清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GCVcWJlV7
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又做了這個夢？385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddf1vtfwX8
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DbFCkXVjn
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv4lRnfHpe
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZchsO4qBY
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NJfdOWeGO
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNjdCbhA2d
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG2lnDkMTd
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kChaP4TuR
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbNbC1a64m
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1VF5MiI65
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7TR3xBvP1
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbEt1KG2G9
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu6JLPppsD
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１９９８年１１月２７日：385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJtuRUy4cU
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZbzVJBIvr
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYk5UhxyRN
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsvznC9ITu
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzu58x4MHk
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這個過程的目的是？385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XIw4zEO94
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9vN39b8Ub
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1oFMz55N9
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１９９８年１２月２４日：385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWqSOpsbLg
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxiuHCpsDk
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKTA1szN5X
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只是為了生存！385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDoZ1u9V5g
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5ULMEGSIj
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJbrTwomYE
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K6Gpy8c6B
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsFWkhBirN
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFyuhJdnW1
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVxWBlhs0L
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnd9DYAf7O
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcsgYJzzub
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGGpXcpFSZ
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTk3WawFZy
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92YoQbKOIf
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC8VjVQvEw
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdxS7XWRap
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8nbnUx5eZ
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE33NOC1pcf
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「喔？為何呢？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18cTniL5Aq
385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3XzRZunKs
「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTWH6BidXY
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想起了雙親．．．．．．385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFZAK4Sn09
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaMuAbaWn4
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyILdot1XE
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUyiVapxzP
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjWqs0WNJB
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TjcZE0tFf
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUBvdLNgUd
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhcTANRDXO
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「你感覺到了什麼？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9SfwQdJQE
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmmDlUKbdY
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRRVNm5D8I
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我仍是搖頭。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1P4QhtfdB
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnf38IYy6wI
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoinq25Jq6e
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVntcxUV0hH
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpQyIDHRMq
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「．．．．．．．」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlh39Rq37O
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByO5oaFVV3
385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCnxJWM9ou
「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApiGpz8GfC
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「是這樣子嗎？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZTDxCK2PL
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLNfMraOEc
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzcX9VTcdn
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPbOcaq191
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XYpjmqJb2
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN5t53SzdQ
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavk8we8dwn
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto3wg0tiRW
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「我、我的水彩？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXBbw3D1nz
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHjOwD6hpk
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqMadMj7Dz
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejUUwtcwHV
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGEJTlWccF
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BD989XAfq
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3R1rfkWGo
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIIDCMkPHW
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqmtLMwwZ6
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英國；385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgvGasFATG
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１９９８年１２月２４日；385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBxxSr8lge
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrZ8Wlqpx4
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NmS3OZh6K
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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