
我地跟住男人,嚟到一棵樹面前,樹上一片金燦燦,隨風搖曳,顯得分外靈動。男人認真咁同我地講:15Please respect copyright.PENANA6mkaoMFsSy
「今年嘅黃花風鈴木開得好好,棵樹會帶你地返去,見到你地最想見嘅人。你可以喺呢段時光同佢好好相處。只係你地要喺最後一朵花落之前返嚟,唔係會灰飛煙滅。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAvnJWwoGu4T
我地將手放喺樹幹上面,一陣溫暖嘅金光將我地淹沒。15Please respect copyright.PENANAyVwjCagn2N
我等左好耐好耐,終於可以見到佢。
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最近過得好差好差。15Please respect copyright.PENANAdYz0bZI9AO
自從換左新上司之後,可能八字不合,我做親咩佢都睇我唔順眼,處處挑毛病。我已經不停send cv搵工,只係可能個市唔好,一直冇回音。15Please respect copyright.PENANAy6M69YjvXv
有一日,當我低頭食緊飯果陣,「砰!」我15Please respect copyright.PENANAGw6XJBT4EQ
佢將一個厚厚嘅文件夾重重擲喺我面前,15Please respect copyright.PENANApolGgxIovl
大聲咁講:15Please respect copyright.PENANA9z9RcFeyrL
「呢份嘢做得好差,你今晚同我做哂先可以走。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA4wj2FlVRHm
四周嘅同事竊竊私語,我感受到唔少目光投向我。我低頭繼續食飯,只係都忍唔到,眼淚一滴滴咁滴落飯度。15Please respect copyright.PENANAVSyBCg1ukW
完成報告之後,我終於返到屋企。15Please respect copyright.PENANAcXokE1S1Vg
我打開門,「我返嚟啦。」15Please respect copyright.PENANArp7z3BTHjS
老公坐喺梳化,聽到我講嘢之後淡淡咁望左我一眼,之後又繼續睇電視。本身想同佢講返工嘅事,結果硬生生卡喺喉嚨。15Please respect copyright.PENANAC1WVTVvaZH
「呢個女人冇用架啦,你搵個個啦。」一年前發生左果件事之後,奶奶嘅說話言猶在耳。
我都唔知係咪因為佢聽左入耳,定係我嬲佢當時冇開口維護我。只係之後我地好似同屋主咁,各自做各自嘅嘢。15Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6EiBqTn9S
我打開門,行出露台抖氣。15Please respect copyright.PENANAq77QkT9cwX
四周一片黑壓壓,如果我喺度跳左落去,係咪所有煩惱都會消失?15Please respect copyright.PENANAyXNdasYD5Y
我俾自己突然冒出嘅念頭嚇左一跳,然後發現唔知幾時開始,淚水爬滿我嘅臉。
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最近,我又俾上司係咁鬧。15Please respect copyright.PENANAms8O4WgOzO
收工之後,我木然行返屋企。老公幾日前無聲無息搬走走,諗起返到去對住四幅牆,果個念頭又喺我個腦出現。15Please respect copyright.PENANAkVbDy9hVQY
我深呼吸,入左一間舖。15Please respect copyright.PENANAdYJTP2VsB1
「呢度有冇老鼠藥買丫?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA2jgq2kO2hD
只要將藥落落飯度,食埋呢餐之後,所有痛苦都會結束。15Please respect copyright.PENANAQZont7piEB
我行過一個公園,一朵黃色嘅花跌落我個頭上面,我抬頭望下棵樹,樹上嘅枝椏光禿禿,了無生氣。我諗起幾個星期前,呢棵黃花風鈴木開得好好。就算花開得幾靚都好,最後都係逃唔過枯萎嘅宿命。15Please respect copyright.PENANA1K3EyCjuQw
「呢朵花好靚丫!」一把聲音講。15Please respect copyright.PENANASOpA9EqlSK
一個幾歲嘅小朋友跑過嚟,碌大眼望住我手上嘅花。15Please respect copyright.PENANAs9BoC3akj9
「送俾你丫。」我將花遞俾個小朋友。15Please respect copyright.PENANAjDdm95iy8F
「多謝姨姨,你好似d花咁靚。」佢望住花,笑得好燦爛。
口甜舌滑,我喺度笑。我突然諗起佢,如果佢大個左,都應該會係咁可愛。15Please respect copyright.PENANApORMAxHBSj
只可惜佢喺我個肚住左幾個月,我始終帶唔到佢嚟呢個世界。醫生都話,果次小產之後,我之後都唔會再生到仔。諗到呢度,我眼眶蓄滿淚水。15Please respect copyright.PENANAxspzmhQOYu
「姨姨,你做咩喊丫?你唔好喊啦。」小朋友好擔心咁望住我。15Please respect copyright.PENANAvYqwRofqpn
「姨姨冇咩,只係諗起一個我好愛,但係我再見唔到佢嘅人。」我抹走眼淚。15Please respect copyright.PENANA9TjuGOxuzE
「我諗雖然你地見唔到大家,但係佢一定好愛你好掛住你,都會想你日日開開心心。」小朋友拍拍我個頭。我個心有種好溫暖嘅感覺。15Please respect copyright.PENANA9tf6ufV5wM
「我見到果邊有多花,我送比你丫,你等我。」小朋友跑開左。15Please respect copyright.PENANACftbQDz0Ux
我坐喺長櫈度等佢,只係個小朋友冇再返嚟。
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一年過去啦,黃花風鈴木再度盛放,15Please respect copyright.PENANAvWbhZU7oW4
只係今次去人間嘅隊伍入面,獨獨少左一個「人」。15Please respect copyright.PENANAy0oVLx6Iq5
「你始終都返唔切冥界。不過你同媽媽講完嘢之後,佢自己諗通左d嘢嘅。佢捱過左最痛苦嘅時刻,而家過得好幸福,你可以放心啦。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAZG7YYnA8Up
白衣男人輕輕咁同公園入面嘅黃花風鈴木講。15Please respect copyright.PENANAaPrHVjA28g
風輕輕吹過,樹上嘅花隨風搖曳,生機勃勃。男人諗起黃花風鈴木嘅花語:再回來的幸福。