呢一刻嘅我思緒有啲混亂,有帶着猜忌嘅不安,對自己唔自信嘅不安⋯511Please respect copyright.PENANAqkUWZjDZVw
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我換咗套衫打算出去行一陣,行去邊度都好,想行一陣511Please respect copyright.PENANARmDQSy6bxZ
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我漫無目的地喺街上行,行下行下就行到海傍⋯帶着海水鹹味嘅微風吹過,我雙手捉住手機,一個人帶着煩惱同所有思緒緩步行⋯511Please respect copyright.PENANAn87C4VB9Es
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「明明佢地咩都冇發生⋯我到底擔心啲咩⋯?」我不禁喺心中問自己511Please respect copyright.PENANAq7e7qsvqJm
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耳機裏播着嘅歌,我都冇心情聽落去,大腦中灰濛濛一片,我都唔知自己嘅擔心從何而來511Please respect copyright.PENANA6Mwld4mMQw
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「佢地只係一齊做個project,晏就嗰陣只係講咗兩句⋯」我喺心中對自己勸解着,「佢地咩事都冇呀⋯」511Please respect copyright.PENANAp3k3ohrcDH
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我喺心裏一直對自己解釋,咁佢地又真係咩事都冇呀,佢地又真係單純地一齊講兩句⋯更諷刺嘅係我自己今日先同詠妍佢地講,大家同一間學校,佢地又同一科,咁見到講兩句都唔出奇511Please respect copyright.PENANAYuuWgSbV05
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但呢句出自我口嘅事實,卻冇講到比自己嘅心聽⋯到頭嚟在意緊嘅人,係我⋯511Please respect copyright.PENANAS5TljxpMjT
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「唉⋯」我行到一個欄杆前,雙手捉住欄杆,背靠住大海坐到欄杆上,坐穩後180度轉身,面向維多利亞港,雙腳踩喺石壆上511Please respect copyright.PENANAUVCyojer1J
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海水嘅鹹味,就好似眼淚嘅鹹味一樣⋯入到心,烙喺腦⋯511Please respect copyright.PENANARdHkUq8OjP
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「小姐,你一個人?識個朋友?」511Please respect copyright.PENANAC12PReQOVu
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忽然有人企喺我隔離,雙手搭喺欄杆上對我問道511Please respect copyright.PENANApXaZwQnLEZ
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「唔接受搭訕⋯」我瞄咗佢一眼後,淡然地講道511Please respect copyright.PENANAIhJFLlk3aI
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張景彥自顧自地坐到我旁邊,同我一齊望海511Please respect copyright.PENANAzGyXRAvbp9
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「我地本來就識,唔算搭訕。」張景彥望住對岸問道,「你一個人喺度做咩?」511Please respect copyright.PENANA5ogC8arYUf
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「坐下。」我淡然地講道,望咗佢一眼,「你做咩又喺度?」511Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8k2T5DGcR
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「同friend食完飯,行一陣再番去。」張景彥笑咗一笑511Please respect copyright.PENANAWiNH9KKnfO
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我同張景彥都靜咗落嚟,冇再講任何嘢,我望住前方,張景彥微微耷低頭511Please respect copyright.PENANAbU7DStT0Gy
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「做咩最近去到邊都見到佢⋯」我喺心裏默默抱怨,「連個天都想逼我同佢做番朋友⋯?」511Please respect copyright.PENANAI5fnA0z1YL
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我同張景彥之間仍然保持着一段距離,我地冇掂到對方,亦冇刻意咁同對方坐近,或者呢10cm嘅距離,係我地對彼此友好嘅表現511Please respect copyright.PENANAg9XXFZr2l4
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「你有冇聽岑諾新講,佢地Physics project分到喺同一組?」張景彥先開口主動問道,我心裏一顫,原來孫慧伶都有同佢講511Please respect copyright.PENANAHlNBKNerkg
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「嗯,佢有講。」我微微點頭,本來被微風稍微吹散嘅愁緒,因為佢一句又重新歸位511Please respect copyright.PENANAUpdZOBe5F5
