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No Plagiarism!7zqt8bgpvzH3DXfJqaHXposted on PENANA 晚餐後,廚房靜下來,只剩水聲與盤子的碰撞。8964 copyright protection83PENANAHHsJHxYMD7 維尼
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她一邊洗碗,一邊聽見客廳傳來兩人笑聲——很輕,但不像應酬的那種,而是……真心放鬆的。8964 copyright protection83PENANADS3LFw4VdK 維尼
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那聲音讓她的思緒飄回信裡一句話:8964 copyright protection83PENANA4lX7wyD8Ki 維尼
「我依賴她,不是因為我軟弱,而是因為我願意把最堅強的自己放下,讓她看見。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAkAjffBNKeB 維尼
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她忍不住喃喃說:「那妳以前為什麼都不讓我看見?」8964 copyright protection83PENANABf7m8vYXj8 維尼
話一出口,她自己也頓住了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAGNQyPzMZyF 維尼
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她知道答案。8964 copyright protection83PENANAYRdzqSw3LE 維尼
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不是湛霖不說,是她自己,一直沒想過要真正聽。8964 copyright protection83PENANA5uQpFll7zo 維尼
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送走孩子們那晚睡前,她走進書房,彎腰要整理櫃子,無意中在最底層翻出一個夾鏈袋。8964 copyright protection83PENANAxyfTN6Slhl 維尼
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裡頭是一疊泛黃的舊畫。8964 copyright protection83PENANAB5A4VTiZX5 維尼
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有一張,立刻吸住她的目光。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2IOrNywfFn 維尼
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那是湛霖國小二年級畫的畫:兩個女孩牽著手,站在草地上,一邊有太陽、一邊有花,女孩臉上畫了亮晶晶的笑。8964 copyright protection83PENANASUTVw5OWc7 維尼
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右下角,歪歪寫著:「我最喜歡的人。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAxzGU8dHqeY 維尼
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她忽然想起,當年她看到這張畫時,說的是:8964 copyright protection83PENANAEkxOOTMjwV 維尼
「這個畫面構圖怪怪的,太近了,不夠空間感。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAHtmwYLnnka 維尼
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她沒問那是誰,只是把畫收進抽屜。8964 copyright protection83PENANAg3qiZoOVIA 維尼
當時,她以為那只是孩子的亂畫。8964 copyright protection83PENANAV5s47dIRsp 維尼
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現在,她手指撫過那張紙上的蠟筆痕跡,一條一條牽得很直、很用力。8964 copyright protection83PENANAqCiOCNixJB 維尼
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——那是女兒小小年紀,用畫筆偷偷對世界說的:「我也想牽住誰。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAJ95xCeUIhs 維尼
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她突然坐下,手肘靠在桌邊,長長地嘆了一口氣。8964 copyright protection83PENANAOcYGSUGOVr 維尼
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那不是構圖怪。8964 copyright protection83PENANA8dsoUtB3Uy 維尼
是她當年太怕,怕看到一個和她預期不同的答案。8964 copyright protection83PENANAbmyOtaz29U 維尼
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她沉默良久,低聲開口:8964 copyright protection83PENANAWWZYwQ01ye 維尼
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「霖……其實我那時候,很喜歡這幅畫。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAOJsRoFD1HX 維尼
聲音小到像說給自己聽。8964 copyright protection83PENANAj5gkVAnRtz 維尼
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「只是我不懂那是什麼,就先把它推開了。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAnj6UhTP5aH 維尼
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她不否認,這些年她對「同性伴侶」的看法,來自一種潛藏的恐懼——怕她們太辛苦、怕社會的眼光、怕「女兒的幸福」變成一場堅強才能撐起的抗爭。8964 copyright protection83PENANAe1O75h7rtk 維尼
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但今晚,她看到的是——女兒終於不用再那麼堅強了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAxDlmueI5jn 維尼
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那個笑著說「她會幫我挑香菜」的湛霖、家瑜那個小心翼翼又溫柔誠實的眼神…8964 copyright protection83PENANA83biLyYddk 維尼
讓她明白了一件事:8964 copyright protection83PENANAWR3BfXRRZp 維尼
她不需要同意所有的形式,8964 copyright protection83PENANA1YxdYe4MUW 維尼
她只需要看懂——這個人,讓她的孩子安心。8964 copyright protection83PENANAiP7WmFH5sz 維尼
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她走進臥室,打開手機,給湛霖傳了一則訊息:8964 copyright protection83PENANAWtAgBvfLsy 維尼
「那女孩挺細心的。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAut9vU1hvgq 維尼
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傳送鍵按下去的那一刻,她深吸一口氣,忽然想起湛霖小時候那張畫右下角,還有一行小字:8964 copyright protection83PENANAu7MkAVdq48 維尼
「希望有一天,媽媽會喜歡我畫的故事。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAwzZ02BXpkh 維尼
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她今天,終於打開那個故事的一頁了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAsSddlHw4cm 維尼
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