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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5s212iV50
He's shaking underneath my grasp.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8YcCbKeIu
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJVMANYyQW
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXecxUp0dcz
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I smile bitterly.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDlqM2yuR9
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2zWH3FAmq
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTVBehjF7b
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6qVszLjjV
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHblNGWUPA
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQVltA2RT6
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyZeaIO1RQ
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQhzmW1TQL
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXXyEJvAx2
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7poTjzdF9
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHgKEZqSM5
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I must at all cost keep him awake.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GWI3FeASV
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dDyAgSg6s
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSuwO7WyZC
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"Not that long baby I promise."715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbVmXqmvwH
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBs1SQ3kZr
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqY6aistGn
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKFwv9InQ6
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJSbzkILxk
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSb0O1VTAk
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I frown at him.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDUXKO3p7U
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"Don't say that."715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3sTXiy9FW
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4jdEOHTND
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I gasp.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwzkqbozJ5
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"Jere stop!"715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbzJ9ifD3N
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He goes on.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHJZ83ESbA
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj28OBYAIs4
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVu9g5DrN1A
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5WcX1m8Li
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGnwVkpo5s
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR4EnAviDO
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"I won't."715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QKvmpZmTO
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He obeys, watching me soberly.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4ah5fXYm0
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPudSFmcHX
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LXi8iQVvI
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWisfQOuD6
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ48Hmv5zHP
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiPjmsidia
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPpVnJGs3O
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFMgCzAfN9
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He tries to nod but he can't.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLtzvOT9tz
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKprUcyMQQZ
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG0GdgOLH9
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He looks up into mine.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4sxCxoHSS
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42dasJKee1
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"Stay awake." I tell him.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCablPe2N3
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKUT3itoxi
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyrv0QXGiT
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P7yWlLqQY
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He doesn't reply.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT8YOvcI0w
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo25cXm1T6F
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6bjDeekSt
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHcrILkcGC
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn0CA9UoxO
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8qL2oRWpp
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwb4lBLwhi
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ff9kga9jr
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs6SKiZGRJ
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"Kiss me," he repeats.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHQ74fnPD2
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMMmc8EnLO
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5HWbIw8QV
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5S7ahIWmG
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEYasmx7Rd
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7PIvZpBPg
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7ycS6rqEl
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Electricity races through me and lingers.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF1QYZNie8
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU094CtaL2
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ574zkYmM83
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJOiwlhAQE
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk02t8Un34l
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbnrmWHnFP
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"Jeremy?"715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfp8vrst5Y
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I shake my head, not believing.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXbISw6GUw
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGs68rOy7f
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLEIb8geeI
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK71j7Oy2P
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.
