方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，等待的過程中，他表現得有些侷促不安。雖然他面不改色地看著Instagram，我可以從他鏡片的反射裡看到他不斷地刷著那些限時動態，每一則都沒有細看，他就只是眼神渙散，任由那些光影迅速滑過眼前。三不五時，他會抬手撓撓癢。他緊張時習慣摳他下顎稜線上的痘疤，已經是很久的習慣，我一看就曉得他的心理狀態。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZq3d7tz90
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他坐在床緣，我走到他面前，伸手將襯衫的鈕扣一顆一顆慢慢解開，再來是皮帶和褲頭。直到我全身赤裸著，只穿一條內褲，站在方詠維的面前，他仍然沒有抬頭。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvmpXb1vJA
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaqMjiDq2z
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我察覺到自己快要按捺不住耐心，對他語氣不善。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH5USKldXS
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「我也要脫？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVwA0kAzEa
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方詠維滿臉疑問。我深吸一口氣，揉了揉太陽穴，我需要acetaminophen。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sFNQJLh5E
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「⋯⋯求你了。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUerA88jlJG
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這是請求，雖然被我講得有點像威脅。認識他超過十年，我從來沒求過他。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSwnno1k9c
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我和方詠維從還在醫學院時就認識了。剛入學沒多久，前室友就偷帶Omega回寢室過夜，於是我與前室友在雙人房大打出手——其實只有推搡，然後釋放費洛蒙針鋒相對。我和前室友都是級別高的Alpha，濃烈的費洛蒙不只噁心了彼此，也順帶噁心了整個五樓的Alpha，很快我們就被檢舉，並在交流版被公審了三天三夜。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cZQ8VB31z
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方詠維被調了過來，宿委會的學長放話，方詠維是全年級脾氣最好的Beta，如果再跟他起爭執，我就準備被退宿。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNcoccaF6d
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我早就知道方詠維，只是跟他不太熟。他是我們這屆醫學系的系代，在系上是個享譽盛名的老好人。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2NT1h2eL2
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「段昕，你回來啦。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn65PgBJTE
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我一回宿舍，就看到方詠維拉著堆滿紙箱的推車。他很矮小，大概不到一米七，抬著那些裝滿書的箱子進房間，似乎非常費勁。我沈默地繞過他，坐回自己的桌前。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnx9yUhX96
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「之後就是我跟你住了，你有什麼雷點嗎？」方詠維一邊拆紙箱，一邊向我熱情的攀談。我掛上抗噪耳機，調大音樂，徹底把他的噪音隔絕於外。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNXWFdHnc4
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得不到回答，方詠維好像也意識不到——我壓根不想跟他做朋友。畢竟這整個醫學院，大概沒有人不想做方詠維的朋友，連我們系上那幾個沒人想靠近的怪咖，都會在方詠維靠近時給他騰出座位。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmVHZsrTP7
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方詠維收拾完行李後，點了點我的肩膀。我不耐煩地轉頭，他轉著鑰匙，一臉笑容。他永遠都在笑，我實在不懂他在笑三小。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bpyv4cfZ0
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「等等我們一起去吃飯吧？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4KeuK307e
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「不用了。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuDzJEzUAf
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「你有機車嗎？在高雄沒有車很麻煩吧？你是哪裡人？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6QGOIT2Xh
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「沒車。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2Wrjl7UCq
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「喔，那我載你去晃晃啊。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66CUWcYzKD
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方詠維的車鑰匙上掛了史努比的吊飾，在我面前不斷旋轉。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3TQvYnb07
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煩人的狗。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMIQhRy1GR
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我承認最一開始不想跟方詠維做朋友，或許有點幼稚，我討厭那些萬人迷。沒錯，方詠維人見人愛，他做對一切事情，來映襯我這種人的不對。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAmsnzRT1W
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自從我跟前室友不合、上了交流版，加上前室友煽風點火後，全系對我的評價就是——一個脾氣很差的Alpha。在人際圈逐漸成形的過程，我就先被排除於外，沒人想跟我社交的結果是——我非常快樂，真心地，非常快樂。就連去學餐吃飯，旁邊都沒人想坐，非常幽靜清閒。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzokKZUNA6V
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必修課前，我趴在教室後排想補眠，前面卻聚集一小群人，正在嘰嘰喳喳八卦系上的事，吵得我無法休息。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp09kSQuFZz
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「段昕是在跩什麼啊？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpXG8f8D1b
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我的名字鑽進耳裡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3mZwZjn0P
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我覺得正好，他們都是一群俗辣，只要知道我剛好在教室裡，八成就會尷尬得鳥獸散。我決定釋放一點費洛蒙，提醒他們這群軟跤蝦。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERx85worfq
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「詠維你不是他室友嗎？你受得了他？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirlfAaCaea
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「我覺得沒有啦，不要這樣講，他就只是比較喜歡安靜。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMUdm3FflZ
