「以上,謝謝大家。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAzDAjs1ouup
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如雷的掌聲在結束了生命教育演講的禮堂中,卻有一隻手突兀的舉了起來235Please respect copyright.PENANAhbPCj7orqJ
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「請問,如果班上有人總是想自盡,應該怎麼幫助她呢?」235Please respect copyright.PENANABpmRN591j4
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師長們無不表現出了詫異的眼光及讚許的目光,望向發問的女學生235Please respect copyright.PENANA8gwbxpdxWJ
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「我很想幫她,但她卻總是想不開呢~」235Please respect copyright.PENANAnHlxb9mTkf
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小依走至如昀身邊親暱的挽起她的手,翻開她的外套袖口,展露出大大小小深淺不一的疤痕,四周漸漸傳出了訕笑,如昀雖想反抗卻被小依以兇惡的目光制止,並壓低了音量俯在如昀耳邊呢喃235Please respect copyright.PENANAR6bgboQGjj
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「你要是敢反抗,我就找乾哥哥們在校外處理掉你」
『為什麼要這樣對我……』
「沒為什麼,因為你好欺負,而我可以殺雞儆猴,讓大家都不敢反抗我」
「像你這種低賤的蟲子只能任我宰割,妓女的孩子」
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如昀忍著淚卻不敢反抗,任由禮堂開始鬧哄哄的吵雜起來235Please respect copyright.PENANAMk9IVqRLsF
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「大家都很辛苦啊!」
「別總把死掛嘴邊阿,有人想活還活不成呢!」
「這疤會留一輩子的!」
「你到底想怎樣啊?」235Please respect copyright.PENANA2eBX9Qt9ca
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師長們費了很大一番力氣才將場面穩定,到最後卻也不了了之便散場,僅要求導師加強輔導,如昀便飛也似的衝出禮堂,對四周此起彼落的嘲弄聲置之不理,她只想離開,離開這充滿惡意,令她無法呼吸的地方235Please respect copyright.PENANA2xATBV2kU0
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「你要逃走嗎?」
「果然是要逃走吧!哈哈哈」235Please respect copyright.PENANABgfv23VbcZ
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如昀大口喘著氣低頭向前衝刺,卻無法令自己崩潰的情緒平穩下來,直到撞上了人235Please respect copyright.PENANAKvGAklwWUl
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「喂喂喂!看路啊!傅如昀」
「撞傷瘦弱的我怎麼辦!衝那麼快你想怎樣啊?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAsKZ282fEbW
『我…我想,我想怎樣啊…』
「妳撞傻啦?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAMcQUQXyzYa
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楊彥拉開撞進懷裡的她,扶著她的臉要查看,卻被如昀掙脫重新埋進他懷裡,她壓制住了哭腔,故作平靜的說235Please respect copyright.PENANAUYrOrN8kYJ
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『我想…吃巧克力冰棒…』
「當然可以啊,走!我們去福利社」
「我正好也想吃肉包子,肚子餓了」
『請分給我一半!』
「別想!!討厭鬼!」
『小氣鬼!!』
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倚靠在頂樓的兩人吹著風,品嘗著手上的食物。235Please respect copyright.PENANAEzmUFdHS9S
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「那個生命講座其實也沒麼用啦~我們班也在不同時段聽過了」
「不過妳為什麼不反擊呢?」
『……』
『因為害怕』
『害怕一旦反擊了就會受到更不人道的對待』
「……雖然是這樣沒錯,不過不覺得氣憤嗎?」
『當然氣憤阿,不過卻是氣自己沒勇氣沒能力反擊』
「這樣啊……」
「那~想反擊時叫上我吧哈哈哈」
「我可以幫妳這樣!這樣!再這樣喔!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAcIB7S1KURU
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楊彥做出了浮誇的勾拳動作,逗的如昀感動也不是,笑也不是,倆人在夏日的頂樓嬉鬧著,清風拂過,捲起了幾片翠綠的葉子盤旋空中。,再嬉鬧中被逼到牆角的如昀笑著輕輕地開口235Please respect copyright.PENANAYcV1NBdlne
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『你…有對世界絕望過嗎?』
「沒有…但在你上次微笑的時候」
「我對自己絕望了」
「那個笑,很美…卻參雜了苦悶,我卻沒辦法去除那個雜質」
「所以我想救你出來」
「哪怕你依舊很討厭,但…能讓我試試嗎?」
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如昀頷首,被溫柔的擁入懷中。235Please respect copyright.PENANA5WbGfpm1Lw
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「你敢在課堂上公然滅我們乾妹的威風?」
