「以上,謝謝大家。」397Please respect copyright.PENANAra0fS2OU9x
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如雷的掌聲在結束了生命教育演講的禮堂中,卻有一隻手突兀的舉了起來397Please respect copyright.PENANAUp8sFmgKku
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「請問,如果班上有人總是想自盡,應該怎麼幫助她呢?」397Please respect copyright.PENANAFupDdLKXcg
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師長們無不表現出了詫異的眼光及讚許的目光,望向發問的女學生397Please respect copyright.PENANAeWaPRTcwXe
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「我很想幫她,但她卻總是想不開呢~」397Please respect copyright.PENANAMiO6661aCo
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小依走至如昀身邊親暱的挽起她的手,翻開她的外套袖口,展露出大大小小深淺不一的疤痕,四周漸漸傳出了訕笑,如昀雖想反抗卻被小依以兇惡的目光制止,並壓低了音量俯在如昀耳邊呢喃397Please respect copyright.PENANASuu1Pa89ia
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「你要是敢反抗,我就找乾哥哥們在校外處理掉你」
『為什麼要這樣對我……』
「沒為什麼,因為你好欺負,而我可以殺雞儆猴,讓大家都不敢反抗我」
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如昀忍著淚卻不敢反抗,任由禮堂開始鬧哄哄的吵雜起來397Please respect copyright.PENANAtyHDJMdSrL
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「大家都很辛苦啊!」
「別總把死掛嘴邊阿,有人想活還活不成呢!」
「這疤會留一輩子的!」
「你到底想怎樣啊?」397Please respect copyright.PENANAElGWKQGaya
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師長們費了很大一番力氣才將場面穩定,如昀便飛也似的衝出禮堂,對四周此起彼落的嘲弄聲置之不理,她只想離開,離開這充滿惡意,令她無法呼吸的地方397Please respect copyright.PENANA0RAjdyYjPm
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「你要逃走嗎?」
「果然是要逃走吧!哈哈哈」397Please respect copyright.PENANAfIgGl5uIHb
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如昀大口喘著氣低頭向前衝刺,卻無法令自己崩潰的情緒平穩下來,直到撞上了人397Please respect copyright.PENANAXQjhz4Bpn8
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「喂喂喂!看路啊!傅如昀」
「撞傷瘦弱的我怎麼辦!衝那麼快你想怎樣啊?」397Please respect copyright.PENANA1LSDmOAU4b
『我…我想,我想怎樣啊…』
「妳撞傻啦?」397Please respect copyright.PENANAXiHM7K57mr
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楊彥拉開撞進懷裡的她,扶著她的臉要查看,卻被如昀掙脫重新埋進他懷裡,她壓制住了哭腔,故作平靜的說397Please respect copyright.PENANANrDvRCmYAa
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『我想…吃巧克力冰棒…』
「當然可以啊,走!我們去福利社」
「我正好也想吃肉包子,肚子餓了」
『請分給我一半!』
「別想!!討厭鬼!」
『小氣鬼!!』
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倚靠在頂樓的兩人吹著風,品嘗著手上的食物397Please respect copyright.PENANA1gKqWdnP3d
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「那個生命講座其實也沒麼用啦~我們班也在不同時段聽過了」
「不過妳為什麼不反擊呢?」
『……』
『因為害怕』
『害怕一旦反擊了就會受到更不人道的對待』
「……雖然是這樣沒錯,不過不覺得氣憤嗎?」
『當然氣憤阿,不過卻是氣自己沒勇氣沒能力反擊』
「這樣啊……」
「那~想反擊時叫上我吧哈哈哈」
「我可以幫妳這樣!這樣!再這樣喔!」397Please respect copyright.PENANAn9HeoYYp99
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楊彥做出了浮誇的勾拳動作,逗的如昀感動也不是,笑也不是,倆人在夏日的頂樓嬉鬧著,清風拂過,捲起了幾片翠綠的葉子盤旋空中。397Please respect copyright.PENANAFqWpZxO11N
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「你敢在課堂上公然滅我們乾妹的威風?」
「活膩了吧!」397Please respect copyright.PENANA3MhbSb4mPf
『……咳』397Please respect copyright.PENANARrNz5Ck2uo
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陰暗的巷子,地上有殘留的拖痕及斑斑血漬……
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今天如昀一如往常的在已打烊的店面前等待楊彥一同回家,她一邊拂摸著野貓柔軟的毛髮,一邊心情愉悅地哼著小曲,想著等等迫不及待要跟楊彥分享的事情
『等等要跟他說,我今天擋下小依的攻擊喔~讓她很沒有面子』
『她還哭的超級醜的跑出教室,哈哈』397Please respect copyright.PENANA1itS5HwV99
『話說~等等我們約好要去買明天小貓吃的飼料呢…』397Please respect copyright.PENANAPOy7poH7Pw
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卻在下一秒被人自後摀住口鼻,拖入了一旁的陰暗巷弄,不講理的便是一頓拳打腳踢。
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「我告訴過妳了!妳…要是敢反抗我就找人處理妳!」
『我…咳!我沒有…我只是擋下』
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如昀倒臥在地上喘息著,嘴角淌淌留下的鮮紅血液像是催化劑,使眼前這些人愈發猖狂的攻擊397Please respect copyright.PENANAhJUCdNucs9
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「傅如昀!!!」397Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6LlQdUmCn
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楊彥的出現讓所有人大吃一驚,帶頭的不良少年最先反應,挾起小刀就向他揮去,楊彥雖然依靠自身能力抵擋了幾波攻擊,卻在千鈞一髮之際,雙雙停止了動作397Please respect copyright.PENANAOFm17EeaKS
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「昀…」
「快…走……」
『不要!!』397Please respect copyright.PENANAOeXn8IQtzY
