「到底阿彥諗緊啲咩⋯」我一個人喺閂晒燈嘅課室執書包795Please respect copyright.PENANA6qI5DscP3a
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我望住出面嘅天空,已經黃昏啦⋯課室內嘅窗開着,風從窗吹入嚟795Please respect copyright.PENANAeNyjYY5A4K
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「今日有啲涼⋯」我望向外面,枱上仲放住筆袋同筆記簿795Please respect copyright.PENANAgp8EqsroqQ
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我拎起放喺枱上嘅筆記簿,但卻冇將佢放入書包嘅打算,我只係呆望着外面嘅天空795Please respect copyright.PENANARj1ckfbDAd
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「對唔住。」795Please respect copyright.PENANARTYLOAJfD8
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阿彥最後同我講嘅一句說話,係對唔住⋯點解要同我講對唔住?因為一直以嚟中意嘅人唔係我,所以要講對唔住⋯?的確係需要講對唔住嘅事嚟⋯795Please respect copyright.PENANAF9aG292eQI
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腦海中全都係佢同我講分手時對我講嘅說話,放唔低嘅只有我一個人⋯佢講嘅每一句說話都喺我腦海中不斷重複出現795Please respect copyright.PENANAxvjQML9XL9
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喺學校好難見唔到佢,我地仲要同級,但一見到佢,我就會下意識咁避開⋯795Please respect copyright.PENANA6EN743jE3C
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「唔緊要⋯」795Please respect copyright.PENANA1JqbkYZhK8
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係我最後對佢講嘅嘢⋯對佢嘅體諒,都算係我對佢最後嘅溫柔,對吧⋯?795Please respect copyright.PENANAwrBxE1QlSu
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「阿彥,我真係唔明你⋯」我喺心中默默地講道795Please respect copyright.PENANAvtUhJeJhGx
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外面嘅景色忽然模糊起嚟,我眨一下眼,臉頰⋯濕濕的⋯一滴水珠滴到我嘅手背上⋯795Please respect copyright.PENANA4cpJzAjVwH
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最近我都係處於呢種狀態,喺學校好努力咁微笑,但當只有我自己一人嘅時候,我嘅情緒就會崩潰⋯眼淚自然地將眼眶濕潤起嚟795Please respect copyright.PENANAlr8mRYnhWs
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然後我又唔爭氣咁喊⋯795Please respect copyright.PENANALvX9YVTDG8
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我好似從來都冇試過咁中意一個人,應該話,阿彥係我嘅初戀,係我第一次嘗到戀愛嘅滋味795Please respect copyright.PENANAEirFn4YYYH
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但我冇諗過,原來人人口中甜甜嘅戀愛嚟到我呢度,會係咁苦澀,到底係出咗啲咩問題?795Please respect copyright.PENANAhQjGL5sMUV
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「嘎—」795Please respect copyright.PENANAZMadIuLC3D
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我聽到有人喺課室拉開櫈嘅聲音,我將眼淚抹去,但始終都冇望過去睇下係邊個795Please respect copyright.PENANApcQRRH2XmW
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嗰個人執緊書包,因為傳嚟清脆嘅紙張磨擦聲795Please respect copyright.PENANA9A5vtfbk8U
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「快啲走⋯」我喺心中默默講道,希望嗰個人快啲走795Please respect copyright.PENANAbIs6dc0y6V
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但偏偏⋯!795Please respect copyright.PENANAFdxaZbJtUv
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「你仲喺度嘅?」我聽到佢對我講嘅時候,聲音離得好近795Please respect copyright.PENANAGyoC6RnA2i
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偏偏呢個時候同我講嘢,我話你都太唔識睇氣氛啦掛⋯!795Please respect copyright.PENANA3jDamNsjXC
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「哦,係你呀?」我深呼吸,然後望向佢,帶着逞強嘅笑容795Please respect copyright.PENANAZwT78zOObE
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「你唔開燈嘅?我仲以為課室冇人。」岑諾新對我講道,佢企喺離我唔遠嘅地方795Please respect copyright.PENANASXUXRbHPkk
