July 24, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANACqJqe1ktml
It's amazing how skill sets can change in importance over time. Before the fall of humanity and the rise of zombies I was called a monster, they put me in prison, they said that I should have been executed, but the world was too civilized for that now. Yeah, leaving a person to rot in prison with no hope of ever seeing the light of day as a free man ever again, I rather be executed. Life imprisonment or death? I'll take death anytime. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAV8thHA65jS
But I'm alive and I'll just have to make the best of it. I am of the last original survivors, and now I'm in charge of Panama Civil Defense forces. We call it, The Wall. Simple names are the best usually. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAtcJTr3Lu97
I have to say being in charge of the traps and planning of excursions into the zombie territory have been fun. I might not be able to participate much anymore, my body feeling me such as all old things. Such is life, so its just a way of the world, old things pass away into the great unknown or obscurity.743Please respect copyright.PENANAzGy5HhgDWK
Today though, something new happened. Something magical. Today I met an. She reminds me so much of myself when I was her age. So young, so pretty, so ruthless. She scored higher than 98% of the other candidates in the initial zombie run. She came back with 30 years and ten tongues I didn't even think there was that many so close to the wall anymore, it just shows how lax we have become. If she continues to prove to be this capable I might just have to take her under my wing.743Please respect copyright.PENANA0hFKnpGnRh
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAjbV9bV9ptZ
July 27, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6q2ERugK5
And continues to be improved and outperformed her peers. They just don't seem to have the same drive that she does, I say that in the past 20 years I've only seen maybe 10 or so recruits with her drive. She seems to have a powerful hate towards the zombies. That is good, too many people are complacent with the zombies now. I just don't seem to strike the same fear into people like they did when everyone was dying around us. To me it was just another challenge though. I like that I could do my work without the worry of going back to jail. The only word were enough like humans that satisfy the edge. I also got to try out all the new and interesting things that popped in my head. 30 years of fun and 10 of them I was the lead researcher in DVR durability and repair.743Please respect copyright.PENANAs3hZGtuIOL
Once they were harnessed and used as resources, time went into researching ways to repair them the closest. It was fruitless but it broke the monotony of fighting them and completely predictable ways. Those years of fighting through the bottom half of North America when we hit our stride, they were so boring I almost started looking for survivors for other reasons then to add to our cause. Luckily I was made to scout. That was when I got to have my fun. Just thinking back to those days makes me smile. Paragraph in a lot of ways and reminds me of myself when it comes to killing zombies. She uses her imagination, she's not satisfied to just stick their brains . She sees the beauty of watching a well laid-out trip go through the zombies brain. She, like me, finds it hilarious when zombies until itself and still tries to come at you. Its like those old video games where the sprites walks into the wells and animation kept playing showing them walking. I laugh every time it happens. She is definitely shaping up to be a good candidate to take under my wing.743Please respect copyright.PENANA0xbfrkTMIL
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAE9iiU7zfu5
July 30, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANArvH0xzIyz3
And pass basic today. She found an old loophole that said she could take a physical and mental test to prove she was capable of surviving on her own and in a group. Of course she passed, the best and brightest always do. I moved her to my Scout Group, I can't wait to show her some of the real tricks of the trade. Zombies aren't the brightest of hunters, being the ultimate and persistence hunting does not make an apex predator. Being able to hunt the other predators, that is what makes an apex predator. That's why humans will never die out, we are not the toughest around but we certainly can out think our pray. Especially when all they do is try to chase you down. Simple enough to avoid as long as you don't fear them, that's why so many humans fell those first couple of months, they were not a apex hunters. Well, that's probably not entirely true, zombies were a new printer, of course some of the more confident people we're going to go down trying to figure out how to survive. And and I were cut from the same cloth and we have the advantage of learning from others mistakes. I from my prison cell watching the world go down in flames, and from accumulated knowledge of all the survivors who beat back the tide of zombies.743Please respect copyright.PENANAMVe1LEOo2A
I hope she is ready, her real training starts tomorrow.743Please respect copyright.PENANAWcvbmLhX0a
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAXXsxH42pFP
August 5, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAQhMIfxBumV