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楊彥摀著被不良少年失手刺中的側腹,倒臥在自己的血泊之中,卻不忘叮囑如昀離開397Please respect copyright.PENANArChIAuXQ9M
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「我…我我…我不是故意的!真的不是故意的!對不起!對不起!!」
原先凶神惡煞的少年們倏地轉變成驚慌的口吻,連聲道歉的倉皇離去,如昀跪在楊彥身旁,大喊著要他保持清醒,雙手慌忙的又是止血又是打電話397Please respect copyright.PENANALPGvA5j5oV
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『楊彥你看著我!!』
『不要睡著!拜託你!』
『我不會再說想死了,拜託你張開眼睛看我好不好!!』
『喂!請快派人過來!!拜託!求你們快點了!』
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他的葬禮…我去了,但我沒有哭。397Please respect copyright.PENANALdmwz8XO87
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之後,我夢到他了。397Please respect copyright.PENANA5vEu6C8aEj
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「你這個大騙子!!」
「說好晚上要跟我去買小貓的糧食的!」397Please respect copyright.PENANArwixYnttTU
「你這樣…貓咪吃什麼呢!」397Please respect copyright.PENANAtMI54luG8S
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你面露困窘的微笑看著我。397Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8fTHnh62V
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「你…倒是對我道歉阿…」397Please respect copyright.PENANAhdco4u4snU
「為什麼我這麼兇對你,你卻只是溫柔牽著我的手阿…」397Please respect copyright.PENANAZksSpG7f2L
「你罵我一下也好啊…我想再聽一次你的聲音,可以嗎?」397Please respect copyright.PENANA2I2riBx8jU
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你輕輕地張開口開闔,卻沒有聲音發出,你又再次困窘的微笑看我。397Please respect copyright.PENANA5uaICeIWRH
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「你會…好好看著我嗎?」
你用力的點了點頭。
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「你能…永遠牽著我嗎?」397Please respect copyright.PENANAUjJLar3OMQ
你難過的皺了皺眉,喪氣地搖了搖頭。397Please respect copyright.PENANAuzcs8l9mbr
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「那你再…抱我一次吧…」397Please respect copyright.PENANAkFlquP7Rr3
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喉頭被什麼東西堵塞的感覺真的很痛苦,鼻尖也酸的讓我說不出話來,你再度以微笑看著我,輕輕地慢慢的靠了過來,用那隻常常捏我臉頰戲弄的手,抹掉了我臉頰上不小心落下的的淚珠,擁著我揉了揉我的頭頂。397Please respect copyright.PENANAC0h5aeyzgd
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「你真的…很討厭阿…」397Please respect copyright.PENANAMIPIA9R1l6
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我的臉被輕柔的捧起,放大數倍的臉部伴隨著輕微顫動的眼睫毛,柔軟的觸感在我的唇上緩慢覆下。397Please respect copyright.PENANAho0mpAsDsr
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窗外的夏日陽光不客氣的灑下,穿透過了窗簾。397Please respect copyright.PENANAclfgFuLmKq
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「被親吻叫醒什麼的…」
「別讓人抱持更大的期盼阿…討厭鬼…」397Please respect copyright.PENANAmSSUvZmeUG
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門外響起了敲門聲。397Please respect copyright.PENANAT6IaJHk39t
已經持續了好幾天,令人心碎的呼喚又響起。397Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z8IruRfRL
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「小昀,吃飯好嗎?」
「小昀,上學了……」
「小昀…媽媽拜託你了,不要隨他去了啊!」
「媽媽我……已經沒有能失去的了…你是媽媽活下去的動力啊…」397Please respect copyright.PENANARLU0RJP71J
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我起身將手覆上房門,轉動門把。
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『我昨天…夢到他了』
『他很難過的勉強笑著摸我的頭,卻不說話…』
『無論我問了什麼都不回答…』
『媽媽…他是不是討厭我了…』
『我現在自殘他會像以前一樣,阻止我嗎…』
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媽媽什麼都沒有說,只是抱著好不容易打開房門的我一直流淚,我不懂啊,這樣的感情我不懂啊…397Please respect copyright.PENANAFtGw8Ultho
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距離你的離開已經2年了,你在天上有好好看著我嗎?
沒有的話我可不饒你啊!
我後來……好好的吃飯,好好的去上學,好好的…活著…
現在我可是一名大學生喔!397Please respect copyright.PENANA1VPkzmqgfQ
媽媽跟我們養的小貓一樣,最近越來越胖了,肯定是因為我煮的菜越來越好吃了,哼!397Please respect copyright.PENANADskgA30T8e
欺負我們的那些人,似乎刑期也要服完了吧,你想降天懲要快點阿!真是的!
你在天上也要好好的生活著,等我去找你。397Please respect copyright.PENANAYFyp68VcQh
我們約定好了!
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「小昀!下一堂課要開始囉!走吧~」397Please respect copyright.PENANADQyaiJRJ7p
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我放下了在日記上快速舞動的筆,勾起唇角。397Please respect copyright.PENANApyTANkyaK6
夏天獨特的風吹拂,捲起了我身旁一片翠綠的落葉,它吹的好高、好高。397Please respect copyright.PENANAbma8gZ7UOX
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直達豔陽的所在處。397Please respect copyright.PENANAsIiHoJ2jyK
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