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熟悉的聲音傳來，我才注意到方詠維也在其中。我抬眼，恰巧與他對視。他抬手向我打招呼，似乎不在意與我牽扯上關係，他的社交評價會跟著降低。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVA7WBTm8k0
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方詠維那種爛好人，被我在宿舍無視了幾天，熱臉貼我的冷屁股，他也能替我講好話。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFkWW9zKLe
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下課後，方詠維甚至主動走到我座位旁，依舊是笑臉盈盈。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjqHXShCfW
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「一起吃午餐？我載你去校外吃。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLURSPGFHQ5
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這傢伙對載人到底有什麼執念，他不會覺得會騎摩托車很了不起吧？55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyfaNhQrYO
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我懷疑他會沒完沒了地邀請我。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G65otf0qe
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我開始懷疑方詠維有Saviour complex（救世主情結），他把我當沒有朋友的邊緣小可憐，他想拯救我，從而獲得某種滿足感。他不曉得我最煩他這種自戀型人格障礙，他要扮瑪莉亞是他的事，但別在我身上找人生意義。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3aSigA2Xe
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但是他也不是只想救我，他想救全世界。他是我見過最努力的Beta，也是最聖母的，他把筆記整理到雲端硬碟上，然後分享到班級群組裡，一整排訊息都在「謝主隆恩」。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDc5tSTcgn
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我倒是覺得方詠維有病，我跟他都很在乎成績，經常挑燈夜戰。他就這樣讓其他人蹭他的筆記？這事關我的排名，我當然討厭他的聖母行徑。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFNCcUASXH
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為了保持名列前茅，我只好更加努力熬夜苦讀。然後在期末考當天，光榮病倒。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hHrJjUfdV
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我高燒不退，卻不願意成績被打折，拖著病體上戰場考有機化學。剛出考場，眼前一片暈眩，下一秒我便倒在走廊上。聽到巨響，方詠維急急忙忙跑出教室，矮小的他抬不動將近一米九的我，只能喊人幫忙。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kqqwLD7JZ
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「段昕⋯⋯」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWdtxh6xMF
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再次醒來，我已經躺在我們學校的附設醫院，方詠維緊握著我的手，終於沒了笑容，滿臉都是擔憂。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvwUVItEFi
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「都是你。」我忍不住埋怨，但方詠維不曉得前因後果，聽不懂我在說什麼，只當我在胡言亂語。他認真地坐在病床旁削蘋果，然後將叉著切好的、一口大小的蘋果，直接遞到我的嘴邊。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrAfBOLKuY
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「你要注意身體，以後是要當醫生的人，怎麼可以先病倒。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFXgONG65N
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我閉上眼睛無視他，只希望他趕緊滾。滾離我的病房，滾出我的生活。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8RO84RedV
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然而，方詠維沒有如我所願，相反地，他佔據了我整個青春。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY6TEfRLqn
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方詠維雖然老愛碎念我的生活習慣不健康，但基因優勢擺在那，我其實身強體壯，隨便鍊都有肌肉。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JbuQoNW8h
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方詠維才是缺乏鍛鍊的人，他在宿舍換衣服時，我瞥見過他的身材，骨瘦如柴。我從來沒見過他這麼瘦弱的人，他的皮下脂肪很少，肋骨非常明顯。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVE16kJMly
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主流審美的確喜歡纖細的人，但他屬於瘦到很難看的那種。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5hiy2O1Fa
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從外貌、性別到個性，都完全不是我的菜。方詠維還讀Ｏ性主義，他書架上都是性別相關的書。我大學的時候，真的有點討厭Ｏ性主義者。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETIuCDRciR
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他佔據了我的生活，純粹是因為他死纏爛打。我以為他頂多撐一個學期，但他撐了十年，這件事始終是個謎。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaybiZKZfD
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我對自己很有自知之明，我是個爛人。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUuzkaZzho
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與我相反，方詠維是個做對所有事的人，雖然我講了這麼多他的壞話，但我承認，他就是那種你不得不為他鼓掌的人。他出身貧寒，一路拿獎學金讀書，還兼職家教，供養他讀美術班的妹妹，他考醫學院是為了階級翻轉，但同時也胸懷懸壺濟世的理想。他是個醫科生，但他關心性別議題，甚至在平權NGO當倡議志工。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSc7QKrCYb
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我不知道他幹嘛對我好。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ785wfhs0bJ
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我能確定他對我絕對沒有企圖。雖然我個性很爛，但憑藉著臉、身高、頂級的費洛蒙，也被不少Omega或Beta追求。我知道他不是在追我，他看我的眼神清澈無比。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu31eNxDQHs
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真的是個謎。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebvHjQf6Of
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這種不確定性讓我抗拒。其實我寧願他對我有所圖，我就可以順其自然地厭惡他。我就可以無視他會幫我帶早餐、借我筆記、幫我佔座位、轉發好笑影片逗我、載我去忠烈祠看夜景、邀請我去看他彈貝斯、跨年拉我在校園裡偷玩仙女棒。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTxqxvpgXu
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方詠維三十歲當上了小兒科的主治醫生。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKUbPiHug4
