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No Plagiarism!OwCI5pTn1EbeYpP5Dk44posted on PENANA 離開警署後,我和阿源手牽着手,回到醫院與關姐姐會合。8964 copyright protection55PENANAkeDsJmqjec 維尼
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那時已經接近黃昏,她捧着我的背包,坐在醫院正門外的石壆旁等待我。8964 copyright protection55PENANAOGRsKMpgX5 維尼
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「怎麼樣?妳預備好了嗎?」關姐姐拍拍我肩,當然她對於我和阿源和茜茜三人的事並不知情。8964 copyright protection55PENANAeoTXUCR4mq 維尼
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「嗯!」我點點頭。8964 copyright protection55PENANAT9wRjMYJK9 維尼
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「哦?看樣子,妳已經想好要對家人們講甚麼了?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAFHwyGmhSTj 維尼
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「是的。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAasGJ386Ptz 維尼
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我露出微笑,背起自己的包包,領着關姐姐和阿源前往巴士站,出發到我家坐席。8964 copyright protection55PENANA2TKpmVxzyc 維尼
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內心仍有少許憂慮,畢竟我猜不透父母會對我說甚麼,他們會作何反應?但重要的並非他們的心意,而是我自己,若然我所做出的決定,是為了自己的生命成長着想,即使家人反對,也是正確的吧?8964 copyright protection55PENANA0fnXKJ9F13 維尼
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此時,阿源悄悄地握着我的手背,他似乎已經察覺到我心裏的小緊張。我向他點點頭,叫他不用為我擔心,因為…我並非獨自一個面對。8964 copyright protection55PENANA3IBhY39tsg 維尼
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離開升降機,我從口袋裏取出鑰匙,一個星期沒回家,心頭竟浮現出少許懷念感。我邊傻笑着、邊打開家門。8964 copyright protection55PENANARVjZfXp3B0 維尼
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是熟悉的鞋架,還有我的拖鞋、皮鞋,它們乖乖地迎接我回家。我望向客廳,看見父親正坐在飯桌旁看報紙,他抬頭望過來,震驚不已。8964 copyright protection55PENANAGrmtoPVFoN 維尼
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聽見開門聲的母親,她慌忙從廚房裏探頭出來,驚訝地問:8964 copyright protection55PENANAqHaRlxS8TW 維尼
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「雨辰?妳……」8964 copyright protection55PENANATbCZh7t6KV 維尼
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也許是太多說話想講,卻不知從何說起。過多的情緒湧上心頭,卻無法逐一表露。8964 copyright protection55PENANAgqB1lqUZYt 維尼
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我露出笑容,說:「爸,媽,我沒事了。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAsBDYdpE9vw 維尼
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父親把報紙放在桌面,看着我欲言又止,我瞥見桌上的煙灰缸,他似乎重新抽菸了…8964 copyright protection55PENANACaT6qXRhhP 維尼
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母親則趕緊擦乾手上的水漬,臉色從原本的驚訝,轉變成憤怒。她氣沖沖地走到我面前,準備開口就罵,但被關姐姐出聲制止。8964 copyright protection55PENANA9kFnzh11ca 維尼
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「田太太,這次我們回來,是希望你們能和雨辰聊一會,她有許多的心底話想對你們說。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAnAZXgBrCvU 維尼
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母親瞪了關姐姐一眼,便繼續向我發怒:「妳腦子是不是有問題?!之前在房間燒炭、這次學人家跳樓!妳到底是怎麼了?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAzvKhe4w7Fu 維尼
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後面的父親則默默說出晦氣的話:「唉…我真是失敗,教出這種女兒,很失敗啊!」8964 copyright protection55PENANACekzGmag8s 維尼
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見狀,關姐姐想開口為我講好話,但我知道沒用的,即使天蹋下來,他們也是這個樣子。因此,我心平氣和地說:8964 copyright protection55PENANAtvQ9dc1ebL 維尼
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「謝謝你們一直以來,養育我成人。這次回家,除了想向你們道謝之外,並且想對你們說一聲再見。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAZokCJnqw6Q 維尼
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「甚麼?」母親再次驚訝。8964 copyright protection55PENANAKPQdBbtLII 維尼
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「我會搬出去居住,與關姐姐、和我男友住在一起。」8964 copyright protection55PENANA5uDis97AUs 維尼
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母親質問:「為甚麼?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAGdnuC6euAB 維尼
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父親則怒喊:「走吧!妳想怎樣就怎樣,我當沒有生過妳這女兒!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAyYrtcVFz5x 維尼
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聽罷,我心頭一勒,但仍然用親切的語氣說:8964 copyright protection55PENANAMNyvnRlRNu 維尼
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「因為,我希望自己能找到生命的意義,我希望我能出人頭地,我希望…你們能替我感到驕傲……」講到這裏,我的聲音變得顫抖,阿源拍拍我肩,給予我勇氣說下去。8964 copyright protection55PENANAVIMXCsLHsd 維尼
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「這些日子,我經歷了許多、也承受了許多事情……沒錯,我的確很想了結自己的生命,但每一次從鬼門關折返回來,卻只是令我更加渴望活下去!」聽罷,母親也眼泛淚光…8964 copyright protection55PENANAJecY2j7wbR 維尼
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我深呼吸,繼續道:「你們是我最愛的家人,我是你們的親女兒…我答應你們,從今以後,我不會再自殺的了!所以,爸、媽……你們不要擔心我。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAKDLIMwbGkk 維尼