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我回答咗張景彥嘅提問後,佢又默默地安靜咗落嚟511Please respect copyright.PENANArWddEbd1hx
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「嬲唔嬲?」張景彥過咗一陣之後緩緩開口問道511Please respect copyright.PENANAImFdLc4K3V
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「可以嬲啲咩⋯?又唔係佢自己揀⋯」我無奈地笑咗一笑511Please respect copyright.PENANAp9OZ1jFC3f
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如果話係佢自己揀入孫慧伶嗰組,所以先同孫慧伶同一組,咁我都就話可以嬲啫,但宜家又唔係511Please respect copyright.PENANA3sS67W3yau
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我可又嬲佢啲咩⋯?如果我因為咁樣而嬲咗佢,佢或者會覺得我小氣、唔體諒佢⋯511Please respect copyright.PENANAtHYEa7mOik
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「如果係佢自己揀嘅話,我可以嬲,但佢唔係⋯」我微微耷低頭苦笑道,「所以⋯」511Please respect copyright.PENANABI85S7MJw3
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我搖搖頭,提手將被微風吹亂嘅髮絲撓到耳背511Please respect copyright.PENANA6Br9idVlkO
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張景彥望向我,飲一啖拎喺手中嘅奶茶,然後又望向前方;佢微微耷低頭,若無其事地笑了笑511Please respect copyright.PENANAHQ4gM0qtpc
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「孫慧伶都有同我講。」張景彥望我一眼後講道511Please respect copyright.PENANAdPIzLxvvfW
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「嗯⋯」我輕輕抿唇後點點頭,我抬眼望咗佢一眼,「所以你,嬲佢?」511Please respect copyright.PENANAzwUSbs7vB7
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「嗯?冇呀~」張景彥深呼吸一口後,嘴角微微上揚,我都唔知道佢呢個笑容代表住啲咩,「冇嬲嘅意義,就算我嬲又好,唔嬲都好,結果⋯應該都一樣⋯」511Please respect copyright.PENANADKJQCWuFzd
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「一樣⋯都係嘅⋯」我了解地點點頭,「就算嬲,都唔會有咩改變⋯佢地都唔會再分過組,算啦~都係做個project啫~」511Please respect copyright.PENANAsOV75LDeRY
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張景彥望住我,我同佢對望着,我輕輕抿唇,佢拎住奶茶嘅手捉住杯邊,杯上嘅水珠沿住杯邊滑下511Please respect copyright.PENANAIkbMIXXoqN
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「你⋯有嘢想講?」我不禁問道,我總覺得佢好似有啲嘢想講511Please respect copyright.PENANAgNo7R4smVw
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「有時覺得,做朋友比較好,冇咁多顧慮。」張景彥望住我講道,佢不以為然地笑咗一笑,「亦唔洗計較啲咩,明就明,唔明就唔明。」511Please respect copyright.PENANAyrqrJHRImJ
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「嗯⋯」我聽到佢講嘅嘢後,我默默地耷低頭,從手機黑色嘅螢幕中望住自己嘅倒影,「都係⋯」511Please respect copyright.PENANAhNiWDbdl8r
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的確做朋友比較好,我唔需要再刻意討佢歡心,我做自己就可以;佢唔會因為我做嘅嘢而覺得厭煩,唔會抱怨,我唔會覺得佢冷淡定熱情511Please respect copyright.PENANA5O4aNkyjgv
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張景彥望向我,對我微微一笑,我忽然間都好似鬆一口氣一樣,將我抗拒佢嘅嗰面牆拆咗落嚟511Please respect copyright.PENANAoYegNs1ij9
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星期一511Please respect copyright.PENANAgNO1Hi5KZW
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經過咗星期六、日之後,我同岑諾新嘅「冷戰」都結束,我都冇點將佢同孫慧伶一齊做Physics project嘅事放到心上,畢竟佢地都係一齊做個project啫511Please respect copyright.PENANAzqazu7rDNB
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「我地約咗星期四放學留低喺學校。」岑諾新行到我身旁講道511Please respect copyright.PENANAxSSXNqrKYn
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