文:譚嘉燕 FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/katetam1228/
「塔塔塔塔塔……」溫雅穿著家居服坐在電腦面前,視線黏緊螢光幕和鍵盤,聚精會神地不斷打字。她正在創作一篇愛情故事。455Please respect copyright.PENANA0SxFBYdyPu
455Please respect copyright.PENANAQTjXlpQqiT
455Please respect copyright.PENANAu1fO4dkYSm
溫雅四十多歲,單身也獨居,數數手指,她也已經八年沒交過男朋友了。她平常的日子就是上班、下班,然後待在家裡寫小說。掉入自己的想像世界裡頭,讓她比在現實世界來得快樂許多。現實世界不會盡如人意,沒法改變就只好調整心態,在她眼中也是一種逃避,那她不如直接讓自己逃到另一世界裡算了。455Please respect copyright.PENANALqqCZSQSu2
455Please respect copyright.PENANA81WXyU8do5
455Please respect copyright.PENANAgzdtRGXP6v
雖然年齡已達中年,但她仍然對愛情有著像少女時期般的憧憬。455Please respect copyright.PENANA8iQCQr3fJU
455Please respect copyright.PENANAwn9MvyHdX4
455Please respect copyright.PENANAFkxY6Wvn23
唔……設定今次的男主角是長什麼樣子好呢?男、女主角要在哪裡相遇會比較浪漫?455Please respect copyright.PENANAihCcKJHps9
455Please respect copyright.PENANAilkx4vZ9gx
455Please respect copyright.PENANAv7NK2j2gQP
溫雅偏愛溫和、脾氣好,能細心體貼到女生內心的男人,樣子最好也是看上去感覺很柔和的臉相,身型瘦高,穿著的話就走簡約的黑白風格好了。好吧,今次男主角就是這樣子吧。她沒有察覺到,其實已經有6篇文章裡的男主角也是這樣的角色。人一旦偏執地喜歡上某樣東西或特質,就會不自覺一直重覆沈溺其中。455Please respect copyright.PENANAXFnJQurDt2
455Please respect copyright.PENANA1SFzg8A64J
455Please respect copyright.PENANAGkI5Vdca1g
相遇方面,不如他們就在主題遊樂園裡面邂逅?男生是女生喜歡的小熊布偶裡的工作人員,而女生是因為要幫忙妹妹和妹夫帶小孩,所以也一同被邀請去玩樂……其間女生為了讓妹妹和妹夫有獨處時間,她就獨自帶著小女孩到處遊逛……小女孩本身正高興吃著棉花糖,但一不小心就把棉花糖弄掉在地上,正當小女孩想嚎啕大哭時,穿著可愛布偶裝的男主角就出現安撫女孩,並帶她們兩個補購棉花糖……當天一整天中,小熊布偶都會有意無意在女主角身邊出現,直到晚上華麗的煙火中,他工作完畢脫下龐大厚重的布偶裝,以真正的他站在她旁邊……455Please respect copyright.PENANAoXY4w948q3
455Please respect copyright.PENANAOaadmDZwdP
455Please respect copyright.PENANA5Rsh0Wsexo
此時,書桌上的電話震動聲劃破了溫雅的幻想,她一瞄,發現是妹妹打來的電話。455Please respect copyright.PENANAWR9rvLTvQ0
455Please respect copyright.PENANANbDuKkPGwt
455Please respect copyright.PENANAbG0tpOVTG4
溫雅:「妳打來也太不合時了吧,姊姊我正專心寫小說啦。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAVWwYlusV94
455Please respect copyright.PENANAMRsjMcx480
455Please respect copyright.PENANASKXX7Nprzt
電話裡頭的溫妍沒好氣:「妳不要只懂埋頭苦幹寫小說啦,要多出去走走,這樣才有機會認識到好男人,記得好男人不會從天而降,也不會從妳想像中走出現實的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAD6CjIUx6wM
455Please respect copyright.PENANACcpuS9V1kB
455Please respect copyright.PENANAgKCSL3Rw5e
這當頭棒喝讓溫雅感到一陣羞愧:「妳別管我,我都四十多歲了,同年紀的好男人都結婚了,好運輪不到我的了。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAsOyPUH8gBS
455Please respect copyright.PENANAn4wb6fh3sd
455Please respect copyright.PENANABhknmoHSTv
