You entered my life and became a close friend although ever since that moment I have felt something more than friendship for you... I fell in love with you...609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5TWjbRsYv
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After a while, it got to the stage where I was barely seeing any of my other friends as I wanted to spend all my time with you as my feelings for you were strong and grew stronger with all the time I spent with you.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tkFsWI9UX
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But one day, one heartbreaking day you left, going to a place far away, not because you wanted to but because you had to, kissing me a single time whilst saying goodbye, a single sweet time, that I will always remember, before you left.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BcdkQ5EFL
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I wanted to kiss you back so badly but I didn't have the courage to kiss you back as I didn't want to break your heart as much as mine was broken by kissing you in return and maybe even telling you of my love for you.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93UHPsPYRh
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Although, I wanted to kiss you in return and tell you that I loved you so so much but I didn't as I feared breaking your heart as much as my heart had been broken, I just couldn't break your heart my love. 609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV0RIXugL1
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The night on which you, the one friend I have always loved, since we first met, left I could barely think about anything else apart fron you and how much I wanted to be with you and how much I loved you and thus how much I wanted to be your lover.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C5d8nSGDp
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Early the next morning, I put the words 'I love you' onto a text message to you but I couldn't pluck up the courage to press the send button.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjqYo6rFQu
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It had just started to get light, when a terrible feeling came over me and I knew something had happened to you, I couldn't explain why I felt it, but I felt it.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpgn7eI7T8
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I quickly presssed the send button on my text to you as something told me that I had to send the text to you then or I never would.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JTwSJ8lUp
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I began to wait, desperatly for a reply, any reply, so at least I knew that you were okay or at least still alive.
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The seconds passed and turned into minutes which passed and turned into hours and still I didn't get a reply.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlnZcVwmS0
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But then my phone announced it had a new text message, with a sound I had been longing to hear.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeOHvVm4uf
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I rushed to unlock my phone but I found that it was only a message from my phone company giving me some information about some rather uninteresting offer that I didn't really care about.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtsHsP0nIV
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Moments later, just before my phone automatically locked itself again, I heard the same message announcement tone as I had before.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpuEloxZAz
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I unlocked my phone again and found a message, from you, my love.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKeISQBvhB
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It only consisted of four words but those four words ment everything to me, especially my heart.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0riKSJqbK
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Those four words were 'I love you to'.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzz5gPfRBM
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I read it over and over again not quite believing that the message was one I actually received and thus the text message no being one I just imagined receiving.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOtDpT9v8A
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But even your text didn't make that terrible feeling that I had go away completely, but it made it better, it really did.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uebSUxu0D
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I texted 'Are you okay, my love?' in reply to your text sending it as soon as I had finished typing it.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuFUMPOgnm
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Then a couple of hours of terrified worrying later, having not received a reply, I felt that terrible feeling get even worse.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8k3UepDYQ
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Then, I fell asleep, somehow, I still to this day don't know how, for an hour or two, I can't really remember how long.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dzAW4E5Dp
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But then, I was awoken by a frantic knock on my door.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf9CYEB9XY
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"Why don't they use the doorbell?" I thought.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SggWXxe91
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When I got to the door and opened the door, wanting more in hope than expectation to find you standing there to tell me that everything was okay and that you had come back because you loved me but I found another friend of mine there who looked in a rather distressed mood.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbkzU5Xap1
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It was then I knew something was wrong... that something was very wrong.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacWqGkhBqk
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"What's the matter," I asked.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHo69EAuw3
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The other friend then asked to come in which he did.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHywY7RX2Zp
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He then went into the lounge and sat down on the sofa.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tRBFGD6yt
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"You better sit down," he told me.
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"Why do you want me to sit down?" I asked nervously.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgdYm7abcK
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He, my friend, then began to describe the terrible, terrible thing that had happened to you, only about three and a half hours earlier, my love and how you were barely alive, although I was barely listening to this description for all I could think about was that I should never have let you go and how I should have told you about my love for you and how I should have kissed you before you went and how I should have...609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoi3d4dlkB
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This made the terrible feeling within me get even worse.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1hpEFC6vj
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I fell down onto the sofa crying hoping desperatly that you would pull through and promising myself I would come and see you and kiss you over and over again once you were okay, not even considering you dieing as a credible possibility.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5mhxIMspn
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Just as he finished his description of what had happened to you, he received a text on his phone and the text had a few terrible words on it, which I shall not recount as it would hurt too much, forever informing us both as he read the text out for the both of us to hear, that you were dead.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw09qhvB1a
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Both you and I were inseparable but now death had separated us and you had left me inconsolable and desprate to see you alive again, although I knew that I couldn't ever see you again.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkCoyw7JNx
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I felt responsible for your death because I didn't kiss you back and I didn't tell you I loved you knowing that you probably would have stayed if you'd have known I loved you... before you went...609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEg2tFlLA4
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I barely stopped crying for days after your death yearning to have you as my companion again.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9195zsWSHs
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My crying peaked when the day came for your funeral, which I attended (I won't miss it, I couldn't), only heightened by me knowing that you loved me to.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5OB1yGsLP
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I was desprate to be able to go back and change things, so as I could have you as my lover, which had been my goal since I had first met you... since I had first fallen in love with you.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzewT3KiHmO
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As the days passed by and became weeks and months, my heart was still broken and I missed you a lot although I was not spending whole days crying anymore, if only because I know that you would not have wanted me to be crying over you.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vmYsJNesP
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Now as I write this, I am about to go to your grave, my love, to leave flowers and this poem there for you as I still love you even after your death.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaDMao3CT7
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I yearn to see you again and maybe I might, whether that be though the realm of ghosts, religion or something else entirely.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoZWwCwVDH
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I love you, my love,... my heart is still broken, I don't think that my heart will ever be truly fully repaired... without being with you again...609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHphA7BIHRs
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Rest in peace, my love,... I want so badly to see you again to return your kiss and to get from you and to give you many, many more kisses as I love you, I love you with all my heart, my love.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gQtT3zSpx
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Both you and I were inseparable but now I am left without you and while the pain of losing you, my love, is healing over time.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv3hSmNX6J
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But, my heart is still broken, broken by your absence, a heartbreak that I don't think will ever truely heal.609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl1jwy1p0p
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Ever since you have entered my life, I have loved you, I love you and I will love you for eternity and beyond, I promise you, my love, I promise you...