Anne is progressing well, she has a bit of trouble with the psychology aspect that I'm trying to teach her but that's to be expected. She doesn't understand that I'm teaching her how to defend herself against humans as well. She doesn’t realize that there will be more humans than zombies one day, I think that's the thing that her generation does not understand. They just take advantage of the free labor and entertainment but what happens when the last of them falls apart? It's like the old bubbles of the past, this too shall burst and leave chaos in its wake. Sustainability has always been a difficult concept for humans to understand. It’s always been one bubble or another bursting. It's been happening for ages, the last one being the confidence that we could cure everything. Instead of contain and eliminate, the powers that be chose to try and save everyone, an unrealistic goal in any sort of emergency. Prioritize, contain, eliminate, research. That is how I would have handled it. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAg3KE5XJpQU
Contain those infected, when they turned immediately eliminate the threat. No one can tell me that when the outbreak first happened that they didn't see what was happening. Understanding this is what I am trying to impart to Anne, this sort of thing is what needs to be pervasive in our leaders. Let a few die to save the rest. That is the only way to make sure the outbreak never happens again. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAwena98UVA0
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANANPFPbneRpQ
August 15, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2s5sGX8oM
Lost three of my scouts this week. They weren't new recruits either they had years of experience and mission time. Those three were some of my best. There hasn't been a loss of a scout in 10 years because of how well trained they are, I just don't understand it. What could have killed them?743Please respect copyright.PENANAYNkkLJQ0C3
We found them wandering close to the well, bite marks on their forearms. Well a single bite mark. That's a curious thing usually there are a couple of gashes or multiple bites but these are different. Only a single bite. I have suspended all further scouting missions until a plan of action can be formed. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAtSywzRYXXr
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAUhwCSoI8NU
August 20, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANA9fK6VZJHqg
I have requested Anne as an assistant. There are more zombies at the wall now. It's like they can think, this is truly interesting. Never before have those infected shown any signs of being able to think once they are turned. Once set on a target only a new target could sway them. I ordered one killed so we can study this new change in the virus activity. Maybe these people can be cured. Unlikely, but if we can restore some of their mental faculties we could restore other parts of their former selves. Tests are being ran on the new virus as I write this.743Please respect copyright.PENANAJAJesRvqVO
On a brighter note Anne is still improving at an impressive rate. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAMLDNUEyBRp
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANANTYh3d3jFt
August 22, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAedOGWpJRXf
Viral test results are in. This is a new virus, born of the original this one does not kill like the old one. The original humans immune system to fight off the infection if they were lucky enough or were naturally immune. Just one lays dormant in the body until the natural death occurs. This makes me wonder how my scouts died but since we burned their bodies that question will never have an answer it seems. More extensive testing needs to be done to see if there is any different symptoms or effects that this new virus brings on.743Please respect copyright.PENANAyRJz0igkBE
More zombies have amassed at the wall. We have been pulling standard procedure for dealing with large amounts of zombies. But more just keep showing up. I have requested more troops to be sent to the wall, at our current staffing we will be at maximum ZKPH in a matter of days. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAzzruwOknDs
All training has been suspended everyone is defending the wall. Still at only three casualties. If we are lucky there won't be any more. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAgmqEetKYXQ
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAxF1DXahKye
August 25, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANANhmFUNvjHE
Word from Central is that reinforcements are on the way. We are at max ZKPH. Their numbers are only increasing, they are like the Hydra of old. For everyone that goes down two more take their place. The eggheads have taken to calling the new strain of ZVR the Hydra virus after I made this analogy. Stupid unoriginal idiots. At least in the old days they made acronyms or something that pertain to the disease.743Please respect copyright.PENANAGc4p4HkmWo
New tests show that this new virus does a primitive form of healing restoring priority organs, such as the brain, to working order. Which is why we haven't been able to drop their numbers much. The ones that we brought in for testing revived yesterday and killed one of our scientists. We burned the body of the original and kept the scientist in controlled conditions to see how quick the healing comes about. Will update when more is known.743Please respect copyright.PENANABi5g6pnYke
I have brought Anne in to help with the administrative side of all this. I think that this will be very useful to her. She helps after a four hour shift on the wall, so she is properly cooled down enough to pay attention to what needs to be paid attention to. So far she has helped quite a bit at being a messenger and learning which command points need to know what.743Please respect copyright.PENANAnPQYZf3JOV
