都是我的錯......」母親每一次回想,都會流下懊悔的眼淚。414Please respect copyright.PENANANgqW0oKCXI
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可惜時間無法倒流,再怎麼後悔也只能在剩下的日子裏懺悔,卻永遠得不到救贖。414Please respect copyright.PENANAzyViSM4ypL
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母親緊緊的握著我的手道:「清蓮,你要撐著阿,不管多辛苦,爸爸都會賺錢養你,媽媽也會好好的照顧你,一直到你醒來為止,就算我死了,你還有清華,你一定要撐著啊!」414Please respect copyright.PENANAnQ11Un4x16
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「媽,爸爸也撐不了多久阿.....明明身體就開始不好了,毛病都出來了不是嗎?我們欠的債也不少了阿。」清華心疼的勸著。414Please respect copyright.PENANA0srgjfhFSZ
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「會撐下去的......我們都會撐下去的,一直到清蓮醒來為止......」母親喃喃道。414Please respect copyright.PENANAY1EtA1wARb
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我突然明白清華一直對我說的話的意思了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAchCD2KQxKM
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母親為自己痛苦了二十五年,我如果再緊抓著不放的話,不只是母親,就連父親也會受不了,疲勞加快了身體的毛病,堆積成山的債務,要讓這個家完全崩潰也只是時間的問題而已,只要我還活著的一天,他們就得不到幸福。414Please respect copyright.PENANAynSiBVoDQ8
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或許......我真的不應該撐下去了......414Please respect copyright.PENANAA1XMLLjsyM
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「嗶----------------414Please respect copyright.PENANApZ4P0PvV0g
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心電監護儀上的心跳指數終於變成了一條直線......414Please respect copyright.PENANAhUITmd3DfN
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我叫清蓮,有個雙胞胎姐姐叫清華。414Please respect copyright.PENANA7kYoWfT3Fu
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我們不只是樣子動作,就連聲音也很相似,只是個性不一樣。414Please respect copyright.PENANA8WhYlZT2TJ
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姐姐的個性比較開朗活潑可愛,深得長輩的喜愛,人緣也很好,在學校總是朋友們的焦點,得到的寵溺自然也很多。414Please respect copyright.PENANAgFeZEMnUcm
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而我是相反的,我性格陰沉不愛笑也不愛說話,每個人看了都覺得倒胃口,在學校我沒有朋友,玩具都是玩姐姐不要的。414Please respect copyright.PENANA1kvnAsvDrC
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我其實很羨慕姐姐,希望能變成她那樣,我嘗試過了,但別人只會嘲笑我模仿姐姐,根本不是我的本性。414Please respect copyright.PENANAsA9Zk9nUNv
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為什麼大人們都以為孩子還小,不知道什麼叫受傷呢?414Please respect copyright.PENANAigNu4wiZaM
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我的心就受傷了阿,為什麼你們沒有察覺?414Please respect copyright.PENANAgYF1PvGE6Q
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每天開口閉口就是清華清華的,我也是你們的孩子阿!414Please respect copyright.PENANAcYSuoBt4Rj
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要是清華不存在就好了!414Please respect copyright.PENANAoVPUmd2GVD
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那天姐姐發生車禍,她為了抓對面馬路的小貓,就在我面前,被車撞飛了。414Please respect copyright.PENANAmeHUUcWb09
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看著無力倒在地上,被血覆蓋的姐姐的身體,我突然閃過一個想法,我跑到姐姐身邊哭喊著。414Please respect copyright.PENANAAPSzxsbNSY
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『妹妹!你怎麼了?快醒來啊!媽媽!媽媽!』414Please respect copyright.PENANAzFIMLU1V4i
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媽媽緊張的跑過來,抱著姐姐的身體在痛哭。414Please respect copyright.PENANAmaMyvRe6Tp
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『妹妹自己跑了出來......我已經叫她不要亂跑,但她不聽......嗚嗚......』我掩著臉痛哭了起來。414Please respect copyright.PENANAVMyiRQqyvN
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誰也看不到我嘴角的那一抹笑容。414Please respect copyright.PENANA4ABjS94mrV
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誰也看不到姐姐被撞倒之前,我伸出去的雙手。414Please respect copyright.PENANAUfeVQto3RJ
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誰也不知道,我是清蓮。
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