You exist within me (I’d have come to love you anyway)
A playlist for Katsuhira’s and Noriko’s road through the series. From losing each other and themselves to finding themselves in each other.
10 tracks, 41 mins || LISTEN @ 8TRACKS
I tried to pick the songs to fit their POVs during specific episodes, so in case anyone’s interested the tracklist and related info under the cut!
01. Losing Your Memory (R. Star)
The damage is done, the police are coming too slow now588Please respect copyright.PENANAS6BwaeEaLy
I would have died, I would have loved you all my life588Please respect copyright.PENANAINar5ry2Sc
You’re losing your memory now
The night Noriko jumps. Omniscient POV.
02. Home (Ellie Goulding)
I work until it’s late, walk-in, and close the gate588Please respect copyright.PENANAIb9ULn5Kaj
This took my life to make588Please respect copyright.PENANAO23K0tJm5A
On my own, no poison in my bones588Please respect copyright.PENANAPwMB9u0PaN
This is where I build my home588Please respect copyright.PENANA5TqRoio0ap
This will always be my home588Please respect copyright.PENANAzDOjIOZS53
(I need someone, to hold)
In the years before the series starts, a lonely Noriko pours herself into the Kiznaiver Project. Noriko’s POV.
03. Silhouette (Aquilo)
We’ve become echoes, but echoes that fade away,588Please respect copyright.PENANAR5fF5YZSmi
We fall into the dark as we dive under the way,588Please respect copyright.PENANAnWc1NGQFw7
The devils on your shoulder, strangers in your head,588Please respect copyright.PENANAJfxFOlznlO
As if you don’t remember, as if you can forget,588Please respect copyright.PENANA2R8m7OPr6n
It’s only been a moment, it’s only been a lifetime,588Please respect copyright.PENANA1Kl6VpfEKA
But tonight you’re a stranger or some silhouette.588Please respect copyright.PENANAsukF75n0lr
(Just hold me.)
Both Katsuhira and Noriko are only echoes of who they used to be, and Noriko comes to Katsuhira as a silhouette of his past. Mostly Katsuhira’s POV, but also omniscient.
04. Hello My Old Heart (The Oh Hellos)
Hello my old heart, how have you been? Are you still there inside my chest?588Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ6xGeRvVd
I’ve been so worried, you’ve been so still. Barely beating at all.588Please respect copyright.PENANAdKkAhEwL6c
Oh, I don’t wanna be alone. I wanna find a home and I wanna share it with you.
In Episodes 1 - 4, Katsuhira starts to fall for Noriko all over again and tries to connect with her. Katsuhira’s POV.
05. Who Am I to Say (Hope)
Don’t know anything, at all. Who am I to say you love me?588Please respect copyright.PENANA2RFM9pInNb
I don’t know anything, at all. And who am I to say you need me?588Please respect copyright.PENANASOh8G2YduW
I don’t know anything, at all. But I know you loved me.
In Episodes 5 - 8, Noriko starts to wonder if Katsuhira’s feelings for her have changed, after all. Noriko’s POV.
06. When You Find Me (Joshua Radin Ft. Maria Taylor)
Oh I need you to know, today: I’ll wait for you always588Please respect copyright.PENANAMiz2Q53ys4
Cause when I find you, I’ll find me.588Please respect copyright.PENANAazwcTi7U4B
Can’t you see? That when I find you, I’ll find me.
In Episodes 8 - 9, Katsuhira remembers Noriko and finds himself within her. Katsuhira’s POV.
07. Breathe Me (Sia)
Ouch, I have lost myself again.588Please respect copyright.PENANAjHdoQsIm26
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found.588Please respect copyright.PENANA41C3ui7QIx
Be my friend, hold me. Wrap me up, unfold me.588Please respect copyright.PENANAcMUht6yJtx
I am small and needy. Warm me up and breathe me.
In Episodes 10 - 11, Noriko is desperate to hold onto the Kiznaiver System and the past, to the point she can’t even recognize her true self, which resides inside Katsuhira. “True” Noriko’s POV, aka what she was truly feeling deep down.
08. All of Me (Boyce Avenue Cover)
My head’s underwater, but I’m breathing fine.588Please respect copyright.PENANAT8EbHq33tE
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind.588Please respect copyright.PENANAEp887I5WaL
‘Cause all of me loves all of you.588Please respect copyright.PENANAA9FTbfs76q
Love your curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfections.588Please respect copyright.PENANAmpgHFJ18Nf
Give your all to me, I’ll give my all to you.588Please respect copyright.PENANAQxDbPLjskC
You’re my end and my beginning
In Episodes 11 - 12, Katsuhira comes to realize he loves all of Noriko, including her flaws. And he is sure she loves him back. Katsuhira’s POV.
09. She is (The Fray)
It’s all up in the air and we stand still, to see what comes down.588Please respect copyright.PENANAkMOsGB3por
I don’t know where it is, I don’t know when, but I want you around.588Please respect copyright.PENANAeiW25NtqXm
When it falls into place with you and me, we go from if to when.588Please respect copyright.PENANASGcHtACdQM
This is going to bring me to my knees, I just want to hold you close to me.588Please respect copyright.PENANAO4JPBhsRj9
She is everything I needed, she is everything.
In episode 12, Katsuhira bares his heart to Noriko and hopes for the best. Katsuhira’s POV.
10. Arms (Christina Perri)
I can’t decide if I’ll let you save my life or if I’ll drown.588Please respect copyright.PENANAzKWO4FKGRG
I hope that you see right through my walls.588Please respect copyright.PENANAqNhhINrnqe
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I’m already falling.588Please respect copyright.PENANARvGSpexEIW
You put your arms around me and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go…588Please respect copyright.PENANABYqK5PhyU5
You put your arms around me and I’m home.
In episode 12, Noriko gives both Katsuhira and herself a hard time but ultimately lets herself be saved and finds a home. Noriko’s POV.
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