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說罷,父親別過臉,不讓我看到他此刻的臉容和表情。母親走上前,與我相擁。8964 copyright protection55PENANAqGzs03JVy7 維尼
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「妳真的…長大了。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAQsKVZU5JtN 維尼
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我默默流出兩行淚水。8964 copyright protection55PENANAAtX0vkhxik 維尼
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「我愛你們。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAC3cPuQxdTo 維尼
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「記得搬出去以後,不要給人家添亂,好好照顧自己。」母親邊說、邊輕拍我背。8964 copyright protection55PENANAVbaiYTEfYZ 維尼
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「嗯,回家吃飯之前,我會通知你們一聲的了。」我破涕為笑。8964 copyright protection55PENANAYT62M39kOq 維尼
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這時,父親仍然用他那帶刺的語氣催促道:「妳趕緊給我收拾行李離開吧!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAZxN8bkk2C1 維尼
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我點點頭,輕吻母親的臉,便與阿源一起回房間,把自己的東西塞進行李箱中。關姐姐則留在客廳,跟我父母交談數句,大概是精簡地說明一下我的情況,之類的。以後再也不用與父母一起同住了,這是好事嗎?也許吧…8964 copyright protection55PENANAu9Ur50VZM2 維尼
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阿源和我一起把衣服、文具、私人用品放進行李箱裏,另外還放滿了兩個大包包,似乎也無法完全收拾所有物品。不打緊啦,反正將來我還會回來這個…家嘛,留些東西在這裏也是合理。8964 copyright protection55PENANAPDGj1T7XPI 維尼
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我們二人攜同行李,走出客廳,父親瞥視一眼,便別過臉。母親也沒多說甚麼,他們的心情應該很複雜吧?因為我不是離家出走,而是名正言順的「分居」。即使他倆不同意分居,最終也只會演變成離家出走的下場。8964 copyright protection55PENANAwBoHTA20Ub 維尼
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真是個任性的小孩子呢!但不任性一點,小孩子又怎能成長?勒得太緊,便要學會放鬆,這不是理所當然嗎。8964 copyright protection55PENANAMTZ8VpOxOT 維尼
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「爸、媽,我們拍一張照吧!」8964 copyright protection55PENANA3E1kQpL5ZT 維尼
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我把手機遞給關姐姐,讓她成為我們的攝影師。父親顯然並不情願,我便牽着母親走到他身後,強行要他入鏡。父親板着臉、母親忍着淚水、我露齒而笑,是這些年來唯一真誠的笑容。8964 copyright protection55PENANAoCyZUFBImN 維尼
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這張合照,至今仍放在我的桌面,並非因為思念他們而放在當眼處,單純是因為…他倆是我父母。8964 copyright protection55PENANAlEqnNs6yOL 維尼
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我們的關係修補了嗎?並沒有,畢竟從小累積下來的陰影,哪能說散就散?每個人的生命總有一處陰影,但重要的是,不要被它影響我們的現在和未來。口講容易,實際上難過登天,我當然知道,我當然知道啦……8964 copyright protection55PENANAOe0Zrx5iSR 維尼
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「雨辰!過來幫手!!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAIHSTg9wSDF 維尼
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「才不要呢。」廚房裏亂成一鍋,我自顧自地坐在書桌前,畫着腦海裏所幻想的圖像。8964 copyright protection55PENANAT9qQKEss94 維尼
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「妳也要為這個家付出的啊,別只顧着自己!」8964 copyright protection55PENANA3HPtsdGYcP 維尼
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「唉…」8964 copyright protection55PENANA56kRAtsKI3 維尼
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儘管嘴上不願意,但我還是默默放下鉛筆,走到廚房那裏看看有甚麼地方需要幫忙。8964 copyright protection55PENANAprYoa25rh7 維尼
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「怎麼我喊妳又不聽,關姐姐一句話便讓妳過來了?」阿源皺起眉頭問。8964 copyright protection55PENANAgrho4PcxG2 維尼
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「因為關姐姐疼我呀,不像你這樣。」我打趣道。8964 copyright protection55PENANAnbSEc0QZzm 維尼
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「蛤?妳倒是說說,我甚麼時候不疼妳呀?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAqp7q4Nf4gl 維尼
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說罷,他把手上的水珠撥到我的臉上,我隨即大叫:「你這傢伙,越來越膽大了!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAnNLl44kl5u 維尼
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「誰叫妳誣衊我呀。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAJMtifYFXgu 維尼
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此時,關姐姐發聲制止我們:「別玩啦!過來幫我洗菜吧;阿源,你幫我嚐嚐那湯怎樣,要不要再放鹽。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAW9ZMeiQr2v 維尼
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「我去試味吧,你去洗菜。」我笑道。8964 copyright protection55PENANA5PCMQKJ2LU 維尼
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「才不呢!」阿源鄙視我一眼。8964 copyright protection55PENANAhQ2smEGv4e 維尼
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「你們這兩個搗蛋鬼…」關姐姐有氣無力地說。8964 copyright protection55PENANABsxtADuUjf 維尼
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廚房變得十分熱鬧,是我從前未曾體會過的滋味。這是一個家應有的活力、生氣,我內心暗暗禱告,希望這樣的日子能一直…一直持續下去。8964 copyright protection55PENANAimWu96QLuY 維尼
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直至,我離開這個世界。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHL11cN89bZ 維尼
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