This whole thing is starting to feel like the second outbreak, that idiot Zed was worried about starting. He never could keep his ego in check. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAzEifPf1apI
On a brighter note I feel 20 years younger. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAEYej1Lh8ye
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANApLgUytwIwn
August 30, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANA2GORpi5YKc
Reinforcements arrived yesterday. Most of them are green but there are a few hard ones in there, I've seen most of the them before from there mandatory time on the wall. None of them had the grit, that's why they left the guard in the country from threats that no longer exist. 743Please respect copyright.PENANASdRmevDSxm
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAvdR2tNdOBY
August 31, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAPn8HML5FiP
Reports are coming in of the ZVR's that were killed recently or fairly recently reanimating, terrorizing the inner country. What exactly is going on? Reinforcements are getting settled the old recruits here have been promoted. Everyone is bone weary from the constant push of the “hydras,” the name caught on with the soldiers so now -I- have to use it. It makes me want to reconsider my no humans policy. I've ordered two week breaks to be rotated to each of the soldiers. No need to wear them out when there are plenty of men ready to replace them.743Please respect copyright.PENANAvByzIYUWuc
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANA0VYfmTwuhF
September 7, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAzQw4H4Qt9c
More hydra are coming. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAFDdjlYvfnJ
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANArvODn7OjOe
September 10, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANANGUWtf4yD5
We are at capacity again. It hasn't been this bad since the middle of the last outbreak. We've discovered that the ones that we kill just come back after a few hours. The only thing that seems to make them stay dead is fire. So I'm starting to think that if we do that the virus was just mute it again, developing an immunity to flame or develop
flame repellent skin. Something stupid like that to make my life even more difficult.743Please respect copyright.PENANACkKVul3Oj2
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAoC0hMzG6pb
September 20, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANASL1uvlrgvi
I've come out of retirement, the situation has become so stressful I need an outlet. So I ordered a room set up for experimentation. I spent the last couple of days learning how much damage their bodies can take. How intelligent they are. How to kill them.743Please respect copyright.PENANAImkFDPoJpF
To kill them is not difficult, to make them stay dead however is entirely different. Acid, base, and fire or the only substances that found it did any permanent damage to them.743Please respect copyright.PENANAo3RI4oRgWw
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAdF2f71AGRm
September 20, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAs9CX9UauxY
Acid doesn't actually do permanent damage.743Please respect copyright.PENANAZxEj15OwjL
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANArjluhy86YX
September 21, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAC5jaUQTq4Z
Another thing to worry about the virus, It adapts quickly. The acid I used ate into the skin and then was absorbed into the bloodstream. Another discovery I made by the way, these zombies have blood flow. ZVRS didn't and it always confused the scientist as how they moved. The Hydra virus restarts the human system, allowing natural order to take control.743Please respect copyright.PENANAhMqlSgXTrA
Killing the Hydra takes much more effort as it has a healing factor. The Hydra I tested the acid on regrew the brain mass it I had punched a hole through in half an hour. Through purely physical methods the only way to kill the Hydra is to destroy the brain stem and the heart at the same time. Other methods I have found to be successful is completely submerging them in a caustic base, running molten metal through the head down to the chest through a hole I drilled through the skull. Which I found, to my delight, does not heal at all. Of course fire is another option,I plan on trying lasers and other things that deal with heat in the coming days.743Please respect copyright.PENANAZeeNsAJDuG
Anne was the one that found the hydra and notified me last night. The young girl has become quite capable these past weeks. She has made herself invaluable to me during my research. Making suggestions, doing things almost before I asked her to do them. She's also great with the staff. I've only heard a few grumbling about her, and even then it was all about how she might put them out of a job. Silly people, she's mine and I'm not inclined to share her. It's a perk of being top dog.743Please respect copyright.PENANAGVqTLDvrOC
-Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANA8IoKegqMbW
September 30, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANADNXYwSBbLL
