向菱已經有一陣子沒想起來還有那破事,嘆了口氣,悄悄收斂了情緒,心上卻像多壓了塊石頭。88Please respect copyright.PENANAAjcHfEE2eb
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楊宛沒有多問,也沒想太多,明瞭的哦了聲。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA5H1Lw6C0Tf
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兩人說起別的話題,東南地北閒聊到了宿舍門口,才揮手道別。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAgYsSok2mx8
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當晚,像是那樁事被回想起來的後果一般,和多年前一模一樣的場景出現在夢中。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAY4RsF5Sexs
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夜像墨水似的烏黑,下著雨的南雨鎮。88Please respect copyright.PENANAB61FR49KQ5
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彷彿看到幼小的自己,漫無目的又無助地在馬路上走著。88Please respect copyright.PENANAY5QRcWEThx
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聽到風嗚嗚的吹著,像狼在濃重夜色裡的嚎叫。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAP7EBQ0MH5c
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走在馬路正中央,她沒注意到後方疾駛而來的車輛,白熾的車燈逐漸從背後靠近。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA9W9vcQcqJd
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急忙回身,女孩一時怔在原地。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAOoday4ef7A
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心臟像是止住了跳動一般。 88Please respect copyright.PENANArvlzHrbZTX
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她嚇得閉上了眼,以為世界就要在此終結沉寂。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAlHcd7zgs5L
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黑暗與恐懼在心裡不斷放大,耳邊麻木地只剩下車呼嘯而過的嗖搜聲響。88Please respect copyright.PENANANPQZ6lNcw0
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向菱驚嚇得睜不開眼。88Please respect copyright.PENANADqabnFVOgp
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只感覺夢裡,手腕被一只微顫的手輕輕攥住,將她扯開,倖免於被後車撞擊的命運。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAH7wL7jWByJ
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她不記得救了自己的人的長相名字。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA7uxmIlbqHB
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但卻清晰地感受到那個人,拯救了她。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAIiybF1j7mV
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使她免於死亡。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAYUxOdKDaM4
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意識朦朧消散,瞬間回到現實,夢醒。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAB0VJAcLV0K
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向菱在黑暗中睜開眼,從宿舍床上小聲驚呼著坐了起來。88Please respect copyright.PENANArcj0rvmeY4
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剛才的夢境內容,和很多年前發生的事情經過,完全一樣。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAUdjkCnIOR6
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背脊上冷汗涔涔,微末的冷意貫徹全身。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAO3KxjvklMy
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她恐懼不安,縮進被子裡閉上了眼,微微發著顫,思緒陷入童年的時候。88Please respect copyright.PENANAP7Ag2fje0T
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小時候她來過南雨鎮一次,因為她父親向里,是南雨鎮的人。88Please respect copyright.PENANAFvIErr4O7d
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那次來南雨,是第一次踏上這個島。88Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8PlBaUC7w
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目的是跟著母親鄭娟來找向里。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAAWQpTPB1su
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那時候她父母因婚姻不和諧而分居,鄭娟在北渝,向里在南雨,她跟著鄭娟住。88Please respect copyright.PENANAXooBnHsVjo
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從父母的電話裡,她經常可以聽見兩人的爭吵。88Please respect copyright.PENANAuyFvqrusqT
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母親是個一生氣就把「離婚」掛在嘴邊的女人,她記憶猶新。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAV4HIAfGDES
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她童年不太美好,唯一溫馨的一次,是那次前往南雨的旅途中,父母之間意外的和平。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAoowd73YEtz
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那晚,一家三人幾乎是第一次聚在一起,在南雨鎮上向里的老房子裡玩耍著。 88Please respect copyright.PENANATOC0b2UxnD
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她才五、六歲吧。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAOU3XOAt2BR