溫妍很了解溫雅逃避現實的性格,也不再多說什麼:「明天星期日我們一家三口會去主題遊樂園啊,妳有興趣一起去嗎?幫忙帶一下小孩也好啦。」455Please respect copyright.PENANASHVDFRhP0V
455Please respect copyright.PENANAG1XB2uuLUh
455Please respect copyright.PENANATsGemj5RtT
咦?這麼巧合?本來沒興趣去遊樂園的溫雅也被勾起一絲興趣。455Please respect copyright.PENANA05Uhw0GyGl
455Please respect copyright.PENANAkUJEjej9l6
455Please respect copyright.PENANAu5GMBk1mKl
———————————————————————455Please respect copyright.PENANAUqkore3f2w
455Please respect copyright.PENANAQGRvDLV9gm
455Please respect copyright.PENANAo1sLT9TPrB
假日裡的遊樂園人潮為患,溫雅最討厭人多擠迫的地方,她非常不自在,更後悔答應了她最親愛的妹妹的邀請。炎熱的天氣讓溫雅不斷拿出濕紙巾出來擦汗。455Please respect copyright.PENANA5u0Y3DUKrn
455Please respect copyright.PENANAsUemOA0RGX
455Please respect copyright.PENANAJF5eMZPvI9
溫雅怨氣十足:「好熱啊,遊樂園有什麼好玩啊,一點都不好玩,這麼多人湧來這裡,傻子!」455Please respect copyright.PENANA3ojHjt38ob
455Please respect copyright.PENANA4RXmgjic8d
455Please respect copyright.PENANAYKS34MnbCk
溫妍其實好討厭姊姊這種只懂抱怨的性情,她記得溫雅還是一個不肯排隊吃飯的人,每次只要等個十五分鐘,溫雅就會不耐煩抱怨:「等了好久啊,早知道就不要等了,為什麼要等那麼久啊,這餐廳是有多好吃啊?我才不稀罕。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAEEAOQwqWZW
455Please respect copyright.PENANA8CY7SDwn9a
455Please respect copyright.PENANA5XyUC3rX8D
溫妍平靜地跟溫雅說:「妳就不能開心一點去過人生嗎?可能這就是妳仍然單身的原因,要事事盡如妳意是不可能的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAZIamsusomD
455Please respect copyright.PENANAPpeMOuUMHa
455Please respect copyright.PENANAO7IWcKDrjv
溫雅被說中痛處,不吭一聲。455Please respect copyright.PENANAfnqmOM6v8o
455Please respect copyright.PENANAZfF75AeMu9
455Please respect copyright.PENANAQs8ZTluV76
溫妍的老公見狀,為了緩和氣氛,他建議:「不如溫雅幫我們帶一下童童去玩,給我和溫妍二人世界一下下嘛,好不好?」455Please respect copyright.PENANA3iW4e4Fz5U
455Please respect copyright.PENANAajKO5rvYx6
455Please respect copyright.PENANAVLaYVhIHMD
「雅姨姨妳不開心嗎?」童童搖晃著溫雅的手。455Please respect copyright.PENANAVdwD5migU7
455Please respect copyright.PENANAUfFj8GhpjP
455Please respect copyright.PENANA783dVKO21r
「沒有啊。」溫雅口不對心,悻悻地說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAy1kSXYuXSd
455Please respect copyright.PENANAXjf9qmYgJ7
455Please respect copyright.PENANA4zMbTIpIhv
「雅姨姨,我想吃好大一顆的那種棉花糖呀。」童童繼續搖晃著溫雅的手。455Please respect copyright.PENANAi0fQkJFHjg
455Please respect copyright.PENANAZWdzpNXUTR
455Please respect copyright.PENANA85H26p7Thi
咦?棉花糖?455Please respect copyright.PENANAefkGPy2taJ
455Please respect copyright.PENANAsf1CSsgZRr
455Please respect copyright.PENANAbqsYh5YY1t
