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點解喺大家忙於社交媒體大遷徙嘅時候,沙文突然開個新IG?431Please respect copyright.PENANADh2UU36yP0
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當年,有一本叫《黑紙》嘅雜誌,每週一期,每期都有一位明星嘅黑白大頭相加上一個兩字詞作為封面。每期嘅兩字詞即係該期嘅主題,通常都係啲較負面嘅字詞,故稱為「黑色信念」。然後該期嘅受訪明星就會就住呢個主題高談闊論。431Please respect copyright.PENANAOqDbwcJTYC
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當時有一位朋友同我一樣有睇開《黑紙》,然後我問佢如果我能夠成為《黑紙》嘅封面人物,我會配上咩主題?佢諗都唔洗諗,就答我「走數」。431Please respect copyright.PENANADkdd62eNmM
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所謂一言驚醒洛克人,聽完佢噉講之後,我就回想自己係咪真係咁鍾意走數呢?唔諗由自可,一諗就發現自己真係差唔多日日走數。431Please respect copyright.PENANAqgv7wIQjRf
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以前鍾意踢波,夢想自己成為足球員。中二臨近踢學界時,曾經應承自己要每個星期六、日或者紅日假期都唔再掛住約女仔出街,要約波友踢波操fit自己,結果到咗星期六就有波唔練走去唱k睇戲。431Please respect copyright.PENANAaWC9df4alY
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中三嘅時候,應承咗位女同學要喺佢生日嘅時候送佢生日禮物再請佢食飯。然後,過咗佢生日都唔知道過咗。431Please respect copyright.PENANAsIfT1ihYoT
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中五嘅時候,機緣巧合地同一位老師好投契。佢知道我鍾意寫嘢,就話想我試下寫小說。我應承咗佢,好有信心咁講話中六畢業前會寫到一篇短篇小說佢睇,結果我一隻字都冇寫。431Please respect copyright.PENANAEssHZ5ThAO
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中學畢咗業之後,有一位好兄弟知我鍾意超人,帶咗個迪加變身器出嚟畀我玩。我哋各自拍咗條變身片,我應承咗佢會剪條變成超人迪加嘅片畀佢。結果,我淨係剪咗自己。431Please respect copyright.PENANARvZwowDzmx
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學期初話要努力讀書最後冇咗件事、日日話要早瞓但結果通宵、借咗人錢承諾好快還錢然後深潛,呢啲不在話下。431Please respect copyright.PENANARATX68gsEw
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好似,幾乎同我有關係嘅人都俾我走過數咁。嗰位朋友講得冇錯,「走數」呢個詞語簡直係我嘅人生。於是,我好興奮咁話,當晚食完飯返屋企一定要整返張屬於自己嘅《黑紙》封面,結果當然走咗數。431Please respect copyright.PENANAXBjTnmHdqr
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然後慢慢一直瘋狂走人數噉過咗幾年,唔知點解突然有個覺悟,想找返晒之前所有嘅數。431Please respect copyright.PENANAMDUKuj6ex5
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嗰位女同學嘅生日飯,多年後終於找數。431Please respect copyright.PENANAwJ1ayqSYdd
應承老師嘅小說,終於寫到出嚟。431Please respect copyright.PENANAzwGETvY2aV
應承過會還嘅錢,雖然係憑我本事借返嚟,但最終於還晒數。431Please respect copyright.PENANAvAyxpJ27XS
好多次經過唱片鋪,見到想買嘅唱片,因為中學生荷包冇銀所以應承自己遲啲買。結果,多年後終於慢慢追返當年想買嘅心頭好。431Please respect copyright.PENANAYEQ3Pu0vw6
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當晚,我話過要整自己專屬嘅《黑紙》封面,終於整咗。431Please respect copyright.PENANAh1QTUfx7YX
而有一條數,我一直掛喺心,好想還畀佢。有一位已遠走嘅朋友,叫我開返個專畀自己寫嘢嘅專頁。我一口就答應佢,但一直冇做。一直唔敢做,怕我會做得唔好,辜負佢期望。幾年之後,突然喺度諗,相比於我做得唔好,我應承咗然後走佢數,先係真正令佢失望嘅事?431Please respect copyright.PENANAS5kIyjQrm7
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所以,就決定喺今日,做一個找數真漢子。431Please respect copyright.PENANALxKfIGeHl5
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希望你見到。431Please respect copyright.PENANA7hb4qc23BM
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當然,除咗IG,仲有penana。至於MeWe,就容後再算啦。431Please respect copyright.PENANAtchct5PR3y
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