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向菱當時以為在這之後家庭裡的氣氛會因此變得溫暖一些,沒想到這天之後,這個家再也沒完整過。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAPKi34Ana4O
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和往常的電話相同,他們吵得很兇,母親用難聽的字眼辱罵著父親,然後遷怒著把向菱罵出那間房子。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAGvuF9OMqkU
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然後,她在外面遊蕩了一夜,幼小的心靈即將破碎之時,差點被車撞上。88Please respect copyright.PENANAw4FYcFJwbt
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她恰巧被陌生人拯救,發生了和剛才夢裡一樣的事。88Please respect copyright.PENANAzmtpduAWFB
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對方好像也是個跟她差不多的孩子,只是記不住長相了。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA89tcO5RPvV
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隔天回到家時,鄭娟告訴她向里過世了。88Please respect copyright.PENANAwQePOuOPsg
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向菱想到這,抹了把臉頰,發覺自己無聲無息淌了點眼淚。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA9AFIiy85iV
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全身發寒,她拉了拉自己被角,抹去眼裡的濕意,抑制腦海裡回想往事的念頭,畫面卻清楚地不斷浮現。88Please respect copyright.PENANA7MJFWL5BH6
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父親的死是因為病。88Please respect copyright.PENANAB77byTavZ3
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那天父母難得相安無事地吃了飯喝了點酒,向里的病本來就急,情緒又因吵架而激動上來,碰到了酒就突然急性發作。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAYMPJBS9JwS
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鄭娟惡聲惡氣地罵她:「你就原諒你媽媽,養你這女孩已經夠累了。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANA5eqOM1Mcao
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也是因為這事,母親的精神才會逐漸不對勁,漸漸敵視了自己女兒。88Please respect copyright.PENANAaK2w5bVGKX
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後來在酒吧尋找不法人士攻擊向菱的名聲,也是因為精神不正常。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAcs0gu4685y
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向菱抹去頰邊腥澀的淚意,躲進被子裡。 父親過世的那天,十一月五日。88Please respect copyright.PENANA70R7hMqDLG
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隔日醒過來,向菱只把昨天夜晚的情緒當作一場噩夢,照常上課。88Please respect copyright.PENANAVDLVW1Tnfp
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可不管做什麼,總感覺日子每往前一天,心上的窒息感就變強一點。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAMtP66AZFq3
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明天就是定期考。88Please respect copyright.PENANAviYCM7xCs9
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自習課上她看著講義發懵,覺得老是念不進去,把筆往桌上一擱抬頭發呆。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAYsH13k36CF
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同桌的祁澈和往常相同趴在桌上閉眼睡覺,手肘遮住了半邊的臉,只看得見清晰明朗的下顎線。88Please respect copyright.PENANACJoXGwQVjP
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他個子高,教室的課桌椅顯得有點限制。88Please respect copyright.PENANAJDpqsq4VVr
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完全不在意成績好壞的樣子。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA30UwXfl1DX
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向菱無語地盯著少年闔上的眼睛,鬱結的學他趴到桌上。 88Please respect copyright.PENANApHdebSs6m2
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下課時沈中奕路過這桌,笑著打趣:「好學生要學壞學生造反了。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANA0NfcXzSVCh
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向菱迷糊的爬起來,攤開講義繼續和數學題奮戰。88Please respect copyright.PENANA9MShtqVb7Y
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只是寫了一會她又好睏。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAaKuHMjUO8O
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半是猜半是認真地完成了幾頁題目,對完答案,分數挺悲慘的,不及格。88Please respect copyright.PENANAjq46fWRbM5
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「……」 她握著紅筆訂正題目,發現有好多題她都不會。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAVrzc8f7wKg
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其中還有些他媽是十歲小孩就會寫的題目。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAcWex2ltY6W
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向菱也不強求自己把這弄懂,放下筆打算換一本寫。88Please respect copyright.PENANAcUSwKAUtsg
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轉頭翻書包時,目光卻對上一雙墨黑的桃花眼。88Please respect copyright.PENANAn89XM9MbKj