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他還是樂此不疲地約我吃飯，即使我們的經濟水準提升不少，最常吃的還是醫院的地下美食街。但方詠維不用再騎小綿羊載我了，他買了車，雖然是個Beta，副駕駛座的手套箱拉開，擺滿氣味中和劑跟抑制貼片，不知情的人或許會以為他有交往對象，但就只是他有個Alpha好友。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOZjWMpdPB
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那天，我們又去地下美食街覓食。一群嘰嘰喳喳的不分科住院醫生也在，我皺起了眉頭，社交達人方詠維看到認識的學弟妹，眼神發亮地湊過去。我只好端著餐盤，跟在方詠維的後面。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc11kVEQ7dR
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「方學長怎麼樣？他不是對你很好嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGgTymyfYw
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「他是個Beta，而且他五五身、又長得⋯⋯不怎麼樣。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9NQ5HDJVx
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一個有病的Omega和周圍的朋友正巧談論著方詠維，方詠維肯定是聽到了，他腳步一滯。然而，那個Omega恰巧抬起頭，和當事人對上了眼。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUJ5r2Upr3
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方詠維卻笑得跟沒事一樣，將餐盤放在了Omega身旁的空位。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BiZksZiYv
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「你們在說誰啊？這麼巧，我也五五身。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eTNqKPhsJ
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「矮子到底要怎麼穿搭？你們能不能教教學長，我上次看你們出去玩的限動，每個人都好會穿搭耶。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UxeV6KAuf
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許是方詠維表現得太過自然，原先面帶尷尬的眾人，臉色都漸漸緩和。很快，大家你一言我一語地聊著穿搭。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvV05db1DT
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方詠維什麼時候在乎穿搭了？我認識他十年多，他就算三十歲了，私底下也只穿帽Ｔ棉褲，還是大學就開始穿的那幾件。而且，那個有病的Omega才剛說方詠維五五身又不好看，方詠維還在對他笑臉盈盈，一聲聲溫柔地喊「文里學弟」。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG74Gp6E8FY
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不知道是「文里學弟」，還是社交模式的方詠維，哪個更倒胃口。總之我沒心情吃飯，隨便扒個兩口就上樓了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmUyzXSaAG
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宋文里來我們科的時候，我當然沒給他好臉色。客觀來說，他是一個長相不錯的Omega。他輕易得到所有人的喜愛，包括方詠維。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmAZWTFoPi
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方詠維開始送咖啡給我跟宋文里，不知道誰是順帶的那一個，但他給兩個人都貼了便條紙，還一天到晚畫圖在上頭，非常有閒情逸致。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PeKfb8rg7
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那天方詠維臨時有手術，所以托了小兒科的林醫師送咖啡來。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnOWsJemos
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一杯咖啡上畫了貓咪，另一杯咖啡上畫了狼。林醫師很自然就將前者給了宋文里，後者遞給了我。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyGvfyZAU4
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「老方好有才！小宋是貓咪，段醫師是狼，真可愛。」林醫師端詳著便條紙上的塗鴉，掩著嘴輕笑。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBYL6lL0bj
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宋文里喝了一口熱咖啡，結果像個白癡一樣被燙到。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0J7cSBHWC
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「小宋小心點啊，原來你有貓舌。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLmZ7ayzLk
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「謝謝。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsKSs2JRHo
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林醫師友善地拍了拍宋文里，又延續著動物的話題：「不知道老方會覺得自己像什麼動物？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg5yZQetCp
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「嗯⋯⋯學長像⋯⋯狗狗？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0izzlJolo
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宋文里認真思考這個蠢話題的樣子，令人看了煩躁。方詠維又不是你的舔狗，我在心裡咒罵。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlvrLmsqWk
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「狗貓絕配，好可愛啊！」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan0m2DXDWJ
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林醫師合起手掌，笑得瞇起雙眼。我知道這傢伙又在腦中意淫方詠維跟宋文里的配對了。我撕掉便條紙，塞進白袍的口袋，冷冷地打斷他們：55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRklvjyAdUc
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「好好當個人吧。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGcDLEDNUa
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我以為宋文里對方詠維沒有意思，才沒有接林醫師的話。直到晚上，我上了方詠維的車，發現車裡一股香味。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVA4J9jgEl
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我的嗅覺很靈敏，自然聞得出，英國梨、小蒼蘭、琥珀、廣藿香⋯⋯這麼複雜的味道自然是人工香精，不是人體的費洛蒙，因此噴費洛蒙中和劑是沒有用的，我只能任由這股氣味肆虐。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W01eCsO3P
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「噴香水了？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHfoDRwCBI
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察覺到我的不悅，方詠維搖下車窗，讓風吹進車內散味。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Uo8BfYkaO
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「對。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8iL4MNalc
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「為什麼突然噴香水？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwSNDK6F9a
