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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbfdaUwTey
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnBwIjyiLo
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIuGWlmiEm
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxuXu2zlRm
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46Y5oVGc0d
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqmQRVRzVV
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHaUFtwIdL
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm96rr7U0a
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwweRBQbUBn
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抵不住。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzpCktLNGu
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他決定到公園散步。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnQCekOkdb
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcbwZKmslz
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9YYw043Qr
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdSGzWmoGc
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJW9gaC7aW
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdweLdWABvp
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpzdy1DA4y
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他不自已憶起亡妻……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LAOUP7sWU
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkJYluq36V
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSAwGTaWRD
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxmUlaex58
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6pi9KlYN3
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5tGxl44Tl
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyuwqoq6Dz
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「即是何時？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQKnfpW5tf
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「下一個夏天。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiLFmsQxzW
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzCpfW8mYJ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxYFTokNue
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuIHLIY71B
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jc3Tsxnkx
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynJAE5a3dF
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內心終於安定下來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMXi8PzjE2
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkMBmM8rR8
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「但你的血糖……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLYXofVTYi
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMWfzTNFkU
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Hy8wsy8cV
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ34DcZ3R19
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兒子送她一根拐杖。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijRxnoSn6h
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf9Ebx6eiB
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt40MyM9s8H
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUNT4SFtVX
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1hGR1N2dP
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzMhpimC7V
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjh0rkG3Hw
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f446jn90v
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Y04qzWbc
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於願足矣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfylYl9tBP
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVeTFVqHq4
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOmDBiHw2u
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdBn2KjF6f
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總得走下去，不是嗎？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIqTF8yPCd
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c5bAS9FsX
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hcj6JuF4V
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTKrxHlmbJ
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLsEFwq132
他在床上徐徐張眼。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yKRqFAOLZ
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5Z9rdw6H2
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdifF0pofj7
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嗯。醫院。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nBQZRBA7Y
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jf4YGgWFJ
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gZ1MhEUo4
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfQ8uZjGHV
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWgsnRVGkN
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68SMUtlRJF
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwNakTGQTn
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「知道。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvJR5mJSJj
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1dM0Kyj75
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBilZG4aWZ
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZni8TZe6d
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc0m4PKyVK
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHljsDpfxNx
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImigM4q4s1
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「她知道了沒？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4Qb1awsbr
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「不打算告訴她。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVu9nMXUQk
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnwy29iOsg
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兒子笑而不語。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJjlM7vjJ0
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUg6V9O8oc
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOdPx2XBHl
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChj5Ug9V1p
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqwAKPpeLS
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygHV5vGFtf
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWYuFNq0dm
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他決定到公園走走。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AVxaizGST
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xrm5EdvJf
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxJLHdhzJe
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx7zxLVi6F
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwgR7G5HBp
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全場一片默然。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDTt94G3qp
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi50hyvB3T
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不要問為何。不要問感受。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZudsGdOrrh
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuQqAPN0PF
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0Co5KyWR6
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp81Uuo0j6
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC8JnbJ1DV
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYSBVmHfKL
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy3jY7uTE0
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAtwutvm2H
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLLjSaeTbR
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GEIAoVsd6
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyABnG8cxd
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wpJl2lFW7
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBftJBDWXj0
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不復見。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa4vyio4E3
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他莫名的被深深憾動。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aFptDH86z
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35z9DTorD5
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BfYPlU9kF
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「我不怕死。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsd9m5jfAR
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS9hqEVAFs
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIpsByIL05
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzTPZ0H7h5
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「她的叮囑？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut0iRYMmWc
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBngVahfC0b
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6ob6BaLFC
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「她沒這麼說。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPdf7r12By
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwbvxTM30G
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzwEwC1rwu
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcWw6MrG4u
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0Jkesr7Wc
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyRV7oRkFT
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZbit2I8KW
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl8M9TNKYx
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「你多活了三年半。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPbiPihzAr
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEnCzRMj3T
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「想繼續吃？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6qvlX0g6I
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC0jSUOBwu
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAH1zREBsa
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrCcOkwJB3
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兒子呢？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITb1ttJM4x
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc53DZl2OK
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啊！記起來了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwquJz439GW
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVIIeJG64R
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果然。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKajL9zgyeL
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS4B7dygee
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx3lXQ2DAb
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTFnGh2tYC
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6efDQJOiEr
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWtv8pBPW7
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYenjydeD1p
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若有所失。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg1Q3Xft6o
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到公園散心吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVXreEwhf7
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrquT4BgDy
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLbBdpWPTH
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofRlvNobIM