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她怔了一瞬,心不在焉地想著他怎麼突然就醒了。88Please respect copyright.PENANABIzeCjKxn7
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低下頭繼續翻找放在旁邊地上的書包,從裡面抽了一本講義出來,又坐直身子。88Please respect copyright.PENANAs8gcKrFpoa
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祁澈支著頭,想著什麼似的看她,指間的筆在課桌上無意識勾畫著圈子。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAgJp6t0quVn
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向菱是這時候才後知後覺發現了那道目光。88Please respect copyright.PENANACfw0ZU0WSI
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她沒什麼心情,沒好氣的迎上少年的視線:「你看什麼?」88Please respect copyright.PENANAO8WoupUQCJ
88Please respect copyright.PENANAsu0wcYvEGU
眼前生著桃花眼的少年彎了彎唇,只改了一個字:「沒看什麼。」88Please respect copyright.PENANAHBP2IBoiUD
88Please respect copyright.PENANAGm2uHwqSbx
?明明他剛才是看著她的眼睛的。88Please respect copyright.PENANAo4l4o67yWg
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之前沒發現,他的眼睛其實挺大挺明亮的,只是平時裡面習慣性的盈滿陰鬱疏離,很難讓人有這種感覺。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAVfJvUnTIkf
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笑起來時顯得眼尾狹長,桃花眼彎成月牙,有淺淺的臥蠶印子,乍看之下竟然有種陽光少年的氣息。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAKPK87lr395
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……向菱看得有點呆。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAq1oEcPfjt7
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只能說臉和人設有點不符,怪反差的(?)。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA0k1sr7Wt5c
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等等,扯遠了。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA6l6NT7kNrP
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少年白而修長的指節伸過來,在她的空白題本上其中一題輕點了兩下。88Please respect copyright.PENANA2rxucL82TA
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「第三題,」88Please respect copyright.PENANAN5DGouTWBf
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向菱反應慢了半拍。「真假,你在看我的講義?」
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沒啊,他剛才明明是看著她眼睛的。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAOiqw1r7jXo
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少年勾著唇角,慢悠悠說了一個數字,「答案是五。」88Please respect copyright.PENANADuesnLpjsY
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她寫過那份考卷,心想他說的那個數字和印象中這題的答案一模一樣不會是巧合吧……88Please respect copyright.PENANAtJ20CGqupD
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「……」 瞅了題目一眼,他告訴她答案的那題是進階的,特難。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAqshlkz0uYz
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為什麼有種自己被大佬虐了的感覺,靠。88Please respect copyright.PENANAZsVsacpUrY
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一會,向菱厚著臉皮把身子往旁邊湊了湊:「欸,你數學是不是很好啊?」88Please respect copyright.PENANAOFl3bMXw9f
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他桌上沒書,空蕩蕩的,像是根本沒打算複習。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAY7aGIuAmCj
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少年往身後椅背輕輕一靠,「你說呢。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAWdGcbrQpsL
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她沒趣的扁了扁嘴,悄悄離遠了點,卻不依不饒:「上次考試你考幾分啊?」88Please respect copyright.PENANA6EZYPVGjEo
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他不緊不慢說了個分數。88Please respect copyright.PENANAUD6OzSjVeE
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向菱詫異地「啊」了聲,反應過來,「那不是差點就滿分了。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAZlDJPhWZTu
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——可是他數學課不都在睡覺或乾脆直接曠課嗎? 88Please respect copyright.PENANAncKMxqhVb4
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好的我服了,這他媽是個神人。88Please respect copyright.PENANA1ClpdgbP7V
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他剛才告訴那題答案時,都完全沒計算。88Please respect copyright.PENANASfaP3OTVi9
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「……」她沉默。
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祁澈覺得自己或許是瘋了。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA771GWdGVtj
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不曉得原因,他盯著同桌的那女孩看了一節課。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAlyjRO6MwNn
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似乎是在研究她為什麼會出現在自己夢裡,為什麼自己一見她就心跳加速。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAqUwlB96gjZ