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「喔，別人送的。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrTTEBsowx
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我馬上想起宋文里，雖然不知道他費洛蒙的具體味道，但我記得是花香調，八成會是小蒼蘭。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nB0Ji2okJ
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「停路邊。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzPCjuP9pY
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方詠維訝異地轉頭看我，「這不是費洛蒙，你也有排斥反應？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrRVNh3EkZ
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「停到路邊，放我下車。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0fNkl7b1q
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「你不喜歡這味道，以後載你就不噴了。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvToVrcw9j
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方詠維好脾氣地哄我，我自己也知道我沒道理，純屬易感期鬧脾氣。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCOsjqUBfj
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但我去他媽的小蒼蘭。我仍舊冷著一張臉，什麼話也沒說，方詠維嘆了一口氣。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0oJmbHrZo
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「至少載你到捷運站，現在尖峰時段不好叫車。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbJFAXf2lK
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方詠維把我放在捷運站入口，我甩上車門就走了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmJNIPeM6z
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我只想狠狠做愛，咬爛別人的脖子，把陰莖插進某具身體，把精液射進去。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CQeSkRLlK
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打完手槍之後，我的腦袋終於不再只是那些白花花的、豐腴的肉體。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBYl9Olz3d
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我打了一通電話給方詠維，我知道不用跟他道歉，找藉口請他吃個飯，他又會跟我和好如初。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjiGw3adou
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「喂，你在哪？要不要吃宵？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv4VYnQYsK
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「我在醫院。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cia0uoKvS
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畢竟方詠維也是醫生，他在醫院沒有什麼好奇怪的，我接著開口：55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR8ZhUjfOT
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「我去找你？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzG4zhIQVO
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「文里住院了，我沒心情。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPsq5Kvdae
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「什麼？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA4VQVhgwh
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方詠維語氣很低落，我隔著電話都能想像他憔悴的樣子。方詠維向我解釋，宋文里發情期來了，因為注射抑制劑，引發嚴重型皮膚藥物過敏。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNP57FK896
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「他長這麼大不知道自己抑制劑過敏嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNOqbUltKi
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我沒那個意思，但話語一出，就像在譴責宋文里。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zj1tgw5jD
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「你別這樣講話，他真的不知道，他之前一直有Alpha男友。」方詠維難得的不開心，他頓了一下，最後還是坦白：55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmL6Jdr9MV
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「他是因為跟我交往，只好靠抑制劑。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QIO311sAl
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我其實並不是沒想過這天，方詠維三十了，總要成家立業。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSk1GSsh5K
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他作為我唯一的朋友，我的確是對他有些，稍微不太正常的獨佔欲。但這也不能怪我，只能怪我的基因。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypWL8te7OS
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對方詠維有獨佔欲實在是最蠢的選擇，方詠維會借所有人他的筆記，他的後座也可以載任何需要的同學，甚至連那些搞笑影片，他都是群發。在蛛絲馬跡裡尋找自己的特殊性，是我倖存的方法。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkOvSWTSMf
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或是乾脆就怪罪他的殘忍，然後把身為一個Beta，卻交了一個抑制劑過敏的Omega男友這件事，當作上天對他的懲罰。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWrnEawWSB
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「所以你們沒分手？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm7SCxsI8f
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宋文里住在我們科的病房，方詠維天天都上來探病，我終於忍不住把他堵在樓梯間。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OgNTDydLL
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他的黑眼圈很顯眼，整個人似乎又變得更加消瘦，連臉頰都凹陷下去。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKj7nzb72Q
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「⋯⋯大概會吧。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q0WdI5CRm
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還沒分手，但大概快分了。我不知道他們在堅持什麼。我倚在牆邊，手指摸進白袍口袋，搓著一張摺好的白紙，努力按捺自己的煩躁感。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0po5JZxbS
