我決定狠狠的用頭撞向水泥地,既可以停止腦海中的聲音如同跳針的收音機般不斷的重播,也可以避免自己因一時衝動誤傷樓下的阿Q。249Please respect copyright.PENANAQsuUIbco7g
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「有點痛…要忍耐啊!」我看著水泥地小聲的對自己說,像是在安慰自己一樣。249Please respect copyright.PENANABlry0C5Web
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砰!249Please respect copyright.PENANAqlkBuNnoFg
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再次醒來的時候月亮早就早掛天上,然而喚醒我的不是自然的身理反應,而是那彷如不死不休的嗜血。249Please respect copyright.PENANAOIbZaiP83K
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是的,就算我把自己弄昏過去,只要我醒過來時那股嗜血的慾望也會和我一同醒來。我總算明白到我們兩者並不是分裂的個體,而是同生死的共生體。249Please respect copyright.PENANAd20wqBUary
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為了令自己不要因為無法抑壓想要撕開阿Q喉嚨大口飲血的衝動,我決定馬上離開這兒。249Please respect copyright.PENANAy5dSmnI7aQ
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要離開「忘返」,也不能回家;大路不能走,只可以走小路。這樣子的時間我不過是渡過了數個小時,我不禁開始質疑自己決心回到「表社會」的想法是不是錯的。249Please respect copyright.PENANAv9q3c15NEf
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無論我的外表再怎麼和人類相似,我骨子裡已經充滿了吸血鬼的嗜血,在血管中脈動的也是屬於吸血鬼的血。249Please respect copyright.PENANAYXm2kJIBh4
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這一刻,我才總算真正明白到自己已經不可能再次成為人類。249Please respect copyright.PENANAPjkCzyv35c
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漫無目的走著,避過屬於人類的繁華、奪目的霓虹、喧鬧的叫囂,我來到了一個公園當中。這個公園在市內也算頗有名氣,是不少情侶愛人飯後散步的好地方。249Please respect copyright.PENANApO2wpcXfYm
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為了不讓人們看見我眼睛的顏色,也為了控制自己吸血鬼的天性,我拉上了衛衣的帽子,低頭急步走過。249Please respect copyright.PENANAwFWfMjRZlt
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可是就在這時候,我看見一個女子從女廁走出來。她四處張望的眼神,似是在等待友人。249Please respect copyright.PENANA2HlFZxOTOx
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又或是落單一人。249Please respect copyright.PENANAg5eUeHbWH3
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「去吧…她不是阿Q…你可以盡情撕開她的喉嚨!扯爛她的手腳!把她身上每一滴鮮血都吸個乾淨!」腦海的聲音再度浮現,這次的我在圓月的影響之下,似乎無法把持得了。249Please respect copyright.PENANA6VKe8KwRni
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每一步都是輕柔至極的步伐,柔軟無聲宛如獵豹,雙眼目不轉睛的盯著女子的大動脈。249Please respect copyright.PENANA3ykkJzp7aS
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我想像到當那女子微溫的鮮血噴灑般澆在我身上時,我的血管會得到多麼滿意的豐足,靈魂又是多麼愜意的享受啊!249Please respect copyright.PENANAxE9Tr4o2x9
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我已站到女子的身後,翹首已待了半天的鮮血只要自己一咬就可以得到,如今的我興奮得如同小孩剛剛到手了一件新玩具般,急不及待想要把玩一番。249Please respect copyright.PENANA0UMuxu6Tq7
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「我要咬了!」我閉上眼睛,興奮大叫。249Please respect copyright.PENANAMAsIA8n59m
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人性?我不需要了!現在的我只想要鮮血啊!249Please respect copyright.PENANAmRBe7pNYqc
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吸血鬼獨有的尖銳犬齒刺穿了皮膚,腥甜的血液滾燙的流過了我喉頭,可是我卻沒有得到預期的滿足感。249Please respect copyright.PENANAPD7wMF0BMd
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因為這並不是那落單女子的血液。249Please respect copyright.PENANAH5NcMZcuVN
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「作為新人不單朝前輩扔水果刀,還把前輩的手咬出兩個大洞,你可真是得了!」南宮百樂無奈至極的聲音穿過我的耳膜,把我的意識拉了回來。249Please respect copyright.PENANAqfhovNQ53z