我們終於要見面了,這些年來種種的阻礙使我們沒能見面,501Please respect copyright.PENANAU1uN6Oe8yY
不知道真實的你是什麼樣子,一直幻想著我們初次見面時,501Please respect copyright.PENANARoXSUXvato
我是應該故作生氣你總是失約,501Please respect copyright.PENANAuVmB90CpGf
或是坦然地對於見到你這件事感到開心。
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漆黑的晚上,漫天飄落的雪白,覆蓋著整座城市,501Please respect copyright.PENANACt80SPLZzN
彷彿全世界都被染成了銀白色,501Please respect copyright.PENANAiiy2reTolw
這是我第一次看到雪。501Please respect copyright.PENANAvTXLreY2fN
突如其來的初雪,使眼前陌生的城市有點熟悉,501Please respect copyright.PENANAZEjPyis46q
這就是你拍影片跟我形容下雪的情景。501Please respect copyright.PENANAdkdksrWA3u
我張開手,雪花飄落我手中,慢慢融化成水。501Please respect copyright.PENANAOE7OHKS17G
我好奇的嘗試雪的味道時,501Please respect copyright.PENANAVxDGL1jnBR
不幸被你發現了,我那時候真想馬上跳進火車離開。
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「初....初次見面...你是婷珏嗎?....我叫楓嵐。」501Please respect copyright.PENANADmhDYYWcBd
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他比我想像的還要靦腆501Please respect copyright.PENANAsq87Yb8Bjz
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我們終於見面了。501Please respect copyright.PENANA9lI7qnBltG
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他帶我去他家附近的夜市,緊張的他笨拙地牽著我的手,501Please respect copyright.PENANA3pnxxK3rqj
去吃了他最喜歡的冰檸檬跟燒草莓,他興奮地說這奇怪的搭配是最好吃的,501Please respect copyright.PENANAmxXwpibzdV
先酸到冰冷,後甜到火熱,像極了我們的關系。501Please respect copyright.PENANAlPj93tk5cO
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然後他就介紹曾經寄給我的明信片背景的雪山,501Please respect copyright.PENANARKnrRAKUPE
就是他家鄉的最崇拜的神山,501Please respect copyright.PENANABmtfi9J5A6
是與天最接近的距離。501Please respect copyright.PENANAt3REVpm9Sd
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每年到12月初雪那天,神明便會打開天堂的門,501Please respect copyright.PENANACCXp0h17p4
天堂的使者便會落來凡間向世人傳遞訊息,501Please respect copyright.PENANAkKHxLVQ1CT
神社接收到訊息後巫女便會寫在手紙中放入信封裡,雙手合十,便會收到祝福。501Please respect copyright.PENANA0vnjODWdQJ
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從前的他曾經熱衷跟我向來不相信神明存在的人解釋天堂的存在,501Please respect copyright.PENANAalegjqAXHj
現在他又再熱衷跟我解釋了一遍。501Please respect copyright.PENANAVXTaWHHQoD
他也閉著眼,緊握我的手帶領著一起雙手合十禱告著。501Please respect copyright.PENANAQitpIZJVL0
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「假如有神明的話,這一刻,我希望跟楓嵐永遠在一起」501Please respect copyright.PENANA5nYcHx8jhA
即使是不相信神明的我這次也忍不住在心中祈禱著。501Please respect copyright.PENANA0FKVzGAvwG
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巫女替神明向我遞了一封手紙。
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離開了寺廟,我們坐在一個公園裡,看著漫天的雪花。501Please respect copyright.PENANAdrURtIhkMw
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他看著我,慢慢的把臉接近了我,親吻了我一下。501Please respect copyright.PENANAQDcBE0LMXM
我害羞著不敢看他,轉身看著雪花飄落在我們臉頰,我幫他整理一下大衣。501Please respect copyright.PENANAHCmexfxRUy
然後我們又接吻了501Please respect copyright.PENANAM5P58ybzr7
他的吻讓我這些年浮沉的心有了些許安定,501Please respect copyright.PENANAgvsoNGHP6g
或許解開了這一年他沒有赴約的疑惑。501Please respect copyright.PENANA9TEZzxUs9m
他把我的手放進他溫暖的大衣口袋裡,走遍了整個公園,501Please respect copyright.PENANA7cr8eNfYqJ
湖水形成了薄冰,旁邊的杉樹也被這場初雪覆蓋著。
「楓,為什麼常常說好了要來最後卻沒來呢,這一年來還不跟我聯絡呢?」501Please respect copyright.PENANAMfFmeDz51Z
雪愈來愈大,他指示我打開了他指著手中那封手紙。
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「婷珏501Please respect copyright.PENANAUcgbwWgBVa
抱歉,我沒有赴約,讓你失望了....501Please respect copyright.PENANAPJ5aN75QIP
記得你當時你跟我辯論說沒天堂嗎?501Please respect copyright.PENANAL3tX31VmaF
天堂很美,比想像中更美。這邊沒有所謂國界,我可以在天空静静地看著你。501Please respect copyright.PENANAkOqud5AYix
你心中在想什麼、生氣什麼、難過什麼,我終於不用再猜了。501Please respect copyright.PENANAMmxKt8d984
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一個人過著新生活會害怕嗎?501Please respect copyright.PENANApyuqVsWrnF
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放心,我在這很開心活著,認識了很多新朋友。501Please respect copyright.PENANA3c8oAtbd7o
雖然我還沒克服懼高症,501Please respect copyright.PENANA4GuiaOXf5t
但是這邊一樣有河有山有屋有海。501Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0RmJc1JnT
想去找我嗎?可以的501Please respect copyright.PENANAVyeMrmSVom
移居在這的條件501Please respect copyright.PENANAYBo2sLs6ZA
首先你要繼續好好生活,不要自殺喔!501Please respect copyright.PENANA8g3c51P7vW
然後就是好好的.....501Please respect copyright.PENANAk7zUGC30I7
忘記我......
楓嵐」
「楓嵐!等等我!!!不要走!!!不要離開我!!!!」501Please respect copyright.PENANANEQobX49sw
手紙和楓幻化成了漫天的白雪,消失了在我的眼前,501Please respect copyright.PENANAGievPACCNe
忽然間腦海裡浮現了一架飛機墮落的一刻。501Please respect copyright.PENANAVPJ4ghMXG4
「抱歉 ,沒辦法赴約......」501Please respect copyright.PENANAfRJTW4mUTN
大風颳起了四周的白雪還有楓嵐的聲音,501Please respect copyright.PENANATYwTUHrw0P
就連楓嵐剛剛存在過的痕跡一起帶走了。
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坐了15小時飛機終於到了這個陌生城市,501Please respect copyright.PENANA6zOSIjokCs
漆黑的晚上,漫天飄落的雪白,501Please respect copyright.PENANAIXdm4pIB0R
覆蓋著整座城市,彷彿全世界都被染成了銀白色。501Please respect copyright.PENANAaxOALO9Srf
這是我第一次看到雪。501Please respect copyright.PENANAhm1pnkpalO
我帶了這張不知道誰寫給我的明信片,501Please respect copyright.PENANAoBtCkb6znJ
跟著這些線索,嘗試回想起腦中熟悉的感覺。