「要拿好喔。」溫雅遞上一支好大一顆的粉紅色棉花糖給童童。455Please respect copyright.PENANAVNycej84kP
455Please respect copyright.PENANACxFS6TOAuG
455Please respect copyright.PENANAmfpNhnaykw
一路走著,溫雅都盯著那一顆愈來愈細小的棉花糖球,心中想著童童何時才會不小心弄掉它……455Please respect copyright.PENANAjrOaIZ2OFG
455Please respect copyright.PENANAuN6mh0vCht
455Please respect copyright.PENANAic6owBV84j
突然,有一個小男孩不小心向童童衝撞過來,把她連帶棉花糖都給撞跌了。正當想童童嚎啕大哭時,真的有個小熊大布偶出現了去安撫童童,也帶著她們兩個補購棉花糖………455Please respect copyright.PENANAOTdnblvbvC
455Please respect copyright.PENANAcnbNXj9UWF
455Please respect copyright.PENANA07ZczhNRCc
愈接近晚上放煙火的時候,溫雅發現自己心跳加快了很多,她心中不禁多了一份期待……他會出現在我身邊嗎?如她所寫的那樣……455Please respect copyright.PENANAhiqUf646LR
455Please respect copyright.PENANASPa8aUTbGB
455Please respect copyright.PENANAYWzMm4YMoO
而他,在眾人正專注煙火爆發的漂亮時,悄悄以真正的模樣,站到她旁邊……三十多歲的他,看上去就是感覺很柔和的臉相。455Please respect copyright.PENANAPTyW716uNF
455Please respect copyright.PENANALYnKCmq57r
455Please respect copyright.PENANAz8Ba2BFSzW
之後,他給了電話號碼溫雅,後來他們都有在通訊軟件中繼續聯絡彼此。455Please respect copyright.PENANAjgLqyWgBGY
455Please respect copyright.PENANAWwYqIZXvvK
455Please respect copyright.PENANAuoc6ruGJ0h
難道,人生真的可以由她所掌控?真實的故事也會跟著她虛構的劇本走嗎?455Please respect copyright.PENANAjTzuCq4tjP
455Please respect copyright.PENANAzaTitGU0xP
455Please respect copyright.PENANAjxPiDwUNrP
溫雅本來設定的女主角是二十多歲的年輕女孩,樣子甜美,性格開朗,而不是她這個模樣:四十多歲,表情木訥,性格又奇奇怪怪的中年女人……她真的可以擁有夢幻美好的愛情故事嗎?455Please respect copyright.PENANA9bEQi7kgog
455Please respect copyright.PENANArp8ZdnrA87
455Please respect copyright.PENANAhiEpCILtKR
那下一次他們要在哪裡約會才好?在遊艇上二人世界好像很不錯,喝著香檳聊聊天,之後就一起在海上看日落。溫雅希望他戴著大太陽眼鏡,要穿粉紅色恤衫和米色七褲,如果還能在一見面時就送她一支紅色玫瑰就最好了……455Please respect copyright.PENANAZdgFmUgRDn
455Please respect copyright.PENANAZmFVDCceqF
455Please respect copyright.PENANAdbFuo7OGgI
溫雅如此寫下故事的延續……455Please respect copyright.PENANAmoTKZms21k
455Please respect copyright.PENANAbrT4dP63LS
455Please respect copyright.PENANAYHTxOZi49O
果然,阿洋確實邀約溫雅下星期日出海約會,這讓她興奮不已,原來她的文筆附帶著這種神奇的力量,但為什麼現在才有這樣奇妙的效果?如果在她年輕時就發現可以「筆寫就事成」就好了……455Please respect copyright.PENANAnehr8Wx7DS
455Please respect copyright.PENANAQdg5kbfG0n
455Please respect copyright.PENANA6YzIjlyV9s
星期日,阿洋依著溫雅寫下的期望出現她眼前。那……會有紅色玫瑰嗎?這加深了溫雅的期待。455Please respect copyright.PENANAlqm9M4nGDl
455Please respect copyright.PENANArV8bW8XhLW
455Please respect copyright.PENANAjhoG34miqn
溫雅平常只喜歡深沉色調的衣服,好像黑色、深藍色、灰色等……今天她特意在衣櫃中翻出唯一一件粉紅色的格子上衣來穿,希望看上去能年輕動人一點。455Please respect copyright.PENANA5cttLs6f7X
