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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT6TkIslyX
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaRsKjJktj
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVFuetnTaj
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM77gOvH5G
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxyBSOoTtq
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSGwSudVAq
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYV5gydQtD
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9pTfttYpJ
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5kn1cTNZY
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7BsPKOOzo
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2YaYZjLFe
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這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm48KGj56a
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNrPDSMZWt
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniQ6z1Fzyb
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfEoXL318r
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRkPrUxNu9
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無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhP6K1Hkm1V
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二人的路程一模一樣。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmcUp3VG4f
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8ed21vgXh
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大概一起了相擁過未算好535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdC6btBdCIR
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k5swEV3b3
能生出愛情535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMcnewycux
問我應不應去禱告535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1owSB6i5gW
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXVzOjrFuu
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青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmElCfRrHo
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他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiU8i4Gb1N
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「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6hxbGn5FS
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「我都係。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA8VRk5nrb
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他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHbyYGah7B
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zxgTYpeoD
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她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7VDsE2rbh
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會不會真的太巧合了？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqfCtImon5
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfONxGfLXWu
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxNi2f0nuS
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTzX89vg2i
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老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86QA44GSfX
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阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6MRpIYUfQ
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他們傾偈。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMoP3FhAkH
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「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsRuhJXHnl
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「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdb9arOYou
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她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vYgrbJO68
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMNVKbQpTk
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「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaO7YzT2yT
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「點解reg呢個course？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVxbhEsF4T
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKhs96EVto
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「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI5jW5mJmT
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今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePPVbLy4y0
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「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa3ekP0Z4Z
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「你問。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdYJxMRgwz
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrZbf3ua5B
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她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzRWmuBpyI
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「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGreOxHhpU
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「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjb0PAmBBi
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDsrb1ygMQ
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「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKmn3zkzt6
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「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iT0gqDZfn
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtvzIWLpJS
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青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmiEyrK9eI
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr0GFoFQk4
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阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7QpDFVI6z
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他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr0QwokGVQ
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她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDaCMLKqj7
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阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF2YtC4mhF
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLRpeI6cXK
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT24K6f4ADq
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcQHZQ3Mz4
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyVb4ZRbxk
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoNQwTUTHa
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青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GqW8YAKUE
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阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtOVVI3cZn
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT0Hf38OSG
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落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWwrz99N3B
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這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbJrQm6yCK
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「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjspL3IR6v4
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「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkB0lMnhQN
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「會啊。」他點頭。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1laifCWIJA
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXSsgf9UXU
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「咁如果唔會呢？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjSJ2Fglmn
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「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRtPS2EFyq
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「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkwJVTzEV1
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她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLz3TC55CR
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青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCYGUrOf0T
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因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7SeAofm33
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她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeO5IIPpMi
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她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB3p5s4kHS
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愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeSEpdBJ70
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4nj4FHwJA
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q14aAbC2q
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阿行心癢。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSicN8acln
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryHK4JwQ39
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTbRFdDP3r
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo7ZIS8l9S
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG2I2DAzPl
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiQ9v0Yyd1
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5hkSWh4SK
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN3ftMyken
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq5goscLsj
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwRJYW07Lt
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoXrRl4MGw
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRK4xFQDVk
