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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.687Please respect copyright.PENANAD7P6D78Osm
He's shaking underneath my grasp.687Please respect copyright.PENANAAuQD306rz0
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.687Please respect copyright.PENANAD1p7vJrFYr
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.687Please respect copyright.PENANAi2Gktji5RH
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I smile bitterly.687Please respect copyright.PENANAyyQVXNV6sK
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.687Please respect copyright.PENANAY6d4mwOdAY
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.687Please respect copyright.PENANApaZH5LB6nr
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.687Please respect copyright.PENANAyt6s7vPygj
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."687Please respect copyright.PENANAhCgeCfBnnH
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.687Please respect copyright.PENANACuQPyR3Aer
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.687Please respect copyright.PENANAxVhotDsywK
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.687Please respect copyright.PENANApegW57sPBd
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.687Please respect copyright.PENANAGN0FKNhWvi
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.687Please respect copyright.PENANAla8PNNexZE
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.687Please respect copyright.PENANAIKnB5pXJt5
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I must at all cost keep him awake.687Please respect copyright.PENANA9Gqcg4sjt4
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"687Please respect copyright.PENANAfG2v2U3oO2
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.687Please respect copyright.PENANAua0cV3jglp
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"Not that long baby I promise."687Please respect copyright.PENANAW1CyokC7fi
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.687Please respect copyright.PENANAzyXxE1wmeb
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.687Please respect copyright.PENANAJbDQa0AIwg
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.687Please respect copyright.PENANAgqa2bdMgHZ
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.687Please respect copyright.PENANA1jh058K07I
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.687Please respect copyright.PENANAkXaVN0Kq4I
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I frown at him.687Please respect copyright.PENANAKXPcLg0Zm0
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"Don't say that."687Please respect copyright.PENANAO3V3xS7eIs
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.687Please respect copyright.PENANA9iorTtUcu8
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I gasp.687Please respect copyright.PENANA2VDPn3tMTx
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"Jere stop!"687Please respect copyright.PENANAAbEzVm5oVD
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He goes on.687Please respect copyright.PENANApGpOJv7ztC
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.687Please respect copyright.PENANAyM26CxdbQR
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.687Please respect copyright.PENANAyTnRPTBOT8
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"687Please respect copyright.PENANAV6md5UJGlQ
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.687Please respect copyright.PENANAzMUjpk92Y7
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.687Please respect copyright.PENANAm4JvbSwuzy
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"I won't."687Please respect copyright.PENANArR8x2Q9sVv
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He obeys, watching me soberly.687Please respect copyright.PENANAoUS8mZn2yw
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.687Please respect copyright.PENANAqLIEErfJhN
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.687Please respect copyright.PENANAlufqKxIuEr
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.687Please respect copyright.PENANATxV56Zfmi6
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.687Please respect copyright.PENANAltTEdgzBmL
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.687Please respect copyright.PENANAlVTcIPDYo5
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.687Please respect copyright.PENANAGWhrY9fh4q
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"687Please respect copyright.PENANA1gS6qWDOU8
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He tries to nod but he can't.687Please respect copyright.PENANAKtkb8QOZjd
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.687Please respect copyright.PENANAvbFsTZsZWb
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.687Please respect copyright.PENANAhwBvFe7vg5
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He looks up into mine.687Please respect copyright.PENANAIqYUk1pZMt
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.687Please respect copyright.PENANA9odfr8LKhw
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"Stay awake." I tell him.687Please respect copyright.PENANALu9wXGvE4L
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.687Please respect copyright.PENANA8NaV7geHlP
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.687Please respect copyright.PENANAXoCZWK40cg
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"687Please respect copyright.PENANADmOkR4kwSJ
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He doesn't reply.687Please respect copyright.PENANAuUiPLl8hI3
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.687Please respect copyright.PENANAw07uUUGiJf
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.687Please respect copyright.PENANAPwCKpsruzZ
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"687Please respect copyright.PENANA6oqzWxNW8Y
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.687Please respect copyright.PENANAiPBIYedKBj
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.687Please respect copyright.PENANA6qLfwGeBcD
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.687Please respect copyright.PENANAPJAPi3Wz8u
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.687Please respect copyright.PENANAd3QBEki1FN
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.687Please respect copyright.PENANAN1IYcTR3bb
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"Kiss me," he repeats.687Please respect copyright.PENANA03kotb6Lsd
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.687Please respect copyright.PENANA2tLMCvpRvH
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.687Please respect copyright.PENANAGrXIFzfETl
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.687Please respect copyright.PENANAJX7idcQOvA
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.687Please respect copyright.PENANAoWZyL2T2QS
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.687Please respect copyright.PENANAy9LP3RyxH1
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.687Please respect copyright.PENANA38iH8E8J4k
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Electricity races through me and lingers.687Please respect copyright.PENANAu0sFFM8sNR
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.687Please respect copyright.PENANAKhNXokrhqi
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.687Please respect copyright.PENANAep55bKhLMZ
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.687Please respect copyright.PENANAv0521vHwgm
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.687Please respect copyright.PENANAFqDA04YCec
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.687Please respect copyright.PENANA07mNLQehaK
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"Jeremy?"687Please respect copyright.PENANAR1ftV1ubdC
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I shake my head, not believing.687Please respect copyright.PENANA1fGGmEciBc
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"687Please respect copyright.PENANAZ80rBCzoxr
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.687Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ7g0SvOjj
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.687Please respect copyright.PENANACXtHniXNlG
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 687Please respect copyright.PENANAU38zt4vFKu