清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBLaB8ZFhC
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又做了這個夢？382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRoXTBjpiv
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEjSVt0xiv
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZvSmEtnCy
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2VnagrdSj
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdaukXFWtE
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUYrKyhgDt
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuwgb5SqIE
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUO7G3O5K9
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ghDcyngwH
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aDmAMWklo
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9EnWoiPZJ
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XC41WSI1K
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErRIFuoh9V
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWUQkYqiZ1
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48YxIMNNuO
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7bKqG4whG
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqldxc5S6R
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這個過程的目的是？382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvosDmqDhOt
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphheSXXMzl
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdHFU3UAIM
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１９９８年１２月２４日：382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4YlpC6Fjv
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx1BkDKrIS
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd91sVnoZFd
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只是為了生存！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoZMUn4jzE
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGA9wrPPgw
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxxNYBo0Bz
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YaFX8m8C0
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkLj4QQ3Gz
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L8okgF5GK
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6msHPpYc0
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GulSSuOKp
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8J4Uwyfz5
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3wHpOC9yV
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfwdV1aaQE
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fYX3Jnn8e
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcXRqomeIi
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwjtkIP0TI
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3j7MoM04g
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsPEYTSYHJ
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「喔？為何呢？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZJj8bJ2uu
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD66ewcVjQ
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想起了雙親．．．．．．382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczOum3i82H
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE3wM2Qo0m
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDMeZci5Oe
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiRSbOIgue
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlICALmfXK
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XhnzOz03f
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv6ToMvT18
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXupu55ABHS
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「你感覺到了什麼？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx3mkk5IaT
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHBLZOfN6t
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECZPI9Kqxa
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我仍是搖頭。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kGqGPCtER
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8QilINN8l
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbzuJLVR0W
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKCbsM49WQ
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUmys7bVki
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「．．．．．．．」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3pYZnBkQG
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHejne8U16
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6aMZA9Nh4
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「是這樣子嗎？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicXI8HLkgn
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2p9GKkslH
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFtOLOzz4j
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczHdXpPzcJ
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16OBsa9ugy
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam99OAodGi
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiEizX4oeT
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qem5sjhkS
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「我、我的水彩？」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMzaZb8P9X
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGRSdmw3yB
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlItbneDnH6
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UDRGJGkyl
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv67NrpxcjX
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2UYCZea4p
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXVVTMgBB4
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC3mg0KlR8
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBiAwtuwVu
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英國；382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFcgsGEEwy
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１９９８年１２月２４日；382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqvUCvCeOy
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0gX5LzMN1
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg6iTJcP0b
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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