455Please respect copyright.PENANA3kFEBA7LXd
455Please respect copyright.PENANALPWyTibPee
然而,最後阿洋卻空手邀請溫雅登上遊艇。455Please respect copyright.PENANAZo5zzXf8gF
455Please respect copyright.PENANArkMfRLU9LY
455Please respect copyright.PENANAO397gdTewJ
「咦?是有什麼地方出錯了嗎?我不是應該可以帶著玫瑰花登船的嗎?」溫雅暗付。455Please respect copyright.PENANAtHfNI6hG8C
455Please respect copyright.PENANArTeoEOwqS7
455Please respect copyright.PENANA39fdW7pk9g
溫雅嘗試婉轉地表達:「你……還有什麼東西……嗎?」但她還是顯得很笨拙。455Please respect copyright.PENANAKcdCafLxm0
455Please respect copyright.PENANAY8AjkeWcA9
455Please respect copyright.PENANAwlk7thHlpb
阿洋一臉茫然:「還有什麼?沒有啊。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAKnkfYvk58k
455Please respect copyright.PENANAYFhYHm8i3W
455Please respect copyright.PENANA6gmv5rc7RN
溫雅露出失望的神情,嘟嘴坦白道:「沒有紅色玫瑰嗎?我以為你會送我一支紅色玫瑰。」455Please respect copyright.PENANALKE3OFkDEV
455Please respect copyright.PENANALC5vEJfv8y
455Please respect copyright.PENANAq1a7E67Ko2
阿洋笑笑,摸摸她的中長頭髮:「我不知道妳喜歡紅色玫瑰嘛,還沒打聽到這部分!以後我會注意的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAxq6SylUpN1
455Please respect copyright.PENANAV24tC2bxqr
455Please respect copyright.PENANAvGgnBN6IYX
溫雅好久沒感受過被呵護的感覺了,她好像變回一個被安放好在掌心中的小女孩般,也正心花怒放中。455Please respect copyright.PENANAprvXdplS6K
455Please respect copyright.PENANAynXejmcv2p
455Please respect copyright.PENANApsAPJeBeow
在遊艇上吹著海風,呷著香檳,阿洋指著溫雅的鼻子:「我覺得妳的鼻子好好看。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAAdQQwwky3Y
455Please respect copyright.PENANA7Hi1dbMcoB
455Please respect copyright.PENANAeC8WTSZUJb
溫雅輕輕撥開阿洋的手,但仍捉緊他:「妳應該是要稱讚我的眼睛吧。」因為她是寫著男主角會稱讚女主角的眼睛很美。455Please respect copyright.PENANA1umadUjAsL
455Please respect copyright.PENANACDJQYPa5TO
455Please respect copyright.PENANAkDD1brYlCB
阿洋哈哈大笑:「鼻子比較好看啦,我要說鼻子比較好看。」455Please respect copyright.PENANA5h9FzLplmI
455Please respect copyright.PENANAZesWdW4r9p
455Please respect copyright.PENANAmyPQprGYHB
溫雅開始按奈不到自己的脾氣:「我其實不喜歡自己的鼻子,只喜歡自己的眼睛,為什麼你就是不能說我眼睛美呢?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAnbkyUeer2p
455Please respect copyright.PENANAkKsR0lToxK
455Please respect copyright.PENANAcNacDl5WTk
阿洋見狀也懂得圓場:「好啦好啦,都美啦,我都喜歡。」455Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ud3FjzkRs
455Please respect copyright.PENANAv6FT1yfQKi
455Please respect copyright.PENANAk1drV0SyMd