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找樹。找到那樹。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGIcQfzTou
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY84wdAftn
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlaslCA8RA
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡectqlyEtDf
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不願意。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7bZDetWrB
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想逃。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F6x8C2shY
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逃！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAloR89wIN
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逃出樹林。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYQOJPTMqN
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彷如隔世。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRerspmIVk8
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet9oT0Ukg0
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0W6MzW2oi
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一青年步入警署。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwczqNb7ksb
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「你是誰？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8blJFQMPA6
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「我是你的孫兒。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKnn2uR0cC
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「嗯……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoizCAGGRih
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「爺爺，回家吧。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QDleDw35I
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「嗯……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteSnaAKPpW
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRosWcdd53z
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP1Tp15N6m
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是否忘記了甚麼？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNrIXpytaY
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanBCwcr6Y2
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLLwQtdpkY
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxNiObOe38
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr6PO5zPkZ
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJelW1sWQG
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1LykT1eVT
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9wDk46mBC
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn6GJMAQJd
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3wKkFnsU9
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3gwMlDh2p
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XwA5AIZLp
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCRlg8IJ8T
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAtj1sUEFc
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdshzm7kF8p
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgyEPzFUsv
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「不用發愁啊！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdRamKhrA1
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvybJcsuUR
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「考試成績嘛！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNDq5Zd6ly
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6iUlc8FKU
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrQAsWEet7
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「嗯，我知道了……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeAsNSBHDm
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu8s9AbalQ
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結伴走了又一段路。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6axdle0wX
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxwp4Vg8Va
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WhCv4263W
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FqNHxynV9
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuLN0WVpTN
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI2DzDSCQt
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「不用發愁啊！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsFWonAcc1
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PTPesq4SC
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd6h6VmAwv
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVuCFa0UZ8
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgZROdppOB
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuizo420UP
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3UXiTNKa5
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqoD55sAHS
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkku9hi8PD
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRy7MvEWoV
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fkRz1en37
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu6gY3pm4q
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找樹？找不到那樹。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Z1TBjyHG
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樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYnXMTxbJH
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSssaAOHKw7
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願意。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLQGawctFi
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7QQsQ1VbZ
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkxq7IfsGH
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一青年步入醫院。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDnhvCGTZD
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「你是誰？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Iq3vEhVz7
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「我是你的孫兒。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKhC7BFcBX
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「嗯……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTXL12cIRy
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「爺爺，回家吧。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgie7MXfQHN
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「嗯……」
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死病老生——生549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJDqnoVivL
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam76Y2sXCX
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWktUgce6M
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MB0YajFSq
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzIrGUbdfG
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTltAJYLioG
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他沒有吸吮。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO4CV5YexH
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhbr9kspcf
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罷。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV46GzqaaG
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHwywaLugZ
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjTW2eBXtV
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不要緊。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFpeZl9Abi
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnLLCFTJAc
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7cYSip1PR
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嘴角輕揚。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7WNjdf491
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一。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGIXr93qNb
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三。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28Z9bKBq8g
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA9ZCpmasz
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYoqmw9nWJ
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要緊的，不再要緊。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT33OXphhhR
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罷。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGg36LArSX
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeWWhTIleE
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj2I25HMuj
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59r2W9GAnb
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B2wfolVb5
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紅燈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3xEHIgnFN
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5XNMf1p0i
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHCikhNP7V
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綠燈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKW62abL37
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孫兒沒有開步走。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT0wHRR6Ji
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紅燈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsVc9dZVSC
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8OJQh0qrk
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6ntWb09X2
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綠燈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq7byHKFee
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv27x7hBLQ2
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紅燈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fGX0V53qv
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsDpo0QRYC
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4b6lAwXEB
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綠燈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkHDT6oI7x
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt5rrvK8nK
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsXf5ZubAa
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t24nZNRvP
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這是從他身上學懂的。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OPqgvvtN4
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一生受用。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm37xD1kU9V
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11s8qc1UkF
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2At3VWHcja
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要緊的，其實不要緊。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsP5T0BHOT
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罷。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGojbc206DH
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他被送上安老院專車。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDtZaKCZKB
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABH2owYYda
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2erauqe4Sf
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKicTQTGrs
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要緊的，不再要緊。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUIfKNDanL
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH35Pe76tcA
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCZqOMOs00
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5eTqRwKDg
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