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「你們申請Alpha社工了嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQpVNuYrGk
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「嗯，但不知道要排多久，你也知道，社工供需不平衡。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR35BAjzcu
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方詠維一屁股坐在樓梯上，將臉埋進掌心，他的聲音因此變形：55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3UlydqYRp
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「段醫師，告訴我吧，我到底該怎麼辦？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTiVr4ZnYv
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我深吸一口氣，煙癮突然泛起，要知道我可是很久沒抽了，我忍不住抖著腳。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCHnpt7nNP
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「兩個辦法。一，分手，讓他去找一個Alpha。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER3Mvgai5W
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方詠維顯然思考過這個辦法，只是淺嘆了一口氣。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KqLI0IGC5
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「第二個呢？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKPSzcezrt
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他八成是在等我提出什麼先進的療法，沒有。很遺憾這方面也沒有邁入臨床試驗階段的新藥，甚至連抑制劑都是近年剛上市的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkKPOiEwHj
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「二，考慮我。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4Wp7gZhk4
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我把口袋裡的白紙掏出來，在他面前甩開。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D2600ZXhN
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——宋文里和我的費洛蒙檢驗報告，兩人適配度90%。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK1SWuGttY
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如果方詠維跟宋文里不想分手，我或許不是唯一的選擇，但絕對是最好的。我身強體壯、定期體檢、跟宋文里適配度極高，我們可以做比較少次的性接觸，就達到相對高的費洛蒙融合度。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPm997Pyt3
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再者，Alpha標記Omega之後，會因為費洛蒙的融合產生依賴現象，這也是為什麼這麼少人投入社工這行。但我絕對不會愛上宋文里，我分得清楚本能跟真心，其他Alpha倒未必。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILeJIprBFo
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當然對宋文里來說，跟方詠維分手，再去找個Alpha交往，是最快、最安全的方法。所以聽說是宋文里說服想分手的方詠維後，我感到十分訝異。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUCxasPBfd
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我們可能都發瘋了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMIlKltsOD
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方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，我懷疑他是個處男。我刻意走到他面前脫衣服，居高臨下地盯著坐在床緣的他，將他的侷促不安盡收眼底。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw9EbBIC0f
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xF4WUhFRy
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「我也要脫？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Orhx0M51a
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他滿臉疑惑，我只好開口求他脫。但他似乎今天要徹頭徹尾當個局外人，只是坐在原地不動。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2cdHUDMbF
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「你難不成打算衣冠楚楚地坐在一旁，看我跟你男朋友，像野獸一樣做愛嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4VNQLLCrp
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我講了狠話，方詠維愣住了，半晌才開始動作，他顫慄的手指按上鈕扣，花了很久才解開最上面那顆。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXyzafWKn5
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「阿昕。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWKj8ZpsQF
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他叫喚我，我還是心軟了，屈膝跪在他面前。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JtKt1RA6D
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「方詠維，現在還來得及後悔。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixpArYHBns
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他沈默地解開所有扣子，用行動表示，他不後悔。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V8PmSU5iw
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他的身體還是骨瘦如柴，我用手指輕輕觸碰他的肋骨，他嚇了一跳，卻還是任由我觸摸。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dT8OLL4fW
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「你太瘦了。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyzZPIV9OJ
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他轉頭看向打開的浴室門，我追隨著他的視線，宋文里穿著浴袍出來，露出白皙纖長的腿。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3bP1Y2rNP
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宋文里爬上了雙人床，從背後將方詠維解開的襯衫褪下，然後環抱方詠維。方詠維好像到了極限，緩緩閉上雙眼，顫抖的眼睫濕潤。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdzjAT0moI
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「對文里溫柔一點。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXPYtsSBQS
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宋文里隔著方詠維的肩頭盯著我，與其說是挑釁，更不如說是憐憫的眼神。要不是方詠維在場，我可能會揍他。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGzMZk6OEL
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其實我知道方詠維不會喜歡我做愛的方式——又dom又S。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSx5uyGZTS