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「哦⋯發呆啫~」我擠出笑容對佢講道795Please respect copyright.PENANAmk3xbkmSMb
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平日岑諾新都唔會同我講嘢㗎⋯今日做咩行過嚟同我講嘢⋯?795Please respect copyright.PENANAkOtPQagFzn
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眼睛嘅餘光瞄到有人喺外面行過,我嘅目光聚焦喺嗰個喺走廊經過嘅人身上795Please respect copyright.PENANAiGTitdax3h
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「佢笑得咁開心嘅⋯?」我望住我嘅初戀,我嘅前任,心裏苦笑道795Please respect copyright.PENANArMuy4XArAy
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我嘅眼尾瞄到岑諾新都望住出面,但佢應該唔係望緊阿彥呀,咁佢望緊⋯795Please respect copyright.PENANARiUNNKv3vM
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「孫慧伶?」我呢一刻先留意到喺阿彥嘅身旁企咗孫慧伶,兩人有講有笑的795Please respect copyright.PENANACTTJ0BY2hy
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岑諾新好似係孫慧伶嘅男朋友,咁佢仲企喺度做咩?佢唔係應該追出去搵孫慧伶㗎咩?定佢嬲到唔知點算?795Please respect copyright.PENANAbChg6scID8
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「呃⋯你唔追出去?」我望住岑諾新緩緩開口問道,岑諾新一副欲言又止嘅表情望向我,「你唔去追番你女朋友呀⋯?」795Please respect copyright.PENANAke1zgj6E1k
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岑諾新望住我,然後又望一望外面795Please respect copyright.PENANALbGjqy6qM2
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「已經唔係我女朋友。」岑諾新講道,我有啲愕然咁望住佢795Please respect copyright.PENANA6rggVaP7Z0
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我係唔係講錯嘢⋯?難怪岑諾新啱啱望住孫慧伶,望向我嘅時候又一副欲言又止嘅表情795Please respect copyright.PENANAhgfbo5Q1wu
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「你唔出去?張景彥喺出面。」岑諾新問番我轉頭,睇嚟佢唔知道我同阿彥已經分咗手795Please respect copyright.PENANA6YhNsuiufY
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「都已經,唔係我男朋友啦⋯」我微微耷低頭795Please respect copyright.PENANAh8zTeiTJ1L
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課室內嘅空氣瞬間凝固咗一樣,冰冷、尷尬嘅感覺一次過襲來795Please respect copyright.PENANAbKSMm5pEAc
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我再次抬起頭,呢一刻嘅我先留意到岑諾新嘅雙眸黯淡咗落嚟795Please respect copyright.PENANAILaJBlDpUT
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喺佢身上,好似睇到自己一樣,明明佢咩都冇講,但我好似可以感受到佢嘅感受一樣,嗰種心痛、嗰種難受、嗰種無能為力⋯795Please respect copyright.PENANAEBiwgzFu6A
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冇諗到,我同岑諾新嘅交集會係咁樣開始,以憂傷作係話題嘅開端795Please respect copyright.PENANAyEyAo4Clf8
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我同岑諾新上咗巴士,行到上層坐低;一坐低,我地就開始各自睇手機795Please respect copyright.PENANAhqsbWiZazA
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「你有冇follow我IG?」我見佢睇緊IG便順口一問795Please respect copyright.PENANAiGLRBArUWm
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「我點解會冇follow你?」岑諾新又反問番我轉頭,「之前咪follow咗。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAYmjJGayrC1
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「哦,我只係隨口一問。」我笑咗一笑,然後聳肩795Please respect copyright.PENANA0mIvgS0orP
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我望向車窗外,今日有陽光,天氣都唔錯,我貼近玻璃抬頭望,今日個天都幾清795Please respect copyright.PENANAj9rY9seZYh
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「今日藍天白雲。」我覺得我嘅心情幾靚,可能因為今日去食蛋糕,而且天氣好795Please respect copyright.PENANA05Sqz0jnQ5
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IG Link: https://www.instagram.com/nd_cotttoncandy/?hl=zh-tw795Please respect copyright.PENANAqwLTPooJd7