「童哥哥。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAUoWb0cwVs7
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自重逢那天之後,伊蘭就只會禮貌地稱呼他為『社長』;尚妤婕生日會那天之後,則變成『楊哥』。突然而來的舊稱呼讓他渾身僵硬,隨之勾起來的笑容也看起來十分不自然。52Please respect copyright.PENANAs9SSP9e4sG
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「怎麼又開始叫我桐哥哥了?」52Please respect copyright.PENANA09qDUOsk70
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「我沒叫錯呀。」52Please respect copyright.PENANA1FPXOkTUR3
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伊蘭微微歪了歪頭,語氣裡滿是肯定。52Please respect copyright.PENANAVsJkrxWlW7
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「你是童逸洋哥哥,對吧?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAtL1W917XXg
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少女朝童逸洋走了幾步。不知是伊蘭平靜得詭異,還是因為他覺得心虛,童逸洋下意識往後退了幾步。52Please respect copyright.PENANAYPvUmMhtQd
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「我──」52Please respect copyright.PENANAFs0huW1l63
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「童哥哥不如先聽聽我的看法,再來反駁吧?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAfajRG738ru
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伊蘭又朝童逸洋走近了幾步,童逸洋也相對地退了幾步。52Please respect copyright.PENANAk5ph0QtUfM
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「尚學姐的生日會那天,很熱,很熱。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAiz7UC519Vq
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「『楊亦桐』很怕熱,平時炎熱的天氣就已經足以讓他的汗浸濕衣服。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAwuybpdSmA2
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「那天的氣溫更甚,不可能只像那天的你一樣,只是微濕的程度。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAwXbCoJQjOr
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隨著伊蘭字字相逼,童逸洋越聽越是心驚,耳邊是震耳欲聾的心跳聲,混雜著全身上下不斷冒出的冷汗。他下意識地後退,直到背部碰上冰冷的牆壁才驀然停下。52Please respect copyright.PENANAjVixgyLt97
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無路可退的他只得倚靠在牆上,眼神不自覺地躲閃,卻又被伊蘭那一雙篤定的眼神死死鎖住。52Please respect copyright.PENANAngOYmeHab7
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伊蘭步步靠近,氣場如同一張無形的網,將他牢牢包裹在內。每一步都如同敲擊在他心頭的鼓聲,讓他的慌亂愈演愈烈。52Please respect copyright.PENANA3thmwHCDot
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「所以,『楊亦桐』不喜歡長袖的衣服。如果不是為了配合『童逸洋』,他可能終生都不會穿吧。」52Please respect copyright.PENANA8Afq1Z58uB
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「『童逸洋』會穿長袖的理由,就只有一個……」52Please respect copyright.PENANAZHots4ZEIH
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成功抵達童逸洋前面的伊蘭伸出手,輕輕掀開包裹住他手臂的長袖。在那瞬間,稀散的小白疤映入眼簾,像一道道無聲的證詞,將所有話語擊得粉碎。52Please respect copyright.PENANA94LIJO2NM7
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那是童逸洋小時候犯錯留下的罪證,也是青年能夠銘記自己身份的唯一方法。52Please respect copyright.PENANAW8JBd7Ss5g
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在一切都被揭露的那刻,那些心驚慌亂彷彿被人按下了刪除鍵,全然消失。童逸洋閉上了眸,心中浮現出一絲解脫之意。確實啊,他忘了自己哥哥是不耐熱的人。而這種生理現象,也是唯一他模仿不了的特徵。52Please respect copyright.PENANAMobCXruHvp
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「是又如何?想去告發我嗎?還是想威脅我?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAnlijrDQFml
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或許是受情緒影響,也可能是故意想惹怒對方,童逸洋的語氣與用詞相當惡劣,吐露的言語完全是將伊蘭視為一個惡人來看待。對此,伊蘭平靜的眼神沒有任何變化,只是輕輕搖了搖頭。52Please respect copyright.PENANAFNZDxRsNU4
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「都不是。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAH6J48zLHMa
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伊蘭從自己的口袋中拿出了一個小盒子。盒子就只是個普通的塑料盒,以大小形狀來看,與名片盒相當類似。不知伊蘭為何突然拿出小盒子的童逸洋眉間微蹙,靜默等待她接下來的話。52Please respect copyright.PENANAyDWp1RJtbw
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「童哥哥……不,逸洋,你還記得我們分別前的約定嗎?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAYhf0zI7syX
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「再見面的時候就結婚……」52Please respect copyright.PENANAOdHEPpOBo7
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童逸洋幾乎是下意識將答案喃喃出口,他的目光落在小盒子上,心中對小盒子的內容物有了猜想。他的心跳還因此漏了一拍,腦中閃過不好的預感。52Please respect copyright.PENANApX3zoh8stO
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彷彿是在印證他的猜想般,伊蘭伸手慢慢掀開盒子的蓋子。那蓋子與盒身緊密貼合,揭開時發出一聲極響的『啪』聲,隨後裡面的物件因震動而發出清脆的金屬碰撞聲。52Please respect copyright.PENANAq6oHtodwKl
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裡面,是密密麻麻的,銀得發黑的細針。52Please respect copyright.PENANAPaAShaO4uT
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看清內容物的那刻,猜想得到證實的童逸洋瞳孔一縮。52Please respect copyright.PENANAk8kBAbetq8
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伊蘭從盒中挑起一根針,手指捏著尖端,將另一面壓上童逸洋的下唇。52Please respect copyright.PENANAoTNv0hpkMz
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「嗯,所以……你是要把這一千根針吞下去,還是履行約定?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAasQlewxwYM
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望著那閃耀著冷芒的銀針,童逸洋下意識嚥了嚥不存在的唾沫。52Please respect copyright.PENANA3bMwaPHsNi
