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大家好,我是《自殺未遂。》的作者落紅。63Please respect copyright.PENANAWmUfyUEZ2q
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本來根據排程,今天應該不會出文。63Please respect copyright.PENANAXiFfMRKZXo
但我希望這能成為遠在英國的我給大家的聖誕禮物。63Please respect copyright.PENANArjRjcgwbzx
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心音與世娜的交換靈魂期限為三個月,63Please respect copyright.PENANAjBfB3MKien
而這個故事的時間軸便在這三個月期間,63Please respect copyright.PENANAedXVAz3BQk
發佈故事的時間也是在這段時間,63Please respect copyright.PENANA8viJSFd099
所以,《自殺未遂。》的本篇故事的確是到了世娜墮樓的一刻便結束了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAaei0yL3HnZ
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但是,對我來說,幾位主人翁的故事是仍然未完結的。63Please respect copyright.PENANAMQAmPZq9pE
故事後半部也有插入過主影與阿凌的主觀畫面,作為特別篇,使讀者們能夠更了解兩位男主角的過去及心路歷程。63Please respect copyright.PENANASnkkCvcicz
而結局篇也是以同樣手法,去交代各個主人翁於這三個月後的去向。63Please respect copyright.PENANAn9qPCYem22
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不會很長,始終要交代的事情不多,許多畫面亦希望留白。63Please respect copyright.PENANAS30N6IMJ8q
明天,照舊時間,五位主人翁的主觀畫面,將會為這個故事畫上句號。63Please respect copyright.PENANAli2c9sgQM7
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交待完了大家最關心的結局問題,現在便說說自己吧。63Please respect copyright.PENANAtn0X2dirvC
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比起道歉,更想對大家道謝。63Please respect copyright.PENANAfZLmrnAo4Z
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很感謝大家,即使小妹並不是有名氣的作者,大家仍然願意追看這個故事。63Please respect copyright.PENANAZA6xExGcwy
很感謝大家,即使這個故事寫了二十多萬字,大家仍然有耐性地等待更文。63Please respect copyright.PENANA44yUi3q6tj
很感謝大家,即使用字與文筆都仍然未熟練,大家仍然沒有怨言地包容我。63Please respect copyright.PENANAa7nVwq42w8
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一開始時,我之所以用『如果你同我一樣想死』作為故事的其中一個標籤,63Please respect copyright.PENANAVjLJ1D6trz
便是因為希望能讓更多有自殺傾向或關注自殺問題的讀者能遇見這個故事。63Please respect copyright.PENANAyNAHTRWoWs
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當然,這不只是一個標籤。63Please respect copyright.PENANArtHiA2azsD
落紅本人,亦是在死亡邊緣中,經過掙扎,好不容易才勉強活了過來的人辦。63Please respect copyright.PENANABUo4QUGJuk
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有讀者會問我,為什麼能如此理解自殺邊緣的人的心態。63Please respect copyright.PENANAHF4mlDp0w3
除了澄清自己只是以個人角度出發,而每個人都是獨立的,我不能代表所有在自殺邊緣的人的心態;以及為自己能讓一部分的人感到被理解而覺得高興時...63Please respect copyright.PENANAmd2L6UJU3e
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我也很誠實地說一句,是因為我也是一個在自殺邊緣的人。63Please respect copyright.PENANA63hBbPdo1b
這個故事,是一個主角群中超過一半都有自殺傾向的故事。63Please respect copyright.PENANArXJplUVnoJ
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而當中,每一個有自殺傾向的人,說的每一句關於自殺的話...63Please respect copyright.PENANAwOg25pysw8
幾乎都是我有浮現過的念頭。63Please respect copyright.PENANAymLBpGAUv5
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生存的意義。63Please respect copyright.PENANAaLnu0WTcal
我的存在,是不是必要的?63Please respect copyright.PENANAmsjLmA7Mwg
我的未來,是不是黑暗得寧願應該提早結束?63Please respect copyright.PENANAvMRutKEIow
我的形象,哪一個才是被接受的?63Please respect copyright.PENANAPufufYoW5I
我這種人,是不是不應該活在世上?63Please respect copyright.PENANAlc7jwyzM0Z
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還有無數的念頭...63Please respect copyright.PENANAkBOtm0cYe2
全部,都是我親身的經歷。63Please respect copyright.PENANAiuYFXbZGR7
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而我說這些,並不是要為了搏得大家的同情,或是讓大家更喜歡我這個人。63Please respect copyright.PENANAwLiHs1E7bg
而是,我很想告訴大家,在這個世界上,你們並不是一個人。63Please respect copyright.PENANAGKiWl82chl
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即使我們把自己困在黑暗的房間中,無論外面有多少人經過,無論我們曾經伸手多少次,失望過多少次,受傷過多少次...63Please respect copyright.PENANAosqabC4x6H
