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這個認知引發了一陣頭暈目眩的感覺，暈得尚妤婕覺得自己下一秒就直接倒地昏過去也不奇怪。剛剛彷彿被人扼住喉嚨再次得以呼吸，身體隨著急促的呼吸止不住地輕顫起來。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEEj9sqCdb
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──冷靜。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0drWbd83E3
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她要冷靜下來。說不定不是全部都被發現了呢？98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsvYP1qUNN
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「媽媽……」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvQXZNjhSY
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尚妤婕正想開口說什麼，尚母卻招招手讓她過去。忐忑不安地脫下鞋子放好，硬撐著隨時軟下來的腳緩慢地走到尚母的面前後，尚妤婕全程低著頭，不敢坐下或有也不敢任何動作。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEHnlGKurt
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「我問妳，這所學校是誰說要讀的？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWevAqJDLf
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沒來由的問題使尚妤婕一楞，但她沒因此放鬆，反而更緊繃了。在不知道尚母為什麼會突然提這個問題的情況下，她也只能硬著頭皮用『實話』回答。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0chcJq2V8
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「是……我。」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth4XM3b2kn
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「為什麼要讀這裡？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FqbY8ZCWE
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「因為……我想和菱菱在一起……」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14EmZzuEVc
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「那這所學校提倡什麼？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMOFAlAmmo
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每回答一個問題，她就覺得自己的身體越來越緊繃，彷彿身體中的每個細胞都在承擔著巨大的壓力。問題逐漸發展到社團活動上，心跳一點一點加速，呼吸也變得粗重。額頭上不斷滲出汗水，順著眉毛的弧線滑落，黏膩的感覺讓她格外不適。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSvhs0vx7p
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「社……社團活動……」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMlst9GvEj
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「妳這幾年都加入讀書社了，是嗎？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzbLWmynVX
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呼吸一滯，尚母特別提到這個問題的用意太過明顯，但這時精神過於緊繃的她完全無法思考太多，滿腦子都只剩下必須隱瞞的念頭。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtDyIBPQMu
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「……是。」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvCKZFu9ys
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「尚，妤，婕！」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t8GYNqslw
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尚妤婕瞳孔一縮。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EyBdxrcyT
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隨著年紀增長，尚母已經很少再叫過她的名字。與別人對話時，也只會說『我的女兒』。有時尚妤婕都會忘記，自己到底叫什麼名字。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAhGCTGwJy
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尚母那怒意沖天的怒吼聲將她混沌不清的腦袋喚醒，她這時才發現自己剛剛說了什麼話。尚母已經知道真相了，這時她還選擇繼續隱瞞，無疑是火上加油。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTHwmRoUoG
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「妳還在說謊！我已經看到妳趙家那個女兒一起登台演出了！！難怪妳在學校一直表現出希望我快點離開的模樣，是因為妳這幾年都待在那個音樂什麼社對吧！？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp88Zf9P0n
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「媽媽，我──」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW6zCzJZJW
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「我出錢養妳培養妳，妳就是這麼對我的？！說謊，隱瞞，騙了我足足六年！」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjjPZ0Ne2i
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啞口無言。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK7BSOvxGS
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沒想到，尚母沒回去。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk0YNfR6OF
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沒想到，尚母看到那場表演了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD81bT8aGxG
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此時此刻，她腦袋中不是在想尚母怎麼會回頭看到表演，也沒有在思考怎麼回答，甚至沒有在思考對策。她的腦袋，早已被尚母的話語轟得嗡嗡作響，根本思考不了什麼事情。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebfWx4zoSj
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因為，尚母什麼都沒說錯。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPcG4ly1LS
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她確實說謊隱瞞了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7moc9lYkGp
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「還偷偷藏了這種沒有營養的東西，我給妳的錢根本不夠買這種東西吧？誰送的？趙家那個女兒？還是妳還瞞著我偷偷談戀愛了，是哪個男孩子送的！？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof0ValjuHX
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「不是的媽媽，我沒有……」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt0ieHzWzL
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尚母是不能接受高中生畢業之前談戀愛的人。即使尚妤婕會對好姐妹的感情進度採取看熱鬧的態度，可自己是絕對沒有想要談戀愛的意願。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQALpdBkU29