接下來的日子,溫雅對阿洋愈來愈高要求及期望:擁抱著時,溫雅要阿洋只能把頭枕在她右邊膊頭;晚上睡前一定要跟對方說晚安;阿洋不能在溫雅面前搔癢鼻子;牽手最好一定要牽溫雅的左手;拍照時一定要溫雅在左邊,阿洋在右邊,還有,一切約會的細節內容,都要符合溫雅筆下的走向……455Please respect copyright.PENANAdzvhiEmOZD
455Please respect copyright.PENANAekBdEQssJ0
455Please respect copyright.PENANA6soEzj2ZC7
溫雅偶爾會發現事情不在她控制的範圍內,例如原來阿洋最大的興趣不是烹飪,而是打拳擊,還有阿洋原來個性很喜歡結交新朋友,而不是她預設的只喜歡待在家,只喜歡與她約會。她實在接受不了事情沒有往她的一字一句去前進著……455Please respect copyright.PENANAfJKvQSIzXq
455Please respect copyright.PENANAQVrxaRQqAI
455Please respect copyright.PENANANXEHdgDxoO
———————————————————————455Please respect copyright.PENANAJy6cpMiQrj
455Please respect copyright.PENANAVeiii0iekS
455Please respect copyright.PENANAdcwNiE3PiL
某天晚上,溫雅和阿洋坐在公園裡給小孩子玩的小木屋裡面,彷彿這是專屬於他們的安靜小角落。屬於這個季節的木棉花亦飄散在公園的每個角落。455Please respect copyright.PENANA1X6bXgd4Kw
455Please respect copyright.PENANAgAiGmTqBCE
455Please respect copyright.PENANAC6zoKucFWZ
公園裡除了小孩在玩樂外,還有一群外傭在休息聊天,和一堆老人家在熱鬧下棋。455Please respect copyright.PENANAJtDesT9Mn2
455Please respect copyright.PENANALf1dxRvLFP
455Please respect copyright.PENANAtorybskPCT
溫雅瞄到公園旁邊有間甜品店:「不如我去買兩碗糖水過來吃?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAysAmgQw6e4
455Please respect copyright.PENANAtHu17flQ9M
455Please respect copyright.PENANAdpt7BYBHRU
阿洋:「好啊,那我要……」455Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5WeMLiggG
455Please respect copyright.PENANAMi4XVnzgJC
455Please respect copyright.PENANAWHcdtdDUvg
不等他說完,溫雅已經站起身來,雙眼一閃:「你不用說了,我知道你喜歡吃什麼,你乖乖坐在這裡等我就好了。」455Please respect copyright.PENANA0dHUlkU7nD
455Please respect copyright.PENANAQzLf71RXJC
455Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8i9WUKUbN
待溫雅轉身,阿洋看著黑夜中她愈漸縮細的背影,他的眼神深處閃過一絲落寞和火苗。455Please respect copyright.PENANADY3VcjtE6c
455Please respect copyright.PENANAbv546Rn1X3
455Please respect copyright.PENANAVyDTD0cDoM
溫雅寫下男主角最喜歡吃芒果牛奶布丁,她是全世界最了解他的人。455Please respect copyright.PENANAc9HcfKHWhT
455Please respect copyright.PENANAoDjLJeCcVE
455Please respect copyright.PENANAO7bNrtrFPa
過了十分鐘,溫雅提著兩碗芒果牛奶布丁走向阿洋,自信滿滿:「給你,這是你最喜歡吃的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAmmq4j2tFg9
455Please respect copyright.PENANAOFszvwHvr1
455Please respect copyright.PENANAUcFrBDMpJq
阿洋沒有伸出手接過布丁。455Please respect copyright.PENANAi0cXXW752r
455Please respect copyright.PENANAex74QJN797
455Please respect copyright.PENANAfGP34ipF5D
溫雅不解:「怎麼了嗎?為什麼不吃?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAEdMAD6gQ9E
455Please respect copyright.PENANAkxxhSZ6LHR
