I stared up at my blank, boring white ceiling. The images leaked into my head of that night, Roy didn't let me go that night, I returned home the next morning. I fell apart that night and that morning I ran away with as many pieces I could pick up.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAq3C9KdP7jz
I knew I couldn't tell anyone because they would say Roy isn't that person. Roy hasn't paid attention to me since, he acted as if it never happened or maybe he just doesn't want to face the girl he raped.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAJwD23fYDXh
"Bean!" My mother yelled, breaking my thoughts.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAWiSBnna0d1
I never told my mother about it, I can barely look at myself in the mirror. My mother carries on without knowing, she still acts like her caring self.
480Please respect copyright.PENANACaTI0SpF4q
"Coming." I grumbled.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAMUpPoXMt6y
When I opened my bedroom door I could see my mother staring out the kitchen window.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAXcAHwp1pt7
I rolled my eyes as I walked out of my room and down the hall.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAyviCACpuov
"Why are you staring out the window at that abandon house, again?" I questioned.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAYDhgTMNXFc
"That's just it, come look it's not anymore." She said pointing out the window.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAlSExhtPnCt
I saw a guy unpacking a car, he looked like the only one out there.
480Please respect copyright.PENANA0onPfyNSDy
"Ok? Soo we have new neighbors?" I said sarcastically. "What's the big deal?"
480Please respect copyright.PENANA7pn9fTX6fz
"Well, I don't know. It's just that house has been on the market for years." She sighed losing her excitement.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAnjxN23xQVd
"Hope they're nice people." I smiled towards her.
480Please respect copyright.PENANALXOY8puhxH
"Their son looks about your age." My mother smirked. "And it's about time you start looking at boys."
480Please respect copyright.PENANAo0aaODNGpF
A tremble went through me reminding me of that night with Roy.
480Please respect copyright.PENANA1bG3sl5hLo
"Mom, I don't care about having a boyfriend."
480Please respect copyright.PENANAx1jgGt4Wav
She grinned. "Keep telling yourself that."
480Please respect copyright.PENANAm3gwUZgKiz
"I will."
480Please respect copyright.PENANA3WnCwAC4Kt
I walked off to get ready for school.
480Please respect copyright.PENANA2zsVMGmMvy
Looks like we will have a new kid.
480Please respect copyright.PENANA38P9o1LBrn
~~
480Please respect copyright.PENANAqzUBDr4ECV
My first class the new kid wasn't in, really to be honest I didn't want to meet him. He probably is a jock and will ignore me like the other jocks do..... Well except Roy that one night but, he does ignore me now.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAAcVtRWmHgV
As I walked to my locker from first hour I noticed Roy in the hallway and he was looking dead at me.
480Please respect copyright.PENANANx1YvSTVLy
It made me freeze for a second, it can't really be Roy. He has ignored me for weeks acting as if he didn't know me.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAvxqGDc8SBP
"Roy..." I muttered to myself.
480Please respect copyright.PENANApUTnD8mJYK
He jerked his head around and continued on down the hallway.
480Please respect copyright.PENANA3oXNM4uP8q
What's up with him?
480Please respect copyright.PENANAeyMaxbpGu0
I shook it off and continued on to my locker. A little black note was folded and placed inside my locker, the only one who knows my locker combination is Lexi. The girl is like me, an outcast even though her brother is a jock.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAOShGTqptY5
Lexi never would give me a note, she knows my classes. She would just wait for me after class at my locker not place a note in it.
480Please respect copyright.PENANA2W5zpZATpe
I huffed and ignored the black envelope for now and grabbed my science books.
480Please respect copyright.PENANASPdU5WoIi9
My second hour was my only good hour since Lexi was actually in it, her and I do a share of laughing in class.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAk8rHw37m6A
I stalked to class pushing through anyone in my way because maybe just maybe she knew who placed it there since she probably gave out my locker combination.
480Please respect copyright.PENANA54d4DFVqMf
~~
Once I entered the room I walked straight to Lexi who sat in her seat reading a book like usual.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAoKVBClDDub
I snapped my fingers at her. "Why the hell is there a note in my locker?" I asked.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAEKmi11BTCJ
"Told him you would find out..."
480Please respect copyright.PENANATYjrpb4z4C
"Who is it?!" I questioned.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAiOwt9WGrJG
"The new guy, calm down he might be interested in you..." She smirked.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAINwyk4Xkph
"He hasn't even seen me." I cut her off.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAHlQpKWquTg
She scrunched her eyebrows in confusion, "he described you like his known you for ten years."
480Please respect copyright.PENANAKg9S5fYYAR
I huffed. He had to of seen me in the kitchen window even though I never saw him glance my way.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAeZwdIS1Pxw
"Well whatever." I sighed and ambled to my seat.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAxycZDOEIF2
At least I knew she gave him the combination. Now I just need to read the note that still laid tucked away in my locker.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAKy4VRHRkLJ
~~
480Please respect copyright.PENANAbfnOuU601Q
After class I rushed to my locker to be surprised to see Roy waiting for me.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAKEE35EfRYa
"Roy?" I asked confused. "What are you doing?"
480Please respect copyright.PENANAB0Hvzsr3BR
He pushed himself off of the lockers and stood in front me.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAGM77HjUT77
"I'm still thinking of that night..."
480Please respect copyright.PENANA1okOpRGlbe
I stuck my hand out in his face, "I haven't told anyone, just look if Lexi sees us your cover is broke."
480Please respect copyright.PENANAnNfqLlbLcr
"That's not what I was going to say." He groaned taking my hand in his.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAqQ2gWEE0BC
"Then what was it?" I asked with an edge. I jerked my hand away from his warm grasp.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAeek4AF6woK
"Meet me..... After school, ok?"
480Please respect copyright.PENANA6Wj1dE0d0t
I sighed. "Fine but, only because Lexi might see you at my locker. The last thing I want is my BestFriend to hate me."
480Please respect copyright.PENANA3m43kdQC3O
He nodded and walked off then my mind flickered to the note in my locker.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAXDlwfvajwS
I quickly unlocked my locker door and flung through my things, the note was gone... Like it vanished!! Paper can't do that, did someone take it?
480Please respect copyright.PENANA3uFEIyT1E1
If anyone sees that note, I don't even know what's on it. Maybe this new kid has a weird side and is targeting me.
480Please respect copyright.PENANAHI578rSaAX
I sighed and walked off to my fourth hour, what was done was done I might never get to know what that note said.
ns 172.69.58.136da2