二、新536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO9yg9E0Pp
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HK7M9HXeK
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGdxxnBVg6
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSktjSgfjPy
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62rlEM5CAm
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0gMIz9CsI
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQHol3JpCB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbBZbc78g5
她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9AMemcsmW
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpMlb2GKfR
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyqa8v72ff
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLBjAYCvHN
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*536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW0Fr2fo32
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTICaVpuRO8
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這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zmZHcDAZU
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPmL2J7E0f
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwUH3dyGNl
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wNlHB9eYG
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqde0mGjDL
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8G1nXWv4A
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAdV6B2ya7
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlrcHA6XPD
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二人的路程一模一樣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fA5fVg8PT
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEqxiIsPvR
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAvZ1Lu6RB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe00ISG3I2x
大概一起了相擁過未算好536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF29pCizzs
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5TJyd3NWw
能生出愛情536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TP3V8hNP8
問我應不應去禱告536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OJZqz97hC
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8oWPG8Ztg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFz3mraQWb
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAo8l5IOBM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShvG1TVrI1
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxqU0rL6Mo
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80bsmGpr0i
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnjeU0jSL8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClkTVZItBF
「我都係。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7uDRkf9Mb
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoZYAcZxp5
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpkZ6pTfjJ
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZuVrkGse7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrdgrncsk8
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sFXecGWWc
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……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYDekZl4i7
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會不會真的太巧合了？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEVegQ9V3A
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnbn3jFrH8
於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFdCERgpyp
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJUDRVmDtl
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMKNMNgYqy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYIsVb3cFh
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm99jfj9rZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXyZQrvS7U
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgREooIZfAQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4KrS5cSSH
他們傾偈。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV78ZP7xKS
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRHqqyhNfq
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDuPpi4nNr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLUKthjRPX
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJrRxPJ90t
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她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxwFoMkmfn
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0KfacpXFR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcwvlN2PVu
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ri371pzs6
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAlq3ktLPA
「點解reg呢個course？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQYjrxBEuQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0quxittde
「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ6VOo4bq8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY7W1vvKyP
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXosu14pK6
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ixvqfe3HQ
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuIlCXEEBg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKpIV4meWy
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMetYR70LvU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjf0rqXTjl
「你問。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDSIJEA5zR
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV40VuarbjO
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她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ1AukZnrg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGTw8jujby
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7YM8EJULG
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgcxTaExOZ
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xdYhCVUwZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYYcbpDEiH
「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFllL9DMqY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrujy0q8V4
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oDqp1AD2I
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2mjA4wtzd
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQTSM6aftu
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uJvUtXOyf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLdUgRPKMJ
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNn6TSOtry
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2uIscgeBl
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阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgniE8xQPJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBrwBHW2hl
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUMLPsMN8z
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcSOcNahEE
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbqHhf0qi6
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudmNlgz7Ea
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcup9ikawVk
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR0WaeaAkd
青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82bbFGZizv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLdR7VCNnP
父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDuCgDDQwP
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPej8ZkIa6v
他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1VWNWY9CR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDSs6fL8sc
父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy48X2gXQhQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3qcM5HBtO
從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qonoCPiI0
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2gATMzxmN
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3cmX26oMP
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhcu3d4HiM
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKluStOoJEg
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jRxSJ7jmJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFhBB4QmGj
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCoAxJFDMW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJUsN2BjkN
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAP8O8Cgsi
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WertMGR7L
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjzCneRbGY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1jXWoIjrZ
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjnRsLSp7n
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd0fgUs64D
「會啊。」他點頭。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitkIfjjsIc
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmND4MhDyM9
「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rzymYkQK6
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJCkG2Szm0
「咁如果唔會呢？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcisiIghLGq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07413rZCES
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLKGiT5RO7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNt0TwKuhO
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJMIddNYgY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7LLC3XflB
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTNKd118aj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz4VrSQEqH
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5CHeMQivR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqqoDV25oA
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlenPMLBdk
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNtj0DZqtU
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kCV1MvmZS
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYbPC49Xku
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5uTfTCRYb
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X4C4c6OUc
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xKMmUWnys
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWxGR3URcX
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLEzYg3jWv
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阿行心癢。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKJ9MzQwY7
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08p2zuztlT
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAB6COoi7P
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe32ysGbyRd
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84l5CiXQoy
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNuC43kSXr
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgOvX2zLk8
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6otOg2cXyL
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSVZQCIDFH
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rjLTlYBxL
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb3ofGqkgU
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dPYUnPEbD