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知道尚母已經氣在頭上了不能再保持沉默，尚妤婕想開口解釋，可在看到對方用左手一把抓起那張她無比珍愛的專輯時，腦袋再一次變得空白。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡligg9Nttn0
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aIGDa6eHt
「尚妤婕啊尚妤婕，我就問──妳說妳去上志瑜學府，我讓妳去了；妳說妳想去社團活動，我只叫妳去加入讀書社，但從來沒有阻止過妳去參加活動；當時妳那個社長說要校外活動，我也讓妳去了。」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1M2Z9037K
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「若是不讓妳去，我有千百個理由可以讓妳去不了！妳就是這麼辜負我的信任的！？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR2NOQ4yjv
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看到她伸手的動作，尚母顯然又更生氣了。被那像是快凸出來又泛著猩紅的眼眸瞪著，尚妤婕腦子一空，雙膝雙腳一軟，跪了下來。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt6dRf55E2
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『謊言就像雪球一樣，會越滾越大。滾到最後，只會迎來破滅的結局。』98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV9qMUK652
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楊亦桐曾經說過的話就像是鐘槌一樣敲得腦袋嗡嗡作響，她這時才明白，自己現在面臨的，就是這所謂的破滅結局。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qhjtzGbp3
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再不說，可能沒有機會再說了──98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkHsy4eDu3
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想到這，尚妤婕的手緊緊抓住了尚母的左手小臂。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrc291OsmP
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「媽媽，我真的很喜歡音樂，我很喜歡唱歌，我──」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjwGJy7cRO
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「妳還敢說！？我把妳養成了個說謊精，妳──」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKalZSyV4jE
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尚妤婕那句話可說是徹底焚盡了尚母的理智。怒意沖天的她已經想不了太多事情，只想甩開那雙抓著自己手臂上的手。她奮力一甩，專輯中從開口中飛了出去──98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z7w0ZLSOV
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「不要！！！」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqVtzM9IWM
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瞳孔緊縮，尚妤婕飛撲過去，試圖伸手抓住那張光碟。可光碟飛得太遠，尚妤婕伸長的手，完全抓不住那持續掉落中的物體。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmawD1MVroj
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在那一瞬間，時間好像被按下了慢速鍵，腦海中閃過了很多回憶。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveAZv2spOx
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在秘密基地見到趙奕菱時，對方不經允許將耳機戴在自己頭上，第一次聽到音樂時的觸動。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGgCIEk67a
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和趙奕菱一起去志瑜學府上學，瞞著尚母選擇去音樂愛好者社團參加活動的心虛。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTcJT96rZc
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傘熙毅加入社團後搬來了自己的樂器在無隔音社團教室中開『演唱會』引起騷動，在心底勾起的嚮往。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTPl7paBy3
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生日那天唱歌時收穫大量的掌聲，社員們友善與真誠的笑容，第一次覺得自己也有優點的自信。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94hJioy5d4
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與趙奕菱等人決定參加校慶表演項目，大家一起合作填詞，一起練習配合時的歡樂。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezDhvK3FTs
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首次踏上舞台，一曲終後得到觀眾們熱烈的回饋，與大家相視而笑後的滿足感。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sbtp6xg0Q
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那一段段回憶彷彿化身為那片墜落中的光碟，隨著掉落在地上的光碟，變得四分五裂。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhFYGXKpv0
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光碟響亮的碎裂聲喚回了尚母的理智。發現地上碎裂的光碟與失神跪坐在地上的女兒，尚母張了張嘴想說些什麼，最後還是選擇沉默，咬了咬牙轉身離開。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJj5ajBpfV
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客廳，再次回歸寂靜。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7OdDuKxh4
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跪坐在地上許久，久得雙腳傳來陣陣麻意，尚妤婕想試圖站起來，卻發現自己的腿不僅麻了，還脫力了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5bsRt5sqb
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhKVshwEAt
不顧醜態拖著麻痺的腳往前爬行，尚妤婕撿起那一片片光碟的碎片，慎重小心地擺放在另一隻手上。大片的，小片的，菱形的，薄片的……就算她將所有看得見的碎片撿了起來，也無法再次將其組合回一張完整的光碟了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hwdktWjs4
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將所有的光碟碎片輕輕抓在手中，拿起已經沒有光碟的專輯，她一拐一拐地拖著麻痺未退的腳，推門走進房間裡。房間彷彿被颱風侵襲過一樣亂七八糟，將手中的東西擺在書桌上，書包掛在椅子上，她打橫躺上自己的單人床，腳懸掛在床外。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9emnZ0aG2
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9XfeUKqOF
從撿碎片起，她的表情就一直是呆板愣神的。即使身上黏黏膩膩的滿是汗水，儘管手上還沾附著一些光碟的碎渣，也沒能喚回被極愛乾淨的女孩的心神。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVYB0x0dsH
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眼中那羸弱，拼命又努力燃燒的小小火焰，熄了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzojW0hHZuI
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這時她才知道。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1QcT411CL
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原來難過到極致的時候，真的會什麼眼淚都流不出來。
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