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「那,那只是小時候的約定──」52Please respect copyright.PENANAzx6KAxSXKp
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「所以是選擇吞針?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAWzhFp78TW4
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感受到鐵鏽味又往嘴裡推進了一步,童逸洋嘴角不自覺地抽搐。52Please respect copyright.PENANAZUEqWDgeN8
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「……我選遵守約定。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAGfPFXSXKfu
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在與伊蘭對峙過後,兩人決定先以情侶的形式相處。這幾年來兩人的關係已不再像幼時那般親密無間,但也正因為這些距離感,讓他們有機會重新審視彼此。這一次,他們選擇以新的方式再次出發。52Please respect copyright.PENANA0NghMZDJGd
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離開練習室後,童逸洋選擇請假回家,為早上發生的衝突認錯。出乎意料的是,夫婦倆並未多加苛責,而是以一種異常溫和的態度關心他。52Please respect copyright.PENANAo84RSe1b5f
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「那個……小逸啊,要不要抽空……去醫院做個全身檢查呢?」52Please respect copyright.PENANApU3K1NKFg7
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他看著母親小心翼翼的神情,才注意到她攥緊衣角的手微微顫抖。而父親則沉默地望著他,眼神中滿是無聲的擔憂與深深的哀傷。他們的語氣並不強硬,更像是在懇求他的同意。52Please respect copyright.PENANADYrEXDft2c
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那一刻,童逸洋才意識到,早晨那場失控的情緒爆發不僅撕裂了他自己,更是勾起了父母心底深處的傷痛──那段始終不願提起的回憶。52Please respect copyright.PENANArzMPX1NHrS
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那是屬於他們三人的痛,是他們無法直面的悔恨。52Please respect copyright.PENANAAoVbsW4O9q
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如果那天他們就發現楊亦桐的異樣,進而帶他去檢查……結果,會不會有所不同?52Please respect copyright.PENANAdApiNSwesh
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只是他們都不曾說出口,也不敢去想。52Please respect copyright.PENANADwPIXvrXuw
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檢查結果很快出來了,醫生說他的身體還算健康,只是過於疲憊,需要好好休息。父母總算鬆了一口氣,但他自己很清楚,他出現問題的地方不在身體,而是在心理。52Please respect copyright.PENANAsfN1Gmc2ly
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然而,他什麼也不打算說出口。52Please respect copyright.PENANAaHTlHoK8rk
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在那之後,童逸洋與父母、伊蘭四人一起深度對談過,最終還是決定不恢復原本的身份。但這一次,他的心境與過去截然不同。不再有不甘,也沒有壓抑的痛苦,取而代之的是一種平靜而堅定的贖罪心。52Please respect copyright.PENANAE5GVWlF0cf
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父母現在不再用『大亦』稱呼他,伊蘭也透過他的偽裝看穿了真正的自己,他還有什麼不滿的呢?52Please respect copyright.PENANAh0yJm6Akom
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當天晚上,他又夢到了那個反覆出現的場景。但這次夢中的男人不再朦朧不清,而是一個溫柔對他微笑的熟悉身影──男人的眼神乾淨明亮,沒有一絲苛責。52Please respect copyright.PENANA2uIqB5HCVw
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即使這個男人和自己一模一樣,童逸洋仍毫不猶豫地認出了他。52Please respect copyright.PENANAL0Rr1xBP5O
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這是『楊亦桐』,是他的哥哥長大後的模樣。52Please respect copyright.PENANAJIkH1wdNsk
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對面的男人伸手輕撫他的頭,動作一如小時候般溫暖。52Please respect copyright.PENANAnhZOjv6UKv
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「弟弟,辛苦你了。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAXG80Io1UMK
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他的聲音不大,卻輕而易舉地觸動了童逸洋心中最柔軟的角落。52Please respect copyright.PENANAUWNCjgnKqR
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正當童逸洋企圖回應對方時,夢境忽然如風般消散,他意識瞬間被拉回現實。天已清明,晨曦透過窗簾灑進房間,照亮了夜晚時顯得狹小的空間。他盯著天花板,眼神空洞了一瞬,隨後霧色漸漸氤氳,模糊了視線。52Please respect copyright.PENANAiEw2WobPUd
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──謝謝你,哥。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6IKnA8adPc
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從夢到楊亦桐的那天起,解開最後一道心結的童逸洋精神一天比一天好,即使後來與伊蘭領證時名字寫著『楊亦桐』,他也依然能由衷地感到開心。52Please respect copyright.PENANAguZumVJgr4
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在他們準備正式建團,每個人提出自己的藝名時,童逸洋突然靈光一閃──52Please respect copyright.PENANAUolOtw6SBm
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他,可以選擇用自己的『本名』當藝名。52Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ek2gdPHvD
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「我的藝名就用『童逸洋』。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAGDuM674yuI
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因為這是他真正的名字,真實的自己。52Please respect copyright.PENANARdhRgimeJP
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儘管已選擇不再恢復原本的身份,但他希望這個名字能留下來,成為一個紀錄──一個『童逸洋』曾經真實存在過的證明。52Please respect copyright.PENANA3mYykpPyJS
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他是童逸洋,也是楊亦桐。用哥哥的名字渡過日常的生活,用弟弟的靈魂追逐音樂的夢想,以『他們』的名義,活出共同的未來。52Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5vLHSzMDf
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這,就是最好的答案。
第一個故事正式結束啦!52Please respect copyright.PENANAjIXKmelTT2
第二個故事開始將開始收費,希望喜歡這個系列的人多多支持喔(•﹏•)52Please respect copyright.PENANAGll5aRp5Je