軒&祈-終45Please respect copyright.PENANAc8Ocnko926
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「易先生,因為閣下妻子服用過量安眠藥後昏睡,其後因為嘔吐物堵塞呼吸道而引致窒息……送至醫院搶救的時候太晚了,我們已經盡力。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAHWJ2s6P3HX
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「另外,初步推斷那位男嬰是餓死,但詳細死因要等到法醫報告後才能確實。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAqPj0XuBc1D
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「……是嗎。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAQxmQVKqG9E
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我站在急症室門前,頭髮亂得像一個鳥窩,但我現在完全不想去管自己的儀態。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQCkJLgZBH6
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回去中國大陸一次出差,所有事情都變調了,七年以來一直美滿的家庭終告破碎,而且是破碎得無法再修補的悲傷結局。45Please respect copyright.PENANArmaNr2noB8
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為什麼會這樣,我反覆問著自己。45Please respect copyright.PENANArmH8C3XxwC
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我完全看不出祈的異狀--在還沒有看見祈臨終前所畫的那三十二幅畫之前,我一直以為祈會感覺到我的愛意。45Please respect copyright.PENANAMWOJAxg264
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我不是在乎孩子,我只是在乎你而已,我故意不提流產的事情就是不想觸動到你的內心……為什麼你會覺得你是虧欠我呢?45Please respect copyright.PENANAosGNYJU4vw
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祈。你流產的時候我從來沒有說你不對,但現在如果你還在我身邊的話,我肯定會怒聲向你吼出這三個字。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z0wFFbS38
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你錯了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlWWC4n0cvr
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這種結局,比起流產而言,對我的打擊更大。45Please respect copyright.PENANAAGKgGRfKbi
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我想起那三十二幅畫,在救護車過來家裡的途中我看見了亂糟糟的家還有滿屋的腐屍臭味,但這種事情都不能觸動到我的內心。45Please respect copyright.PENANA8UpB4Cum8K
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我的心都被那三十二幅放置的井井有條的畫所吸引。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPFXQnJgfQC
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祈用她一生最後的三十二幅畫去表達對我的情感跟歉意--我能不記得嗎?畫裡畫的全部都是我,我現在三十二歲,她就用三十二幅畫去紀錄每一年我經歷過的大事。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbgU09jKSkw
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第七張畫是我七歲的時候摔倒了哭得呼天搶地的,我只是跟她提過一次,沒想到祈還記得。45Please respect copyright.PENANALoVfZPDocD
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第十八張畫是我在十八歲的時候在公開試裡獲得優秀成績,然後跳級考入與祈同一所大學。45Please respect copyright.PENANAY6R03KXrLH
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第二十二張畫……大學四年級,我跟祈在大學相遇,熱戀。45Please respect copyright.PENANAOV4UVQQkOc
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第二十五張畫……我跟祈戀愛三年後結婚。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQEOce4bySO
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第三十一張畫……祈流產了。45Please respect copyright.PENANA0QGa1T7201
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第三十二張畫……也是祈唯一一張所畫的幻想畫。45Please respect copyright.PENANANn4hCPlzPB
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我、祈、還有一個嬰兒在拍一張全家照。45Please respect copyright.PENANAFVMIHp61Ro
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每一個人包括那個小嬰孩都笑得很燦爛,整張構圖充斥著滿滿的幸福感。45Please respect copyright.PENANAojdCYS1Bh9
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只是畫紙上有一道由雕刻刀劃出來的刀痕,幾乎將這將畫一分為二。45Please respect copyright.PENANAAojBHwpvOv
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我終於明白了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAGlPGbsvLLh
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領養嬰兒不是你所希望的,而是我自以為你希望的……45Please respect copyright.PENANAVFLPLIdrmK
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這張圖,是你真正的希望,希望一個我跟你的親生孩子跟我們拍照,然後發覺這個希望根本是無法實現,於是才用這種方法破壞這張畫嗎……45Please respect copyright.PENANAdVsICWPEk8
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我依稀記得畫裡那嬰兒的笑容。45Please respect copyright.PENANAtDL3eZgHcv
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很美,充滿童真。45Please respect copyright.PENANAjHkRvZE47D
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但卻在嘲諷大人們的無知跟自以為是。45Please respect copyright.PENANAHD7KUcca7d