第一二九章：畢業營(八)525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTkTN2mL22
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眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bjr51MAv9
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoXnBjlthv
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4c00S7VX0
這種感覺，真的很古怪。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75vlM8IN0r
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZTMLc5ikR
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然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hv5oqX9CR
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YM8ww3wp1
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4ZlpAwRio
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFUR3OTDC0
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66qrOKdBi4
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「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmvSkpe44z
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBTJimWdog
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq0NiDf3IV
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8NYFSo8MO
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「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY4VZV6dvc
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jskKbmY1S
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuk1gbC2x2
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JhTrYHO1g
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEuQNAnWtv
果不其然她也出現了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbf38g51MC
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ohDyzXCxC
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcakTUh6jlh
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeYIJyB1EM
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Crce8Jogd
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4Bae6AFo9
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Vb09xvuZs
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl0FoCgmd4
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIMKycDcEN
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrN0xbqexh4
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Lw4ZTPmP
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYyxz1osS0
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeydS56a6jM
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbb6f5yHDw
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq7srSmz3Y
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaomKlV8m0T
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqr9ONwgnG
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「我……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdh4gTpPUK
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44KcjYP0Cg
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6SFlyOqdm
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我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX3LtGR3BH
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfcU92d6SG
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegO3Dognwv
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「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNh3HTGMsP
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVKBCQeyZW
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagUdzVYbuI
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyKKf1WJXX
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就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEj2xhbTEb
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDUrKVLZ8A
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrfFb0Ghlb
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRWoaqvZoV
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「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KR9kAkZwq
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK3ystNSWc
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqJTqVUAPs
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz0DGjzs7r
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgE3DQfoCM
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlTpAU708j
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAVjLBJlgY
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM87f0XGQgm
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「呱—呱—」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIFyw9Fn23
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CqkP0k4SX
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bIbNHEHxl
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnvjEBF94J
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8rysPrks3
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2htp3ZWHW
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而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq1RNoVpK9
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「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatyDCKMtA2
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGxUPvfguT
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuwWwdH895
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「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0ZyLWeYzo
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4VixGEiru
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZPtN4U4ol
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSerQbvTkJB
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4nVllXehe
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「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYToCGhc3li
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW61xG3yPec
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z9j6LCRQY
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieG85cmJ2l
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc1Bk6hOnr
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylYB3Me2tQ
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHfKpIt9hw
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJETebVQ6s3
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq9mQS1UQC
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然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t65UnARI0
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz8LoIKGtq
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rquLw7U5l
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而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm9MFGJZVC
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MtQfq2A28
然後就張開眼，並說：525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmb4gOESyz
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「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyjQHWhjyo
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「讓自己停滯不前的，是過去、現在、還是未來呢」
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