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最後,我還是用了十五分鐘路程走到了比較遠的一間快餐店完膳。171Please respect copyright.PENANAAW21D9SXeL
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幸好這裡真的沒有穿着校服的人,而我就坐在了最入的一個卡位,買了一個最貴的套餐填飽饑渴的靈魂。171Please respect copyright.PENANAZjGc5MwPuL
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我看着周圍的女性,身體不少感官忽然都似是麻痹了一樣,很多感覺都驀地流失,只剩下心裏還抑壓着一份在悶燒的渴望……171Please respect copyright.PENANAGMQlkDxqCz
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已經兩年多了……距離我上一段關係,已經有兩年之久。171Please respect copyright.PENANAxx6zBfS97G
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想一想時間點,儘管彼此沒有關係,但是我的入職,幾乎就等於那段戀情的結束。171Please respect copyright.PENANA8kvkugAECD
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本來就乏味的TA生涯,忽然就變得更加枯燥和苦澀……171Please respect copyright.PENANApOedipel84
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我喜歡對人或幫人,很早就因應興趣而打算日後做社工、導遊或是老師。只不過我在社工YEAR1時就發現了讀社工跟我本來想對人、幫人的單純想法不太一樣,加上也不是只有當上社工才能所謂「對人」或「幫人」,那是我第一次感覺到理想與現實的落差,所以我僅僅讀了一年社工就果斷轉科。171Please respect copyright.PENANA0Fp20rZl4s
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導遊收入太飄忽了,老師就適合我得多。171Please respect copyright.PENANAjjIoLzXvr9
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也不是因爲要達成兩老的「搖錢樹」期望,而是穩定的收入和福利,我相信也沒有誰會不愛,至少……我很愛。171Please respect copyright.PENANAyPprKJphB3
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最後,我讀了經歷了七年的半工讀,中間經歷不能盡訴但也算是走過高山低谷,幸好最後也是峰迴路轉的幸運結局,讓我在這一年晉升成爲合約老師。171Please respect copyright.PENANAKTkyghoE6t
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但是我知道的,我知道前路不會一直順遂下去,而我也沒有料事如神的能耐,只好繼續做好自己…然後,隨機應變……171Please respect copyright.PENANATq8S1mmRDg
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下午我還要回校籌備一些課後活動,所以完膳我還是匆匆趕回學校去。171Please respect copyright.PENANANyQqtBXmGA
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回到學校,鐘聲還沒響起,校工百無聊賴地看着報紙、同學在操場上打着排球、籃球,也有些熱衷美術的同學在設計在雨天操場的海報,映入眼簾的開學風景還是一如以往的有活力。171Please respect copyright.PENANAZJWJuuZmv4
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我回到教員室返回自己的座位,發現桌上多貼了一張紅色Memo紙:171Please respect copyright.PENANAavIC1SoBM6
「李老師:請到訓導處找我。171Please respect copyright.PENANAw90jDCmEeq
曾主任 字」171Please respect copyright.PENANAXWzSXN6MYJ
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而這個「曾主任」就是同學口中的「癲婆」,有試過罰十名學生一字排開在訓導處外罰站到天黑、耳聞又有逼走過不少資歷淺的老師,反正學校每年的十件大事排行榜中,她一定會榜上有名……171Please respect copyright.PENANAGZxJq2FcFt
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「叩叩……」我敲了敲訓導處的木門,左前方就是曾主任的座位。171Please respect copyright.PENANABavmOO6tFg
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她今天穿着黑色連身西裝,眼神一瞥見我就變得很不友善,連嘴角微微上揚的丁點笑容都不見了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAuJVpYeWhE0
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媽的,這種面見老人家還要看對方臉色的情況真難搞……171Please respect copyright.PENANAeq8tDMTcNb
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「食完飯喇李老師。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAxh8LePfiEG
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她所說的此句的確是以句號作結,因爲我聽不出當中的任何感情或信號,只有冷冰冰的七字……171Please respect copyright.PENANAoGf1UxzClF
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我點頭,在此情況唯有如此。171Please respect copyright.PENANA1T6WvmfB6S
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然後,她眉頭突然皺得有點可怕地問了一個問題……171Please respect copyright.PENANAe6SbK71r4L
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「李老師,你同啲女學生嘅關係係點?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAGHOtLpESBF
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「咩意思?」我問,背脊直冒冷汗。171Please respect copyright.PENANARAy9zUXgCr
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「葉詠彤…」她直視我,說出一個讓我瞬間停止呼吸的名字……171Please respect copyright.PENANAYYxbeb6KsP
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要說出這個名字,似乎只有入侵我的腦袋才能做到……171Please respect copyright.PENANA37geEUQIQp