Do you ever want to cry, but can't?780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡML8Qj5Le0W
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0ERlMvngc
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHik3jF5msr
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PUpFC2r5F
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFJRyHFDJL
Why does it hurt like this?780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMS8mFgiJ9
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6olcEEXWO
So...780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAOK7Z7AFm
So why can't you?780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBflfsz1TS
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwmzpAWt27
Your only company is the silence that follows.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJDvr1uBhd
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciM3ahDq9W
You dig.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdD573FEiI
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxASBHfBgl
Deeper, deeper,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhv6zMEUv1
There has to be something.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHXrhbMNAD
Deeper, deeper,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1dQdhHfWU
Something that just didn't click.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecAFHdqcNe
Deeper, deeper,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK51JSJMUH
What else is there?780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfzkxlSGRG
Deeper, deeper,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaAb86SwD0
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh3eKauNop
Deeper, deeper,780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE1lxUo5fM
It has to be the answer!780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUawEcfjLG
Deeper, deepest.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHPmR3R9Dg
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHOI26BtHs
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn8GLTgFzP
There's nothing.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr0DI5K9RR
It's empty!780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBY573pMk3
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghADaZ7JX6
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eNLdRjlzw
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoSYagP1gT
They never came.780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW6H8YcDHz