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在我們以為自己已經注定獨自一人時,其實,有許多人與你一樣,正困在伸手不見五指的絕望當中。63Please respect copyright.PENANAt4kw5SV4yu
而且,只要我們活下去...63Please respect copyright.PENANAjQLHvLYPse
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我們不知道,在哪一天天亮時,會有一個權主影出現,強行踢開房間的門,拼命地把我們拉出來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAodRzloxqSN
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當然,現在在電腦前輸入文字的我,並不知道你的困境,也沒能親身經歷你的感受。63Please respect copyright.PENANAI5iBxGRiRX
你可能會覺得,我並不理解你。63Please respect copyright.PENANAb1Fr1VqUKG
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可是,先不說有一個理解你的人仍然未被你碰上,仍然在等待你...63Please respect copyright.PENANAka0bTf3Lpf
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我很想讓你知道,有人會陪伴你一同成長。63Please respect copyright.PENANA6RA5Wyr3q2
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我也是一個很不完美的人,經歷過無數次的失敗,讓我一蹶不振。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQJAn8DBUtI
心中有很多想要實現的事情,可是太害怕失敗,太沒有動力,於是讓時間繼續流走,我卻繼續停頓。63Please respect copyright.PENANA1KaalPgpdG
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在醒覺過來,自己的生命只有自己能改變時...63Please respect copyright.PENANAWHPzJkDVgw
卻已經浪費了極多的時間。63Please respect copyright.PENANAy70bf1kvpu
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但是,既然遲到比沒到好。63Please respect copyright.PENANAOTmFODgQFg
既然,我有那麼渴望自己能做到的事情。63Please respect copyright.PENANALBIUl5UgDh
既然,我已經沒有什麼能輸的事物。63Please respect copyright.PENANAKIL6QX4d2E
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那麼,我希望能放手一搏。63Please respect copyright.PENANA38nnaWkWHs
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以這個故事作為起點...63Please respect copyright.PENANA9piPGcMmQa
任性地去做自己希望能做到的事情。63Please respect copyright.PENANACflP23bX0z
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而且,很很很很重要的是...63Please respect copyright.PENANAAmlqnhdaI6
我很想讓你知道,連我一個如此不完美的人也能做到的話。63Please respect copyright.PENANAEbptEaC2pW
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你一定也能夠做到。63Please respect copyright.PENANAvrIo0Omhgf
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要踏出安舒區不是一件容易的事情。63Please respect copyright.PENANA8qQ2sOrckR
要嘗試新的事物,也不是一件容易的事情。63Please respect copyright.PENANAMSJgoWjL66
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可是,如果不做的話,我們一輩子都不會發現自己的極限。63Please respect copyright.PENANA9d4YHcB2Qw
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即使墮落...63Please respect copyright.PENANAVl5cW9e0jH
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至少,我們有張翼飛過。63Please respect copyright.PENANAfi24TDv397
至少,我們能告訴自己...63Please respect copyright.PENANAC9thdvi9xJ
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辛苦了,你已經盡過力了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAB6M4qDHWKW
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最後,因為很想大家也能參與、見證、陪伴我一同成長,而我亦知道自己短期內不會有新的故事發佈。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUrz91Pnaax
所以,貼上自己的IG(lokhung_leanna),希望大家在完結故事後仍然能與小妹keep in touch。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcVyaDohGRc
這不是因為想自己的follower能變得很多,能有一個美美的數字。63Please respect copyright.PENANAeDw3GEaZXL
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而是,我很希望與大家一同渡過人生的另一個階段。63Please respect copyright.PENANAdZduHvPP78
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以上。63Please respect copyright.PENANAl4JwzXVQEY
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明天,下午六時。63Please respect copyright.PENANA3CaUilx1UU
盼望大家能繼續陪伴這個故事,走完最後最後的路。63Please respect copyright.PENANAopUcLUrIKO