「活膩了吧!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAMNvVFJ2McR
『……咳』235Please respect copyright.PENANAt0PSsqa1Cn
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陰暗的巷子,地上有殘留的拖痕及斑斑血漬……
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今天如昀一如往常的在已打烊的店面前等待楊彥一同回家,她一邊拂摸著野貓柔軟的毛髮,一邊心情愉悅地哼著小曲,想著等等迫不及待要跟楊彥分享的事情235Please respect copyright.PENANAWe6CH9TOKk
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『等等要跟他說,我今天很勇敢喔~』
『小依又想當全班的面揍我了』
『這次我擋下攻擊,讓她很沒有面子』
『她還哭的超級醜的跑出教室,哈哈』235Please respect copyright.PENANAZptEiflBIu
『話說~等等我們約好要去買明天小貓吃的飼料呢…』235Please respect copyright.PENANA1VImvrLuuW
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卻在下一秒被人自後摀住口鼻,拖入了一旁的陰暗巷弄,不講理的便是一頓拳打腳踢。
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「我告訴過妳了!妳…要是敢反抗我就找人處理妳!」
『我…咳!我沒有…我只是擋下』
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如昀倒臥在地上喘息著,嘴角淌淌留下的鮮紅血液像是催化劑,使眼前這些人愈發猖狂的攻擊235Please respect copyright.PENANA5NZjhWNp4L
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「傅如昀!!!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAIa19wsmz5S
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楊彥的出現讓所有人大吃一驚,帶頭的不良少年最先反應,挾起小刀就向他揮去,楊彥雖然依靠自身能力抵擋了幾波攻擊,卻在千鈞一髮之際,雙雙停止了動作235Please respect copyright.PENANAOLAutRTh8d
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「昀…」
「快…走……」
『不要!!』235Please respect copyright.PENANAj6wAdJgeiM
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楊彥摀著被不良少年失手刺中的側腹,倒臥在自己的血泊之中,卻不忘叮囑如昀離開235Please respect copyright.PENANACQP3w7lki6
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「我…我我…我不是故意的!真的不是故意的!對不起!對不起!!」
原先凶神惡煞的少年們倏地轉變成驚慌的口吻,連聲道歉的倉皇離去,如昀跪在楊彥身旁,大喊著要他保持清醒,雙手慌忙的又是止血又是打電話235Please respect copyright.PENANAoIXYr1gJgd
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『楊彥你看著我!!』
『不要睡著!拜託你!』
『我不會再說想死了,拜託你張開眼睛看我好不好!!』
『喂!請快派人過來!!拜託!求你們快點了!』
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他的葬禮…我去了,但我沒有哭。235Please respect copyright.PENANAfk7Dw1wZBm
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大家異口同聲的說著235Please respect copyright.PENANAoleP3le1rB
「就像睡著了一樣呢!」
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對此,我感到非常的不爽。235Please respect copyright.PENANAkjdLmKNDQc
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『叫他起來阿!!』
『你們這麼說,倒是叫他醒來啊!!』235Please respect copyright.PENANA9RSR6QEvee
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也有人說著235Please respect copyright.PENANA35gxVPjhux
「你要連他的份一起活下去啊」235Please respect copyright.PENANAvWa5sEChiX
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『我又怎麼想幫他活下去呢?我希望死的是我啊……』235Please respect copyright.PENANAAyfLisVGEp
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今天晚上我夢到他了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAxgRGDEGBR4
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「你這個大騙子!!」
「說好晚上要跟我去買小貓的糧食的!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAUZesFfPL4w
「你這樣…貓咪吃什麼呢!」235Please respect copyright.PENANA2KUQs3msuy
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你面露困窘的微笑看著我。235Please respect copyright.PENANADdGZs2PZoe
