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「喂。」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGNMz2K6Ux
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0pZc1Of3R
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEOjbrTOsR
「我失戀了......」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtnssAyMdC
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3lQLUThq6
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K9opgioIc
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTDnRs4hfZ
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LkdaNhn99
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819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWcgVOqkBs
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLsfFuRYJT
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMf8vD3CPA
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkptmbUK3XM
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kNKsiomyK
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzFCnrS1mv
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV3px62mQG
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFLcbtNhOl
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CagSRroDL
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUUtEEbMSe
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Selb5YEWo
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgJHSE98WL
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7U9N1dMUT
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12TCNxRdzM
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinu2uAWJSQ
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmKJ98DaDR
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXNXAeTfKI
「我要一杯威士忌！」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg1a91KHsf
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIT3rv1cys
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kYPs21d7h
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN2Mv6Y5YY
「先生你的威士忌。」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqGMEfOyCs
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLxG4uYf7O
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHcXZeIzj5
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSEzK65A7h
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa2iBiwepi
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmzr390ETo
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQaciCDnzX
不妙，他超生氣的…819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EGStjB9D1
唰。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnpSteGnls
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHJXAUxTnT
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP49tC7DAxZ
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4HaYvupSP
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvxf0koHRG
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gaEzZGzdt
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHOcRytFP2
「威士忌。」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1MblFL1DF
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkivUcFyfwL
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXJ0lyyOkS
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEqwX4BRN7
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c54tmkL5F
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWULSdvSPR1
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWRE2mm2Gp
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexO4aSDYUV
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC1BkGCHhg
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhHsBEGAgM
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819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiHmsJWwbB
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmDS8xZZ8A
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRNKnae5Ve
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJv7FYwJUz
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7EDGN6zhc
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR2RCKdK8r
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RIBJ3FyUQ
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aGT5SfhQ9
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXg8CEfrvV
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIpcwjtuNk
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVCyIL4MRa
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4BLQmIFHm
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt7EfGPKpG
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9x0DSjZVG
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIJIqQvWf6
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEMrWfecIT
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCkaa3Cu7E
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89gQjBSifb
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIqaUaXtW3
「嗚哇！」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRjKFybCAj
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「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkyTmZJirP
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmy7ADS3Ph
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRIp7s6RIr
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrDvjAudYC
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnBTrtfjMW
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXfVCKqmfI
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke5Zm4r02R
哇，眼睫毛好長…819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH8R1Pt0fB
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsx61RT9Lb
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2odujKNPMG
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMswyZL9sG
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oTVe6Etdh
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFXPPbQXfE
…咦？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8rUWdwuV6
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC97j0GpJsd
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5ehyor9AR
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rig4Sft3e
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHuMZUsHAR
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrbArCL9Nf
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P7Ab5whE1
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTLcNXcziW
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTxamOmYVA
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFm9AJmJHZ
「愛你，不可以嗎…」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoiDDnxWeH
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaSJKUXrt5
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTgYyAGbTJ
…他把我，誤認成誰了？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcAf5d67nI
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBcd4EgsR0
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvyW8IHge3
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MFfsmY58p
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3NGF35f9R
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOroAgEVg91
他，沒有挽留。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQapqvcxof
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAo2ylNUQd
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVZi022KaH
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819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3fMDTAVhW
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnTma5B1YI
我喜歡姜幸宇。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOjHhWfA8P
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI281MAWOcj
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XIrfzKIe9
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH53P9c9kp
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs64e0rqtw
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW0kQogUU6
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxXzQ267Af
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg0Bj8V6lY
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqczeH6f5JN
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15tWTfehQK
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxekrn0oYRA
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodtbIpumjn
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhYTkQ6naL
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPgBTlh4ka
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA20bTtib0S
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZW0P2qvRh
我愛上了姜幸宇。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjls0ZFgA21
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYpQhOzbHV
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU9FWv6iJH
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2RAdOCeow
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYi84owQOW
□819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofQZl4fuPz
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuqtB0VzAQ
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ46nx0z4hm
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYT325KVRq
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChKWJXKoim
但，這並不是自己想要的…819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76JF60jc94
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpjCbxrwbo
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiKdX9rGH3
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQcxU87PIz
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW1RyID6JC
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡson4i0iICz
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0By1BZlXE
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGXZGMCxpA
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVk8ieIgzF
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoeH0PkTKg
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4APdYyb7t
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDmpWV1qJ5
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL9C2TK9Sf
「啪！」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR38XMG2k7X
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f04bqyVbK
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TDXDd3pNX
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBvXMOIsf5
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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