All killing of Hydra has been stopped, I don’t see the point in wasting energy when the damn things will just pop back up. I sent my research to the weapons development team and am waiting for their response. Though, we did have some success with squishing them to death by dropping rocks and logs on them, it is not energy feasible outside of clearing the walls every couple days. I figure that is just best to let the dev team come up with the most efficient way of death possible for the Hydra. That's what they do. They are the best at it, and I'm not one to stop people from doing what they are meant to do. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAzIGo2gkrGy
On a more disturbing note, the men have started reporting that the hydra are now whispering. Not words or anything but the sound they make has definitely gone to whispering. I didn't want to believe it until Anne told me she heard it for herself. After that I headed over myself, it’s quite possibly the creepiest thing I've ever encountered. I worry that the more human these things become the harder it will be for my men to kill them. They trained all their lives for zombies, now they have to fight these human... things.743Please respect copyright.PENANAF4TtjRg4qX
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANALFJvHF4r6F
October 2, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANASVag7lv0Yv
Today's been a rough day for me and a reminder of exactly how old I am. Arthritis in my joints has been a constant companion since the early days, but now it's coupled with osteoporosis and that makes everything much more difficult. Even holding this pen to write hurts. It makes me realize that the feelings I have towards Anne should not be acted on. She is such a wonderful and lovely young woman but she shouldn't be bogged down with an old coot like me. I've done all that I could for her and that will just have to be enough. It’s hard though, over the past month I've grown close to her. She needs to be free from this sort of attachment. She needs to be capable of choosing her own path. I will continue to teach her until I've got nothing left teach.743Please respect copyright.PENANAFCoqWbXDYw
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANANm0EBzjB9v
October 7, 2098 743Please respect copyright.PENANALSzqdfUJTi
Word from the research and development team came in. New weapons are being deployed. Damn this arthritis. 743Please respect copyright.PENANAa8v275TqIW
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANAAPAB63WxPA
October 10, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAnAhZgxiyd0
New weapons received. Will update when I know more.743Please respect copyright.PENANA4AA7vuCjBJ
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANACrAxYPr7Ux
October 11, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAO2LGUD0MOR
The weapons are quite interesting. There are basically rifles with specialized ammunition. When shot, the projectile hits the Hydra, boars into the body about two inches, at which point a small capsule of a chemical mixture, that I wasn't able to get from the technician, breaks causing an explosion that sets a hydra on fire from the inside the result is a flaming body that doesn't heal.743Please respect copyright.PENANAg2PlEQozXF
While this is great and all, it takes a minimum of two shots to put one hydra down. When I brought this up to the technician he said this was a rushed version that is only meant to hold us over until they can come up with something more efficient. I guess I'll have to make do. I begin by men on target practice training tomorrow morning.743Please respect copyright.PENANA7YuHQg6BlL
- Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANA6P3DCBHvPJ
October 20, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANAOh8AECN3pk
After a week of grueling target practice my men have been manning the walls, taking out hydra as efficiently as possible. On my orders to conserve ammunition, only headshots are being taken bringing down the hydra for a few hours, plenty of time for a squad of finishers to come by and stab them in the heart with a heated steel rod. The numbers of hydra have continued to steadily fall since the first day.743Please respect copyright.PENANAu3VYAD1rEN
I will admit that the target practice made me go into fits of panic. For so long silence has been my ally. Not making much noise kept the ZVR’s from noticing us. only the ones with the best hearing made their way towards the city wall. Now that we know how much the wall can take , target practice will continue so we can continue to eradicate this new threat. 743Please respect copyright.PENANA0kIjCB9PIz
This change in the ZVR apparently wasn’t isolated in the Americas, all over the world people are reporting ZVR’s healing and whispering. Becoming more intelligent as time goes by. I don’t think this bodes well for the human population at all.743Please respect copyright.PENANAQJjPOpkh6P
-Jackie743Please respect copyright.PENANA8kSAanqrM7
October 31, 2098743Please respect copyright.PENANALL11ptywvb
Jackie Elizabeth McDowell passed away in her sleep last night. Having miraculously never been infected she was found by me, Anne Goeth, her assistant. She was a strong woman, with little need for words. Apparently she saved them for her journal. What she had failed to mention was the past two weeks she had been bed ridden. Blaming arthritis it hurt her to move. Having read through this last journal of hers I’ve found reason in her actions. Why she ordered us to stop killing the hydra, why we didn’t just keep rolling the logs down the wall, why she favored me. She was an amazing teacher and leader, however now she gets to rest. Her funeral is tonight, tomorrow we will follow her wishes to be burned to ash. I wish she had told me her feelings. I loved you too Jackie. I will always love you743Please respect copyright.PENANAYg1TvKwJmI
-Anne
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