I tell myself all I need is my good health 489Please respect copyright.PENANAtqiZxOBPwG
That's how I get through most of my days 489Please respect copyright.PENANAgW12PWS1Dl
Even when inside it feels like hell 489Please respect copyright.PENANA9awD8gw4dK
I don't bother to wish it all away 489Please respect copyright.PENANA6TBPPiMZM8
If I really wanted , I could've taken care of it 489Please respect copyright.PENANAt3NOhYmzL2
Left the world I'm living in , broken down my elements 489Please respect copyright.PENANAq1oGNLnDcz
I haven't yet , I haven't yet 489Please respect copyright.PENANAG1sWUK8fPP
Feels like I'm gonna die real soon 489Please respect copyright.PENANAwNyfOMqEL3
I don't know whether by someone else hands or my own 489Please respect copyright.PENANAZLFndxwgAl
Am I ready for the day that it comes ?489Please respect copyright.PENANAdkchohI6M0
A couple loved ones wouldn't see it 489Please respect copyright.PENANAOcqeYc0BAk
And the rest of the world could carry on 489Please respect copyright.PENANAfw573h6ivY
What's stopping me from leaving 489Please respect copyright.PENANAsQyyuGhxkB
Well maybe it's my someone 489Please respect copyright.PENANAVwYDQ0Oc5p
Or I'm hoping for my well being 489Please respect copyright.PENANAgmrq3fZP1C
And through that I've just been holding on 489Please respect copyright.PENANAaqXkyym5Q2
The day that I stop seeing the hope inside 489Please respect copyright.PENANARchRB0pxiA
I know it's gone 489Please respect copyright.PENANA1sLOmyhxsL
When I feel full of suppression 489Please respect copyright.PENANANMda83XJ7M
I know it's cause I'll feel so alone 489Please respect copyright.PENANAwfmqASan0q
Then my goodbye won't just be leaving 489Please respect copyright.PENANAKtQ2vGrd8h
It'll be the biggest jump I've ever done 489Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7ueKL3zwJ
I don't want my family to see it 489Please respect copyright.PENANA7s3v4x2O8X
Especially not the youngest one 489Please respect copyright.PENANAJWpyQxl2jB
I can't tell them when I'm leaving 489Please respect copyright.PENANA9gPde75TA3
Even if they wouldn't take me seriously
I'm More concerned of their well being489Please respect copyright.PENANAuDGB2nfJvz
Than I am for my own keeping 489Please respect copyright.PENANAIMD69XPajd
I am too afraid of leaving