一個階段嘅治療為期三個月，晴晴每個禮拜都要定期接受化療同電療。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9RJQtV5XC
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj4E9YkKeC
然而，兩種療法帶嚟嘅副作用可以話係俾本身嘅病更加折磨人，令晴晴苦不堪言。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrqlKOB05e
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglS7JocqmD
兩個月眨眼過去，入院前活潑生猛嘅晴晴，住左兩個月醫院，經過化療同電療洗禮後，面容變得憔悴，身體虛弱，成個人失去左原有嘅光彩。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq9HyOU59a
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR1bCCD4o6
「嘔—」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMyq0iEz5t
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDVn6tXvEB
晴晴喺廁所度嘔吐不止。反胃、嘔吐呢啲正正都係化療後，最常出現嘅副作用。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVVNHttPhH
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycinmedMzK
醫院裡天花板燈光冰冷而灰白，映照喺晴晴臉上，顯得佢塊面更加蒼白。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqiUISHfR7
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSC0dEv7rC
嘔完之後，佢行到洗手盤，用水同紙巾清理嘴角殘餘嘅嘔吐物，前面有塊鏡但唔敢照，佢唔想見到鏡中個咁殘、咁憔悴嘅自己。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCszFXA0Uh
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxEgJXI07H
醫生話佢嘅病停止惡化，只係未見得好轉，要再等多個月完成曬一個階段治療再作評估。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJBWd6G5eo
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc9xlZoEiO
晴晴將醫生嘅說話理解成：你仲未死得，勉強仲可以吊住條命。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H3GLPnE89
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcS2pqd5vW
化療同電療帶俾佢嘅痛苦，使佢有時覺得不如直接死左更一了百了，免得再受各種副作用嘅折磨。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGI63bgHkG
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mpuZrAKk8
佢返到病床上，開著放喺床頭嘅藍牙喇叭仔，播放音樂解悶。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mgPLGfHid
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0et0qNw7M
佢聽嘅係MONO嘅專輯，係以前Alex經常聽嘅Post Rock音樂。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZhylghK6c
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM4dlJOXMR
「哎呀，死𡃁妹，你又喺度播埋啲嘈怨巴閉嘅音樂？」對面床嘅一個年邁嘅老婆婆投訴。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQL7OU8Chl
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa06qAbPuky
晴晴住嘅係四人病房，本來真係住左四個人，不過另外兩個病人，分別喺前日同今日上午過左身。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs50zTw8Hwv
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR5B5i4JyA
依家間房暫時得返佢同呢個頭髮白曬嘅阿婆。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aiYnOHnJz
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH9vPyVqkR
「唓~阿婆，你夠朝朝早開住部收音機聽粵劇，嘈住我訓教，有口話人無口話自己。」晴晴把聲無以前咁有中氣。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIv9AnlQGI
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw2JUxLlfZ
「邊有得比架，我播啲樂曲咁好聽，唔似你播埋啲咁難聽嘅歌，簡直係噪音，你最好快啲熄左佢，如果唔係我就同姑娘投訴。」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQSbBi7MpK
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80mXmjGzGl
「阿婆，你唔識嘢就唔好話難聽喎，我夠可以話你啲粵劇難聽囉。」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWfvjniEcm
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIq20jVwQY
「好話啦，邊啲難聽啲，揾個人評下理咪知。」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBygiCQ711c
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7fGDnqahF
咁啱一名姑娘送午餐入嚟，個阿婆就同個護士講：「姑娘，對面條𡃁妹又喺度播埋啲好難聽嘅音樂，嘈住曬咁影響我嘅心情，你快啲叫佢熄個喇叭啦。」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT2WidZO75
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujd0KVKt8Y
個護士將午餐送到晴晴面前，提醒對方熄左部喇叭。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGNGI0gBlQ
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ2RPqGmUE
「姑娘，咁唔公平喎，阿婆佢朝早開收音機就得，我依家食晏想聽下歌，都唔得？係醫生都話音樂可以放鬆心情，仲可以增強食慾。」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLwrmmUNLo
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLR8HWs8yB
「問題係又嘈又難聽呀嘛！」個阿婆大聲話，「姑娘，你話佢聽啲嘢係咪好難聽？」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RvjKXKJ09
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0Z7z6bgTW
「呢啲叫Post Rock，係你年紀大，唔識欣賞啫。」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3Le94H7Uz
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWGgDBceNg
「好啦好啦，你地唔好一日一句。」姑娘打斷二人嘅爭吵，先同阿婆講，「黃婆婆，晴晴都唔係播得好大聲，咁你咪佢俾播一陣，唔好拗啦，得唔得？」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelxyQCT5rq
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8J146jsGC
「唓~」黃婆婆無奈接受。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t1Lnsz1cN
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz7njyLrvA
然後護士又同晴晴講：「拿，晴晴，我俾你聽半個鐘，半個鐘之後就熄左佢，好嗎？」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlNWk8raBd
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpkZF1u4pW
「OK，無問題。」272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg28BWI3or6
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFssQZc2E7s
「咁我出去做嘢，你兩個慢慢食。」講完，護士就離開左病房。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLQzFESXw0
今日嘅午餐係梅菜蒸肉餅飯加碗燉湯。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQpYUJVgmF
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xjt2Y2CNh
望落去應該都唔難食，問題係晴晴完全無胃口，食慾不振亦都係其中一個治療嘅副作用。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97QU0Vwoco
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScD3X5Zrl2
佢食飲左兩啖湯，爬左兩啖飯就放低匙羹，依家嘅佢見到龍肉都無胃口食。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XkFr0pi1C
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoetHLb91M
耳邊聽住起伏跌宕嘅樂章，腦海又忍唔住諗起Alex。272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGZDJ56F0E
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufpZu8L2SU
唔知Alex依家點呢？返左香港未？佢對耳仔又好返未呢？272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8r2uqedDo
272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb42V2Of2gk
佢拎起電話，想發短訊問對方，但又怕煩到對方，同埋佢連自己未顧得掂，諗諗下都係唔好理人咁多，然之後佢又放低電話。