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跟他認識十年多，他滿口宰制與權力不對等，我當然知道他信奉什麼想法，他會覺得，我把施虐情色化不能改變支配與暴力。我不會在他面前提自己的性癖以供他批判，也沒想過有天會跟他上同一張床。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpTPH4px5o
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現在是他需要利用我。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6JR0Za8Pe
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方詠維靠在床頭，宋文里趴在方詠維懷裡。宋文里其實也偏瘦，背脊骨很明顯，他跟方詠維像兩把柴禾疊在一起。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVG1mtJ66z
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宋文里翹高渾圓的屁股，那是他身上唯一有肉的地方。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArLrVMddDE
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「進來。」宋文里命令式的語氣令我不悅，所以我扇了他的屁股一巴掌，很快留下清晰的掌印。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb0sjzUMbZ
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「阿昕，不要欺負他。」方詠維抓住我的手。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxA8HvkZM2
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方詠維一邊討厭我的宰制本能，一邊利用我的身體，但我還是將手指插進他的指縫，跟方詠維十指交扣。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0IEt7cHOC
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我拿他真的沒辦法。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHXsaypM98
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宋文里倒是很快進入狀況，他掰開自己的臀縫，語氣放軟。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlngn6TtxQ
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「學長，請進來吧。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIZ7d1WQzI
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我沒有繼續為難宋文里，在方詠維面前對他男朋友dirty talk，方詠維絕對會崩潰。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sYyJmKm7C
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另一隻手扶著宋文里的腰，我從背後插入他，他身子一直顫抖。我感受到他其實不夠濕，就要我插進去。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0DN7uyvHo
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我意識到，方詠維把我的屌當一根按摩棒，宋文里把我的屌當成——自殘的兇器。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy3LkAix2i
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「文里、文里⋯⋯」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzJ5d78Tll
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方詠維察覺懷裡的宋文里在顫抖，不斷以吻安撫著宋文里。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u7pp4eR7P
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「文里⋯⋯」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtVps0hgQT
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「詠維哥⋯⋯」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWX2dKMAKz
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「文里，痛不痛？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x1bmKuQMf
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「不行了詠維哥⋯⋯」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoV4yt0sdV
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對宋文里施暴式的猛插最終還是得到了Omega身體的接納，他的小穴逐漸濕潤，他被逼上了高潮，腸道一陣收縮，將深埋其中的那根陰莖死死絞緊。他後頸的腺體被咬破，威士忌和小蒼蘭的味道在汽車旅館內交融。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrRFJRGgmd
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這一切就這樣完成了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREKmRuBTj0
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即使我好像，不覺得自己在這裡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkVDGLgGlj
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被退房的電話鈴聲喚醒，已經是隔天的中午。方詠維跟宋文里都要回醫院上班，我一個人躺在旅館的大床上。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ304LtOp6iQ
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我輕輕撫平床單的皺褶，明白那裡已經沒有餘下的體溫。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIa6mHDUIK
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陽光照進網膜，微微的刺痛感讓我生理性地分泌淚水。床緣是兩雙紙拖鞋，一次性的、可拋棄的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5TbNqAFgW
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我心裡明白，沒有哭泣的理由，我翻了個身，那滴淚便滑落到臉頰上，很快就乾了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nFwiXjrTx
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新的一年打算寫五個ABO短篇，並帶來性別不同的幾種配對，這次是AB！55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxSnBjReX6
不知道大家喜歡什麼ABO配對ㄋ～55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4xMcfLmL0
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我很少寫第一人稱小說，盡力揣摩了段昕的感覺，跟膿瘡的憂鬱文青風完全不同。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oZjxxrBFc
希望大家不要讀得不舒服，雖然討厭小段非常正常XD55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jO0K9Bzve
我很努力想讓段昕立體，雖然可能不討人喜歡55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ989YtLdWKd
希望能在段昕沒有一句喜歡或愛的狀況下，描寫出他對方詠維的情感與痛苦迷惘55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NnJ9sMUaJ
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有任何感想都歡迎留言><或是到噗浪找我：55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8RNdiChV1
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謝謝你的閱讀！<355Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMqElz4gwT
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