閔玧其是迷惘酒吧的偽娘服務生,工作時間是從半夜12點到清晨五點。日夜顛倒的生活作息是閔玧其與一般人最大的不同。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAA4Jq2rs4Rw
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他總是將自己過長的瀏海梳理整齊,再用小黑夾乖乖的夾住,耳環也與工作夥像是在攀比誰最浮誇的款式不同,總是帶著不起眼的銀圓圈,好一付良家好女孩踏入暗黑世界誤入歧途的模樣。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAzllWMfAvin
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但從他誇張的指甲顏色來看,就知道其實不是那樣,如果你仔細關注他,便會發現,他手上的十根指頭,時常被他塗上明度相當高而且異常顯眼的顏色。2255Please respect copyright.PENANA6TxpL5duF7
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今日上班的他,穿上一襲龐克蕾絲黑短裙,全身上下包括口紅顏色全都是黑的,黑色指甲油在一片黑漆的襯托下反而變得不起眼了。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAhpH0k1dSX1
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抿了抿唇,閔玧其走到打著領帶身著白襯衫穿著相當斯文的男人旁,將一瓶未開封過的紅酒放在男人面前說道:「你好,可以坐你旁邊嗎?」2255Please respect copyright.PENANA5WsEF2iK2y
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那個渾身被憂鬱氣息包圍的優雅男人只是看了他一眼,沒說話,可閔玧其還是不客氣的在他身旁坐下了。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAXs0413vaa3
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自從這個眉間揣懷煩悶的男人進來,他就注視他好一陣子了。閔玧其也不清楚為何自己會特別想親近這個男人,可能是他身上那生人勿近的氣息跟自己有點相似吧,而且與周圍格格不入的氣質,讓他對他的到來感到有些好奇。2255Please respect copyright.PENANACeEFooWCTq
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「喝酒嗎?」閔玧其熟練的開瓶倒酒看向這長得特別好看的男人問道。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAhLUEpU0JA0
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男人搖了搖頭說道:「謝了。」2255Please respect copyright.PENANA1SQ4J2aYDv
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「不喝嗎?有點可惜呢。」說完,閔玧其便臉不紅氣不喘沉穩的喝光手上那杯半滿的紅酒,「我可是很難得請客呢。」2255Please respect copyright.PENANAxs37m6ykWL
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「是嗎?」鄭號錫不失禮貌的微笑客套,猜得出他其實不是很在乎自己問得話會得到什麼回答。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAU8qqjYobbS
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「失戀了?還是等人?」看出鄭號錫敷衍的閔玧其沒有回答鄭號錫,而是又拋出了幾個問題,希望能引起他開口說自己的慾望。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAzGATDBQtvc
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「都不是,只是想一個人感受到這的感覺。 」鄭號錫垂下頭嘆了一口氣。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAf1jGWGeS9R
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「以前常和朋友來這嗎?」閔玧其循著鄭號錫話間透露出的訊息問道。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAz2hYxL2AX3
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「呵……嗯,算是吧,不過現在已經不是朋友了。」鄭號錫無奈的對閔玧其笑了笑,彷彿不知道自己此刻黯淡的笑容在閔玧其眼裡有多迷人。2255Please respect copyright.PENANANsrPV6d4Us
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「嗯……我可以當你朋友。」閔玧其摸了摸自己因為那笑顏而強烈悸動的心口處,將手中盛滿紅酒的酒杯遞給鄭號錫。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAcegVivqHjc
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「呵……謝謝。」接過閔玧其手中的紅酒,鄭號錫興致缺乏的將酒杯放在吧檯的桌面。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAqOS2bcRdN1
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看出鄭號錫舉動裡的疏離,自知沒戲的閔玧其只好離了開來,微笑道:「有需要的時候就叫我吧,我一直都在。」2255Please respect copyright.PENANAcvk4y07tY0