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莫名的煩躁和羞恥湧上來,少年重重呼了口氣,揮去心上的雜念。88Please respect copyright.PENANADyEauUXWns
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還是好在意。 88Please respect copyright.PENANA9v2Y9awToA
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與此同時,身後傳來有點耳熟的少年音:「阿澈,打球不?」 88Please respect copyright.PENANABMri8DbqW6
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已經下課了,不少學生在操場走動。88Please respect copyright.PENANAwIz0XwskPp
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後面跟上來的人是沈中奕,身側還有個不認識的女孩子。88Please respect copyright.PENANAXBUbSEXHBh
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兩人手上一人抱一顆籃球,明顯是來灑狗糧的。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAkbgX7Tc41I
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沈中奕完全不避諱:「一起打球嗎?跟我女朋友。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAhnSk4elwV8
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祁澈掃了眼,不感興趣的輕輕吐出兩個字,「早戀?」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAgBGzt4Ar7e
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沒有任何譴責,反而有點像是百般聊賴地看戲。88Please respect copyright.PENANAPIZgdkewKW
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女生呆了呆,沒法反駁。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAG5HkyregG5
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旁邊的沈中奕一怔,好聲好氣地對女生解釋道:「我們認識久了他比較直接,你別聽他的!」88Please respect copyright.PENANAVNy46Smdsg
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女生來了一句:「他說的不是實話嗎?是你非要纏著我!」88Please respect copyright.PENANAY5UPR8dirQ
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話落,甩了甩馬尾走了。88Please respect copyright.PENANAh5aRy5yVqb
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沈中奕故意哭喪著臉:「我好不容易追到的女朋友,每個見了你之後都跑了!」88Please respect copyright.PENANAKD4petyuy7
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少年偏頭想了下,這好像不是第一次了。88Please respect copyright.PENANA9xaGurEOom
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「……」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAuANpGrPlAS
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他正想走,沈中奕拍著球追了上來,心情絲毫不受剛才的事情影響。88Please respect copyright.PENANA5JqNMsBqWp
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「欸,你最近不對勁啊。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAbTRxNTDxbJ
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祁澈沒置可否,看他一眼。 88Please respect copyright.PENANAiEoCrRDMOg
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沈中奕:「哪有籃球隊員早晚集訓都蹺的?要不是你打得好,教練早把你退隊了。」88Please respect copyright.PENANAiFjZMThFzP
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少年低頭翻著手機,「你不也是?」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAmNnHtTmlMP
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「……」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAa94Jjkdtlz
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過一會,沈中奕少根筋的一敲腦門:「對喔,今天有晚集訓,六點的,你去不去?」88Please respect copyright.PENANAFFgQnYo0zV
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祁澈無所謂的嗯了聲。88Please respect copyright.PENANAGfQq5xbsvB
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沈中奕換了個話題,「你知道咱班前陣子來的那個轉學生嗎?她出過書呢。」88Please respect copyright.PENANASKBFlG9iMD
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少年抬了抬眼,「嗯。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAZMp1enT4Zj
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「她不是和你坐同桌嗎?好歹她是我偶像耶,你要對她好點哎。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAxAtGKrLweH
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「嗯。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAB9AHbnP1de
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沈中奕沒想到他居然還真的聽進去了,他呆了呆,笑著揶揄:「你真的好怪。」88Please respect copyright.PENANAHHAlQElsf9
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沒等對方回應,他接著道,「幹麼老是捉弄你同桌那位啊?」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAGG5FtqUiNB
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「以前倒是沒見你對那個女的這麼上心啊。」 88Please respect copyright.PENANAkQQW27ptsb
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祁澈漠然的頷了頷首。88Please respect copyright.PENANAfs4bn531HJ