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「你…倒是對我道歉阿…」235Please respect copyright.PENANAaiMNde3O95
「為什麼我這麼兇對你,你卻只是溫柔牽著我的手阿…」235Please respect copyright.PENANAgpcVYLPtrG
「你罵我一下也好啊…我想再聽一次你的聲音,可以嗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAW6vUG3Om1K
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你輕輕地張開口開闔,卻沒有聲音發出,你又再次困窘的微笑看我。235Please respect copyright.PENANAJY60EvVXdR
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「你會…好好看著我嗎?」
你用力的點了點頭。
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「你能…永遠牽著我嗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAhtatzorvH9
你難過的皺了皺眉,喪氣地搖了搖頭。235Please respect copyright.PENANAIAHIAA8Pnr
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「那你再…抱我一次吧…」235Please respect copyright.PENANAYFlxJyohv4
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喉頭被什麼東西堵塞的感覺真的很痛苦,鼻尖也酸的讓我說不出話來,你再度以微笑看著我,輕輕地慢慢的靠了過來,用那隻常常捏我臉頰戲弄的手,抹掉了我臉頰上不小心落下的的淚珠,擁著我揉了揉我的頭頂。235Please respect copyright.PENANAgRIWtCZ2a7
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「你真的…很討厭阿…」235Please respect copyright.PENANAoAPnjmXTMV
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我的臉被輕柔的捧起,放大數倍的臉部伴隨著輕微顫動的眼睫毛,柔軟的觸感在我的唇上緩慢覆下。235Please respect copyright.PENANAUAR6olWho9
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窗外的夏日陽光不客氣的灑下,穿透過了窗簾。235Please respect copyright.PENANAsJdX7qOSDT
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「被親吻叫醒什麼的…」
「別讓人抱持更大的期盼阿…討厭鬼…」235Please respect copyright.PENANAhQaAVy3vaC
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門外響起了敲門聲。235Please respect copyright.PENANASXam7khyBU
已經持續了好幾天,令人心碎的呼喚又響起。235Please respect copyright.PENANAxJHozorJaE
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「小昀,吃飯好嗎?」
「小昀,上學了……」
「小昀…媽媽拜託你了,不要隨他去了啊!」
「媽媽我……已經沒有能失去的了…你是媽媽活下去的動力啊…」235Please respect copyright.PENANALCpgRpA1oR
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我起身將手覆上房門,轉動門把。
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『我昨天…夢到他了』
『他很難過的勉強笑著摸我的頭,卻不說話…』
『無論我問了什麼都不回答…』
『媽媽…他是不是討厭我了…』
『我現在自殘他會像以前一樣,阻止我嗎…』
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媽媽什麼都沒有說,只是抱著好不容易打開房門的我一直流淚,我不懂啊,這樣的感情我不懂啊…235Please respect copyright.PENANAQBc9FyVu0U
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距離你的離開已經2年了,你在天上有好好看著我嗎?
沒有的話我可不饒你啊!
只能看我,不能偷看其他女生的!
我後來……按照你希望的,好好的吃飯,好好的去上學,好好的…活著…
現在我可是一名大學生喔!
沒有辜負你的期望吧?235Please respect copyright.PENANAmTxtrBling
媽媽跟我們養的小貓一樣,最近越來越胖了,肯定是因為我煮的菜越來越好吃了,哼!235Please respect copyright.PENANA8v4xslE1lK
欺負我們的那些人,似乎刑期也要服完了吧,你想降天懲要快點阿!真是的!
你在天上也要好好的生活著,等我去找你
我一定…會等到你都不耐煩了才去找你的
因為我們約定好了!235Please respect copyright.PENANA027BlRLRYi
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「小昀!下一堂課要開始囉!走吧~」235Please respect copyright.PENANA2tMhHMnKgr
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我放下了在日記上快速舞動的筆,勾起唇角。235Please respect copyright.PENANAn4xMZ9nCUx
夏天獨特的風吹拂,捲起了我身旁一片翠綠的落葉,它吹的好高、好高。235Please respect copyright.PENANAHGHxF4JhGb
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直達豔陽的所在處。235Please respect copyright.PENANAbcCa7hHnVt
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