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「好。」鄭號錫回以一抹溫和的笑容。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAmrMlFqBRPt
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鄭號錫跟閔玧其上床了,在他最脆弱的時候。2255Please respect copyright.PENANA6zfPY8qIVb
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原因是因為他暗戀多年的好友跟他上司的兒子在一起了。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAAg0G61iXcQ
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「你知道嗎……我跟他告白他以我是男的理由拒絕了我,但好笑的是,他卻跟我們醫院理事長的兒子在一起了……」鄭號錫的臉上雖然笑著,但眼眶卻不自覺通紅。2255Please respect copyright.PENANACU1I9wlSMB
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「嗯……」閔玧其不知道該說什麼,只是心疼的抱緊他,希望他的懷抱能讓他感受到一絲安慰。2255Please respect copyright.PENANABYiLMGX61X
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「我真的那麼不好嗎?」鄭號錫流著眼淚視線對焦在遠方問道。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAb0uAxlpho9
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「不,你很好,只是他不知道珍惜。」閔玧其用輕柔的力道吻上鄭號錫的嘴唇,溫熱小巧的舌舔過唇間緊閉的連接,期盼得到一絲空隙,或許此刻說再多話也無義,只有最真實的肢體接觸能表達他話裡的真情。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAfLMTe9cOAk
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被索吻的鄭號錫安靜的回擁著閔玧其。或許是因為閔玧其過於真誠炙熱的擁抱,讓他傷痕累累的心臟得到幾絲鎮定的安撫,又或許是悲傷的情緒在作祟,讓他迫切的需要尋求肯定。2255Please respect copyright.PENANA8AnupENtao
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他最終上了閔玧其,在打破自己不一夜情的原則和沒有防護措施的情況下。2255Please respect copyright.PENANA7X3BaKgDik
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「對不起……」鄭號錫看著潔白身子上的青紫向閔玧其抱歉道。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAdKYyrYzg2P
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「不,不用對不起,我們本來就沒關係。」2255Please respect copyright.PENANAYk8sQEqW32
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閔玧其癱軟在床上,莫名覺得眼睛有些酸漲。在鄭號錫的沉默下,即使腿軟的不得了,他還是站起身來套上衣服緩和氣氛似的說道,「嘿,知道有多少人想上我嗎?」2255Please respect copyright.PENANAvm6m3bkpIB
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「你可是賺到了呢。」無視掉有什麼難以啟齒的液體正從股間滑落至大腿的不適,閔玧其慢吞吞地穿上內褲與褲裙,朝鄭號錫做出一個自認比哭臉好看的表情,便小心翼翼的拖著步伐推開房門離去。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAhaa9rj1rMt
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走在清冷的大街,閔玧其還是忍不住哭了。2255Please respect copyright.PENANA572dkAOsht
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朴智旻啊朴智旻,我多想取代你。閔玧其落著淚,腦內盡是鄭號錫與他交媾時所喊的名字。即使知道自己這樣的行為的確是沒安好心的趁虛而入,即使知道自己做完這些會有預料中的悲傷,但當真正面對時卻又感到有些承受不住。果然還是太高估自己的情感承受力啊。閔玧其望著逐漸亮起的天空自嘲的笑道。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAOToCgRFPSL
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翹班出來的事,會被那些愛爭風頭的同事告狀的吧,但沒辦法呢,看到自己一見鍾情的對象打算用酒精來麻痹悲傷,他就很心疼,頭痛欲裂的感覺很不好受呢。這種撕心裂肺的破碎感自己體會過就夠了。2255Please respect copyright.PENANALhlgAwbI0Y
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指甲片上的黑色指甲油早已脫落的七七八八,如同閔玧其心上被傷得支離破碎的空洞。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAV200V3F2WH
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大概不會再見面了吧,走在秋天的早晨,冷風拂來的街道上,閔玧其踩著緩慢的步伐暗自的想。2255Please respect copyright.PENANAqQDe4CGD0M
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