455Please respect copyright.PENANAUg4fYOHHJQ
阿洋幽幽地說:「我對芒果敏感,不能吃。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAk3UvdSBFxP
455Please respect copyright.PENANA5pRddjbfMG
455Please respect copyright.PENANAaK5HSPAGMc
溫雅覺得他在說謊:「不可能啊,我又沒說你對芒果敏感,你怎麼會吃不了芒果?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAOdDODL6WOW
455Please respect copyright.PENANAwkCjZa62jW
455Please respect copyright.PENANAnsOviQwbKU
阿洋忍無可忍:「妳在胡言亂語什麼啊,我連對什麼食物會敏感,喜歡吃什麼,不喜歡吃什麼,這都要經妳同意嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAYtsljH8xGv
455Please respect copyright.PENANA38zD8WsBSI
455Please respect copyright.PENANAR8yHa1fYJp
「我們分手吧。」阿洋痛苦抱頭。455Please respect copyright.PENANACY4REHF42q
455Please respect copyright.PENANAdLODEt2584
455Please respect copyright.PENANAJcWNLnwbgX
溫雅臉色一沉,拼命搖頭:「不行!我根本沒安排這樣的劇情!我設定今晚我們是彼此打開心房聊我們的過去與將來的!我們是會感情升溫的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAv853F2Ec99
455Please respect copyright.PENANAOvoSWvycBR
455Please respect copyright.PENANABnhEEwzMM1
阿洋受不了她這種控制別人的性情:「妳清醒一點好不好呀,我不是任妳擺佈的玩偶啊,我不會每一字每一句都跟著妳走的。我已經受不了妳這種愛操控人的個性。」455Please respect copyright.PENANA53TldtQFz3
455Please respect copyright.PENANA1svvWECkym
455Please respect copyright.PENANA7QYKPK82kP
溫雅激動大嚷:「為什麼不行?你是我的,你是我創造出來的,455Please respect copyright.PENANAoRRrvHOwMN
所以你要乖乖聽我的話,照我筆下所寫的一字一句去說話和行動啊!一舉一動都要這樣照我意思走!」455Please respect copyright.PENANAq7PD0dXJd7
455Please respect copyright.PENANAUx4W8WlhMB
455Please respect copyright.PENANAx3lLbzitku
阿洋站起高大的身驅來:「我只是我自己,我是有血有肉的人來的!我不是妳的附屬品,妳這個瘋女人……」455Please respect copyright.PENANADmQK74SQbN
455Please respect copyright.PENANAb2Qyx6mrh3
455Please respect copyright.PENANA06AiOeRuHF
———————————————————————455Please respect copyright.PENANA5F8InsjOtK
455Please respect copyright.PENANAnM7qAjwk5R
455Please respect copyright.PENANAwPYgLBnkp7
「塔塔塔塔塔……」溫雅穿著家居服坐在電腦面前,視線黏緊螢光幕和鍵盤,聚精會神地不斷打字。她正在創作一篇愛情故事。455Please respect copyright.PENANASYDcREWErb
455Please respect copyright.PENANA47aZqkd77t
455Please respect copyright.PENANA6pTWvFWJoI
半夜時份,溫雅的世界只剩下面前發光的螢幕,與一堆黑色的文字……455Please respect copyright.PENANA6WV4jilSjm
455Please respect copyright.PENANA2y5N3ylCGK
455Please respect copyright.PENANAzE2B8h12hu
「所有事情都要跟著我的意思走……所有事情都要跟著我的意思走……所有事情都要跟著我的意思走……」溫雅喃喃自語。455Please respect copyright.PENANAvapGCbuPyt
文:譚嘉燕 FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/katetam1228/
ns3.148.106.159da2