回別墅的路上田柾國的表情甚是凝重,想起金泰亨方才在辦公室說的話就足以令他心煩意亂,他從來不知道自己對金泰亨來說是多麼重要的一個存在,結果自己竟然在他面前說了那種事,不免覺得羞恥與懊悔。664Please respect copyright.PENANAGqkfs3dNcl
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車子緩緩倒車駛進車庫,田柾國快步走到另一頭打開副駕駛座的車門,輕輕抱起已經不省人事的金泰亨,幫車子上了鎖,站在大門前找鑰匙之餘聽到了金泰亨細聲的呢喃。664Please respect copyright.PENANAqafmf0mVCF
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「哥……」窩在田柾國懷裡的金泰亨扭扭頭,把自己的臉埋在田柾國溫暖的頸窩,手不自覺地更加抱緊了他,像是需要找人哭訴般。664Please respect copyright.PENANAFNEOo02XMS
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田柾國頓時覺得心疼,安慰似的撫摸金泰亨銀灰色的順髮,「哥在這…沒事了……」他停下了找鑰匙的動作,兩人就這麼依慰在門前。664Please respect copyright.PENANA1puc5dHQ0B
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「哥…為什麼…」金泰亨又小聲地開口,田柾國只是又把他抱得更緊,靜靜地聽著,「為什麼不是我…」664Please respect copyright.PENANAs2orLIRKZ1
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這時底下傳來了微微的啜泣聲,田柾國下意識低頭,看到的是已清醒的金泰亨,不過那精緻的臉蛋上多了不該出現的淚珠。664Please respect copyright.PENANAF9f7lnufpa
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「我真的好喜歡你啊…」金泰亨越來越無法克制,混著哭腔把多年都無法出口的話在田柾國面前一一坦白。664Please respect copyright.PENANAug0rqUZnvW
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「我討厭你跟他說話…我討厭你跟他笑…我討厭你…我也討厭他…」664Please respect copyright.PENANAJES11Yp41R
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「明明跟你在一起比較久的人是我,為什麼喜歡他…」664Please respect copyright.PENANA0SWO2tXviN
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田柾國心中的酸澀再度湧上,他盯著金泰亨的頭頂,想不到下一秒懷裡的人兒竟然抬頭對上了他的眼,田柾國頓時語塞。664Please respect copyright.PENANAL6g31mCtuL
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「我就不可以嗎?」田柾國看出金泰亨眼底的真誠,不比早上出門前的冷漠,此時的金泰亨只是個渴望受到照顧的孩子。664Please respect copyright.PENANAuSo7iqcNSX
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田柾國遲遲沒有回應,甚至再次垂下了眼,瞧見這幕的金泰亨忽然一陣冷笑,雙腳落地放開田柾國,搶下了他手中的鑰匙自顧自的開門往裡頭去,留下還愣在門前的田柾國。664Please respect copyright.PENANAJ89ANvQZyP
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他就這麼看著正在上樓梯的金泰亨,在田柾國眼裡,那背影是多麼的悲傷和失落,即使很想上前緊緊的抱住他,想和他解釋一切,但內心明白,自己是最沒有資格的那個人。664Please respect copyright.PENANAS6KA6Y6BQB
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此時已經進到房門的金泰亨在關上門後順著門跌坐,他抱著頭哭得撕心裂肺,下唇被牙齒咬到微微滲血,田柾國幫忙整理好的頭髮也被抓得凌亂不堪,哪怕只是一點小動作,當他離開田柾國懷中時有那麼一點的期待,他會伸出那寬大手臂,把自己再次圈住,再次說著他越聽著就越覺得心痛的話語。664Please respect copyright.PENANANSmYDFlziW
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呵,金泰亨,你是不是太過於自作多情了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAvgzYn1IYOI
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少了我也不會有什麼改變吧,你現在很幸福啊,不是過得很快樂嗎?何必裝個好人說那些刺耳的話?664Please respect copyright.PENANAbOtXWhaj9D
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金泰亨非常想從徹底的從這世上消失,最好任何人都不要知道,反正自己不重要,反正自己永遠是他們之間的第三者,反正不配受到愛的人一輩子都沒有資格,你們不就都這麼認為的嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANAcLUtXRAOXG
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就因為那場災難,一輩子都要被冷眼對待,好不容易找了脫胎換骨的機會,結果竟是淪落如此下場。664Please respect copyright.PENANAPWhCOupO2v
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是不是當時留在那,就可以免於這些本該不該有的折磨,我也不會愛上他,就這樣吧?664Please respect copyright.PENANAZGCJF0DUUr
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田柾國站在金泰亨房間門前,半舉著的手遲遲不動作,他佇立在那,直到金泰亨又哭累了,昏昏沉沉的睡去,他才進到裡頭,一把抱起他往床上走去,幫他裹好棉被後也依同躺到那加大的雙人床上,盯著金泰亨哭花的臉蛋,心疼的用手抹去還殘留在眼角的淚珠。664Please respect copyright.PENANANyioL9mCh6
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他也想過,自己和金泰亨到底存在著什麼關係,為什麼今天對他做了那種事。也從來沒有想過金泰亨會有這般心思。664Please respect copyright.PENANA4RJSdalR7W
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田柾國苦澀的笑了笑,把金泰亨的棉被又蓋得緊實些,下了床到樓下廚房,他順手拿起餐桌椅上的紅色圍裙,拍拍手走到冰箱前看看食材。664Please respect copyright.PENANAB8ZEz0EVEv
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蘿蔔。664Please respect copyright.PENANAS2VGHcEGbb
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他笑著拿出滿冰箱蘿蔔其中的一根,洗淨了菜刀,細心的在檯子上切著金泰亨最喜歡的食物,砧板發出陣陣的”噠噠”聲,他把切好的蘿蔔丟入滾燙的水中,加入湯包,守在鍋前不斷的攪拌,就怕一個不小心燒焦了。664Please respect copyright.PENANA9VN72iEYvg
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田柾國出神地望著載浮載沉的蘿蔔,想起和金泰亨的一些往事,又再次苦笑了起來,握著湯杓的手也微微發顫。664Please respect copyright.PENANA05qqmdxlp2
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待湯熱得差不多後田柾國抬手打開了櫥櫃,拿出雪白的瓷碗,先是把所有的蘿蔔全都舀進,自己試喝了一口後再舀了點湯進去。664Please respect copyright.PENANAqDGgvhG5Bd
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湯很燙,等他醒來應該還是熱的。664Please respect copyright.PENANAAJOs8sMnwL
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田柾國這時忽地想到了什麼,又打開了冰箱門找尋著什麼。經過一番的尋找,田柾國總算找到埋藏在冰箱深處的漢堡,他拿了個盤子將那漢堡放在上面送進微波爐,都準備完成後還拿了一瓶可樂前往金泰亨的房間。664Please respect copyright.PENANA1xUco3zRZZ
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田柾國輕推開門,將那碗湯和漢堡可樂放在書桌上,抽了張紙條在上面寫了些什麼,摸摸金泰亨通紅的臉頰後就出了門,回到公司繼續處理公務。664Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7ccNL8FWF
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“泰亨,你最愛的蘿蔔湯。”664Please respect copyright.PENANAsw6pjmZaTW