Living A Lie633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT5BdRT9s8
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMS6WLdgWF
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr2jPwmvPT
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xXSJJnv5R
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZpYv8o2tI
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0wSdyVKX6
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfwxA8LwXk
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXgFgzxnMO
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHYl8a6JmK
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f47dHDSUZ
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSvTNJEHga
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdBlINDgvN
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ULGj27zXz
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98cmJWXPYU
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFZ8Y7lNrH
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumrhWYIRGJ
She said, 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAjlSBkmWk
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp6Ij6MpH8
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2C8FX2O1Q
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMomVcoARaf
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprG48KhKuu
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1MqpyiKgZ
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mVLVKgtKl
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYHsiDRzfX
"Psycho" and "Loser". 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5MI8hITA7
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDIOTW1T7H
After i settled I asked him633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYENAwRnH6Z
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2GIBYc8hx
He looked at me in surprise and said633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09d5R5NJao
" Why would i tell any one"?? 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB30n04kysu
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TqJ1LsYQT
"Then who told this"??633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2sSTL2HJT
He hesitated a moment and then said633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxRdvZSN2Y
" Liz"!! 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbKfFVgyCF
I was moved by this answer.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvesZb7sflV
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCO6z6HBRb
My heart gave a loud Thump. 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBIVhZi4Mt
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRG2Cz2O2P
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwbbteQsPl
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitN5FJKBLf
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdToxnVg8m
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebeDAGJGib
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IluU4RYAs
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lK65gOAaT
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzzpsLwwbR
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNcvs1odMg
