November 1, 199580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxA5MfzIIt
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I hate this coldness. I hate seeing couples out and about, hand in hand. I hate seeing the way they look at each other. I envy that, I want love too. I want to be in love and look at someone like that too. Stupid couple.
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November 4, 199580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEew8PFhId
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I been having this weird fear recently. I fear that if I sleep, I'll die but then I also fear that if I don't sleep I'll also die, so every night I'm in this weird stage where I don't know If I should sleep or not. I wonder if anyone else feels like that.80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGBONDloxN
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November 10, 199580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSaDhNO7WR
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I told my sister that I was lonely and she suggested I get some friends. I told her I had friends and she said " How can you be lonely if you have friends?" It's possible to have friends, family, even love, and still feel lonely. Being alone and being lonely are two different things. I see loneliness as a mental thing where I feel this vast emptiness. I feel like no one can understand me, or maybe I haven't found anyone to understand me yet. I don't even understand myself so how can anyone else understand me. 80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIYK7p2U07
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November 11, 199580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrMNkHoCRG
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Sometimes when I'm looking at the stars at night I feel this deep loneliness. I feel so insignificant and small compare to the whole world. I feel so unimportant and I wonder why I even stress over my existence. I sometimes even wonder if anyone is looking at the same sky, feeling so tiny like me. I hope that they don't feel like that. I hope I can meet them and hold their hand under the same sky so that we can no longer feel insignificant. 80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2kahCHCbc
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December 1, 199580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFADaAgxKuS
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I had a dream last night. It wasn't like any other dreams I ever had. It was so vivid, so real. It felt more like a distance memory coming into light rather than a dream. It felt so normal and so ordinary that I'm now left wondering what it was.80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE70qSBm0L
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I had the same dream again last night. I was in this bleak grey blue room. A small bed on the floor and the sound of a humming electric fan. The room was dark but the sun broke the awkwardness of the room with small beams of orange and red. I remember feeling warm and I remember feeling this small cool breeze from the window that was facing my bed. I remember the way the room smelled that of coffee and sweet bread. I remember looking around the room and seeing nothing but black and white tiles. And that was it. That was my dream. 80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojEM7VUNhr
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