2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧91Please respect copyright.PENANALd500xzeb0
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那麼久了啊91Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8FxcjZCDc
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大概…也活夠了吧91Please respect copyright.PENANAmu4DeRwDTA
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始91Please respect copyright.PENANAs2LV5EP3pC
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但…91Please respect copyright.PENANAt7mFk27Pq2
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「20歲了啊」91Please respect copyright.PENANAJcIcQu34hn
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已91Please respect copyright.PENANAdQPZ2PcPyQ
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼91Please respect copyright.PENANAbBe2tbwkLU
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣91Please respect copyright.PENANAbQPOcnqA32
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼91Please respect copyright.PENANAoGe7xRQJBS
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?91Please respect copyright.PENANA89dqEYYXGQ
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白91Please respect copyright.PENANA6YFrKyVRCy
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子91Please respect copyright.PENANArVWej4Tdya
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地91Please respect copyright.PENANATi3mE1K3BJ
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子91Please respect copyright.PENANAKWCLsJ2Kfd
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可不知道從什麼時候開始91Please respect copyright.PENANAbLrDN1EtnP
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格91Please respect copyright.PENANAY6lUL4hRGf
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了91Please respect copyright.PENANAPeUaHqUaDY
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事91Please respect copyright.PENANAvQyJNamjwF
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但我就是無法表達我的情感91Please respect copyright.PENANA4NZL7ZIvle
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆91Please respect copyright.PENANAyIPUH5ciGb
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點91Please respect copyright.PENANAmg8wlfm5vN
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就是虛無與面無表情91Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q6ix4rMpp
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此91Please respect copyright.PENANArEbFhcAQkd
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只是91Please respect copyright.PENANAyyHqBruK59
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會91Please respect copyright.PENANASWhkQUgIQI
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給91Please respect copyright.PENANAVfhgq9lGT2
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案91Please respect copyright.PENANANdW1lfjpO0
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果91Please respect copyright.PENANANbvSE4o2dn
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這就是我的生存方式91Please respect copyright.PENANAbG6OMHMMTj
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也是我慢性自殺的方法91Please respect copyright.PENANAuW8np7OPFE
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