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阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUiHD2ofr1
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「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKkUibbx1u
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阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtDOvQWTV1
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「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxkMEOYXBn
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「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BhpfhhpB2
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「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66itv27ZnY
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阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9UAa12qG6
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酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZpJD7AQT7
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「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTqh23A2U0
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「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY5Dhcm0H2
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGj2aZw0MU
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「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG4W2CMc3u
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阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpt0bRUW5c
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不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r0EFZyCEV
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阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHvyVoeKyv
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大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeun2G61KZL
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2gGpHYgyt
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlTK5y8T1B
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因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHAomqey8y
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因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYUboGDeGQ
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc1nGxNEIt
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原來自己是那麼無聊。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIQJXKfedM
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw63BQ6GexS
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。344Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf3Sm7hst3
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無謂再假裝。
