軒&祈-終44Please respect copyright.PENANA3yvfbYFJEq
44Please respect copyright.PENANADZMFkIzRI0
「易先生,因為閣下妻子服用過量安眠藥後昏睡,其後因為嘔吐物堵塞呼吸道而引致窒息……送至醫院搶救的時候太晚了,我們已經盡力。」44Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ox70ruIxC
44Please respect copyright.PENANAt4hu1tl6S5
「另外,初步推斷那位男嬰是餓死,但詳細死因要等到法醫報告後才能確實。」44Please respect copyright.PENANArwZdRdcRnP
44Please respect copyright.PENANApQNq6RzDfZ
「……是嗎。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAAAy5egjEA6
44Please respect copyright.PENANAMpBT48uFNa
我站在急症室門前,頭髮亂得像一個鳥窩,但我現在完全不想去管自己的儀態。44Please respect copyright.PENANAd2BGgjTXxR
44Please respect copyright.PENANAcFKOLjJ72I
回去中國大陸一次出差,所有事情都變調了,七年以來一直美滿的家庭終告破碎,而且是破碎得無法再修補的悲傷結局。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEjL9Vfgrvz
44Please respect copyright.PENANAHvHYLVcCs5
為什麼會這樣,我反覆問著自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANAZiqif0f0cE
44Please respect copyright.PENANA02rsCo7Fx2
我完全看不出祈的異狀--在還沒有看見祈臨終前所畫的那三十二幅畫之前,我一直以為祈會感覺到我的愛意。44Please respect copyright.PENANAOiREJEoCmb
44Please respect copyright.PENANAPCwNLq6xT9
我不是在乎孩子,我只是在乎你而已,我故意不提流產的事情就是不想觸動到你的內心……為什麼你會覺得你是虧欠我呢?44Please respect copyright.PENANAgrX1KmDIKL
44Please respect copyright.PENANAvTUFZ07yH8
祈。你流產的時候我從來沒有說你不對,但現在如果你還在我身邊的話,我肯定會怒聲向你吼出這三個字。44Please respect copyright.PENANAgD60767iAG
44Please respect copyright.PENANATG93tUhYaL
你錯了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAkHcKW6R8ui
44Please respect copyright.PENANAUVm7Dddxpm
這種結局,比起流產而言,對我的打擊更大。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1zMQuhucQs
44Please respect copyright.PENANAFp5Hzq6EOD
我想起那三十二幅畫,在救護車過來家裡的途中我看見了亂糟糟的家還有滿屋的腐屍臭味,但這種事情都不能觸動到我的內心。44Please respect copyright.PENANAvvjPzgGlzA
44Please respect copyright.PENANAaNRcxQwyGv
我的心都被那三十二幅放置的井井有條的畫所吸引。44Please respect copyright.PENANAW4ekDplmP4
44Please respect copyright.PENANAe2qdQ2NZ9b
祈用她一生最後的三十二幅畫去表達對我的情感跟歉意--我能不記得嗎?畫裡畫的全部都是我,我現在三十二歲,她就用三十二幅畫去紀錄每一年我經歷過的大事。44Please respect copyright.PENANAuwZ7x83fm6
44Please respect copyright.PENANABXpyGwr0ax
第七張畫是我七歲的時候摔倒了哭得呼天搶地的,我只是跟她提過一次,沒想到祈還記得。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQ88jrF2Jbj
44Please respect copyright.PENANAbqCe9vLwzJ
第十八張畫是我在十八歲的時候在公開試裡獲得優秀成績,然後跳級考入與祈同一所大學。44Please respect copyright.PENANAkpHVjoulia
44Please respect copyright.PENANAjUDUrhm9VN
第二十二張畫……大學四年級,我跟祈在大學相遇,熱戀。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdne39KbvfT
44Please respect copyright.PENANAv7U3BYaqUv
第二十五張畫……我跟祈戀愛三年後結婚。44Please respect copyright.PENANA9mbGO2ATuW
44Please respect copyright.PENANAW93JlV0Ud8
第三十一張畫……祈流產了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAeD9xpS3lLy
44Please respect copyright.PENANAXCn2vEjM01
第三十二張畫……也是祈唯一一張所畫的幻想畫。44Please respect copyright.PENANAha0RZpQFxt
44Please respect copyright.PENANAnVWmnM1OuD
我、祈、還有一個嬰兒在拍一張全家照。44Please respect copyright.PENANAj4LdQEKW2b
44Please respect copyright.PENANABEmSokC0hm
每一個人包括那個小嬰孩都笑得很燦爛,整張構圖充斥著滿滿的幸福感。44Please respect copyright.PENANAhaf9FLvnIf
44Please respect copyright.PENANA5qxprN7J5v
只是畫紙上有一道由雕刻刀劃出來的刀痕,幾乎將這將畫一分為二。44Please respect copyright.PENANAR8emEL14u4
44Please respect copyright.PENANATocsaExmXG
我終於明白了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAlMiPxohxnd
44Please respect copyright.PENANAqsK8inlXkW
領養嬰兒不是你所希望的,而是我自以為你希望的……44Please respect copyright.PENANA0gUBuw3odW
44Please respect copyright.PENANAo0twGZAZ0w
這張圖,是你真正的希望,希望一個我跟你的親生孩子跟我們拍照,然後發覺這個希望根本是無法實現,於是才用這種方法破壞這張畫嗎……44Please respect copyright.PENANAmj3iutLFUH
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOTkY8bJPbH
我依稀記得畫裡那嬰兒的笑容。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWibAGN1vOF
44Please respect copyright.PENANAYJlNw0TGSq
很美,充滿童真。44Please respect copyright.PENANAlP6YHVnPeh
44Please respect copyright.PENANANiFXJywK37
但卻在嘲諷大人們的無知跟自以為是。44Please respect copyright.PENANAX6IB0T29CM